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blog : Est. 2020.  MELANIE CAVILL. from Netflix’s Snowpiercer.

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The jackbooks were pushing everyone down towards the front end of the train, chaos erupting apparently towards the tail end. Audrey felt her stomach flip, as she stood in the quiet confinement of the night car… where was Allie? Was she safely on board yet? Her belongings were waiting in the engineer quarters and later they would all move into their new home in first.

What had Melanie’s parents been thinking? Audrey felt herself seethe with anger towards them, glad in this moment that they hadn’t chosen to come, because she would have flung them out of the train herself. Melanie had it under control – right? Everything was ok. The nerves were just a reminder that life as they knew it was no longer viable, that all those outside of this vessel would perish.

‘Don’t think about it.’ She forcefully scolded herself, trying desperately to concentrate on taking stock of the bottles that were due to go up to first once they had departed. It had taken months of arguing, convincing, anticipatory grief, and still, she knew she hadn’t come to terms with it; but she was better than where she had first started, fighting tooth and nail with Melanie.

Melanie was in the engine room now, preparing for departure along with Wilford. ‘Stop thinking – sixty-two bottles.’  

‘We have chosen to stay here, and we think Alexander will be better off with us.’ The voices echoed in her head. Audrey had looked at Melanie incredulously who also looked as if she was too stunned to speak; she never wanted to see her wife look like that again; and so the last-minute, yet well, thought out plan was to retrieve their daughter from Illinois.

“I can go and get her Mel, I will feel better knowing that I’ve got her.” No, Melanie decided on the plan and Audrey trusted it, but she wasn’t here yet. ‘We have time.’ She whispered to herself, taking a deep breath, while trying to get her breathing under control.

As Audrey placed the bottles on the trolley, the familiar voice pinged an announcement and she briefly felt a comfort in it before the words settled upon her. “All aboard, all ticketed passengers please board. Snowpiercer will depart in precisely 0 hours.” What? Brows furrowed and the anxiety that had been stewing, now began overflowing. “No.” She said, It wasn’t time. “Melanie! It’s not time.” Shouting, she glimpsed at her watch, their daughter wasn’t here. Panic, and as Audrey braced herself as to not faint from the sheer terror, the train jolted, it’s breaks loosening. “Melanie, Melanie. No! No! Allie – Where is Allie?!” Another jolt and the un-secure champagne bottles fell to the ground, smashing as gold liquid poured onto the floor.

Down train, chaos ensued in the tail, while the ticked passengers sat almost silently, an acknowledgement of what was about to come, some of those in first, celebrating. Pushing her wrist to the doors for them to give way, she made her way to the front of the train. Allie was here, she had to be here, she was just in the engine, right? Safe with Melanie. Of course, she had no idea why she was worrying so much.

When she finally made it towards first, she was stopped on going any further towards the engine room. Brows knit together - her access had been revoked? What was going on?

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If there was something Melanie wasn't good with, it was reacting out of impulsiveness. She was a woman who pondered, analyzed every situation, every pros and cons, from A to Z. It had always been her thing, Audrey's thing, to know how to act when unexpected happened, when Melanie couldn't control the situations they were stuck quickly.

Even though she had been under a lot of pressure, she had regretted her decision almost instantly. Who on Earth could sacrifice so much ? After the train started, motors raged, leaving behind the man who shouldn't live or run any survival train. But Wilford wasn't the only person they had left behind their railways. 99% of the remaining population, and that included Melanie's family. Which wasn't vey big, she'd admit that but also dear to her.

The head engineer wished she would have more time to process the incident. Because even when he mind was with her daughter and parents, she needed to control everything that was happening in parallel. She had semi-answers to everything, seeing how she had thought about it for nights, with Ben mostly, and Jinju. Just hints of a 'what if Wilford didn't board ?'. No real answers had come out of their talks, but Melanie had packed a few tools, a few books, recordings just in case. Nothing too far in the idea. But now that she did it, she needed to think more, she would cry about her own pain later.

It's been an hour now. Nothing was settled, but she was overly exhausted. Bennett had convinced her to remove all accesses before further notice. Before they knew how to handle the current situation. No one could enter the engine by now, and figure out Joseph was nowhere to be seen. No one, not even Javi.

But the truth was... she was pushing back the moment she would have to confront her wife, and explain to her she had taken the worst decision of her life. Tears kept flowing down her face without she could even notice them anymore. She had never experienced that kind of pain in her life. Her heart was broken, literally.

All of a sudden, a button flashed red on the monitors. Someone was trying to get into the engine. Melanie switched to the cameras from the laptop : Audrey. "No... No... I can't do this..." She took her head i her hands, and suffocated a sob. Bennett patted her shoulders, "I can't tell her it's not the right moment if you want," he suggested but Melanie shook her head. She pushed herself upon the desk and frowned, "Thanks".

Melanie placed her palm over the pad, scanning her DNA, and the door shut open. Audrey was standing there, agitated. Melanie crossed the distance between them, silence overwhelming her as she couldn't hear anything but emptiness. Even when Audrey hugged her, she barely moved. She closed her eyes slowly, tears coming from he puffy red eyes, and once she stepped back, she heard herr again. The engineer bit on her lip, avoiding her gaze until the last moment, "She didn't make it. I'm sorry."

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THE AMOUNT OF CHOKEHOLD THIS PHOTO HAS ON ME

Jennifer Connelly behind the scenes of the filming of Snowpiercer

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𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋 (𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆)

Deception – it felt delicious to deceive those who were overtly pretentious amongst the swish spring debutantes; though their gossip was usually titillating, Audrey couldn’t help but feel rather bored. It wasn’t too hard to recall last season, the women were of very similar looks and complexions, still obnoxious as ever, and so  she therefore had difficulty finding any who stood out (though of course many were beautiful to anybody’s standards) There was one woman however that had caught her hazel coloured eyes as she had cradled her amber liquid. Magnificently mysterious behind the gold masque, she hadn’t seen her before today and with each breath the woman took, the dress looked to becoming tighter and tighter around her until her breasts seemed fit to bust.

The woman (dressed as Sir Henry Ellis of Essex) a young cousin who travelled from overseas had followed the woman’s movements, she found it amusing, watching the men politely introduce themselves, no doubt for all intents purpose to stare at the cream coloured chest spilling from beneath the bone corset. Henry placed a thumb against his chin, stroking the false stubble before lifting a plump lip. Behind the black mask, hazel eyes never left the woman who had now been dancing with a comrade of Sir Ellis, and he was quite certain the woman could do better. Henry had almost been banking on the woman to fall into him and, as he grabbed her delicate wrists he looked at her with a smile, fingers soothing a line down her forearms to rest at the top of her gloves.

“No need to be, it was I who was at fault, are you alright madam? You almost lost your footing.” Henry didn’t let go of her arms, even when it was quite clear she could stand on her own two feet again without swaying into the crowd. “I cannot think that we have, I would recognise those beautiful green eyes if I had. My name is Henry.” Audrey hoped that the woman would not have a disappointing and ugly name such as Gertrude; it would be unfortunate for such a beautiful creature. “Would you like to catch some air? It is rather rambunctious in here and I am afraid much more excitement will put me into a stupor.”

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His hands were delicately warm, even through her long sleeved white gloves. It surprised her for a reason she ignored. It could also be because he held them for a longer time than she should have allowed him maybe. Although, she didn't remove them, no one was directly paying attention to Melanie besides a couple of men who had targeted her earlier for a dance - in which she had obliged with a lovely smile.

"Henry..." Melanie frowned, tilted her head, "Gentlemen do not seem to grasp the idea of a mascarade ball apparently..." People weren't supposed to divulge their identity that night, even if some of them of acquaintances had recognised each other. Finally, almost reluctantly she dropped his hands, readjusted the mask upon her nose. "I dare to say my eyes will be the only things you will know about me tonight Sir Henry." Did she sound rude ? Perhaps, even if it weren't her intentions in the first place, but he was already trying to lead her outside, his hands on hers... nothing had frightened her, but... he was right, they had never met and Melanie was sure she had encountered a bunch of gentlemen from the society already - at least the ones who were fairly interested in her.

Finally she took his hand out of a sudden, "Nice to meet you Henry." She didn't let go, stepped one foot closer, and plunged her emerald eyes in his hazel ones. His look was... different. Gentle. Soft. Warm, again. "So, tell me, you do not like a good party ? Or you just do not have talent for dancing ?" She added with a sly smile, took her hand back and stood by his side - he wasn't very tall compared to her. Almost the same height, but she was wearing heels. She was cheating. He wasn't towering her, their eyes met once at the same time.

For the first time, she let her eyes wander up and down his shape and outfit, "So... I cannot find an answer to my question : what is your costume tonight ? or unless you came as simply Henry, then it's remarkably on point." And then a very tall man called Bennet Knox walked over their direction, "Lord, sorry..." she swore, "Please pretend to flirt with me. Please." She turned to Henry, slightly gripped on the handkerchief attached to his vest to play with it with a smile, but she pleaded him with her puppy eyes, "We'll go outside afterwards I promise." The man arrived and looked between the two of them, and cleared his voice. "Lady-" "Mr Knox..." The man swallowed, "May I add my name on the list of your partners this evening ?" He asked politely, then Melanie sighed before turning to him, "I'm afraid I am full my dear friend. And this gentleman offered his company, didn't you? " she turned to the man simply called Henry.

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𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋 (𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆) A beat and Audrey was staring at a man, similar age to her and for a moment she felt some confusion cast against her brow but a quick surmise of his smart and proficient clothes signalled that he was a worker; an Avox perhaps? For he had not asked for her reason of being at the front door, in-fact he didn’t utter a word, except for giving the woman behind her a knowing nod. A memory briefly flashed through her mind of Salliah, the woman that had silently helped Audrey to mature into a young woman; she often thought about her. Today she was remembering the first time that she had been introduced to her. Audrey had been fearful of the woman’s tongueless mouth and had remembered hiding behind Tigris at first and would refuse to have Salliah in her room. ‘What if her tongue fell out too?’ She would ask Coriolanus, only to be met with a stern gaze and an inclination that wasn’t aimed towards coddling her. “If you misbehave, your tongue may very well fall out.” He had almost hissed, his breath stinking of a metallic smell (now she knew it to be blood) Shutting the memory out as quickly as it came, she gave a curt nod to the man. “Good evening, I was enquiring after – ah.” She was taken gently by the arm and coaxed into the hall, just beyond the door and waited politely for the man to finish writing in his notebook. “Yes, my name is Audrey, I am here to see Mel-.” She stopped talking then when she saw the other woman from across the threshold and a grin settled on her lips. “Hello.” The woman was like a moth to a flame – whatever that really meant (she had learned about it in books as a teenager) and Audrey could feel her mouth going dry. “I’m sorry I turned up un-announced, I was in the area and I wanted to see you.” That was an outright lie – she was nowhere near the neighbourhood, but she didn’t want to look as desperate as she currently felt. “I hope now isn’t too bad of a time. Really, I just came to give you something.” A flush on her cheeks caused her skin to colour a lighter pink than she already was but she remained in her proximity. “Well, truthfully you left something at mine.” There was a little twinkle in her eye now. “And I wanted to return it.” She continued before tipping forward on her toes and wrapping an arm around the woman’s neck, finally placing a deep and sensuous kiss firmly on Melanie’s lips. When she finally pulled back, almost breathless and needing a good dose of air, she hummed through her nose before lifting her eyes up to the woman. “I didn’t want to keep it all to myself you see.” A cheeky grin now and she shook her head. “No need to change, I like it.” And her fingers stroked down the material. “I came with the intention to spend time with you this evening – not everyone oogling us. Perhaps your Avox – apologise I don’t know his name, would be willing to get us something?”

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As they strode through the main room, Melanie stopped to listen to her guest. A tiny sly smile pined on the corner of her lips. “In the area huh ?” Everyone knew this neighbourhood was part of the richest one in Capitol. You didn’t come around randomly. But that was even better to know that Audrey did make efforts to see her. They had amazing sex really. Melanie already was feeling a little excited around the woman, just looking at her beautiful face, the shape of her body was very sexy. Also what enticed Melanie more that she was bright and not like anyone else she met before.

But apparently she had something belonging to the engineer. Melanie’s brows quirked with sudden interest, wondering what she could have forgotten at Audrey’s considering little she was wearing last time.

And then she closed the distance with both a sensual move and voice to capture her lips, curling a hand behind her neck with a soft sort of dominance. Melanie didn’t want to step back but even if she wanted she wouldn’t. She only felt the tip of her tongue on her lips, leaving her needy for more. When they parted Melanie found herself panting. Her nails dragged down her suit with suggestive eyes and intentions. Jaw dropping Melanie had needed a bit more time to regain consciousness. “Yeah, sure..." She frowned shaking her head, trying her best not to sound rude or anything but glad she was here, but Melanie always had a hard time not looking too awkward. Moreover she was at home, in a private place, with her intimacy surrounding them. She felt even more vulnerable now.

"I mean... yes," she added with a frank tone. "Please, I am glad you returned it tonight. I would have missed it very much. " The brunette wasn't sure how this night would end for certainty but she kind of wanted more... perhaps in any way she could, both on a spiritual and brainy level and in a more physical way. Melanie grinned, and nodded, "Allen, his name is Allen. I will let him know then." Melanie was about to turn away to ask for his help but on second thought, she glanced back at Audrey, "How would you define 'spend time' with me exactly ? Just so..." She shoved her hands in her pockets, "We're on the same wave length."

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@epiphanydrling for a bridgerton verse.

About a month, since Melanie had landed back in London. She had crossed the country for her education, provided by the one and only Mr Joseph Wilford. The man had been childless his whole life, until he met the genius gaze of Melanie Cavill. Her parents died, and then quickly the rich British had taken an interest in the ten years old girl who was staring back at him with both sadness and intelligence.

It was that night of the season, Spring had allowed all new young girls to debut as women in front of the Queen. Melanie was way too old to be considered 'young' or even the diamond of the season. Althought, Lady Whistledown had mentioned her quite a few times she was back in her illicit and gossipy papers about the ton.

Melanie was rocking a feathery golden dress, bosom covered but her shape was lovely shown. A piece of masque over her eyes tied from behind to cover her features. And to finish her signature, a tight bun in the back of her head. Some would recognize her, some wouldn't. But many did.

“This isn’t a night for truth," Melanie retorted to a gentleman she couldn't remember his name from. He was tall, handsome, and they certainly met before, but she wasn't sure she wanted to meet someone tonight for a marriage. Even though, she knew that was where it would lead her eventually if she dared to say it out loud. Kate Bridgerton was there as well, with her husband Anthony, they had become close due to their common ages. Kate had been easy to sympathize with. She wasn't like any duchess.

Another man came to ask for a dance, finally she obliged with a nod. One dance, and she was about to be back to her group of new friends, when she walked into another man she didn't think she had met before. He was handsome to say the least. "I am deeply sorry," his hands came to grab hers as she stumbled. "I... I don't believe we ever met... despite our supposedly mysterious identities," she added with a smile.

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𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋 (𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆)

A hum of contentment buzzed past her lips as Melanie said her goodbye, though it left a tingle that didn’t dissipate and likely wouldn’t dissipate until the next time she saw her. Audrey liked to believe that she was brave; that there weren’t many things that she couldn’t do but…knocking on this woman’s door was seemingly not one of them.

‘I want to see you again.’ She reminded herself of what Melanie had said several nights ago, but the contemplation that had frozen her at the door of it being to soon kept creeping into her mind. What if she was just being nice? She was sure though that she had given the woman enough ammunition to end any kind of relationship should she have wished, especially with her past. The intention wasn’t to scare her off, in fact, there wasn’t much of an intention in the first place, telling her about her life; but there was a conscious realisation that this woman’s life had been plastered up for all to see, the relationship was already unbalanced and so eventually her intention was to try and move onto equal footing – at least in the way of information about oneself went. Today would be a good indicator – if she could just cross the threshold and knock on the door, if there was a chance that there was something there between them…no pressure.

Biting on her lower lip she swayed on either foot, eyes looking either side of the corridor – ‘come on Audrey! Just knock!’ Truthfully, she felt embarrassed about herself, that she was very much a part of the problem that had caused the woman to suffer as a child; she wasn’t sure how she could get past that and so, was she being selfish by being here? Putting it upon herself to drag up a relationship she wasn’t sure the other actually wanted? ‘you think far too much, and I dislike you.’ She said to herself, brows fixing into a frown.

Audrey stood like this for several moments in silence, until an older woman approached her. “Everything alright dear? Are you looking for Melanie ? She lives here – here, she sometimes doesn’t hear the door, let me.” Audrey open and closed her mouth to push out a form of protest, but it didn’t come and she felt her heart fall into her throat; she hoped then that Melanie wasn’t going to be in, because this looked embarrassing.

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The first person to answer the door was Allen, Melanie's servant - a thirty old man who looked way younger than he looked, curly brown hair, average height, and if he weren't an Avox, Melanie would be sure he would be quite loquacious. That lackey had been sent to Melanie's way when she had started living in Capitol by Wilford's wishes. And when we say wishes, it usually sounds more like orders. However, Melanie had not been able to find out which crimes he had committed to be tongue removed.

Allen opened the door, a quick hint of confusion spread on his face when he met the stranger, although he seemed to recognise the woman behind her, then finally smiled. He gestured between himself and Audrey, one of his few way to communicate. With carefulness he and a courteous nod, he took Audrey's forearm and obliged her gently to stride in the entrance, then waved back at the neighboor to close the modern front door behind. Still with a tiny smile on his lips, he picked a notebook and wrote 'Name' to the stranger, waiting for her to display her identity.

Step foots could be heard coming from another room of the immense flat, and Melanie showed up, nearly stopping in her track when she realised who she was facing. She slowed down her pace, then placed a hand on the Avox's shoulder then murmured something in his ear. They shared a friendly look before he nodded towards Audrey and disappeared. Anyone who visited Melanie's place could see she shared a special relationship with her servants. She may be their master, she considered them like real human beings.

Melanie wasn't wearing anything fancy today, but a dark and greasy worker suit that reminded a lot of the third district suits. An old heritage from past time. Probably. But it was indeed clothes she wore when she was working home on new equipments. She felt out of place when she looked at Audrey up and down, how well dressed she was. How feminine. "Audrey, hi," she said not closing the remaining distance between them yet. She crossed her arms over her chest, "You came," she added, she loved facts. She leaned herself against the wall, her lips twitched upwards, "I didn't expect you now, I didn't receive a missive, but by all means you're more than welcome."

With the shake of her head over her shoulder, she gave Audrey a subtle order to follow her through the numerous rooms. Her flat was minimalist with a touch of antiquity. You could see many decorations about technologies or maps too. But many tiny concepts of trains around. She checked the clock, "I'm going to change for more formal clothes, then perhaps... you'd like to order something to eat ? What do you fancy ?"

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epiphanydrling·

She was ‘good’ what did that mean? It assumed that she had some other agenda here besides from whatever interaction they previously had and this troubled her a little. It may have been clear on her face that her words confused her, mostly because she felt as if she was wearing her feelings on her sleeve, which left her feeling vulnerable. “I – no, I’m not offended. I understand I just – I hope you realise that I had no expectations from you Mel.” Audrey was picking at the crusts now, worrying her bottom lip between her teeth. “I think it is important to be wary, it’s survival right? That’s how you survived all those years ago – but I do want to assure you that I expect nothing from you.” She said honestly before meeting the woman’s gaze. Audrey had a whole speech planned, but Melanie saved her from this and her statement hit her in her lower stomach. Clearing her throat she swallowed down the mixture of desire and what felt like embarrassment and felt her eyes lower briefly. Audrey felt like she wanted to cry as her eyes began to burn.  

Everything was wrong with this world and yes, Melanie was right, it was the people who made it so and she was complicit to that too. Audrey was so lost in her own thoughts that she startled a little when she felt the chase kiss against the corner of her lips and her dark lashes fluttered before looking back up at her, her hazel orbs were watery but she managed a smile; it was genuine however. “Thank-you. This is the first time that I have heard such honestly. People are so quick to cover up the truth and their feelings that don’t fit Panem’s agenda for the sake of fear or pride.” Audrey was no longer hungry, so she wrapped the piece of toast up for later; she hated wasting food when she knew how many mouths went hungry.

“Okay.” She nodded, prepared to allow the woman to leave. “I hope I will see you again sooner, rather than later – but there is no pressure either.”

It’s been hard to tell for Melanie to understand people’s intentions towards her - most of the time, they all had weird ones, taking advantage of her victor title, her fame, her skills, her beauty, her body... she had learnt the hard way and through the long years that she needed to remain wary in front of everyone. Literally. 

She wanted to believe Audrey, so when she noticed her confusion plastered on her face, it was clear that perhaps she was different, perhaps she needed a second chance on the long shot. Melanie could misinterpret her words too, as if ‘no expectations’ meant it was solely a one nightstand, just fuck a victor for the sake of fucking one, Melanie could be a wish on her bucket list. 

She sat on the edge of the bed, sliding her complete outfit up her body, stating with stockings. She was oblivious how she might have hurt the other woman, she took this previous night philosophy instead. A tiny smile hung up her lips as Audrey approached her from the bedroom’s door, “I’m honest, and you should be too. Don’t cover your intentions up, Audrey.” She hopped off the bed, gathered her few jewels that she slid along her arm, then threw her raven hair back to tie them up quickly in a less neat bun than yesterday. 

“I want to see you again, as I stated earlier.” Just because she couldn’t give her trust completely meant they couldn’t just enjoy each other, she wasn’t going to give her heart so quickly. As long as she protected herself, everything was good. However, Audrey had revealed already a lot of her job, her past. Everyone knew about Melanie anyway. All Melanie wanted right now, it was another night. 

Once with her belongings, the victor walked over Audrey to capture her lips in a deeper kiss. A sexy and erotic one. Something to give Audrey to think of for the remaining time before they’d meet again. Her tongue pushed past her lips to brush almost roughly against hers a few times before she pulled back. She grinned, emerald eyes lingering on her full scarlet lips. She slid a note pressed in between her fingers to Audrey’s but didn’t pulled away fully, “My place next time. I’m only available on evenings so far. Just show up whenever.” 

A step back, then another, her eyes didn’t manage to drift away before she reached the front door and disappeared. 

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@alcxandra imagine a hunger games verse when they pull all the victors's children to fight in an arena.

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epiphanydrling​

Audrey should have realised the impact of hearing her own words, and had she been reflecting privately, she would have also realised how cowardly she felt in both herself and within the role that was complicit in plucking children from their homes and murdering them. 

There had been many sleepless nights and as the games drew closer, she would wake up retching in anticipation, wishing that there had been a different fate, that her mother hadn’t been so ‘fortunate’ in her bid to survive; what kind of freedom did she have now whilst her mother knew nothing in her rose covered grave? 

“I wouldn’t say my intervention is significant in their fate, I think their fate had already been decided for them before they were even an idea to their parents. Audrey needed to watch herself, she felt the morbidity creeping up her throat and spilling from her mouth. “Yes, though it was by punishment that my family was taken here to the capitol and lavished upon. My mother grew up wild and free in District 12, though before that they were able to move between districts; I have limited knowledge but this I do know.” 

A small huff and her lips turned upwards, bashful. “Yes, it’s the only thing that keeps me sane for 364 days of the year. It’s a good place to forget, to pretend that the world outside isn’t terrifying.” 

But she wondered when the but was coming in, and she felt her smile drop, a small flush of embarrassment. “Oh. Yes, of course I guess it is a little early and - right now i’m going to pretend not to be offended by your comment.” She folded her arms and looked at the woman with perplexity - sure, she knew what kind of vibe she gave to people, but she wasn’t one to let it go as quickly as she had done with Melanie. 

No one could blame Melanie for being so wary - it took her fourteen years of her life until now, to perceive people's full intentions since she had been a victor. Capitol pulled strings from victors, and it had been the exact same for Melanie, especially in her younger years. Melanie remained careful with everyone, besides maybe Joseph Wilford, that guy who had pretended to adopt her, take care of her and give her a purpose out of the District for Capitol ressources.

She had felt manipulated, spied, adored, that Audrey's confession wasn't the first one she had heard. Melanie was a freak, people liked freaks. Almost an animal from a district that people liked to play with. Deep down, the woman's words resounded truly genuine to her ears - unless it was actually something she wanted to hear ? Was she blinded by her own needs ? Having a real attention from Audrey... Melanie would be willing to sacrifice a lot.

Melanie had never heard anything about... what Audrey described from District 12. Whatever happened before the war, it didn't seem to matter anymore. Should she care ? Perhaps.

"You're good..." Melanie's lips formed a smile, a bratty one. "You're very good, but I don't trust you. I mean, I can't trust you, at least not right now." Even though Audrey's lips felt genuine, it would be against everything Melanie's beliefs to give her trust away to a one nightstand, as perfect as it had been. "No need to be offended..." Her eyes trailed on Audrey's features, whom was looking back at her with intensity, "You're very desirable, Audrey. I want to believe you, so I will give you a second date." She bit the inside of her own jaw, knowing that it was sounding how so arrogant, but Melanie just wanted to protect herself. "And for the record, the world outside is not terrifying. It's the people who are terrible."

Plate of toasts empty now, Melanie looked back at Audrey, gave it a thought before leaning to set a chaste kiss on the corner of her lips. Quick, but enough to long for more. Barely stepping back, "I need to go now, thanks for breakfast," she told her, then proceeded to change into her clothes from last night. It would be hard to leave, because all of Melanie's senses were awake and ready to jump on the woman.

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𝙷𝚄𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁 𝙶𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 𝙰𝚄.    

Mela.nie C.avill.    νι¢тσя. мєηтσя. ιηνєηтσя.

Bio & such below for this verse. ready to plot & write. 

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following hunger games verses and characters because i really want to write in that verse ! come plot with me guys