I wish people would just see my heart, and that they’d know I always have the best intentions. very often I make mistakes, and I won’t deny that. I mess up…. a lot, and sometimes I hurt people’s feelings. but I genuinely do care about everyone & everything, even the things nobody else seems to think about. sometimes I care so deeply it hurts me, because I feel helpless as if there’s nothing I can do to make it better. and I really wanna make things better, more than anything. oftentimes I feel like all people ever see are my mistakes or the bad in me and it’s so incredibly disheartening because most of my days are spend just trying to be a better person, trying to help someone or make a situation better. it’s so hard to have a good heart because even the people you’re closest too will forget that, or spend their time trying to make you feel like you don’t. sometimes I wonder if I’m the only one that ever feels like this.
