with this nationwide quarantine and lots and lots of time spent inside, i figured i would write out a little update about my life for you. i graduate college in may and i could not be more excited! i get my cap and gown in two weeks and i can’t wait to show you what i have planned for my cap decorations. i’ll be getting two degrees, one in history and one in political science! i can’t believe it’s time for me to graduate already, it really feels like it was yesterday that i was in my freshman dorm screaming over ‘i don’t wanna live forever’. with this crazy, exciting time in my life comes a lot of anxieties, though. i am scared about finding a job during this virus, scared about being able to pay back my almost $40K in loans, and scared that i just won’t be able to find something i’m passionate about. one of the only things bringing me comfort during all of this is you and your music and your heart. you have no idea how special you are and how much seeing you on tumblr, interacting with my best friends, lifts my spirits during all of this isolation. today, i left the house for the first time in weeks. i got in my car, rolled down the windows, and turned daylight up as loud as i could. something about the wind in my hair, the sunshine on my skin, and your comforting lyrics gave me such an intense feeling of hope, i couldn’t help but cry. i love you so much, t. thank you for being there for me during all of the difficult times in my life, especially with what we are all going through right now. i truly don’t know where i’d be without you and your advice. i’ll send more updates as all of this craziness continues and, hopefully, winds down. i included a picture of me and stark so you could see how big she’s getting! she’s going to be a year old next month, can you believe it? i hope all is well with you and your heart.
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