The Void is Hiring!

"Some things are best left unknown" My demons won, I have another sideblog now

[vivan-insomniac]

Welcome to the Void

The name’s Vivan. Vivan Laplace. Dark/Spiral. Just trying to make it through here.

unreality warning! This is a Rp blog and entirely fictional

Art Stuff

Insomnia

Viv and Mouzer

Rules

No nsfw, mod is a minor

No racism, sexism, ableism, homophobia, transphobia, or bigotry of any kind. You will be blocked.

Any and all chat threads are open to late replies! I am starved for interaction!

Dark will be in bold, Spiral will be in italics, mod replies will be labeled

some of my other ocs might show up if you ask the right questions. They will each have different colors

Magic anons welcome, just remember the rules

Dividers by @dollywons, pose reference by @albanenechi

[vivan-insomniac]

§îğņ ůp țøđăý țø ğîVē băćķ ťø țHé ćømMůņîťý, māķə ņəW fřîəņđ§ àňđ řəãčH ýøûř țřůə pøțəņțîăļ

….this is sketchy as hell

[stars-and-scribbles]

@ominous-signs

[ominous-signs]

Official ominous sign

[vivan-insomniac]

ooc: oh this is why i suddenly got 99+ notifications on my half dead Tma rp account

[vivan-insomniac]

It's so weird watching someone HAVE to live off tea like. If she tries to drink water it just becomes nasty (brackish. Dark shit)

I know darling. It’s annoying. I don’t technically have to eat but, c’mon would you want to give up pizza?

[vivan-insomniac]

How does the void accept applications? Do I just... drop the file in

- 🍿anon

Yup! Make sure to spellcheck darling

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?

[allendeller]

I see, how strange. Well I guess if you have questions for me you can ask now.

[vivan-insomniac]

yeah uh, who’s ness?

[allendeller]

she’s an associate and has a a penchant for weird multiverse crap happening to her.

[vivan-insomniac]

ahhhh I get it

[allendeller]

yeah there’s a dark version of her that is well dark

[vivan-insomniac]

Dark or dark?

[allendeller]

yes

[vivan-insomniac]

…ah

[allendeller]

any other questions?

[vivan-insomniac]

so many but none are coherent so I’ll just spare you the time

[allendeller]

alright well I assume I must leave then, I could send ness your way if you want. If you need to contact me, here’s my card

(he hands you his card.)

[vivan-insomniac]

*she takes it inbetween her pointer and index finger* I’ll keep in touch darling

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?

[allendeller]

I see, how strange. Well I guess if you have questions for me you can ask now.

[vivan-insomniac]

yeah uh, who’s ness?

[allendeller]

she’s an associate and has a a penchant for weird multiverse crap happening to her.

[vivan-insomniac]

ahhhh I get it

[allendeller]

yeah there’s a dark version of her that is well dark

[vivan-insomniac]

Dark or dark?

[allendeller]

yes

[vivan-insomniac]

…ah

[allendeller]

any other questions?

[vivan-insomniac]

so many but none are coherent so I’ll just spare you the time

[vivan-insomniac]

...Ig because how she fucking died. Idk.

….what?

[vivan-insomniac]

Shadow/Dark!Ness do be sopping wet.

Like literally. She is always sopping wet.

…why?

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?

[allendeller]

I see, how strange. Well I guess if you have questions for me you can ask now.

[vivan-insomniac]

yeah uh, who’s ness?

[allendeller]

she’s an associate and has a a penchant for weird multiverse crap happening to her.

[vivan-insomniac]

ahhhh I get it

[allendeller]

yeah there’s a dark version of her that is well dark

[vivan-insomniac]

Dark or dark?

[allendeller]

yes

[vivan-insomniac]

…ah

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?

[allendeller]

I see, how strange. Well I guess if you have questions for me you can ask now.

[vivan-insomniac]

yeah uh, who’s ness?

[allendeller]

she’s an associate and has a a penchant for weird multiverse crap happening to her.

[vivan-insomniac]

ahhhh I get it

[allendeller]

yeah there’s a dark version of her that is well dark

[vivan-insomniac]

Dark or dark?

[vivan-insomniac]

Wren is missing the funeral for one of her siblings </3

That sucks

…oh god. Who died?

[a-pizza-the-action-97]

"Malady."

[vivan-insomniac]

how did, they die? If you don’t mind me asking?

[a-pizza-the-action-97]

"I wasn't there, I only just learned. Sacrificed themself or something. Not sure how but, they saved David. They were 17."

[vivan-insomniac]

…fucking god

[vivan-insomniac]

Wren is missing the funeral for one of her siblings </3

That sucks

…oh god. Who died?

[a-pizza-the-action-97]

"Malady."

[vivan-insomniac]

how did, they die? If you don’t mind me asking?

[vivan-insomniac]

Malady joined the Spiral to save David

-🌙anon

….how? Aren’t they with The Extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

Wren is missing the funeral for one of her siblings </3

That sucks

…oh god. Who died?

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?

[allendeller]

I see, how strange. Well I guess if you have questions for me you can ask now.

[vivan-insomniac]

yeah uh, who’s ness?

[allendeller]

she’s an associate and has a a penchant for weird multiverse crap happening to her.

[vivan-insomniac]

ahhhh I get it

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?

[allendeller]

I see, how strange. Well I guess if you have questions for me you can ask now.

[vivan-insomniac]

yeah uh, who’s ness?

[vivan-insomniac]

@allendeller fr should tell you about the encounter with the weird shadow Ness thing he encountered

I…the what

[allendeller]

…….why would I?

[vivan-insomniac]

What did you see?

[allendeller]

I’m sorry I don’t even know who you are, an anon just shoved me here. Well I guess I can tell. It’s a weird Dark Ness thing, I don’t Ness or something from the dark pretending to be her……

[vivan-insomniac]

okay, okay, what did it call itself?

[allendeller]

it called itself Ness. That simple, but it was more dark then Ness and I’m concerned.

[vivan-insomniac]

…okay uh..

[allendeller]

I’m Allen by the way, don’t worry about the cold, I always am.

[vivan-insomniac]

Vivan darling. I’m feather’s ex

[allendeller]

…….. who?

[vivan-insomniac]

feathers? The one with the crows?

[allendeller]

are you talking about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

oh that’s hat she’s called

[allendeller]

dude she’s your ex you should know her name, how do you even know I know about Wren?

[vivan-insomniac]

I knew her under a different name, one that she doesn’t use anymore

[allendeller]

…….i’m going to ask her a lot of questions when she gets back. You didn’t answer how I you knew I know Wren.

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling what?

[allendeller]

well you mentioned how you were “feathers” or wren’s ex even though I have no prior knowledge to you and you have no prior knowledge or me, how would you have known I know Wren if we’ve never met before.

[vivan-insomniac]

…if an anon drops you on my front door saying you’re connected with feathers, I’m not going to ask questions

[allendeller]

So an anon told you about me before this conversation?

[vivan-insomniac]

correct darling

[allendeller]

huh.....what else did they say?

[vivan-insomniac]

what is ness?

[allendeller]

........some say it's a manifestation..... others says it blurs the lines..... I don't know what it is..... if it is a manifestation, it took my friend and that's bad ...... if it's an avatar, I can't get mad.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh? Why not darling?

[allendeller]

Because then she’s still Ness, she still has humanity and is connected to it. If she weren’t she be a cheap replacement

[vivan-insomniac]

humanity is overrated darling, I’m still me without mine

[allendeller]

it it’s not the same, there’s a part of you that gets lost I understand identity doesn’t exist. But there is still a pattern of behavior people tend to follow and like mostly in the form of morality. If that pattern is gone you’re not the same person are you.

[vivan-insomniac]

really? Do you consider yourself the same person you were ten years ago? Maybe five? One year? A week? An hour?

[allendeller]

hehe I could just be thinking about it to hard. Also don't call me darling, it's strange.

(he's hiding his opinions from you.)

[vivan-insomniac]

I can taste your lies lies sweetie. You’re terrible at hiding them

[allendeller]

…….I don’t know what you’re talking about.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…i’m with The Spiral I know when you’re lying

[allendeller]

..............

(Thoughts: can she just stop being so strange and call me Mr.Dekker or something, i'm not going to tell her emotions I barely know her.)

[vivan-insomniac]

so? Anything to say?

[allendeller]

I don’t know what to tell you. You are a stranger after all.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh no darling, I’m Spiral

[allendeller]

I meant I Arely know you.

[vivan-insomniac]

so do I darling, and yet here we are. If we only speak when spoken too the world is silent

[allendeller]

it’s private solider…..

[vivan-insomniac]

…what darling?

[allendeller]

I said you don’t need to know anything.

[vivan-insomniac]

hm. Rude

[allendeller]

why would I tell you personal things, it’s not rude it’s private.

[vivan-insomniac]

you were the one who started this conversation, you can’t just tell me nothing

[allendeller]

Do you really want the truth!

(he retreats after that statement is made.)

Sorry, something took over.

[vivan-insomniac]

no it’s fine darling. I’m sure

[allendeller]

That remark wasn’t from me….. I might do it if you gave me some information.

[vivan-insomniac]

what information?

[allendeller]

Wren has trauma around you I think, what is it.

[vivan-insomniac]

I..didn’t know I hurt her that bad

[allendeller]

……what the frick did you do?

[vivan-insomniac]

I…made an offer I shouldn’t have

[allendeller]

(breath in breath out.)

details please

(pen and paper he always has some.)

[vivan-insomniac]

…are you okay?

[allendeller]

Just some thoughts I had. Carey on about this deal you made.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…uh…

[allendeller]

go ahead….

[vivan-insomniac]

I..we met in the church, she needed safety, and I was raised there. I wasn’t..happy there. I was trapped, then I found The Spiral…

[allendeller]

...........

(he takes not , they're hard scribbles but sill words.)

continue.

[vivan-insomniac]

I…you know how, Extinction and Spiral aren’t…friendly with eachother, right?

[allendeller]

Yes I am fully aware.

(thoughts: none of the extinction and spiral avatars stop communicating with each other though)

[vivan-insomniac]

i….I offered for her to join The Spiral with me

she, didn’t take it well

[allendeller]

And this caused a full blown grudge between the spiral and the extinction?

[vivan-insomniac]

no, that already existed

and…Wren was already connected to the Extinction..so she didn’t…take it well

[allendeller]

..........Ok let me get this straight, you two met in a church, that's where your relationship started, and ended there as well with an invitation to join the spiral. A fact that as you knew was not going to work out. Is that all that happened or are you ommiting details...

[vivan-insomniac]

i’m not, you just didn’t let me finish

it didn’t end-end there, she just got more, distant. Nervous. Jumpy. Didn’t want to hang around me as much. I tried to confront her about it, but it all went downhill and I didn’t have a good grasp on my abilities at the time and got the police alliterated to our location and…

wren was on the run. I got her killed. I got her killed

[allendeller]

………….fricking hey man

[vivan-insomniac]

….darling we’re both adults you can swear

[allendeller]

I have a moral thing against swearing.

[vivan-insomniac]

ah, fair darling

[allendeller]

Why do you keep calling me strange nicknames.

[vivan-insomniac]

that’s just, how I talk?