Goodbye Love

Violet Barros. 16. I'm sorry. "The bitter in you and the quitter in me is bigger than the both of us."

[peter-averill-blog]

But don’t you see that I can help? I would do anything to make you feel better, Vi. Anything.

[violetbarros]

That's the problem. I don't deserve that.

[peter-averill-blog]

No. But I want to. I’m trying to. I’m so sorry that I’m not there yet.

[violetbarros]

I can't be in a relationship when I.. feel like this..

[peter-averill-blog]

I’m so sorry, Vi. 

[violetbarros]

I can't- You don't understand, P..

[peter-averill-blog]

Oh….shit. Vi are…are you okay? I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to overstep the boundaries I just…I’m, uh, I don’t know what to do because usually I’d hug you but I feel weird doing that but…I really want to. Just…tell me what you need.

[violetbarros]

[peter-averill-blog]

It means I don’t have anything if I don’t have you.

[violetbarros]

[peter-averill-blog]

Good. Because I totally can. But only with you by my side.

[violetbarros]

What does that mean?

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[violetbarros]

She had an earthquake on her mind apparently the kind that would bury us alive by putting all this weight on us forever I lie here on the ocean floor broken castle by the shore and I made this mess I built this fire, are you still mine? 'Cause baby I'm not alright when you go, I'm not fine please be all mine I never want you to go because I am all yours, so please be all mine Let me save us I've slaughtered us, I've murdered our love I can taste it, this blood in my mouth This knife in my lungs have I murdered our love? have I murdered our love?

[peter-averill-blog]

You don’t think I can achieve it?

[violetbarros]

Oh, no, no, I do.

[felix--flint]

Violet’s a lot easier to say. Yeah, I have for a couple of months now. Um…no? 

[violetbarros]

That's what I thought. Not crazy person is rather long. I'm sorry, I'm probably asking too many questions.

[peter-averill-blog]

That’s my goal. When people need to figure things out, they come to me, not google. That’s the dream.

[violetbarros]

That's a big dream.

[peter-averill-blog]

Clearly. Good thing I have at least one person who appreciates me.

[violetbarros]

Who needs Google when there's you?

[peter-averill-blog]

My grandparents don’t appreciate my random facts as much as I think they should. Although, very few people do.

[violetbarros]

They don't know what's interesting.

[felix--flint]

Oh, okay. Whatever you say, not crazy person. yeah. They’re a whole bundle of stupid, if you ask me. Nah. Thank god.

[violetbarros]

Violet. It's Violet. Oh, you live by yourself? Do they live in this town, though?

[felix--flint]

Well, yeah, I got that. If you had killed someone, I would expect you to be in jail. Or maybe you’re just really good at hiding it… Nothing. Never mind. They’re just stupidly…stupid. A year should be enough time.

[violetbarros]

No, no, I'm not like that. I'm not crazy, I promise. .. Though it's the crazy people who say that, isn't it? Stupidly stupid? That's an awful lot of stupid. Do you still live with them?

[violetbarros]

☁

"She’s so sweet. What’s her name again? Damn, it’s so hard to remember. I’d be friends with her if I was still the old me, but it’s better if I leave her alone now."

[violetbarros]

TEXTS » VIOLER

Peter: Oh.

Peter: night, vi.

Vi: x on the cheek

[violetbarros]

TEXTS » VIOLER

Peter: I'm pretty great for me too

Vi: night