There is a small laugh from her. It is a rumble, a low & dark sound. Somewhere in the Universe, there is a star cluster dying to that sound, that deep & unfathomable awful sound. Boiling shadows drag behind her as she walks behind him, they cling to the fabric of her long robes that touch the ground. Her hand touches his as though to reassure him that he need not to worry about her. ❝ My designs stretch across millennia & eons. I rest often. I rest when I want to dream, which is also often. ❞
A lonely world, made for a lonely boy. She knows how he came into being, how the Void chose him & gutted him, made him a hollow, made him a husk. It made him a house to hold all its emptiness. They all had to suffer at one point, those who are blessed & he is blessed.
❝ I hear the songs of stars, their last screams as they explode or when their own gravity crushes them, the last melodies they ever utter when I eat them. ❞ She tells him this as they look out at the visions of the cosmos the Void gives. The Milky Way is her capital. Soon she will acquire Andromeda. It will be a beautiful conquest, civilization facing their destiny, organic life understanding its ultimate fate: to be harvested. Talons idly trace the bones in his wrist. He says he can’t imagine all the noises she injects into people’s heads or the dark chatter of her machines, it makes her smile even more. ❝ Ah, the only thing I sacrifice is time. It is a sacrifice I am willing to make. So long as there are no more of these long absences. ❞
“But that doesn’t sound right, does it?” he asks. “People dream of greedy coin and wretched love, of power even gods would gladly die for. They spend their nights in the comfort of impossibilities, but you’re too busy chasing futures, aren’t you, grand Mashiach?”
It’s curious, the nature of these two horrors. How could nightmares look so different?
The Void God lives to his name: he is lifeless in many ways, a troubling omen that inspires wars of faith. His followers had grown mad from the songs of his world, and those that despised him slew them by the dozen. He is empty, light withered and snuffed, but she still burns bright. Be it the glow from the fire in her belly, or the brilliance of imploding stars, the death of a universe simply adds to her radiance. But The Outsider is no emperor, and over four-thousand years in age, he’s seen all there is to see… How kind to think him so blessed.
She is the first that walks beside him, not for his blessings or secrets, and not for some vain attempt at deicide. Ariel draws circles in his wrists, and he accepts it as they watch jagged earth and rocks come together in an imitation of her empire. It is vast, even here. “I’m never far,” he says in something akin to poetic comfort. It’d make a sane man sick. “You can chase me on those nights when you’ve finally laid your head to rest, or find me in the most abandoned corners of your universe.” Yes, his shrines are now so few. “The years have gone, and with it, the incessant pleas of the desperate all vying for my attention.” Oh well. “If you call my name, I may just hear it.” And he’ll come. Always.