todayalive/vocalbridge’s Album Of The Year List
Below, I shall talk a bit about each album. However, due to its length, I shall include it in the Read More. I go in depth and a lot of the records have a personal backstory to why I like them as much as I do. If you’re interested in just the list, here it is:
15. American Candy - The Maine
14. Shame - Petal
13. Pale Horses - mewithoutYou
12. Afraid of Ghosts - Butch Walker
11. Painted Shut - Hop Along
10. Sprained Ankle - Julien Baker
9. Peripheral Vision - Turnover
8. No Closer To Heaven - The Wonder Years
7. Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit - Courtney Barnett
6. Milk - Better Off
5. Every Open Eye - CHVRCHES
4. E•MO•TION - Carly Rae Jepsen
3. I, No Longer - Pentimento
2. Dealer - Foxing
1. Harmlessness - The World Is A Beautiful Place and I Am No Longer Afraid To Die
Also, check out my Album Of The Year Playlist (ordered in the same manner as the actual list)
15. American Candy - The Maine
When I look for a summer record, I seek infectious hooks and a vibrant tone. The Maine brings this to the table with a side of introspection. The lyricism in this record is often times sweet on the outside, but don’t let John O'Callaghan’s pretty voice fool you, as his sarcasm boasts that he couldn’t care less for what society thinks of him. Songs like “Am I Pretty” and “My Hair” are great examples of how the album tears down stereotypical values with the message that you should do what you want, when you want to, as long as it’s positive.
“At the moment, any place I go is beautiful, because in my mind, I am miles away.”
Favorite Tracks: Am I Pretty, English Girls, Miles Away
If you’re looking for songs to listen to when the sun sets, I highly recommend this album. Kiley Lotz fronts the band with elegance, and what she brings to the table is a gorgeous mixture of soft spoken ballads and catchy, guitar driven hooks. Many of the songs are sung from the angle of intimate loss. They are about the friend or lover who gave you everything, and when they left, you felt like you could no longer see the same colors as you used to. The record guides you into love and drains it out.
“When I first heard your voice, all sound was ruined; paled in comparison. You are my greatest sin; my biggest regret.”
Favorite Tracks: Heaven, Sooner, Tommy
13. Pale Horses - mewithoutYou
When you’re met with the soundscape that this record provides, it’s often times difficult to make out what is happening. mewithoutYou brings a sound that exchanges hypnosis and destruction. When you feel a calm, prepare for the turmoil of the band to let loose. Aaron Weiss brings out a lyrical army and even today, I can’t make sense of the meaning of the words pained within the music. They remain an enigma and I hope that I continue to view them in that way. I’ve listened to this record many times throughout the months it has been out and I still don’t understand it. I gravitate towards the musical aspect of songs as opposed to being someone who favors lyrical analysis, so as the instruments twirl inside me, I’m perfectly fine with having the lyrics float in front of me as I’m left looking at it, but never really unveiling it. The scenery the band provides enthralls me and every once in a while, I dig up the ground and find one of Weiss’ poetic treasures.
“You’ll comfort your family with words like eternity and friends made in factories somewhere.”
Favorite Tracks: Rainbow Signs, Red Cow, Watermelon Ascot
12. Afraid of Ghosts - Butch Walker
At the end of last year, my taste in music took a stylistic shift. It didn’t change completely, as the sound I love still exists within my daily listens (in fact, emo solidified its place as my favorite genre and biggest influence), but my ears took comfort in the softer tones provided by Copeland’s Ixora. In the beginning of this year, I found myself taking this record under my wing, and all though I play it significantly less than I did during the nights I spent on my mother’s balcony in February, it’s a record I shall always praise. As I grow older, I have a feeling my listening habits will mold into the sound Walker has crafted in these songs. It’s an album I listen to when I need to reflect. It gives me a sense of maturity that I wish to tap into more often. One day, I’ll be sitting in my dining room, drinking some wine after a long day, with this record in the background, and everything will click. There are many tales within these songs that I’m not old enough to relate to yet, and while I’m scared to experience them, they are inevitable, and I shall have this album close by for when I need a hand to hold.
“Sunday morning: Father’s Day; the first without my dad. As I look into my little boy’s eyes, it takes all I have not to break down right in front of him when he smiles at me. You don’t become a man until you lose your dad, you see.”
Favorite Tracks: Afraid of Ghosts, Father’s Day, 21+
11. Painted Shut - Hop Along
Over the years, I’ve found myself fascinated in non-traditional sounding vocals. I love it when a voice stands out, and this year, I was captivated by the way Frances Quinlan sings. With intricate guitar riffs fiddling away in the background, Quinlan isn’t afraid to pour out her soul through her lyrics. She sings, she screams, she whispers, she wails. The tenacity she provides at the microphone works in an interesting dynamic when paired up in combination with rest of the band. All credits go to “Powerful Man”, which is far and away my favorite track of the record, as it displays everything I love about this album: Incredible musicianship throughout the entire song as Quinlan lashes out with absolute courage about a moment she witnessed in the past (ironically, the song is about how she saw a man abusing his child and she was too afraid to speak up).
“He said, ‘She’s not gonna help you.’ I just thought he looked like a powerful man.”
Favorite Tracks: Happy To See Me, Powerful Man, Well-dressed
10. Sprained Ankle - Julien Baker
If you were to ask me what my dream is, I would reply with “To play music” every single time. When I heard that Julien Baker was my age, I just had to check her out, especially after reading the praise over at Absolute Punk. I remember where I was when I put that album on for the first time. The sky was starting to get dark as I was sitting in the bus on my way home from college. Because of an incident earlier this year where I missed my stop and I had to get off at an unfamiliar place, I try to not distract myself while I’m on my way home now. With my eyes glued to the window, my ear was grabbing on to each and every song sung by Baker. The lyricism in this record is unreal. When I got home, I was left heart broken, but my heart isn’t made of glass, it’s a cocoon. After listening to the record, I picked up my guitar after a week of writer’s block and tried out chord progressions and melodies. The next day, I bought a notebook to start a new chapter of writing songs. To see Julien be able to do what she loves at such a young age is genuinely inspiring and I hope to meet her one day. It would be an honor to not only see her perform, but to hopefully tour with her if I ever get a record of my own on the shelves.
“I haven’t been taking my meds. Lock all the cabinets, send me to bed, cuz I know you’re still worried I’m gonna get scared cuz I’m alone again and I don’t like the things I see.”
Favorite Tracks: Everybody Does, Good News, Rejoice
9. Peripheral Vision - Turnover
Every year, there’s an album that doesn’t click with me until it gets colder. Peripheral Vision was in fact that record. There was always a few songs I liked off of it, but I could never listen to it front to back without feeling lost. Once I moved to Massachusetts and the warmth of the sun started to fade, the sonic atmosphere transitioned into my listening habits almost instantly. The songs rang reminiscent of my listenings in the summer, but I viewed them in a new light as I approached winter. I’m fortunate for these series of events, as that’s what the album is all about. The songs told on Peripheral Vision are about remembering vibrant relationships when the sun was out from the solitude of your room now that both of the lights of your life are gone. When a relationship concludes itself, you change. I don’t know why exactly, but you do. The other person lights aspects of yourself, puts them out when they go, and you can’t relight them anymore. They take parts of you, they leave parts of themselves in you too, but most of all, you are left with yourself, and only yourself. While it’s crucial to find confidence in your own capabilities and accept that you’re okay on your own, it’s easy to walk down memory lane and get hit by an oncoming car.
“I close my eyes, and suddenly, we were attached. You stayed with me after the moment passed. I felt you buried deep under my chest, like my lungs when I’m breathing in, and I was not myself when I opened up my eyes again.”
Favorite Tracks: Cutting My Fingers Off, Hello Euphoria, New Scream
8. No Closer To Heaven - The Wonder Years
As you age, things become distant. Friends leave you and are replaced with burden. Spare time is taken in exchange for responsibilities and a new perception of the world. There is no ultimate qualifier to pain, but throughout your life, the moments you swore hurt the most in your past pale in comparison to whatever you’re experiencing in the present. To pull from the title, this record is about watching the things in your life pass away, whether they be literal or metaphorical, and having yourself feel stuck where you are, unable to prevent the things you love from leaving you. As you age, the concept of a heaven becomes distant. It doesn’t have to be the religious term to ring true. The record talks about looking at genuine happiness and feelings of accomplishment become rattled up and barely functional once held in your hands when before, they seemed so promising and perfect. The record looks for symbols of encouragement and inspiration (such as Patsy Cline and Ernest Hemmingway), but they too have left. Everything that Dan “Soupy” Campbell sees has hints of death in it; the airbag lights, the harbors, and even the birds. When I first heard this record, I felt like there was no genuine theme, but every time I listen to it now, just like Soupy, I can’t stop thinking of death. There are songs that tell you make most of your life while you still have it (“I Don’t Like Who I Was Then” and “I Wanted So Badly To Be Brave”): listen to them and take their advice before it’s too late to try.
“Put my past self in the ground; I’ve been dancing on the grave. I’m not the person that I was then, you’re standing in the way. I was bitter, I was careless, I was nineteen and afraid, but you deserve more from me. I don’t know why I would say those things, but you deserve more than me, and I’m trying every day.”
Favorite Tracks: Cardinals, Cigarettes and Saints, I Don’t Like Who I Was Then
7. Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit - Courtney Barnett
Monotony is a bitch. A week before I heard this record, I was living in Brazil, doing the same thing every single day for an entire year. I had no sense of responsibility and because of it, the motivation to do anything productive closely followed. The week after I heard this record, I was in the US, but I wasn’t doing new things. I had just moved and I had no sense of purpose. Transportation was limited, as my Dad would be at work all day. College didn’t start until next month, and other than my god brother, I had no friends in this new town. Even staying at home was a bore, as I didn’t have internet or cable installed for a solid week. For the first time in my entire life, I would sleep to get rid of the day. I was asleep more than I was awake. I’d go to sleep at night, wake up, eat breakfast, “idle around insignificantly”, go back to sleep, wake up again, take a shower, and make my way to back to the bed. To pass the time, I would listen to this record every single day, practically on repeat. The deadpan approach that Barnett uses fit right into my lifestyle in a way that felt almost planned. The lyrics are captivating to me because they are taunted in a way that makes them appear to be meaningless. At first glance, a lot of what Barnett says can be glossed over, but the beauty of her lyricism is that if you can relate to a simplistic sentence in a song, the rest of the empty, directionless statements come flocking in to create a plethora of meanings. I’m thankful for this record as it hit me at the right time. Listening to her talk about her aimlessness made me feel a bit more at peace with my own. Fun fact: I have two chairs in my room that look just like the one on the album cover. They were the only pieces of furniture I owned during the first two weeks of moving in. Yes, I did listen to the record while sitting in them. It was my favorite way to experience it actually.
“Tell me when you’re getting bored and I’ll leave. I’m not the one who put the chain around your feet. I’m sorry for all of my insecurities, but they’re just a part of me.”
Favorite Tracks: An Illustration Of Loneliness (Sleepless In New York), Depreston, Elevator Operator
This was the first record I’ve ever purchased. I bought it off Amazon the week before the album released as an early birthday present for myself. Not only did it spark my love for collecting records (CDs and LPs alike), but I had no idea what I was getting into. I promised myself that I’d only listen to one song from the record and that song was the second song in the tracklisting, “Dresser Drawer”. It was what convinced me to embrace the record with all I had. With hints of my two favorite bands, Brand New and Jimmy Eat World, I was left dazzled and my expectations skyrocketed. I have many bands that I adore that put out records in the past, but none of those records left me hooked on anticipation as this one. I heard the single in August and I listened to it every single day until the album came out in September. Even today, four months later, my face lights up as soon as the song transitions from the opener. When the album arrived at my door step, I rushed to put it on and I didn’t leave my room for the rest of the day. The album consists of catchy alt rock (with emo and pop punk sprinkled in) pushed by Luke Granerd’s excellent vocals. His voice is so diverse that I originally thought Better Off had two singers. I put this record on today so I could write this review, as I wanted to listen to each album while writing about them as a sort of tribute to each work, and I had to resist pressing repeat once “Myself In A Pill” ended the record. The grand majority of the albums in this list are a product of the musical taste I’ve developed last year. Give those records to the fifteen year old me and I probably wouldn’t have enjoyed them. However, I have no doubts that I would’ve absolutely adored Milk in my early musical stages. It’s as if the band took everything I loved back then and drenched it with my current taste in music. The album is both nostalgic and refreshing, but no matter how you approach it, it is always satisfying.
“Cause evolved; a catalyst to be unhappy. We played the game. We all have everything but a reason for us to stay. We’re beautiful, but we’re lonely. It’s such a shame that I built you up this garden and you do nothing but complain.”
Favorite Tracks: Dresser Drawer, Myself In A Pill, Whatever I Don’t Care
5. Every Open Eye - CHVRCHES
In a scene where women go through insane amounts of sexism and are either silenced or disregarded, it’s refreshing to put on this synthpop record and be amazed on how Lauren Mayberry shows absolute dominance and confidence in her abilities. Every note is sung with certainty and let me tell you, Mayberry has a message, and she won’t put her mic down until you’ve heard everything she has to say, and then she’ll drop the microphone for emphasis as she walks away with pride. The grand theme of the record is self-worth. Every song is an anthem of independence and it’s exactly what we need out of the scene. Cut out the toxic relationships. Don’t let others question your worth. If you’re not happy, then it’s not worth it. This album is inspirational, relevant, and a battle cry of validation. Honestly, if I ever have a daughter, I’m going to try my best to get her into this record, as these are exactly the words girls should hear when they’re growing up. Sonically, this record is massive. The album demands to be blasted and sung at full force. As someone who enjoyed their first record, it’s a grand virtue to see them display mastery at what they do. Mayberry is commanding, the melodies are infectious, and the songs soar. I’d like to give an honorable mention to Martin Doherty taking the lead on the track “High Enough To Carry You Over”. With a voice like Mayberry’s, you would think that putting Doherty right after the strongest moment of the record (Clearest Blue) would make the song flop, but with the combination of his soothing, deep voice and the groovy, driving bass line in the chorus, you’re actually left with the perfect track to take a breather and ready yourself for rest of Mayberry’s energy.
“I will show restraint just like we said we should. You think I’ll apologize for things I left behind, but you got it wrong, and I’m as sane as I ever was. You talk far too much for someone so unkind. I will wipe the salt off of my skin and I’ll admit that I got it wrong, and there is grey between the lines.”
Favorite Tracks: Bury It, Clearest Blue, Leave A Trace
4. E•MO•TION - Carly Rae Jepsen
Carly Rae Jepsen is an artist I grow more and more proud of with each passing day. I follow her on every social media account you can imagine and to see her make waves with her phenomenal record this year leaves me overjoyed. Every photoshoot, video, and status update leaves me with the biggest smile. I was a fan of her first record, but althought it was catchy, it had immediate flaws. I felt like there was clear cut filler tracks and even the highlights of the record weren’t as massive as I wish they could be (even if it is home to the ever present “Call Me Maybe”). When “I Really Like You” came out, I listened to it a half a dozen times in my bed, causing tremors on the mattress as I bounced around in a sitting position. Then I listened to it a dozen times at full blast through the speakers in my living room when the rest of my family woke up. Jepsen’s naive way of songwriting sprinkled onto a carefree pop song was exactly the type of thing I needed to introduce in my life again. When E•MO•TION came out, I was blown away. I have never loved a pop record as much as this one. In fact, it isn’t just a “pop record” to me, so let me rephrase that: it’s been almost a year that I’ve been mesmerized by a record as good as this one. In fact, prior to Jepsen’s album, none of the albums that came out this year really took my attention for hostage. The records that I loved before E•MO•TION were good, but at the time, I was missing crucial, personal aspects to them (the relevence of Peripheral Vision, the maturity of Afraid Of Ghosts, and the nostalgia of Sometimes I Sit and Think). With this album, everything flashed by so fast, and while I admit that I lost a bit of interest in the release of the record right before it came out, as soon as I got around to putting it on, I’ve never had as much fun dancing around to songs in my entire life. I’m a firm believer that “Run Away With Me” is the paramount of pop songs. I’m a firm believer that E•MO•TION is everything that Carly Rae Jepsen needed it to be. Even if she continues to be viewed as a one-hit wonder, the quality of the songs in this record beg to differ, and even if the masses don’t appreciate them as much as I do, I can proudly say that Jepsen has a carved a home in my heart with this release.
“I’ll run away with you, cuz you make me feel like I could be driving you all night, and I found your lips in the street lights. I wanna be there with you.”
Favorite Tracks: Boy Problems, Making The Most Of The Night, Run Away With Me
3. I, No Longer - Pentimento
I started a big chapter in my life this year. I moved back to the US. I started college. I had and lost my first relationship. I took steps so big during these last four months that I question if I was ever the same person that I was in the beginning of the year. This year was the first time that I ever had to live on my own for an entire month, and while the rest of my family will be back this week, I felt a sense of independence and responsibility that I have never felt in my entire life. I did it: I became my own person. I have defined myself. However, it wasn’t easy. It was the farthest thing from it, actually. There were many times throughout the fall where I was so close to giving up. There were days where I wasn’t emotionally available to do everything I needed to do, but I got up and did them anyway, because who else would do them? When I, No Longer came out, I felt reassurance. Every time I listen to it, I find another lyric that I could relate to, even if I heard it dozens of times before having it click with me. When I was talking about mewithoutYou’s Pale Horses, I mentioned that I’m not one to gravitate towards lyrics. They’re usually the last thing I truly comprehend when I listen to an album. I, No Longer spinned that around. Each lyric proving to be accessible and understanding, yet so thoughtful, clever, and genuine. I’m certain there’s a song for everyone on this album. The maturity of the band is also a thing to note. They too started a big chapter this year, and while their self-titled was good, this record is transcendent. The way the songs flow so well into each other, whether they’re intentional transitions or excellent placement, is just so captivating. The first five songs of the record demonstrate a spectacular entrance. In fact, “My Solution Is In The Lake, the second song out of the release, is my song of the year, and the way it works in combination with the intro, "Small Talk For Strangers”, and how its defining chorus is reserved to a single repeat convinces me to revisit the album again in the near future every single time I hear it, and that’s only by track two. The rest of the record proves to be no slouch, but that moment alone is massive. If you check out the record, take a moment to read the band’s track by track on Absolute Punk. It really helped me connect to the record and furthered my appreciation to the songs I already loved. Cheers to the guys in Pentimento. It was a pleasure meeting you all and I can’t wait to spend a night with you guys again (Also, shout out to their Tumblr and whoever runs it. It brings a smile to my face to see the account like my posts about the band. Y'all are solid).
“Tell the truth, do you just need someone or do you need me? My eyes are barely staying open and I can’t bring myself to do anything but sleep. When did I become so reprehensible, so irresponsible? Now, when I wake up, I’m just disappointed that I did.”
Favorite Tracks: My Solution Is In The Lake, Sink or Swim, Stuck Forever
One of my favorite aspects of music is how they can paint worlds if done properly. This year, Foxing illustrated a universe. The landscape they create on Dealer are simply eloquent. The sonic scenary is simply wondrous and while it can be appreciated casually, the record won me over through its shading. When I heard the pre-release stream, I was beyond excited for Dealer to officially come out. I limited myself to only 3 listens and I rushed to The Albatross to keep me busy while I waited. When October 31st came along and Dealer was open to the public, I lost the urge to listen. I don’t know what happened. I was dazzled by the songs on the stream, but they stopped grabbing me when I had them in my hands. I put the record away and promised to give it another chance before the year ends. I bought tickets to see Foxing and TWIABP shortly after. Even if Dealer wasn’t as stellar as I hoped it would be at the time, I still wanted to see them execute the songs on stage. A week before the concert, things clicked again. It’s as if they never left. Every song came back at full force and just in time too. I played it a lot that week, but once I saw Foxing live, I just couldn’t put it down. Dealer, to me, is the definition of a grower. No matter how excited I was for it to come out, and no matter how much I liked it on my first listens, there was many aspects of it that I couldn’t even dream of understanding until I gave it time. Out of all the albums in my top five, Dealer is probably the one with the least history, because to be perfectly honest with you, its placement on the list is a recent adjustment. It’s still fresh in my ears. I’m still learning about what the record is about. I got my LP earlier this year and I am so pumped to put it on my turntable after Christmas and spin it until I truly have a firm grasp of why the record interests me now. It might be the cold, it might be my emotional state, it might be me just paying more attention. I was guilty of thinking this record was boring for a while, but it was only because I mistook the subdued explosions of the record to be concealed misfires. Every song has given me goosebumps at one point. Dealer is gorgeous.
“I replace your face with flowers; sow seed in the hem of your dress. In glowing favor you’ll bloom, so I can scatter you around the room in hopes to keep love near the places we once kept warm.”
Favorite Tracks: Glass Coughs, Night Channels, Three On A Match
1. Harmlessness - The World Is A Beautiful Place and I Am No Longer Afraid To Die
Are you capable of controling your own life? Are you willing to change? Are you ready to exist? My questions are fears that hide behind shadows, but when met with clarity, they’re harmless. The songs that connect this record are coated with fascination, if not in its lyrical content, then in the instruments that weave in and out of each piece. I feel like this record is curiosity in its purest sense. It never takes a solid form; it’s always eager to strip itself from whatever defines it and take a new form. The music shall shift multiple times per song and when the song ends, it’s likely that it’ll smoothly transition straight into the next track and extend the musical exchange even further. This is the quality that I find the most enjoyable within Harmlessness. My favorite way to listen to music is through complete, front to back album listens. I like a sense of completeness. I’m fond of coherence, and when TWIABP writes the record not song per song, but moment per moment, I’m left elated and grateful. The record flows as if there was no end to each track. It’s one of those albums for me that makes me want to distance myself from other tasks so I can immerse myself within the music. There is just so much depth to this record and it’s filled with so many intricate moments and to not give the songs your full attention at least once would be a great injustice to the art the band has created. Each song is crafted by the nine members of the band. Since TWIABP consists of an array of members, and the fact that they all play some sort of instrument, there will always be something interesting going on. There is not a single moment in this record that feels stale. While every song compliments each other, none of them feel painted over. While I am always excited to get to the next song, I’m just as fufilled living in the moment of whatever song is playing at the time. When listening to a new record, I always hope that it is written to mean something. The records that feel like its own entity, connected by its own ambience, existing as not just songs, but as art, shall always be my favorite. TWIABP wrote the albums of the year for me, not because the songs were great or the lyrics were introspective or the instrumentation was refreshing (even though Harmlessness has all of those things), but because it presents itself as a living being. The record showcases a myriad of shades, moods, and ideals. My first listens were an adventure and I never knew what to expect. Harmless taps into my sense of adventure and as someone who finds extreme value in discovery, I’m glad the band found such a grand sound within themselves. May this record be viewed as the scene classic that it deserves to be.
“We set out to make up all the mistakes of our parents and their friends. We set up a safety net, but it was above our heads.”
Favorite Tracks: I Can Be Afraid Of Anything, Rage Against The Dying Of The Light + Ra Patera Dance, You Can’t Live There Forever
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Leaked Demos 2006 - Brand New (I have such an emotional attachment to the original demos that it would’ve been unfair to include it. Also, it’s not an actual album)
Movement - All Get Out (if I allowed EPs, this would probably be in my top 10)
Studio 4 Acoustic - Tigers Jaw (Didn’t count this as a real album, but man, did it resonate with me)
To Pimp A Butterfly - Kendrick Lamar (I recognize the importance of this album and I span it a lot early in the year, but it never clicked as it just isn’t within my musical tastes)