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*sighs loudly* this blog is a mess.

#time to archive.#&& start anew.#brb.#{ &&. out of the woods. }

"new message" : best friend

Mason: no it's fine i just need to sleep or something

Noah: liar

Noah: give me five mins

Noah: i'll do the ole' 'going to the loo, be right back' trick

#awww yaayy haha!! :D #honestly she's such a bad person for this but also such a good person for this xD #what's wrong w/ mason? :(#{ v; original. }#{ texts; mason. }

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‹ Tell me something : have you ever believed in fate? ›

#kjjkasbjkasf #{ plot bunnies; }#if there's a loGAN OUT THERE GIMMEEE

soOooOOoo faceclaim change (permanently) to

holland roden

#{ &&. out of the woods. }

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“No, no, not dying, just, uh…” He cleared his throat, rubbing his arm awkwardly. From the looks of it, the arm that hang at his side was limp, almost lifeless. “…malfunctioning.”

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.............................

“Excuse me?”

#she thinks this is a joke *rolls eyes*#&& no prob!!#i'm sorry it took so long to reply!!!#{ v; undecided }

"new message" : best friend

Mason: /everything/

Mason: i don't wanna feel a fucking thing

Mason: im fucking tired, i just need a break. i want it to stop before i snap.

Noah: what /is/ this about dude?

Noah: im on a date rn but you're making me want to ditch the guy

Noah: ......should i ???

#dude she woULD literally be like 'bye' no warning whatsoever if it meant her friends were in trouble !!!!#{ v; original. }#{ texts; mason. }

"new message" : ---

Mason: why is everything worse at night?¿

Mason: i don't want to feel this shit

Mason: i don't want to think

Mason: i want to shut it off

Noah: ?????

Noah: shut 'what' off ?????

Noah: what's wrong ???

#bc this friendship is her rock ok.#{ v; original }#{ texts; mason. }

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“Listen, I… I need a favor.” Percy licked his lips, watching the other quietly, gaze intense. “And I need you to promise you won’t freak out about it.”

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“I...guess I promise? You don’t leave me much choice. ....You aren’t dying are you?”

#hello hello this looks interesting! :D #{ v; undecided }

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Xavier tried his best to reason with her. There was no one he was going to give up on this. Not on them. They had both put so much into this relationship to make it work for this long. “It’s not about checking up on you. I do it because I want to, because I love you, Noah. You can’t tell me you honestly want to just give this up. You can’t be serious. What about everything we did to get this far?” Xavier continued to shake his head. He wouldn’t let this happen. He couldn’t. She meant way to much to him. “You don’t mind? You don’t mind letting all of this go? What made you change your mind while I was gone? What made you think like this?” Glancing towards the window, Xavier watched her look outside to see what was going. When she gave him a look, he knew exactly what it was. “I’m sorry,” he apologized, following her. “I didn’t know they followed me here.” When he actually thought about it, he could see why she’d want to let go of what they had, but he still couldn’t imagine a life without her. “Could we just talk about this? Talk through this. Let me stay here tonight. If you wake up tomorrow morning and you still feel like we should be apart, I’ll leave.”

voidfeelinq

“Like I would ever let you go out there with those animals stalking the door,” she was muttering, pouring herself a glass of red wine. The wine had been a gift from one of her friends, someone she thoroughly felt gratitude towards because it looks as though her night is heading for disaster. “I did all the talking I wanted to do, X. I mean, there’s nothing else I can say. It’s pretty clear that we’re just...we...we weren’t meant to be in this lifetime. Maybe if I wanted to be a crazy gorgeous supermodel or if you wanted to go into teaching....maybe then our lives would make more sense. But....I teach boxing and you’re a superstar. There’s.....there’s a reason why famous people marry each other. It’s easier when the other knows what it’s like to...to be busy all the time and cancel dates and...” She doesn’t meet his eyes; her own prick with tears. “There are a lot more understanding girls out there who wouldn’t even bat an eye if you happened to miss your three-year anniversary....”

.........

Now we’ve come to the root of the problem.

#GRRR THIS IS LONG OVERDUE MY LOVE I'M SO SORRY.#but yES HERE IS THIS FOR YOU MORE ANGST :D.#{ v; beside you }

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❛ what’re you doing, you weirdo? ❜ he questions as he gives her his hands, eyebrows furrowed.

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❛ if i’m a weirdo, you’re a weirdo, ❜ she reminds him in a sing-song voice before becoming very solemn. ❛ repeat after me: i, mason payne, swear that i will make the greatest best friend that ever happened to me the best man of my wedding. and should i break this promise i’ll ---- ❜ a brief pause. ❛ ---- i’ll sing every beatles’ song until she forgives me. ❜

#this literally took LONGER THAN IT SHOULD HAVE UGH.#{ v; original }

BEST FRIEND.

❛ do you need paper documentation? i think the fact that i have no other friends best friends, at that is reassuring enough. ❜ he fails to mention his brother, mostly because he just doesn’t like him… specifically because he technically (in mason’s eyes) ruined his last marriage relationship.

❛ i s'pose that's enough -- okay, ❜ she added after another thought occurred, ❛ okay ... give me your hands and don't give me that look, mason payne. just do it. ❜

#{ v; original }

Do I want to finish the rest of tlat now that I know it hasn't been updated on centuries??????

#{ I keep trying to decide....#it's so good but like I can't quit cold turkey if I finish it and there's no update }#tlat #the life and times #jewels5 #{ out of character. }

BEST FRIEND.

❛ of course you will. well best woman, if that’s a thing ?? ❜ he actually wouldn’t have anyone else.

❛ mm no. that's not enough. -- see, the thing about you boys is that your hearts are pretty fickle, ❜ noah insisted, chewing thoughtfully on a blue Airhead (her favorite), ❛ -- i need convinced, somehow. ❜

#{ i mean.#new fc dON'T HATE ME. }#{ v; original }

HIM.

Xavier turned his head to the side, trying to figure out what just happened. All the hard work they had put into this relationship, all the patients. There was no way he was going to give up easily. “You don’t think I miss you either?” he questioned with a soft voice. “Noah, I came from the other side of the world to surprise you. I came to be with you. You can’t just throw me away like this. Please, think about what you’re saying. It’s insane.” His heart felt such a great pain that it almost made him want to bend in two. “I - I’m sorry,” he tried to apologize about the missed phone calls and the unwritten letters. “I appreciate everything you do for me. I always have, I just don’t have to time to write back or even answer the phone at times. But we came this far, we can’t just turn around now.” It wasn’t him who did anything wrong, she had doubts. But maybe he had done something wrong. All the times he failed to reach out to her after she wrote, called, or texted. He failed her. “Noah, I don’t want anyone else.” Xavier stepped into her home and shut the door before tossing the flowers on her side table. “I came back for you. It will always be you. Don’t walk out on us.”

Breathe. Keep breathing ... and ... be strong. "C'mon, X. Do you hear yourself right now? .... I don't want to be the girl you constantly have to check up on. You shouldn’t have to check in with anyone. We are too young for all of that, don’t you think? You’re gorgeous and successful and amazing in every way…” Her voice breaks. “…someday you’re going to thank me, I promise. Once you realize you don’t have to bother with me anymore, you’ll breathe easier. I…I don’t really mind...."

Shit. "What was that?" Noah moved towards the window, brushing the curtain back slightly. "Who is that?" A man with a camera. Of course. Releasing the curtain, the brunette shot her boyfriend a pointed look and moved towards the kitchen. "Forget I said anything. Stay...do whatever you want."

#{ 'course i'm feeling this ^-^#i just haven't had the best internet connect lately oops D: }#{ v; beside you }

blondie.

well, that was more information than she was prepared for. with a small smile, charlotte shrugged.

❛ i’m not terribly familiar with, uh, fuckboys but i’ll take your word for it…❜

❛ consider yourself lucky that you haven't been exposed to them, yet. i seem to be swimming in them these days, ❜ noah muttered, her tone BITTER like the cold that nipped at their noses.

❛ -- sorry, have we met before? ❜

#x. | ( v; unknown )#x. | ( convos w/ charlotte )

goof.

once his girlfriend has left their presence, mason looks around the room, noticing the mess that they’d all made. he chuckles slightly & runs his fingers through his hair, a brow rising when noah speaks. a small smile follows.

❛ i plan on it .. someday. trust me. ❜

❛ good good. -- && i'll be best man, right? ❜ oh noah.

#she's legit excited about something that won't happen probs for awhile xD.#weddings are her guilty pleaure.#she''s like ' lET ME LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH YOUR WEDDING ' lol.#x. | ( v; unknown )#x. | ( convos w/ mason )

OLD FRIEND.

he looks around for any landmarks that she’ll recognize if he describes them, but there aren’t any — only the various playground apparatuses, swinging in the night breeze. he speaks in a low voice, not wanting to break the silence of the night — or draw any attention to the fact that he’s on the brink of tears. ❝ i dunno — i’m — i’m just outside. i’m at a park. i don’t know where else i can go. ❞

he doesn’t even have to tell her, she already

knows. delano is a sensitive guy ; sensitive

enough to RUN the first chance he gets after

learning of this betrayal, at least. && as she

(sleepily) moves from the bed to the kitchen,

noah retorts, ❛ look, i KNOW there’s a lot of

history with us…. ❜ pauses ; takes a D E E P

breath. ❛ come HERE, del. please. ❜

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