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Just gonna put my feelings and thoughts here…

I’ve accepted everything what we had and what’s not going to happen and what’s going to happen after. Plans that no longer will apply for the both of us because we decided it’s over and stopped what’s between us.

The time and space you gave when u left even tho we were still together prepared me for smth I know that it’ll end very soon. We had a deadline in which, even tho I was against it, I tried to understand ur end, and I agreed. It took a lot of courage for me to do that bc I know things were about to end. I tried to be chill about it and be there to support u as far as I can until the time and space that was happening between us made me realize that I need some for myself… some love, healing, and unwinding.

I want things to end in good terms for the both of us regardless of what had happened between u and my family, bc it is US that I was saving. I Iove my fam as much as I love you and given the situation, ig I can’t have both.

I came to accept everything. And it became lighter smhw, that I don’t need to worry about u so much, or so I thought. Bc at the back of my mind, I worry for u. I hope and pray that things will get better on ur stead. There’s no hate in me for u. I wish u all the best things in life bc I saw in u what others don’t. U show me who u r, and I fully accept it. Even those changes that u had for me.

Seeing you once again, made me realize that this love I have was only for u. I can’t seem to unlove u and I know now that I couldn’t love anybody else except for u. Gahd, how I miss those smile and cute laugh of urs. How I miss talking to u.

I haven’t cried and it’s a diff kind of pain when u can’t cry it out loud. And that’s how it is w me. As much as I want to cry, I just can’t. It’s kinda heavy but this is how being alive is. Some people come, some people go.

I just hope that, u’ll find sum1 who’ll be able to make u happy more than I do. And ig I hope that for myself too. My love for u will always remain… always! My struggle rn is that, I can’t seem to love anyone yet the way I have loved you. And I think that’s unfair for the next person who’s willing to go mountains and oceans for me. I’m not closing my doors tho and willing to take chances, I hope u too.

I wish u well.