Ahhh, well there isn’t really a way to apologize here, so, I’ll skip that for now and get down to the talkin’ so, click the readmore.
It’s been a bit yeah, been a lil while, not long but probably for internet-terms it has been. I think I needed to drop off a little while from here just to get some time back. I’ve been pretty much diverted to my work schedule and spending most of the time at a cheap fastfood job 2 miles away, walking most days recently but the excercise and fresh air is good, right? Anyway, it’s been mostly a little this-and-that, and other stuff, nothing important and nothing critical or concerning, just what life is. Think of it like a uhm, unexpected hiatus. No worries.
Woof! I’ll get to that, too, and I am sorry to those who were waiting on me for art or if I owed you something. Here’s the thing.
I think, for a little while, I don’t want to be thought of as an artist.
I just wanna blog normally and get back to the fun chatting I had with a lot of nice people. Which, I sort of started to think I couldn’t do that, and always figured “hey I don’t deserve that attention if I ain’t doin nothin for it!” yknow? Like, I had to have some decorative art-offering to even say hello to someone. I really enjoy art, and the nice styles you can find and how things flow and the simple clean stuff that gets you staring at it for so long and what you feel from it and all that great mess; but after spending a month mostly looking and taking things in-- away from here-- maybe I need a break from the stressy high-dime orders for what to draw? I mean, probably? I lost interest in that stuff and would like time to improve on my own. If I did promise to draw you something before, of course I still will, and it would help if you would just send me an ask saying what I owe you. If it was a commission I didn’t finish (even if we barely discussed it), consider it !Free of Charge! now. Prizes, requests, tell me whatever you want and I’ll get it when I can. Otherwise, I’m gonna just shut that art stuff down a little bit, just for a while, not too long.
So! Sorry for being kind of a really bad guy, and dropping off from here, and uhh sort of not answering messages (or even logging in at all). Commissions are CLOSED and Art is on Pause for now.
I think I am, surprised that I came back to some really, really really nice messages...! I was honestly terrified of being gone too long and expecting spite or malice, but it was either just good vibes or not worrying which is pretty cool and I don’t really deserve that but hey there it is. I didn’t expect so much positivity, but it’s a nice welcoming. Thanks for being such a good person c: To the very important close people in mind, you’re great and you are doing so good.
Well, I’m gone tomorrow for work and such but I will try to get back into town around here and catch up later.
I have so many posts and things I missed, but most importantly are you cool cats that I wanna get to talking to again. Okay?
