Something, Something Personal Blog

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[appystruda]

Back home from twitchcon and I miss all my friends so bad

[violetasymptote]

Honestly I fell in love with the snail and wanted to draw him.

[cerleansky]

The legacies people leave behind in you.

My handwriting is the same style as the teacher’s who I had when I was nine. I’m now twenty one and he’s been dead eight years but my i’s still curve the same way as his.

I watched the last season of a TV show recently but I started it with my friend in high school. We haven’t spoken in four years.

I make lentil soup through the recipe my gran gave me.

I curl my hair the way my best friend showed me.

I learned to love books because my father loved them first.

How terrifying, how excruciatingly painful to acknowledge this. That I am a jigsaw puzzle of everyone I have briefly known and loved. I carry them on with me even if I don’t know it. How beautiful.

[speaklavenderthoughts-deactivat]

absolutely obsessed with these tags

[applestruda]

Oh oh! What about a Zombie Gem?

Trident drowned gem :]

[watsername]

'you have x many followers' those r cadavers girl. corpses. abandoned vessels of blogs who once were. its the apocalypse in there. its me and my 5 mutuals against the world.

[alejo-murillo]

Hey! Hello! Hi! Hey! Heeeeeeeey! Hi! Greetings! Hello!

[violetasymptote]

Finally free!!

[hopepetal]

I think bee applestruda deserves all the love in the world actually. they're so cool. you guys should go look at her art. and go send her an ask saying that she's so cool. even if she won't answer it. she'll see it.

anyway I love my friends

[alejo-murillo]

gonna go send her a "happy halloween" rn with a 50/50 chance of her seeing it in time

[violetasymptote]

Wait a minute you are one to talk. I had an ask sitting with you for over a month!

[hopepetal]

I think bee applestruda deserves all the love in the world actually. they're so cool. you guys should go look at her art. and go send her an ask saying that she's so cool. even if she won't answer it. she'll see it.

anyway I love my friends

[alejo-murillo]

gonna go send her a "happy halloween" rn with a 50/50 chance of her seeing it in time

[coastal-gayle]

gotta wait till may next year to send them "merry christmas"

[violetasymptote]

If I send “happy birthday” right now I think she’ll see it the day she turns 25.

[mochiwrites]

.....mochi.

sweats, hi zera

[hopepetal]

Maybe you brush the hair from my face, your hands stained with my blood, as I lay in the desert sand. Surrounded by a ring of cacti, your tears hit the sand. You take the poppies and lilacs I gave you after the fatal fall I took what seems like years ago, and you lay them on my chest.

And maybe, you jump from that mountain and die on the ground below. You never left that desert. And neither did I.

[mochiwrites]

maybe we come out of the desert as the same but different, something having broke within us after the final moment. I look at you and see my past mistakes and the dried blood under my nails and feel the guilt in my stomach. maybe I want to reach for you and talk it all out but I reach and see poppies and lilacs and crush them instead.

and maybe, you look at me like something is missing, like something has changed when it shouldn’t have. I want to leave the desert, but you’ve found a home in its ruins

[applestruda]

[hopepetal]

Omg prime posting hours have a chicken

[violetasymptote]

So adorable I’m holding it gently

[violetasymptote]

Hello my silly beloved wonderful friend <33

Ahh! Greetings my dear adored fantastic friend <3

[violetasymptote]

JUS JUS JOODLES OODLES POODLES NOODLES HELLO

ZER ZERA ZERRRRRRR

hi hi

[hopepetal]

I'm holding your hand so tightly LOOK AT YOU GOOO

[violetasymptote]

Weeeeeeeeeee

[violetasymptote]

JUS JUS JOODLES OODLES POODLES NOODLES HELLO

ZER ZERA ZERRRRRRR

hi hi

[applestruda]

The training accident

(Based on chapter 2 of zera's bkau fic)