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smol hiatus on this blog loves ! just focusing on my single muses for now 💖
i'm gonna be real , loves —- i'm struggling a little bit with muse and stuff here .. i've been more focused on @bunnabons & @cheriegotchi . i have a lot in my drafts that i promise i will get to & it's no reflection on the threads , i love all our babies ! i've just been super overwhelmed
that being said , katseye are killing me atm and my muse for riri is so high ! idk whether to make a single blog or focus on her here .. would anyone like a starter for her ?! & what should i do .. pls help ! ♡
i don't want anyone to think i'm ignoring threads </3
𐚁 ݁. . . everything happened lightning fast and though millie's initial reaction was to stand there like a damn standing emoji, processing what was happening, soon as the mobile device collided with the technicolor tiles of the dance floor, she knew it was because adriana had seen someone do the one thing they're forbidden to do.
a big wave of appreciation and warmth spreads through her chest, knowing that she was only protecting her. and so, allowing security to do what they were supposed to be doing in the first place, millie followed adriana off the stage- screw the routine, it was already doomed from the very beginning.
" god, why are they such animals today ? it's never been this bad. " sure, there were creeps and weirdos out there every night who would do anything for the dancers just to be given the time of day, but they at least respected the club's rules and regulations for the most part. " i bet that felt good, didn't it ? " nudging her bestie on the elbow with a delighted grin, keeping the mood light as much as possible, " let's just hope those bozos don't come back anymore. "
eyes brightening as a lightbulb switches in her head, " you know what- i say let's just ditch the rest of the shift, surely we deserve it. " millie suggests, walking arm in arm with her, back to the dressing rooms. " let's go to that 24-hour ramen place or something, get drunk and pass out somewhere. " anywhere but there, that was the gameplan for the rest of the night, especially after that traumatizing encounter.
༊⋆。˚ as soon as she noted millie walking through the doors —- she felt a sigh of relief as she ran over to her and embraced her ; their skin clammy from the sweat ridden routines under the piercing hot lights . ❛ anything for you , baby girl ! ❜ shrill giggles escaping as she puckered her lips for a teasing ( mock ) kiss . the only person in the world adriana felt truly comfortable with . didn’t know what she’d do without her .
❛ i was eager to cause a scene anyway but the second i saw his damned camera —- i may have seen red ! ❜ smirk curving against her pout as she nudged the femme and started slipping on her sweats . felt good to be in the comfort of cotton joggers & a oversized hoodie —- high tops cushioning aching feet from heels . ❛ ugh yes , screw this shift ! that security guard held my arm so tightly .. i’m totally gonna bruise ! ❜
the game plan sounded wonderful —- she was just eager to get out of this damned vicinity . as they wandered out arm in arm , riri pointed towards a taxi , ❛ are we wanting to take a taxi or walk ? ❜ the nights air was fresh —- but oh did it feel amazing from being cooped up inside for hours on end .
❛ maybe we should walk actually .. burn the calories off before we eat them ! ❜ cheeky expression ‘pon features as she listened to the hustle and bustle of the nightlife . enjoyed it if she was being perfectly honest . but there were dangers of the job . ❛ hey , mills .. ❜ gaze flickering towards her bestie , genuine concern in her eyes , ❛ are you sure you're okay with what just happened in there ? we can contact the police if so —- ❜
𐚁 ݁. . . prior to adriana's entrance into the club's hazy, neon-lit world, millie had only floated along the surface of acquaintance. sure, a few of the other girls were pleasant enough . . warm smiles, harmless small talk, but none radiated the warmth that adriana brought with her, and that was precisely why their connection had sparked so effortlessly.
" he usually shows up around this time every week, says his wife's off with their kid at her parents' place or something. " aaaand cue another grimace out of disgust. if working here had taught millie anything, it was that matrimony did little to stop some men from morphing into unrepentant monsters. most of her regulars wore wedding bands. and while the ethics of that made her skin crawl, it wasn't as if she had the power to bar the door.
blowing adriana a kiss as they released each other's hands following the cue, the opening routine began, and millie slid into her dancer's mindset seamlessly. even so, she couldn't help but cast glances toward the higher platform where adriana performed, her face twitching into restrained grimaces at the obscene things being shouted at them as they started to dance. the crowd was particularly unhinged that evening.
in the midst of it all, just as her body moved through the motions of the routine, millie felt it. that creeping, sinister energy curling in the pit of her stomach. her gut didn't lie. he was there. all she needed now was adrianas signal. " fuck, i really don't wanna deal with him, " she muttered under her breath, her back conveniently turned to the crowd as part of the choreography, exhaling a long, exasperated sigh.
༊⋆。˚ the very moment she gazed out onto the sea of thirst , she allowed her sights to take each creeps face into consideration . millie had been in this game longer than her & she knew how important this job was . perhaps a little more on the fiery side but adriana couldn’t help herself . felt protective of femme & if it meant losing her job in this club as a result —- then , it was all in a days work !
cute signal sent her darling besties way , the prettiest smile & a heart made up of her arms . oh , this was going to be fun . looked all part of the routine ; nose scrunch to match . hadn’t figured out exactly what she wanted to do but the second she noted him remove his phone out and point it in millie’s direction —- she saw red . nope ! not on her damned watch .
ignoring all rules bestowed upon them , she squatted ‘pon the platform before shimmying off as best she could —- a few people on the floor helping her down and she could practically see security making a beeline for her . oopsie daisy ! carried on with her task at hand though .. moving through the dance floor as she grabbed the creeps phone and threw it to the ground with a satisfying clatter —- even above the reverberating bass . platform heeled point pushing centre into the glass destroying it —- oh well , he can’t retrieve any footage now !
❛ stop being a fucking weirdo ! ❜ poison lacing her tone as she shoved him —- no care for anyone surrounding her ; she was locked in . as the bouncers arrived and pulled her back , she scoffed . ❛ how about doing your jobs better and stop letting old men film the dancers ?! ❜ she spat . one of them taking the initiative to escort him out with a firm ban while the other dragged her by her upper arm toward the stages exit .
almost a surreal feeling to be out and about, not a single care in the world about her annoyingly protective older brother —- and safe, nari had this power to make her feel so secure whenever in her presence. yapping out there, about basically nothing and then about a story why her brother had become so stupidly overprotective of her ; it wasn't even miyeon being the reason behind his reasonings. lips lock and there's a skip in her heart beat but not one second is hesitated in returning the kiss, nimble fingers even reaching forward and running tips along the churn of nari's cheek ; head angling for the kiss to naturally deepen —- mind feeling slightly woozy after a while and she leans back, an almost dizzy state of mind. " woah ... hold on—- " two fingers press at her temple, an overwhelming headache closing in on her.
༊⋆。˚ hadn’t ever expected their kiss to deepen in such a way —- knew miyeons brother would not like it in the slightest but she was past caring now . he would have to deal with it . they deserved to be happy and the fae had been holding out for femme for so long . just as tongue glided along lower lip , gentle moan emanating like an echo within the wind , she noted the others delirious state . panicking at her motions , she shifted and placed a hand against her forehead to check for her temperature . ❛ what’s wrong ? you’re burning up ! ❜ quickly turned her head to the drinks before back to her bestie and wondered —- they’d stupidly left their drinks on the bar when they went to the bathroom but nari hadn’t sipped any since . no ? surely not ?! taking a hold of others visage in gentle hands , she tried to capture her gaze , ❛ mimi .. are you okay ?! ❜
working on giving kairi her own blog & extend her lore, she will have a sullyoon fc and an older / alternate fc of yooa. she's a huge work in progress so pls give this a like if you'd like to follow her. once she's up and running, i shall follow everyone ! she's gonna be entirely lore based and not as crazy as sora. it's just so i can focus on a couple of things !
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𐚁 ݁. . . this kind of job wasn't built for the soft-hearted or the easily shaken. if you're the type to let emotions run the show, you'd be better off applying at a bakery. in places like this, emotional detachment is part of the uniform. millie may still be somewhat of a rookie— six or seven months in, give or take, but she likes to think she's picked up the rhythm. she can spot the ones who'll thrive and the ones who'll crumble, and not just by how they dance, but how they handle the firestorm of egos from both the patrons and the girls you share the spotlight with.
adriana, though ? millie could tell she was built for this. it was that kind of soul-recognition vibe, like the two of them had once slayed empires together in a previous life or something equally dramatique.
" ugh, i think he's coming in tonight, " millie mutters, eyes narrowed as she leans into her reflection on the vanity, reapplying her signature gloss. " i hate him, he always gets too handsy. " just another casual lament between coworkers, trading tales and all.
" if you see a man in a navy blue suit, pudge flopping out like it's trying to escape, shirt buttons clinging on for dear life, alert me immediately. i'll vanish, " she warns adriana, swiveling in her seat with a half-hearted smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. they both know disappearing isn't really an option.
why did she sign up for this again ?
༊⋆。˚ glossed lips a sweet pout as she finished off the last of her make up ; ruffling her hair in the process as she gazed at her reflection . happy with how she looked . but , oh —- friends worries had her stomach pulled taut with anxiety . knew how some of these creeps could be . thought they owned the joint just because they were rich . turning attention to the angel next to her —- she scrunched up her nose & visibly shivered .
❛ ew —- what a weirdo . i’ll keep on the lookout ! ❜ popped some gum into her mouth before sitting upon the make up tables top before millie and offering her some , ❛ is he obsessed with you ? ❜ reaches forward , perfectly manicured fingertips glazing through inky spill of locks as she tucked it behind femmes ear . ❛ i think most people would be though .. ❜
a natural flirt . couldn’t help herself . slipping off and grabbing the last of her accessories as she heard the role call for them —- she sighed . ❛ makes me nervous every single night —- i don’t know why ! ❜ she chuckled , her passion for dancing overshadowing every negative thought or worry she may have .
stepping out into the illumination of the club scene —- flashing lights & the bass reverberating through her very soul , she smirked softly before interlacing her fingers with millie . knew they’d have to split to opposing sides of the bar eventually but she’d become her lifeline in this . ❛ i’m on a higher platform tonight , ❜ she shouted over the music , ❛ i’ll keep an eye out and signal you ! ❜
gonna make a staggered comeback because i'm still not feeling 100% but thank you to all the wonderful messages and check ins from everyone <3 i'm gonna focus on sora to try and get myself writing again, so pls follow me there too ;; but i will still be slow ):
hiatus for a bit.
no, it definitely wasn't a problem. mavis liked that she was jealous. it had been entirely her intention, just to see and test the waters. really, she just wanted to know how they'd react. "and if i was doing it on purpose, what then? would you still be mad at me?"
༊⋆。˚ was she just toying with her at this point ? kairi wasn’t often one to get angry but the wave that pulled over her was too much to ignore . ❛ so , you were .. ? ❜ jaw locked , eyes glaring at femme . deft fingers playing with her sleeves , ❛ —- and why would you do that ? ❜
"you did it?" ezra wasn't sure what she had thought had happened but she hadn't expected to receive the full confession from the other so quickly. "you want my help to deal with this? shit, i know i offered but i didn't..."
༊⋆。˚ didn’t quite know what reaction she’d been expecting but it certainly wasn’t that —- ❛ don’t you .. ❜ words got lost in her throat , the immediate panic now stirring within . why had she been so trusting . ❛ y’know what .. forget it ! ❜ walls begin to close around her heart once more .
“ whoa– ” he could feel the tension rising between them. her mouth might be saying one thing, but her posture, the look in her eyes, her body language spoke differently. a glint of mischief and a lot of newfound confidence, he leaned in even closer until his lips were just an inch away for her ear. voice low, hushed. “ i can help with that, sweetheart. ” rarely went so far but something about her was just so … magnetic. alluring.
༊⋆。˚ had never been one to truly let another in but perhaps her alluring charm was creating a vicious circle back to her . the butterflies erupting in her stomach at his damned words . why was she melting under him —- his lips against the shell of her ear emanating a breathy moan from betwixt pout . was this karma from all times she’d done it to others ?! ❛ and how would you help ? ❜ his scent ; his dizzying , intoxicating scent . she was going to faint . the hunger ripping through her as fangs began to pull from gums as she moved her face toward the curve of his neck —- the pinnacle point like a hypnotising echo of her senses , ❛ hmm —- ? ❜
"I don't know yet. Probably to a hospital or find someone you can drink from." She would let her legs decide. Visiting a hospital could be easier. She would be in and out of there. No one would notice her. She's about to turn on her heels, ready to head out, but her words stop her. "Hunt?" The vampire repeats, baffled by the words. Has the day finally come? Is Yiren serious? "I wouldn't call it hunting..." She's not that brutal. She doesn't chase people to fill her needs.
༊⋆。˚ felt another flurry of guilt eat at her . ❛ you're preying on innocent beings .. of course it's hunting . ❜ it's why she couldn't bring herself to do it , even after two damned decades . wasn’t exactly meaning naeun in general , femme was one of the best people she knew . it was the principle of all vampires . had always struggled with it . ❛ i just .. i guess i can’t get past my moral compass . ❜
tears had slowly streamed down the apples of his cheeks, so much emotion just flowing through his entire being —- something homme only managed to showcase when he was sitting here, in front of her resting place ; yujin always having been his safe place, even before heaven had taken her back to be amongst other angels in the sky. now, ruby was seeing all these vulnerable sides of yongguk, meaning he was beginning to find her to be his new safe zone —- where crying and feeling this type of way, was actually okay.
a share of tears seemed to hit the ground below them, yongguk's hand rising over and allowed fingers to brush over ruby's hand, more so for his own sake than for hers in that moment —- as if he needed to feel grounded in reality, than drift off in the memories of yujin flashing her beautiful smile whenever she'd take some of his stuff ; her pout when she didn't get her way —- then, another wave of tears welled up in his eyes from the stunning memories of his little sister transfering in his mind, like an old camera where you'd switch the photos manually.
" ah yes, her judgement ... " soft chukle erupts as fingers rise to remove some of the moistnure on his cheeks. standing then and taking in thew sight of the flowers beautifully decorating yujin's grave, causing a smile to be decorating his features —- especially at the sun deciding to make its own appearance too. " thanks for looking out for us, yujin-ah. " own voice soft, as his hand finds ruby's and allows fingers to interwine with hers ; such a soft action, meaning the world to homme in that moment.
they stood in silence for a few moments, finding himself regain composure and a huge weight seemingly having left his shoulders —- anxiety gone from him for now. " rubes ? " starts off subtly, thumb tracing circles at the back of femme's hand. " thanks for being here, and for allowing me to depend on you like this. "
༊⋆。˚ truth be told , graveyards always made ruby uneasy —- something about them spurred a vibe that she couldn’t exactly quell . felt as though she were being watched . but everytime she visited yujin’s grave , she felt a comforting sense of peace . like nothing could ever reach out and grab them . as though she were there casting a warming glow —- their very own guardian angel . could still feel her presence . yearned to embrace her one last time and let her know that no matter how many years would pass , she would forever be imprinted within her heart .
hearing guk’s words snapped her out of her reverie —- doe hues flickering towards him before giving his hand a gentle squeeze . eager to know that he was indeed doing okay despite the circumstance . that sweet nickname he’d given her made her heart swell ; a bright smile shining through her own cascading tears . ❛ i’ll always be here for both of you . you don’t have to hide your emotions ever .. ❜ she sighed softly before turning to face him , ❛ —- it’ll only make things worse if you bottle it up . ❜
as the heat of the sun christened their skin , she lifted her face to the sky , closing her eyes and basking in the comforting heat . ❛ she’s definitely listening to us right now .. ❜ amusement in her tone as she pulled away slightly to brush a few moss tufts from her head stone and place one of the flowers delicately atop of it . ❛ we’ll leave you in peace , ❜ she spoke in a joking manner ; a coping mechanism —- still speaking to her as though she were here , ❛ gonna go and attempt your cookie recipe and hope they’re half as good as yours . you should totally come and help ! ❜
aching lump in her throat as she wiped the tears with the back of hand and took tentative steps toward the gates of the graveyard . turning back to the male , she pursed her lips together to try and stop the new flow of tears from streaming . ❛ how are you feeling ? ❜ gestured for them to go back to hers —- she knew full well she had the ingredients for the cookies . ❛ let’s bake and reminisce and all the good times ! ❜
sucks in a sharp breath when she dares to grip hold of his arm and tug him towards the shop window she's clearly been gawking at until he arrived . ❛ you've gotta be kiddin' me . ❜ scoffs out in annoyance , head shaking side to side in disbelief as nose practically smooshes up against the glass . ❛ come here . ❜ a warning as he grips hold of her by the front of her shirt , pulling ruby towards his own frame as other hand comes up to harshly flick against her forehead . ❛ have you lost your mind ? you need to pay my boss back is what you need . ❜
༊⋆。˚ as his fingers gripped her shirt , she gasped —- he’d never been physical with her ; sure , he had been super grumpy but she’d almost gotten used to that at this point . but for him to seem genuinely angry ? or —- perhaps she’d just been blind . winced as he flicked her forehead ; that hurt more than she cared to admit . ❛ your boss ? ❜ blinked in confusion , ❛ —- i thought it was your money ? ❜ okay , so maybe she hadn’t read the entirety of the contract through t h o r o u g h l y .. now she was beginning to panic , ❛ w - what does he do to people who don’t pay ? ❜
minjee welcomes the hug and wraps her arms around the other in a much needed embrace. it had been so long since she'd seen lola. since she'd seen that bright smile. something tugs in her heart and she feels almost light headed. she'll blame it on the beaming sun. surely it was the cause. she steps back from the embrace, gentle laugh leaving lips. "oh, don't cry now! you'll get me started." she drops a hand to give the other a reassuring squeeze. "yeah? i'd like that. i'm actually not very busy right now . . . if you have time?" words come out more of a question than the florist means to.
༊⋆。˚ giggles escape her like an echoing wave —- oh , the warmth she felt right now ! ❛ we don’t need to both be blubbering messes ! ❜ ever the tease , another squeeze for good measure before linking arms with femme almost immediately . ❛ don’t have to ask me twice .. ❜ she spoke in a sing song tone , practically yanking her . ❛ there’s this gorgeous lil bistro diner but it sells the best cocktails ! ❜ a hidden gem that she was sure to share with old friend .
her research had only taken her so far. between that of ghost, poltergeist and ghouls. maybe this was her first encounter with the latter. a ghoul who ripped through human flesh, disposing of the corpse at their feet like an animal. yet there was no ripping. no skin torn open like a last meal. the only noticeable injury was the exposed throat, now pooled with dark crimson. "jesus fuck!" val calls out once more, dropping to her knees to aid the stranger. she checks first for a pulse on the opposite side of his neck. there was none. panic settles into her dark eyes as she reaches clumsily for his wrist to check once more. no, no, no. this couldn't be happening. "oh shit. shit, fuck. he's dead, dude!"
༊⋆。˚ the pure shock soon set in —- her own panic coming to the surface as she took a couple of steps back ; her own back flat against wall . had to steady her breaths not to have a full blown panic attack . how had she let this happen ?! how had she lost so much control . her friends screaming only made her tremble even more so . ❛ d - dead ? ❜ had been so indulgent ‘pon bloodlust , she hadn’t even known when to stop . her only consolation was that she knew he was a bad guy but even that didn’t mean he should have met his demise in such a gruesome and brutal manner . ❛ no —- no ! he can’t be ! ❜