Well, it’s been awhile...
hellooooo Tumblr! holy shit, it’s been over 2 years now since i’ve posted on here. I decided randomly last night to go through and read my old posts since my boyfriend is out of town for thanksgiving. I legit stayed up for like 2 hours just reminiscing on my posts, but man am I so thankful for my younger self for posting so much so I had thinks to look back and cry or smile about.
i decicdedI should make another post today, so that future me will have something else to look back and read one day,so here it goes
So, 2020... damn, has been quite a year. The Covid pandemic, starting my nursing career during a pandemic, got a house with my bf and dogs, reached our 5 year anniversary, my boyfriend working from home for most of the year, we survived a whole year with our two lovely dogs... just so much has happened,but overall i can most definitely one of the best years of my life. I am beyond blessed and have so much to be grateful for.
This year, I started my dream job as pediatric nurse!!!! This time last year I was struggling in nursing school not even sure if I was gonna pass my last semester and thinking about taking the NCLEX, and now one year later, I am 9 months into my nursing career and loving it. I am a WHOLE NURSE LIKE WHAT. this was all i ever dreamed about. Also, did I mention that at the same time I started working, a huge pandemic was just starting? yeah, fun stuff. but man, sometimes i wake up and can’t believe that i’m finally a nurse. doing what i love and have nothing to stress about with school. thank you lawd. i have had some tiring and trying days, but i always survive and thankfully have a great support system behind me.
This year, my boyfriend bought a house and we moved into that together with our 2 sweet doggies. the house has come a veryyyyy long way, but it’s perfect for us and we just finished putting up christmas decorations which i was soooooo excited about!!!
So my boyfriend and i have been together for 5.5 years now. holy shit has time flown and things have changed like crazy. We’re definitely getting old lol. especially with the pandemic, we really don’t do much but chill at home with our dogs, watch shows, see friends every so often, the. we go to bed by midnight and wake up at like 8 or 9am lmaooooo. but i love it and i love him and love getting to do life with him. we still annoy each other a lot, but we love each other. we love our two sweet dogs who are the loves of our lives. they keep us busy, but man, those dogs have so much love to give. i would do just about anything for them. anyway, back to my boyfriend, it’s crazy reading my old posts to see how far we’ve come. here we are now, two grown ass adults just working our adult jobs with responsilbilties lolol. we cook a lot and enjoy going shopping for things for our house 😂 nevertheless, we still love each other like the first day we met. all that would make my life complete is fucking engagement ring. waiting for him to propose to me is like pulling teeth... at this point i don’t even care for the engagement, i’m just so beyond ready to get married! it really makes me sad, because between all of our friends, we’ve been together and longest, and i feel like such a fool waiting. i know he says he’s gonna propose and he’s made some subtle comments about being engaged within the next year, but anticipation is killing me so bad. i’ve had some rough rough days of thinking about what i’m gonna do if he doesn’t propose. there were some dark days of thinking about ending things, or even thoughts of being with other people, but i just know alex is a man of his word and he will come through and i know the wait with be worth it. i’m speaking it into existancd right nowthat i’ll be engaged by 2021. 🤞🏻well, i’m goin to end this on a positive note and say 2020has been such an awesome year and i can’t wait to see what the future has in store for me!
