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lunazhaos‌:

    “[ sometimes. ]”   she tilts her head with a smile,  refrains from saying she does it with more than just vegetables on some days.  the other girls were always so concerned with being healthy and eating and luna just … wasn’t,  at least on her behalf.  she was more concerned with the worlds perception of her  —  not healthy,  but she’s getting better.  sort of.  she puckers her lips when she’s called a brat,  nose scrunching in the process.  hana’s right,  luna can’t deny it and if she did,  she’d be a liar,  too.   “[ yes please.  i’m a very hungry brat,  need all of the bird and all of the spice, ]  lest i die a painful death of the pangs.”   ah,  she’s dramatic,  too!

she  doesn’t  pay  much  mind  to  lunas  eating  habits .  sometimes  she  doesn’t  feel  like  eating  either ,  so  it  would  be  hypocritical  to  call  her  out  for  things  like  that .  perhaps  if  she  actually  knew  what  was  going  on  with  the  other  girl  it  would  be  a  different  story ,  but  alas .     ‘  gross .  ’     mushy  vegetables  were  bad  enough  without  being  in  pockets .     ‘ [  is  this  what  flappy  bird  deserves ?  ] ’     brows  raised  at  her  own  question  as  she  finds  their  usual  restaurant  of  choice  &  places  the  order .     ‘ [  i’m  sure  yuna  will  kill  you  before  starvation  does .  ]  &  then  i  kill  her  for  taking  my  love .  ’     ah ,  &  they  say  romance  is  dead .

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lunazhaos‌:

    “[ you have to learn how to trick her,  hani.  hide it in your pockets when she looks away like i do. ]”   yes,  admitting to that is less than intelligent,  but she has three working braincells at present and they are all just screaming indiscriminately.  it’s fine.   “[ they know.  they’re family,  not friends.  i’m sure if i wasn’t part of the group,  they’d want to sell me for a singular stick of used gum. ]”   and she doesn’t really blame them,  considering she goes from hot to cold,  affectionate to bitter in the same breath at times.  but she loves them,  so she won’t linger on her doubt for too long.   “[ order me chicken.  i’m hungry now. ]”   she’s pouting,  sinking herself down on the bed with a huff.  

‘ [  you  hide  your  vegetables  in  your  pockets ?  you’re  lucky  you’re  cute .  ] ’     she  would  rather  have  a  stand-off  at  the  dinner  table  with  yuna  than  end  up  with  mushy  greens  in  her  pockets  by  the  end  of  the  night .  but  she  appreciates  the  suggestions .     ‘ [  maybe  -  maybe  even  two  sticks  of  gum .  ] ’     alternatively ,  she  wouldn’t  give  up  luna  for  any  amount  of  gum ,  she  couldn’t  really  say  the  other  members  felt  the  same  though .     ‘ [  you’re  a  brat .  ] ’     she  takes  her  phone  once  again ,  taking  the  opportunity  to  straddle  herself  over  the  younger  girls  waist  as  she  waits  for  the  app  to  load  up .     ‘ [  what  kind  would  you  like ?  i’m  thinking  spicy  --  did  you  wanna  share ?  ] ’

[sitharivendetta]

𝕨𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘  - 𝓈𝑜𝓎𝑒𝑜𝓃 𝒻𝑜𝒸𝓊𝓈

hey hey, everyone will be surprised by that wow thing. finally it’s come to life, my wow thing.

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lunazhaos‌:

    “[ fair enough.  i think the robots are hurt. ]”   but she’s smiling,  so evidently she doesn’t care much about the robot voice.  which she shouldn’t,  because it’s a voice that lacks feelings.  too much thinking.  she shrugs at the assertion that she’s soft ; she is soft,  incredibly so.  hana was the first person to break down the shell she’d spent her life building  —  how can you not be soft for that?  she still doesn’t trust the rationale of flirting versus compliments,  but she’s too tired to argue.  she’ll let her win,  if only because maybe it’ll give her all the more reason to smile.   “[ yes,  i absolutely do.  flirting with purpose,  so she doesn’t scold you. ]”   she’s pretty sure there’s not a genuine romantic inclination there,  but she couldn’t really blame her.  yuna was pretty ; she’s taken,  not blind.   “[ it was a friend kiss.  i kiss all of my friends,  which is why you’re my only friend. ]  duh.”

‘ [  when  ai  takes  over  the  world ,  i’ll  take  the  blame .  don’t  worry .  ] ’     though  she  highly  doubts  insulting  a  robots  voice  will cause  too  much  harm  to  the  human  race .     ‘ [  she  wouldn’t  hold  me  hostage  at  the  dinner  table  if  i  was  wooing  her .  clearly  my  flirting  attempts  have  failed .  ] ’     note  to  self :  perhaps  try  sucking  up  to  yuna  in  the  future .  could  go  a  long  way  as  far  as  vegetables  were  concerned .     ‘ [  i’m  gonna  tell  the  others  they’re  not  your  friends .  they  might  be  a  little  suspicious  if  they  find  out  i’m  your  only  friend ,  especially  when  they  find  out  you  kiss  your  friends .  ] ’     she  wouldn’t  really  tell  them ,  she  knows  luna  is  only  joking  around .  besides ,  it  might  give  it  away  a  little  if  she  also  mentions  the  whole  kissing  her  friends  thing .

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trislloyd‌:

      if there was one thing tristan knew better than the back of his hand, it was the city. he grew up in jersey but it didn’t stop him from making his way into new york whenever he got the chance. there was something about the energy that he loved, that always had him coming back for more and now, here he was, living there. that being said, despite all the time he’d spent in the city, he hadn’t been to all that many broadway shows. “i’ve been a couple times,” he starts, nodding his head in return. “i saw the lion king with my mom when i was younger.” he continued. “I can take you to one if you want. they still do the lion king but they also have others. i think there’s a queen broadway show - the band, i mean. it’s supposed to be pretty good.” tristan was still trying to navigate this whole fake relationship thing while also still trying to do as best as he could with the slight language barrier between them. 

hands  clasp  together  as  eyes  light  up  at  the  mention  of  the  lion  king .  no  translation  was  needed  there ,  she  knew  her  disney  pretty  damn  well .     ‘  i  love  simba !  he’s  good  boy .  ’     a  nod  confirming  her  comment .  she’s  not  the  biggest  theatre  person ,  but  when  you  have  access  to  broadway ?  you  have  to  go  at  least  once .     ‘  queen .  ’     another  nod .  she  knows  them .  she  didn’t  spend  all  that  much  of  her  time  listening  to  western  music  before  coming  to  the  states ,  but  you  would  have  to  be  living  under  a  rock  to  not  know  who  queen  was .     ‘  i  do  not  mind .  your  choose .  or  we  could  do  something  else ? ’

[shininghime]

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kangyunas‌:

          the others are long gone, having eaten their meals without  too many  problems, and only she and hana are left. it comes as no surprise to say that yuna has been here before — watching, waiting on their leader as she sulks and pushes around what was  supposed  to be a well-balanced dinner. the sigh is reciprocated as she scoots forward in her chair to chat with her member, indifferent to such an expression.   ‘   [  you know that having just ice cream is  not  a proper meal, hana .  ]   ’   to be fair, the younger girl’s been very vocal about her dislike for the food group even before they became a group. eyeing the kitchen clock, she offers a small smile.   ‘   [  —  if you finish all your vegetables now, i won’t add them to your plate tomorrow night.  ]   ’

‘ [  i  ate  everything  else ?  how  is  this  not  a  proper  meal  if  i  add  ice  cream  to  it  now ?  ] ’     it’s  dessert ,  yuna .  surely  eating  the  rest  of  her  meal  should  qualify  for  dessert .  lips  purse  &  another  sigh  as  she  pokes  at  the  greens  once  again .  it’s  a  tempting  offer ,  one  she  almost  wants  to  accept .     ‘ [  &  how  do  i  know  you’re  not  just  going  to  take  back  your  word  tomorrow ?  ] ’     she  stabs  the  piece  of  broccoli  that  she’s  been  staring  at  for  the  last  five  minutes ,  bringing  it  up  to  her  mouth  with  a  disgusted  look .  if  someone  had  just  forced  her  to  eat  her  vegetables  growing  up ,  she  wouldn’t  be  in  this  predicament .     ‘ [  can  we  feed  it  to  luna  instead ?  she  likes  her  vegetables .  ] ’

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lunazhaos‌: 

    the affection is appreciated,  loved even.  but she still scrunches her nose,  sticks her tongue out to feign disgust.  because she’s a brat,  even when she hears what she wants to hear.   “mmm,  not sure about that.”   she likes the credit,  but luna likes the idea that hana would have figured it out anyway just as much.  more credit to her.   “[ you’re smart,  talented,  charismatic.  you would have figured it out, ]  i’m just funner to listen to.”   is funner a word?  she doesn’t know,  english still gets her sometimes.  but she’s still looking fondly at hana,  particularly post kiss,  just the smallest bit bitter that she can’t even so much as touch her in public anymore.  it’s fine ; maybe it makes this nicer.   “[ it’s still flirting,  who lied to you and said it doesn’t count if it’s true?  —– i’ll … have one back.  make it mutual,  you know? ]”

‘ [  it’s  nicer  listening  to  your  voice  than  the  robotic  ones  on  my  phone .  ] ’     even  if  she  wasn’t  complete  mush  for  the  younger  girl ,  she  would  still  take  luna  being  her  teacher  over  an  app  any  day .     ‘ [  you  have  to  say  that .  you’re  too  soft  for  me .  ] ’     not  that  she  minded ,  of  course .  she  hopes  that  one  day  everything  will  settle  down  &  they  can  be  like  this  outside  of  their  room ,  but  until  then ,  stolen  glances  &  subtle  touches  were  the  way  to  go .  even  if  some  people  still  will  take  even  the  tiniest  notion  &  turn  it  into  them  being  in  a  relationship .  it’s  inevitable .     ‘ [  it  doesn’t  count  if  it’s  true  because  it’s  a  compliment !  i  tell  yuna  she  looks  pretty  every  day ,  do  you  think  i’m  flirting  with  her  too ?  ] ’     maybe  sometimes  she  does  it  for  fun ,  but  it’s  never  as  meaningful  as  it  is  towards  luna .     ‘ [  wow ,  so  you’re  telling  me  that  wasn’t  a  friend  kiss ?  i’m  shocked .  ] ’

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lunazhaos‌:

    she’s content when the subject of food is dropped,  though with her track record,  she’ll complain in an hour or so about being hungry.  a mess,  really.  her nose scrunches at hana’s words,  but she smiles anyway.   “[ are you lactose intolerant? ]”   it’s amazing how different she is with her compared to the rest of the world ; like she makes her forget that she’s actually a disaster and the persona she has is just that.  a persona.  her index finger boops against the others nose when she calls her pouty,  her one defense because she is indeed pouty.  honestly,  the boop just proves it.   “look at you go!  not fair,  you already have so many talents and now you’re adding english.”   luna’s proud of her,  incredibly so,  in fact.  proud enough to place two fingers under her chin and give her a proper kiss,   “[ are you flirting with me?  i’m going to start thinking you have a crush. ]”   yes,  she’s being a brat.  no,  she does not regret it.

‘ [  even  if  i  were ,  you  would  still  be  worth  the  stomach  ache .   --   alternatively ,  you  give  me  cavities  because  you’re  so  sweet . ] ’     what  do  you  know ,  she’s  full  of  pick-up  lines  today .  the  others  compliments  &  excitement  over  how  well  she’s  doing  with  english  has  her  flustered .  face  scrunching  up  as  her  head  turns  to  bury  her  face  in  the  pillow  for  a  moment  to  hide  her  smile .     ‘  it  would  be  not  possible  if  you  didn’t  help .  ’     her  smile  fades  for  only  a  split  second  as  she’s  more  focused  now  on  the  lips  that  have  been  pressed  against  her  own ,  though  it  returns  almost  instantly  as  she  smiles  into  the  kiss .  god ,  what  she  would  give  to  not  have  to  hide  things  like  this  from  the  world .     ‘ [  maybe ,  but  it’s  not  flirting  if  it’s  the  truth .   --   &  what’re  you  going  to  do  about  it  if  i  have  a  crush ?  hm ? ] ’     

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lunazhaos‌:

    she tries to get as much english in as she can,  tries to keep it as basic as she can when she does.  it’s silly,  but it’s one thing she’s taken upon herself.  the company can try to help them with english,  so can the universe  —  luna just likes to pretend she’s teaching her,  instead.  she smiles at her just before she goes back down,  hand going back to raking her nails against her scalp.  luna isn’t excellent with affection in most forms,  but she’s good with simple stuff.  like this.   “[ i’m happy with you.  healthy is subjective. ]”   she’s really not helping her case,  but she rarely does.   “[ i don’t think i’m very good at it either.  it keeps necking it. ]”   and yet,  luna is still trying her hardest to make the damned bird live and flap another day,  as if it isn’t the most aggravating little thing.  after yet another death,  she gives up,  throwing the phone to the end of the bed with a pout and turning her attention to hana instead.   “[ really?  see,  i’m bad with those games.  the big online ones.  would rather play … bird death,  apparently. ]”

luna  could  be  stubborn  at  times  &  hana  knew  this .  it  was  easier  to  just  let  her  win  than  fight  her  on  certain  things .  almost  like  dealing  with  a  child  sometimes .  she’ll  just  care  in  silence ,  whatever .     ‘ [  you’re  cheesy  is  what  you  are . ] ’     there’s  a  grin  as  she  snuggles  closer  to  the  younger  girl .     ‘ [  stop  making  it  hit  the  pipe  &  it  won’t  die ,  silly . ] ’     she  very  much  knows  it’s  easier  said  than  done .     ‘ [  you’re  cute  when  you’re  pouty . ] ’     eyes  survey  the  others  face  as  the  hand  draped  over  her  body  comes  up  to  brush  stray  hairs  from  lunas  face .     ‘ [  you’re  good  at  other  things .  you  don’t  need  video  games .  ] ’     a  quick  kiss  pressed  to  her  nose .     ‘  example ...  you  do  good  with  teaching  me  english .   --   see ?  amazing .  ’     sure ,  it  wasn’t  perfect ,  &  her  pronunciation  could  do  with  a  little  work ,  but  she  was  doing  a  lot  better  than  she  was  only  a  few  months  ago .     ‘  &  you  do ...  magical  singing .  it’s  like  a  disney  princess .  ’

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she’s  been  working  on  her  english ,  but  she’s  struggling .  between  help  that  their  management  is  giving  them ,  &  the  other  fluent  english  speaking  members  helping  her  out  in  their  own  time ,  a  good  majority  of  the  attempts  have  gone  in  one  ear  &  out  the  other ,  still ,  she  tries  her  best  around  the  boy .     ‘  broadway ...  have  you  been ? ’     living  here  was  her  first  time  in  new  york ,  so  she’s  still  very  much  in  tourist  mode ,  &  who  better  to  explore  the  city  with  than  your  fake  boyfriend  over  your  actual  girlfriend ?     ‘  i  am  not  sure  which  i  would  want  to  see  but  --  otherwise ...  you  have  any  ideas ? ’     did  she  perhaps  practice  all  that  before  meeting  up  with  him ?  maybe  so !     |     @trislloyd

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she’s  sunk  back  into  her  chair ,  fork  poking  at  the  greens  still  laying  untouched  on  her  plate .  usually  kids  grow  out  of  their  hatred  for  vegetables  at  a  decent  age ,  but  even  at  twenty-one ,  hana  finds  herself  repulsed  by  the  very  taste  of  most  vegetables .  there’s  some  she  can  tolerate ,  just  not  the  ones  she’s  currently  been  given .  eyes  settle  on  the  other  girl  across  the  table ,  an  almost  childlike  pout  accompanied  by  a  sigh .     ‘ [  i  would  like  to  not  eat  this . ] ’     she  knows  it’s  unlikely  to  work .  yuna  was  basically  their  mother  at  this  point  &  whilst  hana  was  the  leader ,  the  older  girl  took  care  of  them  in  more  of  a  maternal  way .     ‘ [  ice  cream  fills  me  up  just  as  good . ] ’     |     @kangyunas

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📱  ⇢  open  !

hy: i was thinking. and as i was thinking,

hy: i remembered that i read somewhere that worms have a total of five hearts.

hy: which means they've got all this love to give,

hy: but no one to give it to.

hy: and now. now i'm sad. 😔

hana: would they not just love another?

hana: why do they even need five hearts? that's so much blood. they are so tiny.

hana: it's like me having five hearts.

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[190123] Soyeon solo in GMA

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Soyeon’s ‘Jelly’ MV for @saturninnes ❥

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lunazhaos‌:

    she’s tired,  kind of how she always is.  luna doesn’t mind it,  better to be tired than to be overactive and unable to sit still.  especially when she’s with hana and there aren’t people or cameras watching every move they make.  one of her hands is playing with the others hair,  nails very gently going against her scalp,  the other hand housing a phone and some crummy flappy bird imitation because no,  she’s not over it.   her brows furrow at the others words,  corners of her lips slightly pulling before she shakes her head.   “[ it’s being dramatic. ]”   the smile widens at her attempt with english,  another shake of her head.   “i’m not hungry,  i promise.  video games make my stomach become pterodactyls.  you can order for you,  though.  i’ll still be your noisy pillow.”   it’s all kind of a lie ; she doesn’t eat much or enough,  but she’d rather not cause concern.

it  takes  a  moment  for  the  words  to  register ,  not  every  single  one  having  a  proper  meaning ,  but  she  knew  enough  of  the  words  to  understand  enough .   --   she’s  trying  to  get  better  with  her  english .  promise .   --   there’s  a  shake  of  her  head  at  the  suggestion ,  staying  only  propped  up  for  another  second  before  her  head  finds  the  others  stomach  once  again .     ‘  [ i  want  you  happy  &  healthy ,  so  i  was  just  making  sure . ]  ’     she  doesn’t  fully  believe  it ,  but  she’s  not  going  to  push  it .   --   she’s  only  in  the  same  position  for  a  split  second ,  not  even  long  enough  for  her  phone  to  unlock  before  she  shifts  to  lay  next  to  the  other  girl ,  head  sharing  the  same  pillow  as  an  arm  now  drapes  over  what  was  her  old  ‘ pillow ’  .     ‘  flappy  bird ?   --   [ i  was  never  good  at  that .  i  mostly  played  temple  run ,  but  even  then  i  was  still  bad  at  it . ] ’     video  games ,  albeit  it  ‘ real ’  ones  or  mobile  games ...  not  her  forte .     ‘ [ i  did  try  league  of  legends  though ,  at  their  office .  the  robots  beat  me . ] ’