failed hullabaloo.

[   ...   ]   THIS IS THE STORY OF HOW I DIED.

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independent  and  private  rose  tyler  ,  doctor  who. 

IMPORTANT  LINKS :

carrd  ,  rules  +  verses. self  promo  ,  pls  support  my  career.

OTHER  PLACES  TO  FIND  ASTRA :

@livevl​  ,  mal  of  disney’s  descendants  (  low  activity ) @redsfur​  ,  ruby  lucas  of  once  upon  a  time  (  low  activity  ) @fatesewn​  ,  multi  muse  (  low  activity  )

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waves.

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i’m just really fucking happy

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victoria,​

“ – Oh come on, what do you have against hooks? Don’t you know it’s suppose to be a pirate’s life every single day?”

“  nothin’ !   just   not   a   fan   of   ‘em.  ”

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amy,​

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❛ oi —- ! & just where d’you think you’re goin’ with that ?? ❜

“  would   y’   believe   ;   poppin’   out   for   a   quick   stroll ?  ”

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i genuinely just do not have the Heart at the current moment to attempt writing. i’ll be on disco / on my personal if anyone wants to chat and things. but that’s all i’ve got spoons for today.

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nick,

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❝ done my time and served my sentence. ❞

“  what’d   you   do ?  ”

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CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. for when the person you’re trying to care for insists they don’t need your help.

“at least let me clean the wound!” “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.” “i really think you need to see a doctor.” “i made you some soup, and i’m going to sit here until you eat it. i can wait.” “your feelings matter too! i can’t help you if i don’t even know what’s making you upset!” “..i’m here if you need anything, okay?” “stop trying to push yourself! you can’t do this on your own!” “listen, i know you don’t want to, but.. maybe you should rest for a while. you’re not going to get anywhere like this.” “i’ll make you a deal: i’ll just get you some bandages, and nothing else, and you stop making a fuss over it.” “how long has it last been since you slept?” “have you even been taking your medicine?” “i know you think you have to get through this by yourself, but you have people here to help you.” “let me take care of you, for once.” “you’re gonna hurt yourself even more if you do stupid things like that!” “i hate to break it to you, but you’re not supposed to do any strenuous physical activity for the next couple weeks, and if i have to personally make sure you don’t every waking hour of the day then i’m fully prepared to do that.” “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.” “stop trying to act like you’re not bleeding out in front of me!! this is serious!” “listen, asshole. i’m gonna carry you home whether you like it or not. you’re not in any condition to get there yourself.” “oh my god, why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?!”

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POETRY PROMPTS

quotes from Radiant Souls by Lenee H.  “  you’ll see there is one thing they’re scared of and it’s love   ” “  i don’t need to be a hero,  but perhaps i’ll learn to be heroic  ”  “  maybe, all we are is broken  ” “  my body longs to touch yours,  the same way your soul has touched mine  ” “  let me fix you,  so you can heal me  ” “ you shoulders were not meant to bear such overwhelming weights  ” “  your bones were never meant to nearly crack with crushing burdens  ” “  your heart was never meant to bleed for anyone other than yourself  ” “  i could spend forever in their arms  ” “  i love you because you are as broken as i  ” “  we are two tragedies,  stories that are destined to end apart  ” “  he sought to destroy her simply because she was not pliable to his hands  ” “  i wish you to know you are my world and my every dream  ” “  i knew you were the one for me, not from a rush of emotion in your presence, but from the overwhelming ache brought by your absence  ” “  be gentle with this heart, for it is the only one i have  ” “  let me be consumed by pain or pleasure, let me feel again  ” “  you were not brought into this world just to minimize your presence in it  ” “  i have not yet found the solution to break this spell you have cast upon me  ” “  this silence which lies between us is an overwhelming suffocation  ” “  not a drop of water on their skin and yet they are drowning  ” “  she was not made of fragile things  ” “  when will it be enough?  ” “  you are like a burst of light in a shadowed room  ” “  warriors are not born they are made, and so are broken souls  ” “  all that is left of us will be memories  ” “  the greatest thing i could create is whatever our fingers make together  ” “  there is a loneliness rooted in my soul  ” “  all i wish is to memorize your skin  ” “  what they did to you, is not you  ” “  i knew they were not good for me and i knew i was not a fit for them and maybe that is why we wanted each other a little too much  ” “  lift your hands and touch my heart, maybe you can make it start  ” “  let me fill the pages of your book with nothing but happy endings  ” “  falling is the easy part  ” “  i think i simply am too hard to love  ” “  i think the blood flow in my veins is filled with traces of you.  i wonder if i cut open this skin, will a piece of you pour out?  ” “  i wish their eyes did not hold so much sadness i cannot touch  ” “  i am in a state of unbecoming  ” “  i am a temple with a forsaken religion  ” “  i think of you when the sun sets, i long for you when the sun rises  ” “  i can’t grow if i try to keep my flowers hidden in the shadows  ” “  curl up beside me and breathe deep, i’ll keep the nightmares away, love  ” “  i’ll keep you warm until the sun returns  ” “  the universe whispered for me to let go  ” “  loving you is a like a bruise  ” “  the stars do not tell you where to go, only how to get there ” “  who were you before the world laid the shadow of grief at your feet?  ”  “  darling, i hope you know the tide would reverse before i could ever dream of giving up on you  ” “  how long must i wait for a hand to touch me, without leaving more scars in its wake  ” “  i will not wait for a sign to tell myself i can grow  ” “  every time a thought of you comes drifting along to me, i wonder if a remembrance of myself comes floating to you  ” “ so many will come to you for life, willing to draw upon that warmth in your soul. they will glean from your generosity until you are cold  ” “  do not let others take the chains which you have already melted, and try to reshape them into bindings to trap you within their hold again  ” “  tell me what you dream of  ” “ tell me what you dream of, for all that ever fills my mind is her/him/them  ” “  i am alive and some days i think that must be enough for me  ” “

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cassandra​,

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❝ excuse me if i seem a little unimpressed with this. ❞

“  blimey.   loads   of   fun   you   are.  ”

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“  well   then ,   you’ll   ‘ave   to   shoot   me ,   if   necessary ,   so   what’s   it   going   to   be ?  ”

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doctor​,

𝐁𝐄𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓   𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒,   flowing   neon   between   the   tiers   of   his   skin   ;   the   margins   of   his   expression   recalibrated   to   accommodate   his   shock   ( 𝘩𝘦   𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴   𝘯𝘰   𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵   𝘵𝘰   𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘬   𝘪𝘵,   𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘥   𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨   𝘪𝘵   𝘵𝘰   𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩   𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘺,   𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨   𝘪𝘯   𝘵𝘩𝘦   𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨   𝘰𝘧   𝘩𝘪𝘴   𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘸   &   𝘵𝘩𝘦   𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘶𝘮𝘯   𝘰𝘧   𝘩𝘪𝘴   𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦.   𝘢   𝘬𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘤   𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺   𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵   𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘴   𝘢𝘴   𝘩𝘦   𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴   𝘢   𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦   𝘧𝘢𝘳   𝘵𝘰𝘰   𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘳   𝘧𝘰𝘳   𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 ).   ❛ There   are.   Or   at   least          there   should   be. ❜   Mouth   slack   &   brows   knotting,   he   reaches   inside   his   jacket   then,   fishing   out   the   screwdriver   tucked   away   there.   ❛ I   don't          I   don’t   understand.   Because   you’re   right,   he   can’t   be   here.   This   shouldn’t   be   possible,   not   without   causing   a   rip   in   the   fabric   of   reality   &   that   would   be   bad.   Really   bad.   Really,   very   bad. ❜

worry   —   emotion   well   worn   across   frozen   features.              there   are   years   of   concern   etched   into   flesh   that   stretched   beyond   her   years.   it   hadn’t   taken   long   to   learn   to   worry   about   him.            from   the   first   day ,   oh   so   long   ago ,   it   had   been   present   in   her   chest.                 in   the   moments   when   he   tips   towards   the   edge   of   reckless.    “  bit   of   a   problem ,   yeah ?  ”    experience   between   them   (   adventures   by   the   thousand   now ,   at   least   ) ,              she   knows   when   he   needs   an   anchor.   the   grounding   to   whatever   dirt   sits   beneath   their   feet.            a   level   head   when   anxiety   buzzes   without   control.     she’s   the   voice   of   reason ;      despite   how   hard   it’s   been   when   the   universe   continues   to   throw   surprises   at   them.    “  could   always   get   back   in   the   tardis.   get   out   of’ve   ‘ere   before   the   world   rips   in   half.  ”

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harley,

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❝ yer heart’s too big for your body. ❞

“  so ?                  why   do   y’   say   it   like   it’s   a   bad   thing ?  ”

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“  that’s   more   like   it ,   bit   of   a   smile !  ”

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“  and   what   about   you ?   what’re   you   goin’   do   next ?  ”