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a highschool losers diary https://spacehey.com/yaoicybersebastian

[virutalquill]

#1 - November 1, 2024: 10:20AM

dividers by: @bernardsbendystraws !! (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

Hello! Call me Sebastian and this side account is my digital diary (wow I choosed Tumblr for my thoughts?? Bad decision)

Basically this is all for my thoughts and updates on experiences, events or vents...idkk... ⊙⁠﹏⁠⊙ But anyways yeah

Anyways here are some stuff

HOBBIES

art (drawing)

writing

listening to music

playing badminton

reading comics and/or fanfics

INTEREST

marvel (specifically spiderman)

Spiderverse (technically marvel)

Scott pilgrim

Fionna and cake

DC (specifically batfam and/or batman)

about me

Sebastian, he/they, ??

Currently in my first year of highschool as I was writing this

I'm a cancer if you are interested, my 🍰🎉 was in the day somewhere in the world same sex marriage was allowed so foreshadowing

transmasc, unlabled

eyy

a fictionkin

- POSTED AT 10:27AM + and then edited and reposted at 10:47AM cuz of wanted changes

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[destinedspawn-deactivated202604]

selfship reblog gameee... [closed for noww!] !! reblog with a photo of ur f/o & ill assign them a palm pal!!!!ill try to get to everyone it just depends on how many people reblog lalala yayy :3

example: my f/o dae-ho and indy tiger palm pal! ^_^

DNI: pr0sh1p, netural, etc, nsfw accounts, (op is a minor!) , doubles of my f/os (in pinned post)

another note: if i dont get to you i most likely dont know what one to give u / im asleep! (i have horrible innsomnia so i sleep through most the daytime for me!!)

[virutalquill]

The worst man alive (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ‼️ (⁠◠⁠‿⁠◕⁠)

[virutalquill]

[ ENTRY 18 ] -> February 28 2025 -> 12:27pm

>>> gang.

>>> I'm trying so hard to rizz up my crush in text rn... (I'm literally just sending Wallace and Scott from Scott pilgrim KISSING) < ? >

>>> trust gang it'll work 🙏 < ? >

>>> ...

>>>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH < ? >

>>> why did I even chat him in the first place??? He has said it before that he does not like meeeeee < ? >

>>> ?????? BROOOO he just replied with "?*“ WHATT < ? >

Posted at -> 12:35PM

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[virutalquill]

Entry 17

So uh "are you gonna tell us day 2 and 3 of foundation? "

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No

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[virutalquill]

[ ENTRY 16 ] -> February 24 2025 -> 9:11PM

> FOUNDATION DAY, #1

>>> haiii!!! Wassup I am finished with foundation day 1, and what do I think??? Uhhhh forgot :⁠-⁠P < ? >

>>> they gave us balloons..those like straight thin balloons that you can make balloon animals out of? Those ones. The boys kept making theirs look like a penis, it was frightening. < ? >

>>> first thing we did was do the obvious parade like we go to the elementary building and back to the highschool building (which is a little unnecessary but eh) The girls kept singing "raise your yayaya" It was starting to kill me slowly from the inside. Also we seen our teachers from last year, dear God we have missed them #pleasecomeback < ? >

>>> after that we watched a bit of the elementary students like, do their dance performances before we were sent off to our classrooms to do some "activities" I hated those. (Spelling and Science quiz bee) ...bagsak all :3 < ? >

>>> after the science we went to perform our dance (forgot to mention this) IT TOOK AN HOUR BEFORE EVERYONES PERFORMANCES STARTED < ? >

>>> ours sucked. < ? >

>>> I'm bad at explaining..sorry. anyways have this very weird edited photo of me since I am NOT showing my identity 😭🙏 < ? >

>>> call this my persona if you will idk idk.. lmao < ? >

Posted at 9:28PM

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[virutalquill]

[ ENTRY 15 ] -> February 23 2025, written on 7:01PM

>>> sorry for not documenting my days lately. Been busy with school, I forgot any tea I'm supposed to give my 3 followers. < ? >

>>> but tomorrow is our foundation day and I will try to document my day for it. I'll even write my thoughts in a paper if I have to, too bad they are taking away our phones still. So pen and a paper is the better option, I'll just someone for the time. < ? >

>>> they said no service which sucks cause I have to be driven by my brother...I hate him < ? >

>>> idk idk if I could really document it but If I don't you can send me death threats for it my only 3 followers < ? >

>>> haha joke < ? >

posted at -> 7:06PM

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[virutalquill]

[ ENTRY 14 ] writing in February 11 2025 ;; 7:05pm

>> MY DAY WAS SHIT

>> seriously today has been FRUSTRATING. I wanna hit someone. Like why can't I have just a fun and good school day?? But nooo everyone keeps on COMPLAINING COMPLAINING COMPLAINING I can't deal with this shit anymore. < ? >

>> first, the most early in 5:10am waiting for my school bus she complained about and yelled at me that I need to finish my water in my water bottle which is no biggie not that big of a deal < ? >

>> when I got home my mom (AGAIN) said if I was not embarrassed for using my phone in the service and said my service mates didn't used their phones even though they ARE?? like holy shit shut up why do you gotta make it seem I'm the abnormal one to make your fucking point you are so stupid. You don't know them so SHUT UP I can't deal with you when I'm just being chill, everyone keeps complaining like they need to < ? >

Posted on: 7:14pm

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[virutalquill]

Writing at 5:44AM (i'll edit later)

If I could I would burn everything down in this god forsaken country (JOKEEE JOKEEE FOR LEGAL REASONS JOKEEE BUT I'M NOTTT)

Posted at 5:45AM

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[virutalquill]

We're going too fast <? >

Posted at 5:42AM

I'll edit this later

[virutalquill]

[ ENTRY 13 ] February 3 2025 -> Writing at 5:34AM

Currently in my service.. Listening to "something in the way" by NIRVANA because I'm Batman, **I say with The riddler themed blog**, my weekend SUCKED and the girl beside me (my classmate) is yapping about her "love life" again SIGHHH I'm so tired. ,ᕕ( ཀ ʖ̯ ཀ)ᕗ .. <? >

posted at 5:37AM

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[virutalquill]

[ ENTRY 12 ] > February 2, 2025 -> 8:16AM

> Now I'm extra silly..... (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ .... <?>

> Dividers by fangedeer <?>

- posted at >> 8:20AM <?>

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[fangedeer]

⠀⠀𓉳 𓈒 ݁⠀𓄹⠀ The Riddler rentry graphics

⠀F2U just credit me! Like / Reblog if using ♥︎

[virutalquill]

Entry 11 - February 2 2025 ;; 8:05 AM

First I silly

-posted at 8:06 AM

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[virutalquill]

Entry 10 - Dec 30 2024 ;; 1:28pm

Hey chat sorry for not logging in, I have been busy with the exam and I'm in Christmas break since December 20th. I am scared for my results (understandably)

Anyways let me yap about stupid things anyway

From what i remember, I am planning to watch "THE BATMAN (2022)" because if yk riddlebat..lol..I am very late to this fandom for this batman, in 2022 I think I was hyperfixating on the Lego Batman movie instead..

And, if you noticed my bio I have a spacehey account. Make sure to friend me if you want

https://spacehey.com/yaoicybersebastian

It's very wicked.

Also sorry about my studying break down from the last few post, I am very depressed #cool, hope you guys can forgive me.

Idk what else to type but that's all

Uhhh sincerely sebastian

Posted at 1:34 pm

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[virutalquill]

Entry 8 - Dec 9 2024 ;; 7:20PM

Update: IT WORKED (sort of) I'm quite regressing a bit but thats okayz nobody gets it right immediately but I'm improving even just a little bit.

Next week is exam week and i need to review or memorize some stuff or else I'm COOKED. but knowing if I believe in myself everything will be okay..just gotta not panic, don't be lazy and uh yeah

Posted at 7:23PM

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[study-revolution]

gentle reminder: you are very capable and I’m excited for your future

slightly less gentle reminder: you do have to work for it

[jaupppcsp]

fuck me that’s true

take that one

[virutalquill]

Entry 7 - Dec 1, 2024 : 6:00

Just had this sudden inspiring thing came up, I was watching a spiderman cartoon and I thought "maybe I could study like Peter parker"

So tomorrow it will start my uh "Spider-Smart" era, tbh I just wanna take advantage of my stupidity and turn it into intelligence cause I don't wanna be someone that is left behind

I'm calling it "Peter Parker method" of studying, idk what the steps are yet but TRUST me I think it'll work. I just hope I don't fall back to old habits and relapse cause I actually just wanna change

I wasted my elementary years, I dont wanna waste my first year of highschool -- I wanna be better

Let's see tomorrow. If I could really gaslight my mind with spiderman, god this is such a stupid entry but..

Let's see

Edit February 2 2025, 8:25AM -> THIS IS SO STUPID?? IT DIDN'T EVEN WORK

- posted at 6:05

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