Vurge

[vurgecacti]

Hiiiii ♡

Im Cactus or Vurge!

Afab + Demi-Girl

Age: 16

Some of my interests include:

☆ Hoyoverse, Anime (HxH, JJk, Kny, Kamisama Kiss, Ouran High School Host Club), Animals, Castelvania, Jewlery making, Science, Writing, Reading, Crafts, Clothes, Psychology, Criminal Law and Murder Cases, Horror Movies, Religion + Myths and The Paranormal.

♡ About me ♡

I am generally a passively and soft obsessive person. I would prefer to be the punching bag rather than the one doing it. At the same time, I dont ever want you to leave, and may react out of the "norm" to someone leaving or pulling away. I tend to be clingy, need attention and love spending quality time together! Anything is everything! ☆☆☆

I deal with Hypersomnia, OCD, an ED, PTSD, anxiety and all of the lovely inbetweens.

I obsess over objects as well, blankets and items, stuffed animals. Especially anything given to me by my obsession. The ideal would be sitting with the person, while under a blanket and cuddling!! Maybe having matching plushies?

Taken Anons:

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Tags so far:

#Medicallydedicated - Anything about obsessing over someone or something, or the thought of someone.

My General DNI'S Are Below. Thank you for interacting! I hope you have a great day! (*^▽^)/★*☆♪

Please do not harass me for any pictures, its rude, crosses boundaries and really makes it harder for me to trust you.

If you are a biggot in anyway, this blog isnt for you!

If you like hurting animals, please stay far away. If you have a taxidermy or hobby that relates to already dead animals, please just keep the images away from me. This includes beastiality, animals cannot consent and therefore anything pertaining to straight up beastiality is harm.

Porn blogs or straight up NSFW blogs please DNI, similarly, any accounts, whether bot or not, will simply be ignored or blocked if only interested in such things upon contact.

Lastly, I have a tendency to stalk people's blogs quite often and just go through all their posts. Unless I do this for you constantly/regularly and I am following you or in contact with you, it probably doesn't mean anything, I just simply like your posts or can relate to them. Please dont take this as any sort of advance romantically, especially if you have a partner! I am not that kind of person and would never cross already established boundaries, especially without knowing someone. If you would like to be friends or in contact, I am open and welcome to all possibilities!

[purelyangellic]

Small inconveniences r enough 2 make me genuinely consider just killing myself. I can’t focus on studying and I’m getting frustrated and obviously the next thought after that is “what if i just od on adderall so I can skip this exam lol”

[dailycatsblog]

[vurgecacti]

[vurgecacti]

Stuck between

Oh my god I love them so much, I would do anything. I dont care if no one understands, they understand. I want them to harm me and make me theirs.

And

Fuck... im such a disgusting incel degenerate that no one will ever love. I should never speak to anyone again. Im not a victim, I let this happen to me.

[petalgrave]

i want to carve someones name into my skin and send them the pictures of it

[stlkkr]

you don’t have to suppress your feelings. tell me everything. show me everything. i want to see how crazy you are over me.

[vurgecacti]

Someone making something for you is such a high form of love and endearment. Like yes its nice to buy each other things, but oh you made me a drawing that you spent forever on? Or you baked me something? You're saying you thought about me and only me the whole time you made it?

[vurgecacti]

Born to grow old and be eaten by ten cats when I pass away.

Forced to feel like a long life species having a short life companion/child because parents shouldn't live longer than their children and my dog is my child. I dont know how I'll do it yet, but when she dies I might as well go with her. She's been the only thing stopping me. But for now she's just on my lap looking at me like the only important thing in the world is being a freeloading cuddle blanket hoarding food monster. And in reality, that is the only really important thing.

[vurgecacti]

@on-uh-mon-uh-pee-uh

Here is the plush I was supposed to show you!

He is actually a backpack too! Apparently he comes in a lot of different colors, but this is the color I got. He was downtown in a shop I like where I live and I just couldn't resist!!! He makes me think of a skull animal!!

This picture is on some person online so he looks a little scrunched but he is actually pretty fat and snugglable in person!

[dearlytako]

do you ever want to talk about something that you're struggling with but you don't know how to word it so you just stare at your screen for 10 minutes straight

[red083749937]

When I have to wait for you, I feel like a pet a dog waiting for its owner to come back.

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[decreesofroyalty]

boyfriend that kidnaps me and keeps me all to himself for the rest of my life when ?

boyfriend that never lets me leave even when i'm sad or upset when ?

boyfriend that hits me just to see the bruises blooming from my skin when ?

boyfriend that's obsessed with me when ?

[vurgecacti]

Im so tired and I like my new plushie

[vurgecacti]

[vurgecacti]

Ohh I saw your ask reblog! 02, 07, 08, 101, 105, and 201!!

Ehehehe yayyyyy asks !!! I love asks they make me so happy!

002: What's a song that makes you think of obsession?

♡ - ooh I love this question! I think the song Christmas Kids by Roar

007: If you knew you'd meet the love of your life tommorow, what would you do?

♡ - I honestly don't know! If I knew who it was I would try to learn about what they like and make them all sorts of presents including sweets, jewlery, cards and just gifts!

008: Do you remember when you first experienced obsession?

♡ - Yes, both platonically and somewhat romantically.

101 : Make a Picrew of what you look like IRL

♡ - This one was the one in the link and super cute so here it is!

105: Take this attachment style quiz and post your results

♡ - I forgot to take a screenshot but I got Avoidant on edge. I read the description and it was basically I want a close relationship and intimacy but im also scared and have a hard time trusting people. This is definitley true!

201: I hope that I'm your favorite mutual.

♡ - hmm lemme think.....

OF COURSE YOU ARE CUTIE PATOOTIE PIE.

[fangs4ever]

Yandere Ask Game – Mint Chip Themed

➼ 15 questions, 5 extras, and 8 statements, all colored in a lovely mint green with rich chocolatey accents. Enjoy!

· ୨ Questions ୧ ·

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 001 」 Do you enjoy being cruel to your darling or does it make you feel guilty?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 002 」 What's a song that makes you think of obsession?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 003 」 Do you dream frequently? If so, what do you dream about?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 004 」 Would you enjoy secretly photographing your darling?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 005 」 Is your obsession exclusively romantic?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 006 」 Do you trust people easily?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 007 」 If you knew you'd meet the love of your life tomorrow, what would you do?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 008 」 Do you remember when you first experienced obsession?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 009 」 Would you want to spend every waking moment with your darling?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 010 」 Do you ever talk to yourself?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 011 」 What's the simplest way to make you happy?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 012 」 Do you want your obsession to get better or worse?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 013 」 What's your worst obsessive habit?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 014 」 Do you think that your ideal darling exists in reality?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 015 」 Do you consider your obsession akin to a religion?

· ୨ Extras ୧ ·

⋆｡˚ ❥ 「 101 」 Make a picrew of what you look like irl.

⋆｡˚ ❥ 「 102 」 Take this dnd alignment test and post your result.

⋆｡˚ ❥ 「 103 」 Post the last photo from your camera roll.

⋆｡˚ ❥ 「 104 」 Describe your obsession with one picture.

⋆｡˚ ❥ 「 105 」 Take this attachment style test and post your result.

· ୨ Statements ୧ ·

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 201 」 I hope that I'm your favorite mutual.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 202 」 I'd like to dig into your mind and uncover your secrets.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 203 」 You frighten me more than I'd like to admit... but I like it.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 204 」 I think I'd die of happiness if you ever smiled at me.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 205 」 If you hear noise outside your window tonight, don't worry! That's just me watching you.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 206 」 I wish I was locked up in your basement right now.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 207 」 I think you'd look best with handcuffs tightly clasped around your wrists.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 208 」 I'd do anything to have the honor of cutting you open.