The elder brother

Indie Reiji Tobari [Canon/AU/Multiship] [Post/During --Best Wishes] Laws♦Breeder♦Friends♦Guide♦Bonds♦ LambishWolf made the precious background image as well as my promo image, go check out their art ASAP! For it is awesome and just go see. My icons are mine and not for your personal use, do not steal the images here. Opened: Jul 01, 2013 tracks: VioletHairedIdiot

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Dear Reggie [just cause]

Dear Reggie,

I won’t lie..it feels strange having you back here but, I guess thats because of our separation for so long. Theres so much I wanna tell you, so many things I want to show but..I…I’m afraid to. I know our reasonings behind the break up before was mutual, but it still kinda hurts. I still love you, I always will, my heart though, I’m not really sure how much of pain I can take.

Ever since we split, I felt like a deep hole was carved into my heart, that can’t be filled up anymore. I’ve been very depressed since then, to the point I had to leave Kalos, because all I could think about…was you.

And now, with both my grandparents gone, I..don’t have much left, besides my Uncle but, we don’t see each other often enough for me to be really close to him. As well as Pixie, dear sweet Pixie, she…almost died..and now, shes in another region, being cared for, till I come back from Hoenn. I just….feel so alone..

I want to love ya again, I want to hold ya as close as I did before..b..but I’m afraid..please, don’t hold this against ya, please dear sweet Arceus don’t. I..I don’t know if I could stand being away from you again..

My emotional, mental, and physical scars are holding me back…but…I still love you Reggie…I always will..you have a permanent place in my heart. Just..I don’t think I’m ready for another engagement..not till I know fully, that I can truly heal…

                                                          Syphoria Elm

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ともえ

[littleotouto]

Send a ♕ if you're too intimidated to talk/roleplay with me.

[violethairedidiot]

♦ Selective/Private/Multiship/Independent ♦ Storyline is post/during B/W2, other timelines can be discussed. ♦ Years of experience; 16ish yrs/4yrs on tumblr ♦ Friendly mun, always willing to talk ooc ♦ Cross-overs are accepted and encouraged. ♦ OCs/Self inserts are allowed ♦ Will even talk to personals ♦ No Genderbends, please. I don’t like them. ♦ Come talk to me, mun’s a lonely dork.

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              i. ii. iii.

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~♫

Send me ' ~♫' For my muse to sing to yours, with random lyrics from a song the mun heard recently.

    "Would you swear that you'll always be mine? Or would you lie? Would you run and hide? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care...               You're here tonight."

[ask-box-prompts-blog]

What is my best physical asset?

[violethairedidiot]

Offline! I gots to head home!

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~♫

Send me ' ~♫' For my muse to sing to yours, with random lyrics from a song the mun heard recently.

"Goodbye -- Funny how that's such a hard thing to say. Now it's time to let go but, never thought I'd feel this way. Promised not to be sad but, we both knew I was lyin'. Gotta fight back the tears 'cause, Can't let you see my cryin'.     You're more than just my best friend~"

[violethairedidiot]

        "Halloween huh...? I remember how cute Shinji-chan always was in the costumes he picked out. I usually made those costumes too."

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Send me ' ~♫' For my muse to sing to yours, with random lyrics from a song the mun heard recently.

[confessionsofa-roleplayer]

[lostmemorytactics]

“People have every right to complain about slow repliers. Fun is mutural. If you can’t be asked to RP, then fine, RPing isn’t a job. But fun is mutural and you can’t just expect someone to not give a crap if they can’t have fun because no one ever replies. You wouldn’t allow in ANY OTHER hobby, like a sport, for someone to constantly say “I’ll train with you tomorrow”, then every day they say “Oops sorry I didn’t train with you I’ll try tomorrow” only for them lay at home watching TV all day.”

I honestly disagree with this post for a LOT of reasons. You know why? Because I’ve experienced both sides and I know what it is like. For starters, we all have our own lives we are going through. It is EXACTLY as the post says - a hobby. Sometimes we get to experience our hobbies and sometimes we don’t have the energy for it. You know what you do then? You just shrug it off and keep going. Sure we all want to have fun. Life isn’t all about fun. We have our serious moments, stressful moments, silly moments, etc.

But you know what exactly you do when you are complaining about the slow Rpers? You are stressing them even more and making them feel like shit. That doesn’t exactly build up their reason for wanting to reply to that thread after all. It’s all about a constant communication and respect in a Rping relationship. You just don’t do that to someone. If you honestly would want someone to do that to you, then this is no longer a hobby. You are then bullying someone by guilt tripping them.

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5 Days till Halloween

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Her head lifted up so she gazed at him with those eyes, tears streaming down her face. Hearing his words, she wanted to believe him, her heart and soul wanted to. As broken as she was now, could she really? They had their reasonings for breaking off their engagement, but that didn’t mean it still wasn’t hurting her, making her own heart bleed.

"R…Reggie…" She whispered while pressing her head against his chest, hearing his heart beating just as fast as her own," P…Please…d…don’t leave..please.."

[violethairedidiot]

   Reiji held her all the tighter, staring at her eyes before a hand cupper her cheek and he couldn't stop himself as he pressed his lips to hers, kissing her gently to seal his promise forevermore.      "My beautiful Syphoria. I swear as a breeder, as a trainer... I will never leave you on your own ever again." he had yo say something to his broken and yet beautiful angel.

[violethairedidiot]

♦ Selective/Private/Multiship/Independent ♦ Storyline is post/during B/W2, other timelines can be discussed. ♦ Years of experience; 16ish yrs/4yrs on tumblr ♦ Friendly mun, always willing to talk ooc ♦ Cross-overs are accepted and encouraged. ♦ OCs/Self inserts are allowed ♦ Will even talk to personals ♦ No Genderbends, please. I don’t like them. ♦ Come talk to me, mun’s a lonely dork.

              i. ii. iii.

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S t o r y l i n e

     Little less than a year ago, Reiji fell in love with a blonde breeder girl named Syphoria. He'd followed her to Johto when she left and even proposed to her up top Lumiose Tower -- But this happiness didn't last.     Reiji and Syph broke off due to their lives being far, far too busy to maintain the relationship still deeply in love with each other Reiji tried to cope by traveling again. But nothing was the same anymore.      Broken and alone he's met up with the woman he loves once more. Is this a possible happy ending?      Stay tuned to find out!

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5 Days till Halloween

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Syph couldn’t bring herself to tell him that she had missed him so much, wondering for the day that he’d come back, like things hadn’t changed. She still wished it hadn’t but, their lives came up and she did have things to do, still recalling that one sunset in Kalos, upon that tower.

The close contact, the warmth and hearing his voice, it all hit her so suddenly that her body was shaking, clinging onto his for security. “I..I didn’t stop…t..thinking about you either..Reggie..” How she wished he was here to be her comfort throughout the months that they weren’t together. She couldn’t tell him, not yet..instead, she just stood there with him so close, afraid that she’d lose him if she let go.

[violethairedidiot]

    "Syph..." he whispered, a hand cupping her cheek. "...." he couldn't say anything as his heart thudded so loudly in his chest, as he let his eyes fall shut. "I'm never leaving you alone again. I won't hurt you that way... Plus... I'd not survive separating a second time."      He meant it, this lovely girl who still owned him, heart and soul. He'd give her everything. He would allow her into his heart... If she'd still have him after they'd broken off. Greninja had tried so hard to get them together and it'd worked until... They were too busy...

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5 Days till Halloween

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Her eyes widened as she saw him rushing over, embracing her tightly in his arms. She wasn’t sure how to react, one moment she was looking at him and, the next, they were so close that their noses almost touched. Thats when she finally broke down.

Dropping the rake out of her hands, she moved her arms slowly to wrap around him, tears starting to shine through her eyes,” R…Reggie..” Syph’s eyes tightly closed as she held onto him, like her own life depended on it,” I….I missed you…s..so much..”

[violethairedidiot]

       He simply held her, never saying a word, though his eyes swam with tears as he held her close, never bothering to ruin the silence and the moment by talking, afraid his words wouldn't be enough to tell her how he felt, how he still saw her.      "Syph... The moment we said... g-good-bye... I never stopped missing you, thinking of you." he whispered, laying his head on hers as he tried to calm himself down so he wouldn't weep right then and there.

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5 Days till Halloween

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She hadn’t noticed that someone else was nearby, till her name was spoken, making her stop. Frozen in her own stance, she recognized that voice, a voice she..never thought she’d hear from again.

Slowly with her head turning till her mismatched eyes stared, she confirmed it. It was him…someone she had yet to get over. “R…Reggie..” Her small form looked like it was swimming in the old, worn-out jacket that she wore to keep warm, not moving from her spot. What could she say, after so long? “Y…you…” She started to speak, not slipping into her accent like she normally would,” ..y…you..came back…”

[violethairedidiot]

       He saw that look, that broken look that mirrored his own that was all it took as he rushed over, damn the formalities his arms to wrap around her, holding the blonde close again. He didn't saw a word, offering his warmth, his comfort. Offering that gentle touch, that embrace.       "No... I... I.. came home." he managed get out. He still loved her so much. She was still his whole world even if he'd messed up so badly. She was everything to him and as he clutched at her it was the grip of a drowning man, somebody hanging onto their last hope for survival.