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Where does your fs likes to kiss you?

🫀How to chose your pile? ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

🫀Note:

Hey guys,

So sorry for not making any tarot readings recently, I had to step back to recharge as many tarot readers know; tarot is a spiritual tool that you cannot force answer from. And by that fact, if you try to force a reading, it'll reflect my energy instead of the collective which is not what my blog for. God knows that I try hard to deliver as accurate readings as possible. Love you guys so much and hope you enjoy this reading❤.

Arya💕

🫀Disclaimer:

This is a general reading, it doesn't have to resonate with you. For more accurate one DM me for a reading ❤. I'm always open for suggestion through ask box.

Pile 1 - Red corset 🥀:

• Where does your fs likes to kiss you?

Hey pile 1, I hope you are doing well. I will write a small paragraph here to check if this is your energy or not. Okay, first thing I see you are lately bored with how things are going in your life. I see that you just don't like how things are and thinking of change. I see that you'll receive money soon, this money will make you feel stable and it'll probably come from your family. It's not a lot, but just enough pocket money. Now, I see also that you are looking forward to something, as I mentioned before you want to change, you want your current life circumstances to be different but at the same time you don't really know where to start. Someone here have a father wound, perhaps you are not really connected to your femininity because you were taught early on that you are lesser than people around you. I'm not gonna say heal your father wound because some of you are already aware that they have it and want to change but they don't know where to start. If this is you then continue reading❤.

Okay first thing I'm picking up on is that your future spouse like to kiss slowly. Their kisses are not rushed, they kiss deeply and slowly, the kind of kisses that linger for minutes after they part their lips from your skin. They are very sensual omg 🫦. Their kisses just linger and they don't rush it at all. I feel that the way they kiss is not light at all, those kisses are not playful or quick pecks on the lips, nu-uh 😶‍🌫️ they are deep, slow, and linger heavily. Now for the place they like to kiss the most is shoulder blades, to them they are very delicate, very sweet, very kissable, they come from behind you and wrap their arms around your waist and start from behind your ear, your neck down to your shoulder and shoulder blade, each kiss linger more than the previous one. You might get turned on by them lol. Also, for the female audience they like the feminine part (not to be explicit) but the breasts, and the valley between them are a thing here. I see also that you don't resist the kisses either. It always end up mutual, needy and make you both giggle afterwards.

Hope you enjoyed this reading pile 1, lots of love, take care🩷.

Pile 2 - Black Panther 🍄

• Where does your fs likes to kiss you?

Hey pile 2, I hope you are doing well. Now I will write a quick energy check, it doesn't have to resonate. If you find yourself among those lines then the reading is for you. Now; I see that someone here is in a relationship or a situation that is making you feel insecure about your beauty. Someone here is very concerned of their physical appearance and is afraid that their appearance might not be enough to date or be loveable. I see that you are trying very hard to be reasonable about your beauty, I'm thinking of that one clip of scarlet Johansson when she says "my body is an ok body, I guess" Or something among those lines. Like, you feel like your body is serving it's purpose, carrying you, keeping you stable, functioning well but at the same time you are in an endless comparison between you and you are literally picking up on everything your body is not. You might feel insecure because of your weight, acne, maybe even face shape. You feel like you are not measuring up to people your age, especially the ones who are richer, have more influence and generally are considered desirable by society standards. This pile is dominated by masculine energy so perhaps if you are a female you might be acting from your masculine side, I see that you don't really care or know how to dress well. You be like " I have an idea!" And then proceed to pick something that doesn't make your body shape or skin color flattering. Last point in this energy check is that; someone here might have had a conflict with a male recently, could any honestly I'm not picking up on anything specific. You might just started to take your appearance more seriously, you are like over the stage of playfully experimenting with your appearance and starting to see what really might flatter you more.

Okay, where does your spouse like to kiss you? This pile spouse like to kiss in untraditional places. Places that doesn't really make sense but they like to kiss it anyways. I see that they might kiss your waist, they are very playful when it comes to kisses. Unlike pile one's deep kisses, this spouse here is very playful and creative. They like quick pecks, feather light kisses, unexpected ones. And ones that make you shut up, that's what I'm getting lol🤣. I see also, that they like the lips, waist, and something about teeth? They might nibble on your lower lip while they kiss you or pull it with their teeth. Their kissing style is quite creative honestly, they might bite where they kissed, the nibble on your lip and pull it softly, they are quick and like surprising kisses. Their kisses make you feel warmed up and fuzzy, you might giggle and smile to yourself about the kiss. They like to kiss you when you are sad or disappointed, like to kiss the sadness away from you. Yeah, this pile is short. Hope you liked your reading, lots of love and take care☺🩷.

Pile 3 - The book📖

• Where does your fs like to kiss you?

Hey pile 3, hope you are doing well. I'll write a quick energy check just to confirm that this reading is yours. Okay first thing I'm picking up on is someone here have ended a relationship with their long-term bf or gf. I see that this relationship ended but there's no pain or drama. You just realized that you evolved past your person and they are refusing to change. Now if you are single, you might have a specific version of love that died in your head. I see that you might have hoped that your relationship with a future person might be in a specific way and you were attached to that version so much you missed a real potential connection. Take what resonate, I don't see bitterness here at all. Like you decided, you did and now I feel like you are breathing more freely. I see that this person might have been clingy or possessive. And for the single people here you might have been very desperate lately for someone or a specific version of love that died. Nevertheless, you chose stability, mental clarity and peace of mind over whatever chaos you were in. That's what I'm seeing for you pile 3.

Now where does your fs like to kiss you the most? Okay, what I'm picking up on is that this person think kisses make them vulnerable so I guess they might rarely kiss you, not because they don't love you or like you but because the act itself make them feel vulnerable. You might be the bold one, the one who initiate the kisses. But once you do that, you teach them that it's okay to go all in. They might not have much experiences before you. I see that you'll be the playful one first then... It feels like something lead to another and the kiss itself deepen and something inside this person die each time they kiss you. Maybe they have old beliefs or limited ones about relationships. Your kisses make them feel happy. I see that this pile is sweet, I see that they like to kiss your cheeks, lips and forehead. You will start the kiss, you are the confident one, they then reciprocate it and deepen it. I'm picking up on you, pulling their face while cupping their cheeks and giving this person quick pecks, they smile and pull you into a deep kiss. The kiss itself make all your worries and self doubt melt away like butter lol. Each kiss deep kiss here says: I'm here, I'm not leaving, you are the most wonderful person in my life. That's what I'm seeing for this pile. Hope you liked this reading, lot's of love ❤and take care🩷.

Post date: 21st of May 2026 Thur

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⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile I ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

My pileeeeee oneeee, I’m pickin up that he can only think about the taste of ur lips n the scent of ur s3x. The second u walk up to him his cck’s gonna start throbbin with excitement from ur mythic beauty. U’re gonna awaken a feral need in him to fck u in every way possible. He’s gonna wanna take u even before y’all get home, push u against a tree n slide deep inside ‘cause he’s straight up bewitched by u. He’ll want u to grab his cck n sque3ze it like ripe fruit just to feel how ready he is for u to devour it. He’s gonna love the h3ad u give him. U licki ng up the sides, from the tip all the way down, ur tongue playin with his balls n when u finally wrap ur lips around the head n start suckin…

the pleasure’s gonna hit him so hard it’ll shift an entire dimension with pure s3xual energy. I hear him whisperin in ur ear “I wanna give u every bit of pleasure my body can offer.” His hands roam all over u, kissin ur hard n*ps, suckn on ur chest, lickn ur thighs n pssy. I see him pullin more than two orgasms outta u till the first rays of sun light up the room… n even then baby he still won’t be satisfied. I see y’all havin dates where he makes u wear a vibrator out so he can watch u cum right in front of him, controllin it n forcin u to hold back those loud moans.

The vibrations keep goin, keepin u in that long dreamy ecstasy. He wants u completely his n he’ll prove it in every fck. Both of y’all get so turned on by the adrenaline of maybe gettin caught or someone watchin. But at the same time he doesn’t want nobody else lookin at u, u’re all his n he’ll show u in every stroke, every pinch to ur n*ps, every deep thrust. He’s really well hung, thick n long, u’re gonna feel him so deep. He knows how to move. It’s impossible for u not to squirt, he’s gonna make u do it a lot ‘cause he loves seein u soak the sheets. He loves the way ur skin gets all flushed after he blinds u with that intense climax. He’ll know ur g-spot n all ur most sensitive zones. It’s like ur pssy has control over him even tho he loves dominatin u.

If one day u show up at his job n say u want s3x, he’s definitely gonna give it to u. After that first night together trust me, he’s takin u to levels of pleasure u never felt before. N when the memory settles in ur mind u’ll know u can relive it whenever u want, whenever u need that same ecstasy again… tho none will ever be the same ‘cause believe me this man keeps leveling up his techniques n u’ll be wonderin how he does it. He loves how submissive u get for him in bed n how strong u are in everyday life. He loves givin u quick orgasms n slow buildin ones. U always make him explode like a horny teenager.

That’s what u do to him babe. This s3xual union is deep emotional fusion n mystic connection. Very tab*o. Y’all gonna fulfill each other’s deepest knks n fantasies. Y’all got multiple fantasies n desires as a couple, so many illusions n expectations on the intimate level. He’s definitely a lion in bed, can be a gentleman in public but when y’all alone his s3xual energy is so intense n powerful. He loves dominatin with sensuality n controllin ur pleasure so u stay in ecstasy. N even if u got physical insecurities or fear of not bein enough, believe me he’s gonna look at u with so much devotion that u’ll drop all those old wounds n heal completely. His control is magnetic, almost hypnotic. He’ll take the reins with determination n raw physical energy. Y’all’s encounters are def gonna leave a mark, they’re so intense, sometimes unexpectedly passionate where both of y’all just explode in pleasure. I’m seein so many fantasies from both sides in this pile, y’all scared to reveal them but u will.

Y’all love roleplay, playin with textures n specific sensations. It’s a rare type of connection that can get addictive ‘cause it’s not just body, it’s soul. S3x with him will never be boring, y’all love innovatin even with locations. N both of y’all gonna talk about what u desire n trust me u’ll get it. He’s very likely to cum hard asfff n he’s gonna make sure u do too. I see he loves pleasin u n wants to hear u moan his name more than once. He’s addicted to u. Awwww! There’s real hunger here, he could straight up have u for breakfast n dinner. Ufff this gettin hot.

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile II ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

My pileeee twoooo, this man ain’t in no rush, he’s gonna make u feel pleasure to the maxxx. He’s gonna wake up ur senses in ways u can’t even imagine. Ur breathin gonna speed up while he takes u to the highest ecstasy u ever felt in ur whole life. U’re gonna wake up tinglin with excitemnt ‘cause even after that night u’re still gonna want more. U’ll guide his hands to ur chest, u wanna feel him goin from ur nps down ur stomach, ur hips, every move so calculated to build that pleasure inside u. His strokes are intense n match ur breathin. U’ll be moanin from pure satisfaction, archin at his mercy.

The 0rg4sm’s gonna hit u so hard it leaves u breathless. U’ll be scr3amin while ur body tenses n shakes vi0l3ntly, feelin every cell explode in pleasure. It’s so intense, so deep it almost hurts, but it’s that sweet pain u never want to end.

He likes drty s3x n he likes B D S M. He’s gonna taste u head to toe with his tongue between ur legs, suckn, lickn n kissin with devotion. He’s gonna know all ur sins, fantasies n naughty side n he ain’t lettin u reach heaven too easy. It’s like he spits ur own juices in ur mouth so u can taste urself. U’ll be beggin to cum ‘cause he penetrates so fckin slow, teasin u, so close yet so far, stressful but so excitn.

Even tho he’s puttin u through hell he can’t stay immune to his own lust so he’ll speed up, slammn into u over n over, grippn ur hips, so in sync, one big growl n one huge explosion of bliss. I see mirrors, he’s gonna fck u in front of mirrors so u can admire ur own body n what u do to him. Most of y’all’s encounters go straight to the point, no long foreplay. Lots of impulsive energy, like quick s3x in fitting rooms when nobody’s lookin. It’s like the desire hits n y’all act on it almost instantly. Y’all don’t take long to get hot.

The attraction is immediate n physical, bodies talk before minds do. Y’all love that chase game, one plays hard to get n the other pursues, that push n pull where the s3xual tension is part of the fun. Y’all can be havin normal convos n suddenly it turns filthy n boom, powerful s3x right away. Pure unfiltered s3xual energy. He’s passionate, direct, physical, adventurous, super confident in his body. Routine bores him, he needs variety n new sh*t to stay turned on. He’s the type to suggest new things n loves surprisin u.

Vanilla ain’t enough, y’all tryin a thousand K*masutr* positions. But that eye contact tho, baby… it’s that “I see u n u see me” vibe. N even tho both of y’all are freaks, this is real, what connects y’all is love n genuine connection. Sometimes y’all’s nights gonna be tender s3x, other times pure physical intensity, n others where the emotional connection takes over without plannin it. U’ll never have boredom with ur husband. The kinks point to lots of spontaneity, changin locations, tension n release games.

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile III ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

My pileee threee, the s3x is gonna be straight fireeee, y’all havin s3x in the shower, that’s gonna be y’all’s favorite. He wants to see u surrender in his arms, legs shakin, wet hair with drops runnin down ur hard n1ps mixin with ur juices.

He’s gonna turn u on so much the way he thrusts, his cck slidn in n out while ur body responds, those perfect muscles, ur pssy constantly drippn. Ur whole body orchestratin orgasms full of s3xy images n delicious sensations. U love how he wraps his hands around ur bare skin, grippn ur chest, teasin ur a$s n spreadin it for deeper strokes with his thick cck while playin with ur swollen sensitive clt.

He gets so turned on when u beg him not to stop n he whispers in ur ear not to hold back, just let it flow n c u m. Feelin his c*m runnin down ur a$s as both fluids mix makin that wet s3xy sound.

There’s so much s3xual tension between y’all so u’re always gonna wanna be fckin. Ur future husband loves with his whole body n soul at the same time, he can’t separate physical from emotional even if he tries.

He’s extremely sensitive to ur energy, it’s almost telepathic when y’all intimate. He feels what u need before u say it. It ain’t instant fire the moment u meet, he’s the type that takes his time n watches how the 1ntim4cy builds.

But that don’t mean it ain’t intense ‘cause believe me the s3x with him is intenssssse. Foreplay matters a lot here.

Nothin gets skipped. He wants to get u soaked before he even slides in, wants u beggin to feel him inside. It’s an almost supernatural intensity. He might seem serious n controlled but u baby, u make him lose it n u’re gonna discover that volcano he carries inside.

hiii loves🫶 i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope ure doing well. take care of yourself, and i'll see you in my next reading tyusm for being here☺️

thank you for reading 💜

Don't forget i've got a palm reading game open right now!

Which pile would u like me to do next?

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Pick a pile : What your future partner/s.o. loves about you... (freaky edition)

Take what resonates and leave what doesn't! Happy reading.🦢

Pile 1 - 'Luxurious' by Gwen Stefani

Ouhh… there’s this vibe of how much your future partner loves fantasizing about you from the moment their eyes lay on you. They fantasize about how addicting you are; the mere idea of you intoxicates them. Being around you brings them a sense of possessiveness they may have never felt before. You’re their drug, and they don’t want therapy. I’m picking up on how much they value and desire privacy, especially when it comes to you. You’ll find them wanting to pull you aside a lot, just to have you all to themselves. They’ll want to spoil you rotten, whether you like it or not—materially, emotionally, and through acts of service. After a long day of work, the first thing on their mind is you. They want to come home to you and drown in your scent and presence. In your presence, all of their worries seem to fade away; however, the moment you're gone, they find themselves back to high levels of stress. Something about you is soothing, like a late-night bath after a long day or clean bed sheets that wrap them in comfort. They love it when you teach them how to make you feel good. I keep seeing images of you worrying about how you look or your insecurities, but they love the way you look. There is something unfiltered and raw about your beauty that turns them on—so much so that even you would be shocked. This feeling of unconditional admiration would be something new to you; they love all of you, even what you perceive as a flaw. I'm seeing that you could be someone with a very different way of presenting yourself in public. Even if you seem extroverted, you have a social battery that depletes fast. A lot of the time, you want to be left alone to recharge. Your partner understands this almost instantly, as you two are very similar in this aspect. It's like they want to be the bonfire to warm your cold hands; even in isolation, they want to be there for you and hold you.

Pile 2 - 'Obsessed' by Mariah Carey

Right off the bat, I'm picking up on your hair. You could have really curly hair, wavy hair, or dyed hair—something about it is significant. This could also imply that your future partner loves running their fingers through it. I'm also sensing that you might be insecure about your torso or chest; regardless, your future partner is obsessed with that area of your body. Your heart and chest are very sensitive, and they would love nothing more than to touch you there. Your future partner loves undressing you. That's their favorite part: slowly unveiling you and your secrets, both emotionally and physically. Something about you also comes off as a bit "bratty" in the bedroom. You might want to be constantly serviced and pleased, but little do you know that your future partner is the biggest tease. They won't give you what you want that easily! They almost want you to beg—to once again reveal those truest desires and emotions that you keep so well hidden. There's a clash of egos between the sheets that turns into a heavy sexual competition—an intense battle over who can get the other to give in first. They will want to see the untamed and raw side of your desires. The way your hands touch them and the way you move above them is a major turn-on for them. They will definitely want to experiment with you, if you know what I mean. Furthermore, push you to your edge constantly. ;)

Pile 3 - 'Fetish' by Selena Gomez

You're a very intense feminine... and your future partner won't be able to get enough of you. They keep coming back for more, insisting on loving you even though you relentlessly push them away. Your words pierce through them; the way words roll off the tip of your silver tongue pains them, yet only serves to keep them hooked. You challenge their ego and everything they've ever believed, unexpectedly capturing their mind and soul. Every day, they find themselves wanting to see into your mind and hear your voice and your laughter—but most especially, they want to see the genuine smile you so rarely show. Something about you reminds them of laying in a sunny field of grass and flowers, the sound of children playing, and the idea of family. This confuses them, as you seem wary of having children yourself; regardless, they may still have fantasies of starting a family with you. You'll be surprised by how they treat you like the only person left on Earth. Even you might become worried by their fixed devotion, but there's no changing their mind about you. Your constant rebuttals and doubts will only make them want to prove their love even more—concerningly so, even if it means giving much more to you than you give to them. There is a sense of blind devotion and worship toward your body; they understand the sacredness of seeing you. They will shower you with praise and will love to stimulate you with their words before making a move. They will never force anything upon you. To them, you are the sun.

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When Trouble Gets to Paradise: A Future Spouse Jealousy Special

We all want to meet the one and live happily ever after. But let's be honest: every relationship has its challenges. Especially when someone gets jealous.

What happens when trouble gets to paradise? This is a collab between me and the talented @matchatarot, where she will explore how your future spouse reacts when you are the jealous one, and on here we will talk about how they react when they are the ones getting jealous. If you've ever wondered if your future spouse has a jealous personality, well sounds like your lucky day! Do not forget to go on @matchatarot's blog to get the full picture of your union.

Until then, let's sip that tea, shall we?

Pile One

Your future spouse is quite dramatic when they are jealous. They manage to compose themselves in public, but they get extremely pissed.

Honestly, it goes from zero to a hundred quite quick. Which could kinda scare you, because they are naturally a pleasure and joy to be around, except when you have pissed them off. You could at times try to make them jealous on purpose, as if they are not already aware of all the people that are desiring you.

It gets them extremely upset, and for some of them it could lead to wanting to end the whole relationship. They have dealt with secretive people in the past, and it feels like it is still a trigger when you guys are together. So if you are the type of person that likes to make their person jealous, it will not end well in this case. They have been cheated on before, so they do not find it funny and would end things to cut the BS immediately.

They will not lash out at you in public, and will not lash out when you guys get home, but they will sit you down for a conversation, telling you how upset you made them. They value doing things the right way, because that is who they are. You could have one particular argument that teaches them a lot, or causes an "aha" moment.

They could seek therapy afterward. Girly, what is going onnnn? You guys will always grow from the argument. I like this fact. They could act pretty erratic at first, but I think it will be a moment that shows them a blind spot. Your future spouse could really be into self improvement and psychology. You are going to make them nervous in a new way, one they have not felt in a while.

They are quite a secure person in life, and they will feel like a teenager again. They could have had a weird teenage phase and a major glow up, and became confident and all that jazz, but this moment will reveal that they have not really healed this part of them. They just put glitter on and kept going.

This is so specific, I love it.

Your future spouse is not insecure in life; they are secure. That is why the jealousy hits different. They will know you are the one because you make them feel a specific way. I am getting a lot of messages right now. They will feel like a teenager again, and it will freak them out at first, and then come to the realization that you make them anxious and they love you. It is a whole full circle moment.

Anyway, they will still act jealous though. Love, they have a possessive streak. But listen, I feel like both of you will do your best to grow from the situations. If you have a bad habit of making people jealous because it makes you feel chosen, this will not last with this person. First, because they will not put up with it, and second, because the moment you see them overthinking, you will realize that it is not worth it. This brings me back to a moment I am not the proudest of.

I was eight and living through a lot for a child, and was essentially jealous of my best friend's relationship with her parent. I made her cry on purpose, and it was the last time I ever did it. I hated seeing her that way. I instantly regretted it and never wanted it to happen again. And we have been friends for twenty years.

Your ego gets naturally checked by your heart when love is involved. Funny how that works, isn't it?

Psssttt. Wanna know how they react when YOU get jealous? Click here, babe. You know you want to.

Pile Two

They're good at acting like it wasn't a big deal at first, but they are internally spiraling. SPIRALING. Replaying your happy memories in their head, trying to hold onto a semblance of hope, but secretly scared you will flush them and find better. They also start questioning everything and wondering if you really love them. If this is worth it. Maybe everything was just a lie and they were delusional. Their overthinking is getting to a new high, and it almost feels like they lose their mind for a second. Until you look at them, and they remember: this isn't you.

Your future spouse could have been betrayed a lot in life, by the people closest to them: family, friends, lovers. By the time you meet them, they have become a jaded person with a sour heart. I think this person fell in love with you by watching you be kind to the world around you. It's like a default setting in your case, and it could make them jealous at times, the attention you give to others. Until they remember that's the exact reason they fell for you.

You have a gift for making people feel special. This also gets you a lot of admirers, and they notice, because they were one of them. So they could get upset and jealous at times, of the people you're giving your attention to, especially when you don't even seem to notice how much these people like you back. Not just as friends or acquaintances, but as secret wish and a dream partner. And it could make them steam. Like legit, 'cause they are possessive, I won't lie. But it only takes a look at you to remove the worries from their mind.

I do not know why I am getting major worry doll vibes. It's like little people you tell your worries to and put under your pillow before you sleep, and they lift the energy off your shoulders or fix the issue. That's how you feel, like everything will be fine, like the world stops spinning and they get to center themselves again.

You're precious and unique.

There's only one of you on this earth, and they get to do life with you. You are also someone who's community centered, so it's in your nature to connect with people. You could have a conversation with anyone on this planet, Pile Two, from other planets as well. They are really protective over you and always ready to fight for you. It's a natural reflex. You bring a raw emotional side out of them, and as much as it used to scare them, they've been asking for someone that understands. You feel like safety, and they've lowkey given up on experiencing this type of love, so now they will do anything to protect it.

It could annoy you at times because they have no reason not to trust you, and they'll always reply with the cliché: "It's not you I don't trust, it's the other people out there.

Do you know how many psychos roam these streets? It's practically Gotham City!"

They will come pick you up after girls' brunch, always answer the phone, and worship the ground you walk on. I think you've also given up on this kind of love before you met them. And the best part of it all is how genuine it will be. You make everyone feel special, loved, and seen. I don't think anyone makes you feel the same, until them.

Psssttt. Wanna know how they react when YOU get jealous? Click here, babe. You know you want to.

Pile Three

They do not play with you at all. They will react intensely, but wait until you get home to punish you. Yes punish. You’re the freaky pile number three! I feel like if this happens when you are in a social setting, they could start small so others do not notice but you do. Their hand around your waist tightening, their eyes darkening and your breath shortening.

The atmosphere instantly changes and every action seems oddly deliberate. The heavy weight of their silence, the way they look at you from across the room while putting their glass down without breaking eye contact, and how you suddenly feel like you’re under judgement, knowing they’re adding your next move to a tab you’ll have to pay later. It is a decadent moment that builds slowly towards an eventful night.

They stay incredibly composed while you’re trying to hide your excitement and this whole thing becomes a game of checkers you’re intentionally losing.

By the time the night ends and you get in the car, you can barely look at them, not from shame but excitement. You both know what’s incoming and hold it close to your chest like an oath. This is how they regain control of the situation. By making you feel like a mess, by torturing you with your own desire to remind you where you belong. They open your door, and you can tell by the strength used to close the door that they were upset.

One hand on the wheel and the other on your thigh as you start making your way home. You stay silent in the car but their hand slowly moves from your thigh toward the warmth between your legs. They’re taking their time, making seconds feel like hours.

“You had a great night honey?”

They could feel the heat radiating off of you. You didn’t even notice how you couldn’t help yourself from gently pressing against their hand.

“Are you ok babe? You look a little tense?”

You were, and they savoured every bit of it.

“You were such a little tease tonight you know this?”

You’re halfway home and you’re practically begging them without saying a word. Keeping yourself from moving too much because you know they’ll stop if you do. Each millimetre closer makes your body crave more. Their palm now presses fully between your legs, cupping you over your soaked panties. Red light. They turn around smiling at you.

“Already?”

While not removing their eyes from yours they gently move your panties aside and let their fingers trace along your warmth before bringing them to their lips, tasting with clear satisfaction.

“Exquisite love”

Green light.

Their hand gets back on your thigh as if nothing just happened. “Was it worth it?” Their eyes are back on the road. They do not have to look at you to know that your cheeks are flushed. You’re exactly where they want you.

The drive feels endless now. Every stoplight gives them another chance to tease you just a little more, pressing their palm with perfect pressure before pulling back right when you start to chase it. By the time you finally pull into the driveway, your body is buzzing, thighs trembling, completely worked up.

They kill the engine and sit there for a moment in the dark, letting the silence wrap around you both. Then they lean over, voice low and calm against your ear. “Inside. Now.” You know what’s coming. The slow, deliberate punishment they’ve been building all night. The kind that leaves you shaking, reminded again and again who owns this pleasure, who owns you.

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The Fantasy Before the Flesh: What They Imagine vs. What They Get

Have you ever wondered how it will really go down between you and your future spouse? The moment they take control, or even better, when they let you take the lead. Do you crave to uncover the true intensity of their lust, the weight of their deepest fantasies, and how it will all transpire the second they get you alone? If so, it seems like you’re in exactly the right place.

Masterlist Interstellar game Private readings

PILE ONE

IN PERSON

Pile number one, your future spouse starts fantasizing about you the second they see you. I'm not going to lie to you. They see you, and they want you, It starts there.

Then the more they see you, the more they want you in different ways. Because they see you, they see the different facets of you. So now they see your bossy side, and they start imagining you on top. They see your kind side, and they start imagining you on your knees. It never truly stops. I feel like the possibilities are endless when it comes to them.

For your pile, I do feel like your future spouse will fantasize about you for a while before anything happens. This could be a slow burn. I'm getting the same vibes like in those romance books when the guy has to keep a distance from the woman because he just wants her so bad. So sometimes she thinks he hates her, but he's actually just trying to control himself because if he gets too close, he won't be able to stop himself from putting his hands on her, his lips on her… other places… on other types of lips.

I feel like your future spouse finds you intoxicating. I feel like your scent could also be a huge turn-on. I'm getting a memory: when I worked somewhere, there was this guy who knew when I was around because he could smell my perfume. He would be able to find me just by following my scent. So I kind of feel like with you? They come into the room, this could be at work, by the way, and if they can smell you, they know you're here. And it's already good. It's already a great day.

They could have wet dreams about you. Like they wake up and they're super hard, and it's because of you. It's because they've been dreaming of you all night, and they just know it.

It's like you haunt them. They fantasize about you, and then you become a ghost, a ghost of lust and desire. A demon lying in their subconscious that, at the same time, is at the front door asking them to open it. It's really crazy.

This person would often feel like they're crazy while they get to know you. Because I feel like there's going to be some boundaries put in place. Maybe they're going to be your boss. Maybe they're going to be someone that can't outright come to your face and say, "Hey, do you want to go out with me? I like you." I feel like there's something that makes it not possible for you guys to get straight to business, you know what I mean?

And I feel like they normally have no problem with that. Like they had no problem not fucking around. That was not something that was hard for them. There's beautiful people everywhere, you know? It's not like they've never interacted with someon ethey were attracted to before, but it was easy to keep it professional, easy....

Until you.

Until they saw you. Until they started seeing you interact with the world. Until they started seeing you interact with people.

I don't know why I'm getting this, but I'm getting the vibe that you could be someone that apologizes to objects. Like, let's say you ran into a plant, you'd be like, "Oh, I'm so sorry!" to the plant. I feel like they find these little quirks of yours just so cute. And I feel like they find you adorable, and they're like, "I want to fuck the shit out of this adorable person." I really want to see what's underneath their quirky side.

There's something about you, even if you're cute, you're still the sexiest person alive. It's crazy. I feel like you have a great balance when it comes to those two energies. And I don't even think you've noticed it yourself, which is funny.

IN BED

Pile number one, when your person is going to have their hands on you, it's going to be nerve-wracking. First of all, because they've been dreaming about this for what feels like centuries.

But also because, you know when you want something so bad but it's taking time, you almost get this feeling like it's never going to happen? I feel like they could have been in that feeling before things happen physically with you.

I'm not going to lie, they could really be thinking about putting a baby in you the first time you guys do have sex together. I feel like there's something about you that's really intoxicating. Like you're their Kryptonite. There's something about you that makes them lose their mind, that makes them put aside their logical sense, their business persona, those parts of them that like to play cool and be in control.

It's like whenever you're around, whenever they get a chance to be with you alone, the stakes are so much higher. Their blood pressure too. And somehow they lose all their sense. They lose it all. They lose their mind, and they find their heart, and their throbbing wand. That's all.

This person will really want to show you off. I feel like there's a mirror going on here. Mirror sex, maybe. I feel like you're going to see in their face how happy you're making them. Just having you in their bedroom. Just having you close is already like a huge boner moment for them.

When you guys are going to have sex with each other, you're also going to make love. This is really going to be confirmation. I feel like this encounter is going to be confirmation of what they've been feeling for you, what you've been feeling for them, or what the tension in the air was all about. They're really going to recognize you as a soulmate.

I got The Heart and The Sun. I feel like it's going to become so much clearer that you are the key to their happiness. That you are the person that's going to bring them all this love that they've always wished for, but they didn't know how to ask for it or if it was even an option for them. Before you, dreaming about love and relationship wasn't a thing they would do. And now that you're in the picture? It's all they can think about. It comes natural to see you and want you by their side. You guys feel like soulmate reuniting.

That reading was just a taste. The Future Spouse Reading Combo? Even better. And you know you want it.

PILE TWO

IN PERSON

Pile two, before you have sex with your future spouse, they are going to be fantasizing about you, but in a way that feels safe. In a way that feels like there's some distance between you guys.

I don't know if they see you from afar. I don't know if they've been checking you out for a while. I kind of feel like they want to get a feel of you before anything else. They want to make sure that you're not like their ex.

I don't know why I'm getting this, but I'm really getting this. So I feel like their ex probably did a number on them, and they want to make sure that you're not like that.

This could be someone that works really hard in life to get to a comfortable place, and they're not willing to let anyone in because it took them a while to really get to wherever they are. I'm not going to lie, they're probably going to have a lot of money. They're really wealthy. They're quite comfortable.

And I'm not getting the vibe that this is someone selfish that doesn't want to share. I'm getting the vibe that this is someone that's far from selfish, they're really, really generous. So they want to make sure that they share this wealth, this abundance, this love, with someone that actually appreciates them, not only for what they bring, but also for who they are.

I feel like this could have been a problem with their ex. They want to get a feel for your energy, to make sure they can get into this without losing themselves. Without losing their finances. Without feeling like they've been taken advantage of at the end of the day.

Outside of their resentment for their last relationship, even if it still lingers, when you enter their orbit, you get them out of their head. Out of the constant state of misery they've placed themselves in. You feel like a break from all the hurt and betrayal.

That's why they can't help but wonder about you. Because it feels different. You feel different. You feel genuine. And you also seem to be an amazing person.

They have a hard time believing that you are real at first. But they slowly let their guard down, not only because they're healing, but because they would rather get hurt again getting to know you than let fear rob them of the opportunity.

Now, when it comes to the sex? I'm not going to lie, they try not to fantasize about you. They really try not to go there. Because it's like they have a hard time even imagining having you as a girlfriend, or imagining having anyone as a girlfriend after whatever happened to them.

I keep getting really crazy cards—like The Coffin. I feel like this person went through a transformation. They probably don't even have the libido like you know what I mean? They probably don't have the energy to get hard. Not because they can't, it's just because they're so sad. You know when you're so sad that even touching yourself isn't going to do it? Like that.

You will feel like a breath of fresh air to them. I feel like you're going to be someone that's going to bring them a lot of luck, but also a lot of hope. A lot of faith in people and in the world.

There's bad apples everywhere. But meeting you, talking to you, getting to know you, observing you as well, it's really going to open their mind to all the negative thoughts they were carrying after their breakup.

So I feel like you're going to be a big moment for them of realizing how negative they've been, because I feel like before you, they were like: "Fuck love. Fuck that. Fuck relationships. I don't want this anymore."

And then they kind of see you. And you light up something in them. Something they thought was dead. And it starts from there.

After that, they started observing you. Trying to see what type of person you are. I'm not going to lie to you, like, not all of you, but some of you? They could literally hire someone to do some research. A little bit. But I feel like they do have this type of money, you know? Like "I have so much money I need to hire someone to make sure you're not a fraud" money. They have the money for that.

IN BED

Pile two, when it comes to the bedroom activities, they're going to hold you down. I think this is someone that's extremely strong. Like they take care of their body. They could lift you up, no problem. But I feel like this is someone that's going to pin you to the wall. Someone that's going to lift you up, move you from the bed, to the kitchen, to the sofa, to the floor, to the bathroom, to the sofa again. It's really going to be all over the place after this person gets their hands on you.

Before you have sex with them, they could have been in a dry spell. It's been a while since they've last had sex. So when they finally get you under them? They get dirty. So naughty.

I feel like you're not going to expect this person to be so freaky. I got The Snake. This person, I feel like when it comes to the bedroom, they are another person. They are another person in the bedroom. They're going to tell you how to ride them, ask you how their throbbing wands feels inside of you. They could let some frustration out and give you a spanking.

This is someone that knows what they like. They know what they want. They know how they want it. And if you're someone that's quite submissive? I think you guys are going to mesh well. The first time you do have sex with this person, it will become clear quite fast that they are in control. They are daddy.

I also feel like they want to mess you up. They want to come on your face. They want to see you unravel. They want your hair to be crazy. They want you guys to be sweaty after. They want you to go in the shower, shower off the sweat, and then build some more after that.

This person has a lot of stamina. They're really naughty. I think they have really interesting kinks. You could be reserved at first and be like, "I don't know if that's my thing." But I think they'll find a way to convince you. Or you'll just, I feel like you're going to feel really secure with them. Because they really take charge, they're not trying to dominate you or force you. No. They take charge in a way where you can trust them. And they're going to trust/thrust (in) you in so many ways.

Some of you guys have been yearning for this type of sex. And you're about to have it. I feel like it's going to be everything you've ever wanted.

I got The Stars. So if you've been reading, watching a lot of smut. This is going to be a smut moment. Like this is going to be someone that's going to say: "Get on your knees. Remove this. No—remove it slower. I want you to do this. I want you to put your hair like this. I want you to put this on."

They're going to buy you lingerie. But at the same time, they're going to make you feel shy about it. It's like: "Yes, you're hot. I want you to see it. But at the same time, I like how flustered she gets when I tell her how she looks naked on her knees waiting to get my d*ck in her mouth like a good girl."

This is someone that's really interesting. You're going to love this. They're going to be a daddy. They're going to be someone that's going to spank you, that's going to tell you what to do, what to wear. They're going to stimulate you with toys.

I think this is someone that has a lot of imagination. And you inspire even more imagination in them. So it's going to be quite fun. Have fun!

That reading was just a taste. The Future Spouse Reading Combo? Even better. And you know you want it.

PILE THREE

IN PERSON

Pile number three, this is literally going to be love at first sight for your future spouse.

I feel like they're going to see you, and they're just going to know. They're going to know that it's you. They're going to know that they've been waiting for you, because they have been waiting.

You know that feeling when you sense a surprise is coming, but you don't know what it is? And you feel like you're waiting for something, but you also feel a little crazy because maybe you're just waiting for nothing? Their life could have been like that. They could have been carrying those feelings and kind of gaslighting themselves.

And then when they finally get to see you? All of the doubts just... leave their body. Because you are here. You're the physical confirmation that the waiting wasn't for nothing. And they find you simply breathtaking. It's crazy.

One of the first thoughts they have when they see you is that they want to take you away. And I feel like they kind of look at themselves sideways for a minute, like: What's going on? Who is this person?

I think you kind of short-circuit their brain. You bring out this animalistic side of them, not in a scary way, but like: I don't care. I just want you. I don't care who I hurt in the process. I'm taking you. I'm the one that's going to make love to you, live with you, go away on vacation with you.

It's kind of wild. They see you and they start thinking about vacation places. Your wedding, I'm not even playing. Your honeymoon. It's really like love at first sight. They see you and everything plays out in their mind like a movie. They can see it so clearly: you in a dress, you two on your honeymoon, getting married, cutting the cake, your life together. It's really, really crazy.

You could have doubts about this person at first. Have a hard time believing that it's actually real, that they actually want you this much, that someone like this desires you truly. There's nothing fake about the way they feel about you. You're going to realize over time how much they feel for you and how much they value you.

For them, it's love at first sight. They see you, and they know that it's you. When you know, you know.

Now, when it comes to the fantasies they have about you? They really want to talk. They really want to get to know you. They're probably planning on being your friend first. They want to know more about you. It's really, really innocent.

I got The Dog, The Book, and The Clouds. So I feel like this person, they don't know you. They don't know a lot about you. And when they see you, there's not a lot of sexual fantasies at first, because they're just thinking: Who is this? I want to get to know them. What are they about?

They feel like they lack information, and then want to rectify this immediatly. They want to know who you are, where you come from, what you do here, what you do in life, what's your favorite color. It's a really cute and innocent energy, someone reuniting with a soulmate and yearning to reconnect.

IN BED

When it comes to the sexual aspect of your relationship? They are blessed. They're well-mounted.

I'm giving " I have big tools and I know how to use them" energy. This is someone that's confident when it comes to the bedroom. I feel like they know what they bring to the table, which is super long and super thick, by the way.

Also, this person could be quite taller than you. Maybe you guys have an age gap? I was going to say height gap, so yeah, you guys could also have an age gap. But I feel like you guys have a big gap in some way.

The first time that you have a sexual relationship with this person could be while being away on a cruise or on vacation. I feel like they really want to go all out when it comes to you. They really want to impress you. They want to make you experience things you've never done before, not only in the bedroom, but also out of the bedroom.

This is someone that loves you so much because you make them connect to a part of themselves that maybe they've lost throughout the years, while becoming an adult. You spark this childish wonder out of them. And it's really freeing, because this is someone that has a lot of responsibilities. So having someone that they can get back home to, someone that feels like a sanctuary, someone they can actually share with in a healthy way, it's like everything to them.

In the bedroom? They love to put the pipe down. This is someone that loves to bring you somewhere to have sex with you. So there could be a lot of outside sex. I'm seeing balcony. So there's something here.

I think this person loves to be on top of you. They love to look at you from above. I feel like this person works out, so they're in great shape. I feel like they have a good body, a beautiful, attractive body. They workout 100%. They take care of themselves. It's important to them to look good, feel good.

They could want to tie you up, your legs and your hands. I feel like they want you at their mercy. This person just loves to have access to you in a way where you literally just can't go away while they're pleasuring you, where your only choice is to give yourself to them. You letting them tie you up? That's a huge turn-on for them. Because I feel like: Oh, I get to be this naughty with my soulmate.

I think you guys connect on such a deep level, bedroom included. It's really hot. I feel like this person excites you a lot. You're really attracted to them because they are good-looking, but also they are extremely attracted to you as well.

This could be someone that you end up working out with.

They're going to love to make you beg. They're going to love to restrain you so they can give you the most pleasure possible without you having a way to get out of it. I think this is someone that loves to inflict pleasure. They want to see you  horny, but also thrust inside of you while stimulating your clitoris and putting your titties in their mouth. I'm not even playing.

It's really like they want you to feel full of pleasure and to explode all over them. If you're a squirter? Welcome home, baby. They've been waiting for you.

That reading was just a taste. The Future Spouse Reading Combo? Even better. And you know you want it.

[niyarest]

can someone explain what he's talking about i got distracted by his giant jiggling honkers badonkers

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[milanesa42]

[teaspoontarot]

18 + Plus Reading 🌹How Do They Love? Romantic and Sexual Energy 🌹

This about your future lover and the kind of intimacy they bring into your life. This is an 18+ reading and as such, there will be discussions of a sexual and explicit nature. Please read at your discretion.

Which Lover Is *Coming* Your Way?

Pile 1

Pile 2

Pile 3

Pile 4

Voting ended onFeb 22

Pile 1 ☀️

Tarot Archetype

Knight of Pentacles

“Punctual, methodical, and with great stamina. This knight likes to get down to business”

Six of Cups

“Giving and receiving. The joy of new experiences”

Queen of Pentacles

“No embarrassment about sexual matters; This can be a little confronting in the public sphere, but it has great benefits in the bedroom”

The World

“You’ve had some shake-ups, paid your dues, had moments of glory and gone through some changes and - now you made it"

Personality Key Words: Divine Guidance, Glamour, Abundance, Confidence,  Prosperity, Joy

Sexuality Key Words: Passionate, Fun-Loving, Comfort, Security, Happy Endings, Dominance and Submission, Attention and Recognition, Voyeurism, Desire Within Reach, Guidance, Quickies, Overstimulation, Spontaneous Sex, Satisfaction, Light Touches, Morning Sex, Interesting Positions, Adventures, Threesomes

This person is fresh, exciting, and gentle. They embody this very light and freeing energy, where relationships and sex are about connection versus dominance. They might have grown up religious or experienced restrictions regarding love, connection, and sexuality. They are not the type to judge others (or they believe they don’t judge others) but may have different standards for themselves? They may be virgin or inexperienced. For some of you they may have been waiting until marriage but recently had a breakthrough in regards to religion. It’s an interesting combination of purity but readiness. They are ready to begin and explore.

When shuffling the cards would come out in quick bursts. Resulting in me having to start shuffling over again, so they may finish quite quickly but their stamina is up to par. Quite literally the world is their oyster, so sexual exploration and excitement is key here. Don’t let the inexperience fool you, they have this very passionate and bright energy that is asking to be consumed. This sort of dynamic reminds me of a TikTok actually, of this girl saying how she lost her dog in the store and then she pulls a guy with a collar and leash on into the frame. It’s not necessarily submissiveness (Although that may be present), but the feeling of being claimed and wanted. There’s also a song with the lyrics “Baby, im a dog. I’m your mutt”  by Leon Thomas. A very raw and passionate type of sexuality, where it’s power play but soft. A real eater type. Somebody who likes to worship or enjoy beauty. I heard, “they like to play all day” . The type to take or want pictures throughout the day.

I keep getting this very fun but silly imagery of puppy love and like puppy play? Like they merge in the sense of this very goofy sensuality and freedom. There’s a sexual liberation here that feels very joyful rather than hidden or scared. This person can’t keep a secret for the life of them. They may also talk a lot during sex or generally be very vocal. I also keep seeing things related to dry humping or over or clothes sex. There’s a hurriedness to this energy where it’s not prolonged pleasure but short bursts of pleasure. With the “Closet” card appearing it can have two meanings. One being they now feel that they are no longer in the closet both sexually and spiritually. As well as, quite literally having sex in a closet. There is an exhibitionist streak in this person. It’s not about being seen having sex or doing sexual things (at least not yet) but almost being caught may be a kink or a fetish for them. 

In the more romantic or general love aspects. This person is very in tune or divinely guided. I think the epiphany for them was realizing that their connection to their religion wasn’t dependent upon their own spirituality. They realized they were practising their religion differently than the people around them. Then boom, it was this almost 180 in terms of freedom they felt. So they are someone who is very in tune and connected with energy. They might not follow any type of religion or spirituality anymore, or they may dabble in manifestation or a crystal here and there. But they are no longer someone who restricts themselves. They are ready to experience and explore without the restrictions they felt their religion placed on them. This isn’t to knock any specific religion, but it feels very strongly that for this person, religion no longer works for them.  

Very randomly, it came through that you may meet this person unexpectedly? Or your first perception of them is way off. You might initially see them as someone that is very sweet or goofy, and then sexually very experimental. I can’t state enough that this person has very strong “Golden Retriever” energy. The excitableness mixed in with genuine care and adoration. May also be a huge cuddler or clingy. Again tying into themes of claiming and being claimed. Even though they aren’t religious anymore, they still may have some of the remnants. So for example, they may move “fast”. Not in the way of babies or marriage but very much wanting to show you off to everyone and anyone. So they may introduce you to family, or close friends fairly quickly. They want romance and dates, and will talk about you to their coworkers. The whole shebang. They’re not love bombing, just easily excitable. And their personality is generally genial and fun loving. They have been through something or suffered heartbreak, so they do feel careful in that sense but this person loves romance. I think combined with the direct guidance they get from the universe with their personality, I think they do know when to tone it down a little, but still…they struggle. Again like a puppy. So all in all, your person is very puppy coded, and will bring a lot of fresh and dynamic romantic and sexual energy to your relationship.

Pile 2 💎

Tarot Archetype

Six of Pentacles

“Relax and enjoy the delights of giving and receiving”

Personality Key Words: Beauty, Inspiration, Fertility, Passion, Organization, Magical Powers

Sexuality Key Words: Flexibility, Strategy, Performance, Skill, Individuality, Choosing, Aiming to Please, Bondage, Masochism, Edging, Play Fighting, Dominance, Testing of Limits, Passion, Fidelity, Opulence, Outpouring Affection, High Energy, Ruthless, Rough Sex, Selective, Order, Contracts

Typically when I’m shuffling I get small channeled messages or images, and for this one it was so clearly this sort of dominant, almost stereotypical CEO alpha energy. They do seem to enjoy being sexually dominant but I think there’s more to the story in regards to who they are as an individual. Dominance in sexuality doesn’t always connect to outward presentation even if it can play into it. I will say this person does feel a little stereotypical. Just a little. They like to wear suits and dress very classic. They enjoy the finer things in life and whatever elegance looks for them. The thing is they don't feel stereotypical in the same way as Christian Grey or any other popular media Dom’s. They take themselves and their dominance very seriously and require a lot of trust and communication with a partner. I keep seeing this image of this person bending someone over in a study or an office, so they really may lean into this stereotype. They also very much give sugar daddy/mommy vibes where an aspect of their sexual dominance is financial. 

They are someone that values the worldly experience and indulges in it. So expect this person to constantly be flying or going somewhere new. They give off the vibe of the coworker in a zoom meeting that is always somewhere random. One week they are in Prague and the next in Santiago. They are very clear in regards to their priorities, in which they work to live, not live to work. They want their experience on this earth to be a nice one by any means necessary. So that feeds into who they are sexually. They want the whole experience to be nice and enjoyable for all parties involved. They take pride in being a good sexual experience for someone else, domming or otherwise. Because this person enjoys the finer things in life, I feel like they generally are able to be around many different types of people, strangely enough. They are particular but not exclusive. They aren’t rude or don’t leave people out but they might only go after people they are particularly interested in. The setting I'm seeing is maybe at a party and you talk to them and they have this very intense gaze as you speak. They are not shy about their attraction to you. It’s almost hard to talk about their sexuality or kinks because it ends up being…the typical dom, in a way? Like a good dom tailors their domming to their partner or has very clear rules and established tastes, so there is nothing particularly surprising about their energy here. They are just someone who is naturally sensual and confident. 

 They don’t feel like someone who is committed to one person generally. Rather they may frequent sex clubs or be in a poly-amorous relationship. But they are very clear about this. There really is nothing here that feels shady or hidden but rather a focus on casual/intentional approach to sex. They might even introduce you to other play partners and you might even start a relationship with their partners. I don't feel any jealousy or envy in this pile, just a very clear sexual relationship. The dating aspect of this relationship is more tied to foreplay and the presentation of being a provider, rather than the actual romance. It almost feels like drag in a way, where this person is very into performing into the persona rather than actually being that person. They are cordial, kind, and upfront but enjoy playing into someone that may be domineering or overbearing. Sex with this person is a tailored experience and so it feels different for each person who may pick this pile. It’s not a close off energy but a very intentional one. For whatever reason being with this person doesn't work out, they are not the type to hold it against you. They know who they are and what they like.

They may also inspire you and give good guidance in matters of life. They have wisdom and understanding of when to step in and when to let you take the reins. This doesn’t feel necessarily tied to age but that they seem to have a good sense of clarity about the world. This is an inspiring connection sometimes, even more than sexual one. 

If you picked this pile and this person doesn't feel like I fit for you I would encourage you to maybe try a different pile or to maybe internalize the aspects of this person that you do like. Whoever is coming in, is someone who is honest, abundant, and very classic in a sense. The dominance and the concept of a protector is very much one they enjoy. They are not the jealous type nor the one to cause drama. They know who they are and if they approach you they respect who you are as well. It’s about equal footing but also spoiling the person they are interested in. This person enjoys the finer qualities of life and this includes sex and romance. They are always exploring and trying new things and want their partner to enjoy life as well.

Pile 3 🌹

Tarot Archetype's

Death

“Give or accept the freedom to change. How do you make use of the quiet afterglow?”

Queen of Cups

“They will make sure their sexual style falls in line with yours - no matter how wicked”

Queen of Wands

“Their strong and confident personality can inspire others to express themselves. But it can be overpowering”

Personality Key Words: Imagination, Sweet Dreams, Health, Harvest

Sexuality Key Words: After-Care, Intensity, Edging, Patience, Foreplay, Passion, Play, Substances, Intensity, Experienced, Eye Contact, Slow Build, Massages, Service Top, Unusual, Psychological, Props Toys, Guidance

As I was shuffling for this pile I heard the word, “Surprise” and I have yet to look at the full spread of cards so this will likely mean multiple things as we enter into the reading. They may not be who you initially expect, they may like sudden or unplanned sex, or in general just like surprises! Ok in finally looking at the cards, I now understand what the surprise is. This person has very intense emotional sex. Not in the very rough or domineering way (although this may be an aspect of it) but in a very soul opening way. Sex for them is about literally and metaphorically opening up. Actually, in a way this is very domineering but in a very emotional way. The example that comes to mind is like the relationship in “Baby Girl” the world’s most okay movie (although it inspired a lot of memes between me and the friend I saw it with”. Yes the sexual aspects of their relationship was about dominance and power play but it was also deeply psychological. The dominance came through because of the mind games they played with each other versus there being established rules and understanding of play. There’s this very tantric, unbinding, un-restricted aspect of sex that may feel overwhelming. Heavy on eye-contact and a mixture of very tight and gentle grips. The surprise here is that this person does not come off this way at all. Much like the main male lead in the movie, they may even be awkward or just very themselves. They very much do not have a “hippie” energy but a very intense. I once went to a speed date event with a friend and there was this guy who had very intense eye contact, but it didn't feel sexual at all. To the degree where it almost makes you self-conscious. This person actually looks at people. But they also don't look at people often so when it happens it can catch you off guard. Once you have sex with this person, it feels like suddenly things start opening for you. They unlock and unblock so much within you that afterwards you may start noticing or experiencing synchronicities or opportunities appearing. This pile feels very specific to a group of people. Almost as though this is who you’re manifesting and dreaming of. A very intense individual that unlocks you.

They are the type to very much talk you through it. A big theme for them as well is edging and overstimulation. Making you go until you can’t take anymore. Crying not only due to a release of emotions but also from overstimulation. It’s also very funny because their after care is also very on point but unintentional. In a weird way they are not practicing BDSM in the safe or sane way, but I think they’ve learned throughout their sexual experiences how to make sure they end on a positive note. I also keep getting the image of this person making you pancakes in the morning, and it’s not just any traditionally western breakfast food, it has to be pancakes. This person is strange in a very endearing way. Sex for them feels less about pleasure in a way and more about observation and intimacy. They like seeing people become vulnerable in a sexual manner. This person may naturally have a flat or quiet affect. So in having sex, they may often whisper in their partner's ear or speak very plainly/quietly.Like, “Yes, you can take more” the words themselves aren’t erotic but in combination with their energy and overstimulation it keeps you just enough on the edge. I keep getting the image of like missionary sex, but with this person going back and forth between fingering and other forms of sex. Sex with this person is very focused on you. Very much a service top. They are not a smooth talker and yet the way they speak can be very erotic. I got the image/sound of this person sending you a voice note and they may have a lower register or again their affect is just very low. So they can make reading the grocery list feel very sexual. Because they are very observant they will know you very well sexually. They will know all your buttons and they will press them. Repeatedly. 

They may also challenge you in a relationship. They may ask why you do something a lot, especially if they don't understand. Why do you keep hanging out with that friend you know doesn't like or respect you? Why do you stay at this job? Why do you do this or that if you know you don't like it? And it seems like that is the key of it all, the reason they bring about so much change is because they personify it in a way. Come hell or high water, they will make you see yourself the way they see you, because they like and admire you. And someone they like and admire is not someone they want to see living a very fixed life. They’re going to make you forgive yourself in a way that feels very healing. This person’s love and attention is a lot but ultimately transforms you. So this especially comes through in sex. In seeing your vulnerability and trust in them, they ask you to trust yourself as well.

This person is the embodiment of overstimulation and transformative sex. They are who they are and as such they only are around or attract people that understand them and their whims. They have a very intense but welcome energy, where you can’t help but be more yourself around them. One of the cards that came out was Scorpio and I think this signifies them well. An intensity that is emotional. This isn’t fiery passion where intensity is about pride or bravado. This is a deep emotional intensity that you can drown in. Your person is someone that may come off as a little strange but transforms you into the person you want you to be.

Pile 4 🏡

Tarot Archetype

Eight of Pentacles

“A regular and reliable arrangement. Sometimes all we want is someone who can comfortably deliver”

Personality Key Words: New Beginning, Safe Home, Strength

Sexuality Key Words: Fantasy, Charming, Dirty Talk, Cowgirl, Cool, Witty, Innuendos, Guarded, Trust, Comfort, Eating Out, Pleasing, Giving, Bondage, Communication, Talking You Through It

In shuffling cards, I have a particular method of doing readings. The cards that come face up are the main/integral parts of the reading. And the cards that come face down are meant to be read after reading the face up ones. The face down cards can either be smaller aspects of the reading or may reveal elements that are needed for later. As time has gone on, when reading for someone if they have many cards come face down it indicates to me someone private, secluded or at times even moody. It’s not that they have something to hide but may have a guard up or be seclusive in who they let into their space. This person had a majority of cards come face down. This person may come off as mysterious or their sexual/romantic nature may be very private or personal. 

This person may have just gone through a lot or has lived a very hard life. The image of the stereotypical “bad boy with a heart of gold” comes through. They look very intense and may even act very intense but it’s all bark and no bite. At least not towards you. They have a tendency to put up a front because that’s what they need to do to survive but may have to unlearn some of those traits with you. In romance they may actually be quite scared to confess or share their feelings. They are very soft-hearted people naturally and seek to protect their feelings because of past hurts. Many cards that came through are in regards to truth and honesty. It feels like your first conversation may be stilted or even a bit awkward. And then as time goes on a real sense of romance or sincerity comes through. It’s very much a Luke from Gilmore Girls type of person. A bit gruff but caring. Also this person is coming in SOON. If you haven’t met them already or if this sounds like someone you know they may confess or start becoming more vulnerable. It feels like they have so much to say and want to be careful in how they say it. They want to start over with you. They want to build, create and have a life that isnt tied down by past hurt or suffering. 

Sex with them feels like home. Reminiscent of the song “As Good As it Gets” by Katie Gavin featuring Mitski. Where it paints a picture of quiet domesticity. Where both people have already lived a life and a half and now find respite in each other. There’s a privacy and connection with this person that in sex feels like true connection and understanding. A relationship built on truth and mutual reciprocity.

The sex in this relationships is like when couples break in a new apartment. It’s inviting, it’s fun and it’s fresh. It’s about a fresh start and what you’re building towards. The cards “Bed” and “Floor” appeared and in a reading about sex and intimacy feel very clear. They are not the type to be exhibitionistic or want to show off but rather quietly and intimately perform. They may whisper sweet words and affirmations of love during sex. This is romantic sex, where the emotions are a part of the foreplay. Where the scene of the home invites pleasure rather than boredom. You might be cooking or cleaning and they may come behind. Or if your or them are gaming or otherwise preoccupied the invitation of distraction is always accepted. Sex with them is peace. They are also quite strong. So they may lift you up or pinning may be an aspect of this. Their strength relates to feeling like they can protect you but also to make you feel light. With the “Marriage” card here this is the epitome of married sex. And that doesnt mean it’s not exciting, in fact it adds to the intensity of the sex. The little glances across the room or the light touches of intimacy that lead to something later. It’s about the ease of it rather than fighting for attention. This pile is definitely the couple that is married for 50-60 years and is still finding joy and pleasure in their relationships. 

This group is a love story for the ages. The intimacy and pleasure of having a partner that is solely committed to you. They are strong and communicative. The purest representation of honesty and affection spilling over into genuine sexual chemistry. Where play and safety come together to build a very lasting relationship that feels good to be in. There is no one sexual characteristic about your partner because there’s more than enough time for it to be explored. All they want is to provide a safe home, with honesty, care, and commitment.

[rosefigs]

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑉𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐻𝑒’𝑑 𝑁𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑠

18+ reading. What he would never confess...

The part of him that feels exposed by you

The version of you he desires in private

The taboo element in his fantasy

What he’s afraid you’d see if you knew

The power dynamic he secretly craves

The truth he hides behind romance

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑂𝑛𝑒

♥︎ The Part of Him That Feels Exposed by You - 4 of Pentacles

You make him feel like he's losing control of what he's been holding onto. His composure, resources. His carefully managed image. You threaten the vault he's built around his heart and his cock. When you look at him, he feels like you can see how tightly he's been hoarding everything. His money, his power, his emotions, his cum. You make him want to let go of it all and that terrifies him. He's been edging himself on self-control for years, and you're the first woman who makes him want to spill everything. His wallet. His secrets. His load. You expose his greed: not for things, but for you.

♥︎ The Version of You He Desires in Private - Ace of Wands

Pure. Primal. Ignition. He wants you raw and new, like the first time he ever got hard. You're not polished nor are you a performance....you're instinct. He fantasizes about you touching yourself for the first time, discovering and learning all about your body while he watches. He fantasizes about you reaching for his cock with curiosity, hunger, and no shame. He wants you dripping and desperate. Completely untamed under his gaze. He dreams of you on your knees, mouth open, eyes locked on his, waiting for him to fuck your throat like it's the first dick you've ever worshipped. You're his beginning. His spark. The one who makes him feel like a virgin all over again, except this time he knows exactly how to ruin you.

♥︎ The Taboo Element in His Fantasy - The Chariot

Conquest. Movement. Possession during motion. The taboo is that he wants to fuck you while you're going somewhere....literally and metaphorically. In a car. On a plane. In an elevator between floors. He wants to take you while you're in transit, while you're not supposed to stop, while the world is moving and you can't escape. There's an intense, more taboo war fantasy here as well. He wants to claim you like a trophy. Pin you down in the backseat, hand over your mouth, fucking you while you're supposed to be somewhere else. He wants to own you mid-journey. To make you his before you arrive. The kink here is control during chaos. Fucking you until you forget where you were going.

♥︎ What He's Afraid You'd See if You Knew - Ace of Cups

That he's a romantic. Underneath the dominance and the dirty talk, he wants to pour his entire heart into you. He's afraid you'd see how soft he is. He's afraid of you seeing how much he wants to worship you, not just fuck you. He dreams of going down on you slowly, making love to you, even shedding a tear from pure desire and overwhelming fulfillment. He's terrified of cumming inside you and whispering "I love you" before he can stop himself. He's terrified you'd discover that when he fingers you, he's trying to find your soul. Every thrust is a confession. He's afraid you'd see that he doesn't just want to make you cum, he wants to make you stay.

♥︎ The Power Dynamic He Secretly Craves- The Moon

Illusion. Mystery. Psychological dominance through ambiguity. He doesn't want clear roles: he wants the power to shift like water. Sometimes you're on top, sometimes he is. Sometimes you're the prey, sometimes you're the predator. He craves the mindfuck, the not-knowing. Psychosexual dominance and play drives his cock crazy. He wants you to be unreadable. He wants to fuck you in the dark and not be sure if you're using him or if he's using you. He gets off on uncertainty. On the possibility that you're playing him. That you know more than you're saying. That while he's inside you, you're three steps ahead, manipulating him with your moans. He wants to be haunted by you. Controlled by what he can't see....

♥︎ The Truth He Hides Behind Romance - 8 of Cups

That part of him wants you to leave first so he doesn't have to be the bad guy. The truth is: he wants to fuck you, love you, break you open...and then walk away before it gets too real. He hides his emotional exit strategy behind flowers and "I miss you" texts. He'll eat your pussy like he's starving, hold you after, whisper sweet things but still have one foot out the door. The romance is a cover for his fear of staying. He wants the fantasy of devotion without the commitment. He wants to give you everything and take it all back before sunrise. He's the man who makes you cum so hard you cry, then ghosts you for three days. The truth? He's already halfway gone, even while he's still inside you.

♥️ Erotic Translation

He sees you as the woman who could make him lose everything he's been holding onto. And he's both terrified and desperately aroused by that. He wants you primal, raw, untouched by performance. The fantasy involves taking you in motion, claiming you before you can escape, fucking you like a conquest he can't resist. But underneath the dominance is devastating softness: he's a romantic pretending to be a player. He craves a power dynamic built on mystery and mindfuck, where neither of you knows who's really in control. And the darkest truth? Even while he's worshipping your body like an altar, he's already planning his escape. He wants to love you and leave you. To fill you completely, then disappear like smoke. You're the fantasy he'll never let become real.

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇𝑤𝑜

♥︎ The Part of Him That Feels Exposed by You - Queen of Cups

You see right through him and he fucking hates it. You're the mirror he didn't ask for. You feel everything...his guilt, his hunger, his shame....and you don't flinch. He feels exposed because you possess emotional intelligence that strips him naked without touching him. Around you, the walls he has built dissolve so easily and effortlessly. He can't perform and can't pretend when it comes to you. You look at him with those eyes and suddenly he's the one who's aroused, the one trembling, the one who can't hide what his body is doing. You make him feel seen in a way that borders on violence and intrusion. He's used to being the one who reads people. Then you came along and flipped the script. Now he is the one who's exposed, raw, dripping with feelings he'd never admit out loud.

♥︎ The Version of You He Desires in Private - The World

Complete. Finished. Fucking perfect. He wants the version of you that's fully realized. Not a fragment, not a phase, but the whole woman. He wants you dancing, laughing, playing. Triumphant. Enveloped in your own power. He fantasizes about worshipping every inch of a woman who is already whole without him. You don't need him to complete you and that's what makes his cock ache. He wants to fuck the woman who has already conquered herself. You wrapped in velvet, or wrapped in nothing, spinning sensually and slowly in front of him like a painting come to life. He wants to kneel at the altar of a woman who is already everything. And when he finally gets inside you, he wants to feel like he's fucking the entire universe. Every curve, every sound, every shiver a reminder that you are the most complete thing he's ever touched.

♥︎ The Taboo Element in His Fantasy - 8 of Wands

Fast. Sudden. Zero warning. The taboo is in how fast it happens. How quickly you go from fully clothed to completely ruined. He fantasizes about the snap: one second you're talking, laughing, pouring wine....the next he has you bent over the kitchen table with your dress ripped up your back. No buildup. No foreplay. Just an instant shift from civilized to filth. He gets off on the shock of it. The way your breath catches and your eyes go wide. He wants to catch you completely off guard. Mid-sentence, mid-laugh, and make you forget every single word you were about to say. The taboo isn't about what he does but how fast he does it. No permission asked, no warning given. Just need. Raw and sudden....and your body surrendering before your brain can catch up.

♥︎ What He's Afraid You'd See if You Knew - 4 of Pentacles

That he's hoarding you. Tightly holding on with everything he's got. This is not just wanting you. He's collecting you. He's afraid you'd see the obsessive way he holds onto every detail: the way you laughed last Tuesday, the exact shade of your lipstick, the sound you made when he touched you there. He's afraid you'd see how tightly he holds on to this fantasy, how he refuses to let it evolve or change because if he loosens his grip, he worries he might lose it. He's afraid you'd see the man who screenshots your Instagram stories at 2am. The man who replays every interaction in his head like a film he's watched thousands of times. He's clutching you like a treasure he's terrified to lose. The shame? He knows it's not healthy. He knows part of this is not about loving you but possessing you. But he can't fucking stop.

♥︎ The Power Dynamic He Secretly Craves - 3 of Pentacles

Collaboration. He wants to build something with you. In bed and out of it. The power dynamic isn't about dominance or submission. It's partnership disguised as foreplay. He craves the version where you're both working toward the same orgasm like a shared project. He wants to learn your body like a craft. He wants you to teach him what makes you scream, and he wants to master it. He gets off on being good at fucking you. On earning your moans. On "unlocking" new parts of your sexuality. He wants the dynamic where you guide his hand, where you tell him "harder, softer, here" and he listens and follows like your devoted erotic apprentice. The power is in the exchange of the connection. He wants to prove he's worth your pleasure. When you finally cum screaming his name, that is his reward. His masterpiece. The thing he built with his own hands and his own hard devotional work.

♥︎ The Truth He Hides Behind Romance - King of Pentacles

He wants to own you. Not metaphorically. Not poetically. He wants to fucking own you like you are an empire. The romance is a beautiful cage he's built with expensive dinners, gorgeous jewelry, and the way he looks at you like you are the moon. But underneath it all? He wants total possession. He wants you dependent on him. Financially, emotionally, sexually. He wants to be the man who provides everything so that you never have to leave. He wants to wrap you in luxury and lock the door. The truth is that his love is indistinguishable from control. He'll buy you anything. He'll fuck you like you're sacred. But the endgame? You belong to him. Completely. Irreversibly. He doesn't want a partner. He wants a possession so beautiful, so pampered, so thoroughly fucked and fed and adored that you'd never dream of walking out his door.

♥️ Erotic Translation

He's the man who sees you and wants to consume the whole thing. You're complete, you're powerful, you're everything. But that's exactly why he needs to own you. He feels seen by you in a way that terrifies him, so he compensates by gripping tighter, building higher, fucking deeper. The fantasy is sudden and consuming: no warning, no foreplay, just instant hunger and total surrender. But this isn't just lust. This is empire-building wrapped in orgasms, moans, and screams of his name. He wants to master your body like a craft, earn every sound you make, and then cage you in comfort so thick and sweet you'll never want to leave. He doesn't want to fuck you. He wants to acquire you. But he'll dress it up as romance so convincingly, even you might not see the bars until you're already inside...

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒

♥︎ The Part of Him That Feels Exposed by You - King of Cups

He is supposed to be the one in control of the emotional landscape. "The stoic king." The man who holds everyone else's feelings without ever spilling his own. But you shatter that completely. Around you he is not a king...he's a mess pretending to be one. You make him feel things he doesn't have the words for, and that terrifies him more than any woman ever has. He's used to being the calm one, the composed one, the one who holds space. You made him cry during sex but he'll deny it to his dying day. You cracked open the vault he's spent decades sealing shut and now everything is pouring out and he doesn't know how to stop it. You exposed the man behind the crown: desperate, tender, and aching to be held instead of being the one who holds.

♥︎ The Version of You He Desires in Private - 6 of Pentacles

He wants the version of you that receives. Fully. Shamelessly. He wants you on your knees taking what he gives. Not just his cock, but his devotion, his money, his time, his worship. He fantasizes about being the generous one: pouring champagne into your mouth, draping jewels around your throat, sliding himself inside you. He wants you to need him. To open your mouth and take whatever it is. To look up at him with gratitude and hunger. He gets off on being the provider, the giver, the one who fills you up in every sense. He wants to watch you receive his cum and say thank you with your mouth, eyes, body. He wants to spoil you so thoroughly, so relentlessly, that your body becomes addicted to what only he can give. You, soft and open and dripping, entirely dependent on his generosity.

♥︎ The Taboo Element in His Fantasy - The Hierophant

The forbidden part is the reverence. He wants to fuck you like a prayer. He wants it to feel sacred, sinful, and holy at the same time. The taboo isn't the act but the meaning he attaches to it. He fantasizes about worshipping your body like scripture, kissing every inch of you like ritual, making you moan like a sacred hymn. He wants sex that feels like confession: dark, raw, dripping with guilt and devotion all at once. Maybe it's fucking in a place you shouldn't....maybe it's the way he says "oh god" when he's inside you and means it. He wants the version of sex that would scandalize everyone around him. Not because it's rough or public, but because it's too real. Too deep. Too close to something spiritual for a man who's supposed to be untouchable. The taboo is that he wants to be undone by you in every way.

♥︎ What He's Afraid You'd See if You Knew - 7 of Swords

He's stealing from you and he knows it. Not money. Not possessions. He's taking pieces of you. Your trust, your vulnerability, your openness and keeping them for himself while giving you back a more polished version of who he is. Not because he is cruel but because he is afraid you'd see the man who collects your secrets like currency. Who files away every intimate thing you've ever told him and uses it later, consciously or not, to keep you close and feeling taking care of. He's afraid you'd see that he's been watching, calculating, keeping a version of you in his head that he believes serves you both. He takes and takes and dresses it up as intimacy. The worst part? He's afraid you'd see that he enjoyed it. That the theft is part of the turn-on. Controlling what you know, what you give, what you think he is....while he sees all of you. Completely. Coldly. Hungrily.

♥︎ The Power Dynamic He Secretly Craves - 9 of Swords

Your surrender through anxiety. He wants the dynamic where you're unraveling, lost, and in a panic and he's the only one who can hold you together. He craves being needed in the darkest, most desperate version of you. The 3 am version. The shaking version. The version that can't sleep, can't think, can't breathe without him. He wants you to need him so badly it hurts....and then he wants to fuck you through that pain. He gets off on being your salvation and your destruction at the same time. He wants you whimpering, spiraling, completely undone. And then he wants to slide inside you, making love to you so deeply and roughly that it makes everything quiet. His hands on your face. His voice in the dark saying "I've got you" while he fucks the anxiety right out of you. The power dynamic is addiction disguised as comfort. He wants to be the drug you can't survive without.

♥︎ The Truth He Hides Behind Romance - Page of Pentacles

He's still learning. He's still figuring out what he wants, what he's capable of, what kind of man he actually is...but he's letting you believe he's already there. The romance is a performance of maturity he hasn't earned yet but is trying to work towards. He hides behind grand gestures and pretty words because the truth is he's still a boy playing at being a man who can handle a woman like you. He doesn't fully understand the weight of what he's doing to himself, and you. He's experimenting with power, with intimacy, with control. He's not malicious. There is love for you here but he's not done becoming whoever he's going to be. And you're the woman who is helping him figure it out. The truth behind the romance is that he's still in the process of being built and sees your heart as a blueprint to the time of man he wants to become so he can be worthy.

♥️ Erotic Translation

He's a man drowning in his own contradiction. He wants to be the composed king who holds the world steady but you crack him wide open and he doesn't know how to put himself back together. His fantasy is devotional: sacred, slow, consuming. He wants to pour himself into you like an offering and watch you receive every drop. But underneath the worship is something colder and darker. He wants your trust, your vulnerability, your openness and wants to feed it back to you. He wants you desperate, anxious, completely dependent on him so he can be your salvation while quietly being your erotic undoing. And the darkest truth of all? He's not even fully formed yet. He's still becoming the man he's pretending to be. You're his love story...but you are also his education. And he'll fuck you like scripture while he's still learning how to spell the words.

[fategranddisorder]

Strenght (Quetzalcoatl) -request-

Warnings: my high school Spanish :')

Quetzalcoatl hums a tune she heard long ago. Fully intending to watch recordings of wrestling that some of the Chaldea staff managed to save, but a light shining through the small crack of the door of the training room catches her eye.

Quetzalcoatl is very surprised to find you in the middle of a set of push-ups.

Sweat drips from your face on the floor. The gym is so silent the Rider could hear the droplets hit the floor.

Your face is serious and your eyes are bright, burning with determination. Yet there is also a solemness behind the determination. It doesn't feel right to her, it doesn't suit you so Quetzalcoatl decides to break the silence by humming out your name, not 'Master' but your own name.

You actually get so startled by it you almost fall flat on your face mid push up. Quetzalcoatl smiles as you manage to catch yourself and sit up on the mat, your legs cross-legged as you finally look up to the goddess.

"Quezt, what's up, I didn’t hear you come in." You say while wiping some sweat of your forehead with the back of your hand.

"I am amazed, Master! Getting some extra training! You need some assistance?" During her speech she quickly closed the distance between herself and you. And squats before you. 

Your lack of reaction makes Quetzalcoatl worry, especially when your eyes shift away from her.

"Master… ¿qué está mal? Why are you here all alone?"

Quetzalcoatl, for all her quirkiness and loud presence, could perfectly feel when someone is troubled. She gently takes your chin between her pointer and thumb. At this your eyes meet hers again.

Bright green, like emeralds, stare back at you. And you know Quetzalcoatl won't let this go, it would be easier to fess up and let her help.

Like always.

You bite your lip in frustration. 

"Master" Quetzalcoatl presses again. 

You release a breath, like you could just exhale the negativity that had accumulated in your chest.

"I just-, I get so tired of everyone needing to save me, reaching a helping hand towards me"

You lean back resting your full weight on your arms. The limbs are screaming in protest after your ruthless abuse of them but you ignore the sting. The Aztec deity before you sighs.

It must be scary for you, to have all these expectations and wishes of others resting on those small shoulders of yours. 

"I know I am not much of a mage… So everyone always fusses over me. I want to become stronger, even if it just physical, so that everyone will worry a little less"

"My dear master…"

Easily pulling you to your feet with her the woman almost crushes you in her embrace. You only let out a squeak as Quetzalcoatl holds you tightly against her.

It is warm, it is always so warm when she touches you. Quetzalcoatl always stands so broad and tall, making you feel safe and protected whenever she is near.

As she holds you, Quetzalcoatl soothes your worries about your own strength and abilities. "You will save the world. That's not a prophecy. It's just the future I decided to believe in."

You feel warm and you return the sentiment of the woman before you. Holding her tightly, nuzzling your face into her skin.

"So I'll protect you, and give you everything I have." Her words make you feel invincible, they always do.

And during the next Rayshift you had the strength to reach out and do the saving for a change.

[urspiritualnurse]

In honor of my sacral Chakra, all that nurtures and keeps sensuality, pleasure and creativity.

This pick a pile is dedicated to that energy.

May your sacral Chakra blossom with pride.

+18 reading, engage only if the age is appropriate.

Pick a card.

Left to right.

S or M, what height in a sensual hierarchy your pleasure blooms the most?

୨ৎ

୨ৎPile 1. (The 'stick is in my hands but I wish it was you who had it.)

If you chose this pile, I sense a masculine energy.

You could be any gender, but might be dominantly leaning more onto the masculine energy.

In your cards, I got many chairs, seats, thrones.

And also in the picture of your pile there is one.

Coincidence? I don't think so.

I sense you are a very traditional person, well groomed in this rigid environment where a strict gender roles were fed.

You might be a person who truly believes that a man should take the lead, and a woman should be taken care of.

I see conflict being caused by this inner principle, because your sensual side longs for a sort of rebellion.

If you are a woman reading this, you might deep down want to breakfree from this receiver role and stand as a giver yourself.

If you are a man reading this, you might deep down long to give up control to someone else, not in matters of mundane lives, I see that to be in a bit of an impossible category, you giving up control in work or your daily life, but in a sexual setting, there is that fantasy.

The opposite sex, or the sex that you are attracted to, might project onto you this dominant aspects, especially in the matters of intimacy.

They might see you as someone who would take the lead and whip them into climax perhaps.

I see bunch of energies, maybe two or three, around your workplace maybe, especially targeting you, involving you into their intimate fantasies.

Because in each cards where the man is seated, and his lovers positioned on their knees, the guy looks out of it, like he is zoning out or his heart is else where.

But slowly the card changes to intrigue, some sort of pursuit.

Chasing someone or a subject of interest.

I think you might be the typical daredevil in the field of romance.

The ' I like challenge and I like a good chase.' Kinda person.

And after that energy shift, all the cards have the guy kneeling, with his lovers showing her back or simply standing in power.

How duplicitous and unexpected, your sensual preferences.

People who see you on a daily basis would say you are a legit S, or the dominant one in bed.

But I see a switch.

Not an entire playful kind of switch, because I think the gender principles that you deeply follow, unables you to fully embrace this subtle masochism of yours, you feel ashamed perhaps or as if that isn't what suits your kind...or the pushing force that says you should be the opposite.

But I think you are searching for a person, that triggers your subtle yearning for humiliation and a kneeling height, but does not make you defensive in your interests.

With whom you can tolerate being the one on the kneeling end.

Wow, I would say you are in your daily life, which is the 70% a dominant and assertive person, with people you do not fully open your sensuality to, you remain the one who takes the lead, and you don't mind at all.

So basically, an S with a deep M fantasies.

I think there is also some kinks here.

I hear baby trapping, or breeding kinks. (Have safe sex y'all. )

I also hear liking being told what to do by your lover in bed.

Maybe in the past you had a very distorted and extreme sexual energy, where your fantasies were quite unhealthy and toxic.

Threesomes and stuff, I don't find it to be something of concern but I sense this unhealthy stance where the two partners you dream to engage with, appeals to you because they both seemed to you like an object for sexual and egoic gratification.

But now I am not sensing that strong unhealthy extreme.

You see how in the picture the girl isn't seated properly, her posture is unmanaged, like as if she is slowly letting go of that stern position she was previously in.

You desire to surrender.

And I think it will do you good exploring contents that exposes you to your inner taste.

Don't be ashamed, regardless of your gender, you can desire pleasure uniquely in your own way.

୨ৎPile 2. (The 'I can only see stars when in company with an intriguing night.)

In this pile, I sense a hidden romanticism.

Its subtle because I feel like you might not have tapped into that yet.

When we think of sex, we think it involves only our bodies but it is for many, mostly to do with mind, spirit or heart.

When emotional or mental connection is missing, the receiving pleasure might feel incomplete or not satisfying enough.

In your cards, there are many figures with closed eyes, they say one can see someone's soul through the eyes, but in your card there are no such cards in the beginning spread.

I think, no I sense that you might be deeply invested in the act of intimacy but not with the partner you are engaging with.

There is a lack of this striking connection.

That is why at first the cards do not show any sexual preferences of yours.

Its just sex, no sensual height, no sexual current.

But right after the first two cards, many cards entirely on a different wavelength is spread there.

Tease, banter, verbal talks, sexual frictions in the form of playful arguments or dirty talk.

There is a card where two people are facing each other on a dinner table, candle lights are blazing behind, the girl has her barefeet intimately lingering near the guy's open feets, he doesn't seem entirely relaxed, a hint of tension is there, as if the company he has is keeping him on his toes.

I think for you that is the start.

Sensuality, a bit of challenge, a bit of friction, a bit of comfort, a bit of unashamed banter, and a lot of connection, be it mental, emotional, spiritual.

Intrigue is the fuel that keeps your passion alive.

As if the body you entangle yourself with, needs to have a personality, so mind consuming.

I hear the funny phrase, I probably heard it somewhere in a movie or by an unashamed freak. It goes like this, ' I want my brains to be fingered. I want to feel my brains tickle, itch, and later aggressively soothed, in order, on repeat. '

Your interest might be a flighty thing, fleeing constantly, the minute someone fails to intrigue you any further.

You want that flighty interest to be tamed.

Not caged, but brutally tamed.

So no open fields triggers an escape or a flee, out of you.

The next card is of two figures facing each other and making love, no brutal dominatrix thing, no sensual tackle, just a gentle union.

And the last card is of two figures hugging.

I sense its all about connection.

Your erogenous spot, you have yet to discover.

I feel like bodywise you might not be a virgin anymore, but connectionwise you are.

You have yet to meet the partner of your deep deep hidden needs.

If I am to say, I don't think you are vanilla, I don't think you are an S, I also don't think you are a hopeless M either....

I think you have not explored this topic yet.

Sex is sex, penetration, few dirty words right around the climax, French kiss, and done.

That has been all that there was in sex.

But I think you will soon discover the hidden sexual flare in you, the flamboyant instinct to either lead or be led...you will soon discover.

So for now, I will have to say you are a mental stimulation kind of person.

The genital below your torso is a decoy, your real genital is probably in your mind, one has to stimulate that inorder to give you an orgasm of your life.

Goodluck, I hope you find that mind boggling, soul shivering, heart thrashing orgasm soon.

P.s. I feel like you are the playboy/playgirl kind of energy, have you noticed in every adult scenes where such playboy/playgirl energy carrying person is seen in, there is no foreplay, no this extreme form of stimulation going on, its just the plain old penetration and heavy moans. Because I think to have fantasies and sexual preferences you must be invested first, and in your case I sense no investment....just encounters...quick and fast.

I think it is a humane order for desires, you first find this interesting person, you begin investing your thoughts and feelings, whatever that might be, and slowly the sexual exploration begins in your head, you imagine million positions with them but find few to stick with you, and after that is done, you begin diving deep into other form of fantasy, where you have graduated from the subject of positions and now are headed towards the subject of dynamics.

୨ৎPile 3. (The 'you can race your hot wheels all around my body if you ask it nicely.')

In this pile I sense alot of ease.

A very restful energy, someone who receives well.

There seems to not be any kind of inner blockage or guilt or shame when receiving.

I don't think its not just in sexual context, even in your mundane life you might be someone very chill, calm and a good receiver.

In your cards there is no panic, rush or overly complicated pauses of hesitation.

I wouldn't call this pile shy, because in the cards, the woman is laying in such restful form, the position is open and relaxed.

You might be someone who studies about your partner's interest, and might tend to attract partners with many fantasies, I see that you are not a pushover who yields in surrender just to please the other person, just so they don't leave..

I think you are firm and calm, you like to let your partner explore their desires and experiment their fantasies on you.

I am getting a meme about the nerdy guy hooked on little toy cars, making his girlfriend's body the race track.

Funny.

But I think its your dynamic with your partner.

They are interested in many sensual things and you let them explore it all on you.

In many cards the girl is laying on her back, beautifully relaxed, her energy saying 'do what you want to.' and her partner eager to experiment.

I think you prefer receiving.

You do not take unfairly.

The way you receive is so gracious, that those who are giving you, feel fulfilled.

You attract people who love to give, I am getting mostly in sexual context.

One might think that you are weak, but no, your boundaries are very firm.

A subtle form of strength, that doesn't announce itself, only ever felt, sensed.

You surprise people with your responses, especially your no, startles those who had assumed you to be easy to pressure.

Your energy is inspiring.

When I watch your cards unfold, it makes me want to yell.

'Go get your bag sis! Go get it sis!'

I would say that you are in the submissive area.

Not a masochist, not a pushover, not a willing kneeler.

Just a 'you want to do that? OK I'm fine with that.'

I also feel like you are only willing to entertain and receive things that brings a sensually gentle pleasure in you.

Not any brutal and harsh antics, the kind of submissive where the dominant must treat them with gentle respect.

You put yourself first, and I don't get any selfish unhealthy extreme in you.

You just know what you can allow, and what you will not allow, very well.

And I think your lovers can sense that.

They dare not make you miserable for their own pleasure.

I am getting kinks, probably of your partners, the feeding fetish where you feel a sort of pleasure and contentment watching your lover eat.

That kind of service form of fetishes.

Your pleasure is their delight.

Fortunately, your partners mostly have sensual fantasies where you are the one who is receiving satisfaction.

Good for you. I sound so salty right now(⊙x⊙;)

That's all I'm getting for you pile 3.

୨ৎPile 4. (The 'you are not a child but I will raise you like one.')

OK, this is the last pile.

If you chose this pile, you are a diva.

Goodness, there is this leading energy but you aren't necessarily an entire S, I feel like you are the person who can't be boxed in a category.

There is a teasing sensuality in you, you decide when, where, how.

I think your partners are at your mercy.

Their testicles might be as blue as the Antarctic ocean, but if it is a no from you, it is not happening.

I think this is where your sadistic side slips out, the pleasure of restricting someone's release.

There is this cat and mouse chase thing happening.

Like a playful form of torment you inflict.

You might be someone who has a peculiar intrigue in seeing your partner disheveled and messy.

There is a card in your spread, the guy looks stern and professional holding two swords but his robe is disheveled, the lose fabric sliding down his shoulder, a sultry contrast between his portrayed expression and the result of him.

There is this hinting of disciplinary fetish.

Not the typical way it is constantly portrayed in media.

It is subtle, but there.

There is the media depicted dominatrix, whipping and lashing, talking aggravating insults, and then there is the other form of it.

Subtle, playful and in not so rigid way.

The words that I hear in this pile is, 'you can look but you cannot touch.'

Exhibitionist and voyeur, there is this thin line here.

Your partners are probably on the other side of whatever your interest is in.

There is a card here, where a woman is holding those Victorian eras hand fan, I am not sure what its called, but in many context, I have always associated that with self restrain.

What i am intuitively getting is, you know those Victorian eras tutors where a middle aged stern looking woman with a snappy fan, teaches etiquette to the student.

All I'm hearing is, 'shoulders straight. Head firm, back tall.'

You might like instructing your partner about the dos and donts.

In a sassy way, ofcourse.

I hear 'mommy.'

Its making me smile....

I think your lovers might find themselves coveting your praise like a child.

Regardless of your gender.

I'm hearing, 'did I do well? Can I get a good boy/girl?'

I would say you are entertaining, your responses to be exact.

Just for your reactions, your partners might engage in an antic.

I'm getting acupuncture.....wtf..

Intuitively.

you know how when getting an acupuncture you must trust the practitioner who is providing you that service.

They must know where your nerves are located...and in your case I'm getting that you know your partner's nerves whereabouts, so you can get on it, and push their buttons....

Its like they trust their bodies to you, you little freaky acupuncturist.

I would say you are a switch, heavily leaning on the sadistic side.

And the assured energy of yours, really turns your lovers on.

Bark bark woof woof, is what I'm hearing.

You might make your lovers embarrassed and concerned about their quick ejaculations.

Not necessarily your intentions, but I think engaging with your energy stimulates more than they can handle.

A sensual threat, you must be jailed for that pile 4!

You might also be attracted to pile 3, there might be some messages for you.

It could be that you also have some similar traits like pile 3.

Take what resonates, leave what doesn't.

Hope you enjoyed the theories I wrote about your sensuality.

P.s. the picture you chose has a balloon heart, your lovers are at the mercy of your hands, one push, and POP! their heart could go. Don't torment them too much ok....(๑ŐдŐ)b

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Pick a pile; Your first intimate encounter with your future spouse? (NSFW 18+)

1- I’m seeing that it will be an equal give and take, it may not happen quickly for some of you and it might happen a while after when you or them is finally ready. I’m seeing that you may fantasize about it a lot before it actually happens. I feel like your expectations of it will be higher than what you’ll actually receive. Let me just say that your future spouse will be very intuitive, they will know exactly where to touch you and where it feels right. However they may hurt you or it may be a bit painful and you’re gonna kinda hold a grudge because of it xd so I say ask them to be gentle if you don’t want that.

Signs: Aries, Pisces, Aquarius, Libra sun moon or rising, cats, shrek the movie, shy person, heart envelope, esfj, freedom

2- I’m seeing that you’ll be very anxious before this happens. I’m seeing sleepless nights worrying and overthinking it. But let me just say when it happens it’ll be better than you anticipated, I’m seeing like you’ll get an epiphany after it. Your partner is going to be so gentle and patient with you, after this you two will become very connected on a higher level as partners. You may be cautious at first but your fs will help you ease into it. I’m seeing your fs is very horny but they will try to be patient for you haha.

Signs: Gemini, Sagittarius, Libra sun moon or rising, power couple, red dress, black suit, clover leaf, jennie/kpop, flora/winx, swans, tomie

3- First of all, if you’re into men this man has a big d!ck. Anyway moving on xd I’m seeing that sex with this person will literally transform you somehow. Idk why I hear that some of you have trauma regarding sex? (If so I’m so sorry) I’m seeing that this person will help you heal from that, even from the first night (Damn this got me tearing up :’)) if you don’t relate to that, I see that maybe you’re still not over someone and your fs will help you get over them. Sex with this person isn’t just physical, it involves the soul, mind and body.

Signs: Gemini, Taurus, Scorpio sun moon or rising, angel, wings, pink, lipstick, kiss mark 💋, tan skin, black, black cat, dark academia

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Ahhh this was a tarot reading I'd been looking forward to doing.

Exactly as the name suggests , your first night together with your future spouse (🤭 I'll write it like a short scenario prompt . To build the vibe haha 😂 also cuz I can't "write" smut properly yet lmao , i cringe . I write angst better 💀💀💀)

Select a pile from left to right (Reblog and lemme know which pile you chose)

PILE 1 :-

The door closes behind you with a soft click, and suddenly the world feels smaller - in a good way. The room glows low and golden, shadows stretching lazily across the walls. You notice everything at once: the faint hum of the city outside, the way the air smells like soap and skin and something unfamiliar that will soon become theirs.

They hover for a second, like they’re not sure where to put their hands, and that hesitation is strangely intimate. You feel it too -the shared what now? -and it makes you smile. When you step closer, your bodies almost touch, heat blooming in that narrow space between. You can feel it before it happens: the moment when distance stops making sense.

Their fingers brush your wrist first. Not grabbing. Just testing. The contact sends a quiet shiver up your arm, and you realize how awake your body is, how tuned-in. You tilt your head, inviting, and they lean in , slow, reverent - until their breath warms your neck. It’s not a kiss yet. Just the promise of one. That somehow feels bigger.

When they finally kiss you, it’s gentle and curious, like they’re learning the shape of you with their mouth. You respond without thinking, instinct guiding you closer. Hands find places to rest: your waist, their shoulder, the small of your back. Fabric shifts. Skin peeks out. Every new inch revealed feels intentional, sacred even.

You end up on the bed without remembering how. Sheets cool against your skin, then quickly warming as you move together. You listen to the sounds you make, soft laughs, quiet sighs - and realize there’s no need to hold them back. They sound like trust.

They trace you slowly, fingertips mapping what’s already theirs to explore. You shiver again, this time deeper, and they notice. Their smile is softer now, darker too. You feel seen - not watched, but chosen.

Time loosens its grip. The night stretches, unhurried. There’s touching and tasting and learning, but nothing feels rushed or demanded. Just shared curiosity. Just bodies speaking in small, honest ways. You fit together through trial and laughter and whispered adjustments, discovering rhythms that feel right because you found them together.

Later, when you’re tangled up, skin warm and heavy, they press a kiss to your temple. You close your eyes, heart steady, body humming.

This isn’t fireworks.

It’s embers.

Slow-burning. Lingering.

And you know, without a doubt, that this is a night you’ll carry with you - not for what you did, but for how safe and wanted you felt while doing it.

PILE 2 :-

You don’t rush when the door closes. You never do. You let the silence stretch just long enough for them to notice the shift, for anticipation to settle into their shoulders. You step closer deliberately, close enough that they feel you before you touch them. Their breath stutters. You catch it. You like that you do.

Your hand lifts their chin, slow and certain, thumb warm against their skin. They look up at you with that open, yielding softness -no resistance, just trust , and something low sparks in your chest. You don’t kiss them right away. You let them wait. You watch their lips part slightly, waiting for permission you haven’t given yet.

When you finally lean in, the kiss is unhurried but unmistakably yours. You guide it, deepen it, control the pace with quiet confidence. They melt into it instantly, hands unsure where to go, clinging more than leading. You slip a hand into their hair -not pulling, just holding ,and feel them relax under your touch.

You guide them backward, one step at a time, until the bed meets the backs of their knees. You don’t push; you invite. They follow without question, sitting, then reclining when you tell them to. The sheets rustle softly beneath them. Their eyes never leave your face.

You take your time exploring, fingers tracing lines that make them shiver, pausing where their body reacts the most. You feel every breath they try to steady, every small sound they fail to suppress. You murmur reassurance, praise, quiet instructions that make their body respond before their mind catches up.

They are warm beneath you. Receptive. Open. You move with intention, letting your touch linger, letting tension build and coil. Their hands clutch at the sheets when you press closer, and you smile at how easily they give themselves over to your lead.

You guide them through the sensations, through the closeness, through the slow, rising heat between you. It’s passionate, but never rough. Controlled, but deeply felt. Every movement says I’ve got you. And they believe it.

When you finally pull them close - fully, undeniably, you feel them soften completely, trusting you with their weight, their warmth, their breath. You move together in a rhythm you set, steady and consuming, until the world narrows to skin and sound and shared heat.

Later, when it’s quieter and the night exhales around you, they curl into you instinctively. You hold them there, protective, possessive in the gentlest way. Your thumb traces slow circles against their back until their breathing evens out.

You led. They followed.

And in the space between control and surrender, something beautiful settled in - deep, steady, and undeniably yours.

PILE 3 :-

The night doesn’t arrive gently. It sort of collapses around you - heavy, exhausted, unfinished. The room is dim, but not romantic. Just tired. You sit close without planning to, knees touching because neither of you had the energy to pull away.

You can feel it on them immediately. The weight they’re carrying. The way their shoulders slope inward, like they’ve been holding themselves together all day with sheer will. You’re not doing much better. Your thoughts feel frayed, your heart bruised from things you don’t even know how to name yet.

They speak first, quietly. Not a full sentence. Just enough. And suddenly it all spills.

Not dramatically. Not beautifully. Just honestly.

You listen. You don’t interrupt. You don’t try to fix it , because god knows you too are tired of being fixed. Your hand finds theirs almost accidentally, fingers threading together like muscle memory. Their grip tightens, like they were afraid you’d disappear if they didn’t hold on.

When they break, it’s small. A sharp inhale. A tremble they try to swallow. You pull them closer without thinking, and they come easily, folding into you like they’ve been waiting for permission to fall apart. Their forehead presses into your shoulder. Your shirt dampens slowly. You don’t comment on it. You just hold them tighter.

Then it’s your turn.

Your breath shakes before you even realize you’re crying. Quiet tears, stubborn ones, slipping down while you stare at nothing. They shift, arms wrapping around you this time, grounding, steady. Their hand rubs slow circles into your back , not sensual, not suggestive , just there. Just saying I’m not going anywhere.

You stay like that for a long time. Long enough for the world outside to fade. Long enough for your bodies to memorize each other’s weight. You feel their heartbeat against yours, uneven but real. Alive.

At some point, you lie down together, not even fully aware of when it happened. You face each other, foreheads touching, breathing the same air. Their thumb brushes your cheek, catching a tear before it reaches your jaw. It’s such a gentle gesture it almost breaks you again.

No one promises anything. No grand words. No future declarations.

Just closeness. Just warmth. Just the quiet understanding that for this moment - this one fragile, human moment , you are not alone. Neither of you are.

When sleep finally comes, it’s hesitant. They drift off first, curled into you, trusting you to stay. You remain awake a little longer, listening to their breathing even out, feeling the ache in your chest soften just enough to let you rest.

This night isn’t about desire. It’s about survival.

And somehow, in finding comfort in each other’s brokenness, you both feel a little less shattered than before.

PILE 4 :-

The picnic starts out innocent enough. Sun warm on your skin, grass tickling your ankles, the sky doing that obnoxiously perfect blue thing. You’ve spread the blanket crooked because neither of you cared enough to fix it. Food is everywhere - half-eaten sandwiches, stolen bites, crumbs you swear you’ll brush off later and absolutely won’t.

They’re laughing with their whole body, head tipped back, eyes squinting, and you feel that familiar ache bloom in your chest - the one that says oh, it’s you. You steal food off their plate. They protest dramatically. You don’t give it back. A mock scuffle breaks out, all exaggerated outrage and bad threats.

You nudge them. They nudge back harder. You grab their wrist. They gasp like you’ve committed a crime against humanity.

And then - gravity betrays you both.

You tumble into the grass in a mess of limbs and laughter, breath knocked loose, cheeks warm. You end up hovering over them, or maybe they’re half on top of you - it’s hard to tell. The world feels close, intimate, suddenly very quiet despite the birds and distant chatter.

Their laughter fades first.

You notice the way their eyes soften when they look at you like this. The way their hand is still curled in your shirt. The way your breathing hasn’t slowed yet.

The kiss happens naturally. Gentle. Curious. A brush of lips that feels more like a question than a statement. You answer without thinking, kissing them again , slower this time, sweeter. The sun feels warmer. The grass smells sharper. Everything narrows to this small space between you.

They sigh softly into your mouth.

That’s when it shifts.

The kiss deepens, not frantic, but charged. A hand slides to your waist. You forget, briefly, that you are very much in public. Someone laughs somewhere nearby and reality crashes back in all at once.

You pull away, foreheads touching, both of you breathing a little too hard.

“Nope,” you murmur, half-laughing.

They nod immediately. “Bedroom. Now.”

You scramble up, grabbing hands, abandoning the picnic like criminals fleeing the scene. You run ,actually run , laughing breathlessly, fingers locked tight. It feels reckless and giddy and young, like you’re stealing something precious.

The door barely closes before you’re kissing again, more urgent now, laughter melting into heat. Shoes are kicked off, bags dropped wherever. You back into the bedroom, tugging them with you, collapsing onto the bed in a tangle of limbs and soft sounds.

The kisses are deeper here, unrestrained. Hands roam more freely, familiarity mixing with excitement. It’s not rushed, but it’s hungry- full of pent-up affection and stolen glances finally unleashed.

Eventually, you slow. You rest your forehead against theirs, smiling, breath mingling.

Outside, the day continues like nothing happened.

Inside, wrapped in warmth and quiet laughter, you know this is the kind of memory that sneaks up on you later, the one that smells like sunshine and tastes like stolen kisses and ends exactly where it was always meant to.

Together.