â â- Pandora was certain that she had read moments like this in a number of books that she had read over the years. And she would be lying if she didnât admit that she hadnât imagined something like this happening with Amycus. When she was on her ownâ which she was quite oftenâ she daydreamed of all of this and it was something that had been happening more often as of late. But, every time she let herself drift off to that corner of her imagination she had to remind herself that things were a little more complicated when it came to her and who was welcomed in her personal life. And she didnât have the full choice in that.
â â- Her gaze drifted up and her expression softened at the small gesture that he had given her. She looked to the simple band that rested on her finger that had been a gift from him. It was too small to be noticed by anyone who wasnât aware of its presence but for her it meant everything.Â
â â- âItâs not trivial,â she finally spoke and she gave his hands a squeeze. âAnd truthfully, I certainly wouldnât turn you away but we both know that as much as I want something, I donât have the full choice to give it.â She took a deep breath and leaned back knowing that her father had plans for her and to get him to change his mind was next near to impossible. Something would have to be given for her fatherâs advancement. What his daughter wanted didnât matter. âYour food is going to subjected to bugs if you donât eat up, Amycus,â she added trying to remind herself not to get her hopes up.
Amycus liked to forget things that inconvenienced him, and when Pandora didnât give him a no, he remembered a lot of them. Who they were, what their families were like, what kind of expectations those families had; he rather liked forgetting how complicated their families liked to make .. everything. But he remembered now, regrettably, and, somehow, he managed to keep much of the disappointment the thoughts brought him off of his face, though â that likely had more to do with Pandora, and how gentle she was being in reminding him.
His smile, soft though it was, hadnât wavered, but he rubbed his thumbs over her fingers, and he dropped his head to kiss them, too, before letting her go as she leaned back. âItâs trivial to me, Angel, and to them, because it means nothing on paper. But if you like it, then youâre my girl, and thatâs that. Iâll take that, for now. Until you tell me you want me to talk to your father.â
He gave her another grin, a cheeky one, as he shifted himself on the blanket to pull something from his trouser pocket. âExtra protein,â he teased her, even as he reached for another sandwich in the next beat, settling himself back as heâd been. The food was delicious, it always was, and he did prefer it to be bug free, she wasnât wrong. But then, Pandora was never wrong. Not once. Not ever. With half a sandwich hanging out of his mouth (very polite, Amycus) he blindly pulled a wand from his pocket to resize her gift, handing it over (and removing the sandwich and swallowing) before speaking, âDo you remember when I told you I thought maybe Caesar would have a talent for art? It turns out that he doesnât, really, but he did his best, and I thought youâd really enjoy it, so Iâve brought you his âmasterpieceâ.âÂ