cheater cheater pumpk1n eater.

[ vent blog for stonermadoka. ] [ nothing is known IC unless stated! ]

[vol1tat1on]

why do y’all care so much about what others th1nk? 1 mean, l1ke, just don’t go outs1de lmao... 

[vol1tat1on]

roll1ng my eyes, tbh...

[vol1tat1on]

nobody not1ced 1 changed my earr1ngs for the second t1me 1n months...

[vol1tat1on]

never thought 1′d actually be the one w1sh1ng to get 1nv1ted to part1es, d*mn. 

[vol1tat1on]

y’know, would’a been n1ce.

[vol1tat1on]

1 mean, 1 know you’re try1ng to be helpful, or whatever... but god, sh*t. y’all don’t come off as compass1onate. ya come off as condescend1ng. 

[vol1tat1on]

l1fe 1s good.

[vol1tat1on]

1 just really feel l1ke fl1rt1ng...

[vol1tat1on]

wow... 1 really am 1ndec1pherable. hah, sh*t. the ent1re t1me he thought 1 was somebody else. 

[vol1tat1on]

there used to be a t1me where 1 would’ve been scared to try anyth1ng harder than, well, y’know... 

[vol1tat1on]

1′m not a bad guy... 1′m not...

[vol1tat1on]

... am 1 really THAT dumb?

[vol1tat1on]

y’know, 1 st1ll don’t get the whole th1ng w1th ‘don’t break her heart’, or whatever...

breakups happen all the t1me. 1t’s part of l1fe... noth1ng lasts forever. why can’t we just accept that, rather than hunt1ng down somebody who real1zed they weren’t happy 1n a relat1onsh1p? 

1 guess 1f they were cheat1ng or someth1ng, yeah... but otherw1se? sh*t happens, man. 1t’s nobody’s fault.

[vol1tat1on]

just wanna be fr1ends w1th every damara...

but 1 can’t. can’t hug every damara... 

[vol1tat1on]

1 never wanted to be l1ke that guy...

1 wanted to be my own person. 1 don’t even have strong feel1ngs about hemo1sm or w/e! 1 don’t g1ve a sh*t, most of the t1me! unless 1t’s a1med at me, wh1ch 1sn’t cool... 1 can make fr1ends w1th just about anybody. 

[vol1tat1on]

used to love plant1ng smooches on everybody... and they were pretty okay w1th 1t!

now 1t seems l1ke 1 gotta watch what 1 say or do around ANYBODY... so 1t doesn’t get taken the wrong way.

[vol1tat1on]

1′ve got l1ke, 5 people angl1ng for a taste at someth1ng... paler.

and then there’s st1ll the 1ssue of...