Thrice-Cursed Blade

"Were they supposed to explode? Because they exploded." The Elder Scrolls RP blog. May contain triggering content.

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[Dunno if anyone really pays mind to this blog anymore (except you, yes I know you have! HAII!!) but I've been working on getting my shit set up for rping again since...I actually have time and I miss it. Currently only the WOD werewolf boys are in my noggin but J'hasi may start to come out once I start playing the proper video games again.]

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[Gonna have to do a huge Skyrim binge to figure out plot stuff but the bare bones basic framework of...a mini-plot? Smthn like that? Is figured out.

Looks like Trond will get to experience the Grey Fox 3E 433 edition after all lmao]

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Time In A Bottle - Jim Croce

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[GHGHGGH HAI YES I AM WORKING ON THE FUZZY IDIOT AGAIN

Working on some events that should help me write him again bc the constant hair trigger anxiety aggravated my own, though him getting a little bit of cockiness back from being a freelance thief/pissing off the Thieves Guild might be just what he needs. And sleep. I just remember Dust’s tea rp thing and Dal and J’hasi just about to get a bit more personal and something something Rill’s sick of J’hasi’s tendency to fuck up his magic and freeze himself to a wall or smthn, maybe something with the Silver Hand because I hardly see anyone mention those assholes anymore lmao]

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[Started playing Morrowind again after how goddamn long and J’hasi just peeks out from under a stack of papers like ‘play?’]

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[Happy New Year! :D]

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[Eyo!

So irl has been crazy, but if you have any rps with me I haven’t replied to, shoot me an ask or reply to this post! I’m going to do this for each of my blogs, but I’m also going through the activity so I can at least save the drafts I have to do when I get back to them, I just don’t want to miss anyone just in case Tumblr is rude and doesn’t tell me I got a reblog from a rp!

Love y’all, and I’ll be back as soon as I can! <3]

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[Sorry for up and vanishing, I’m at my werewolf boys’ blog right now, but I know I’ll eventually come back to J’hasi. I always do.

If it’s my turn on a RP with you, just reply to this post and I can mark those in my drafts to work on when J’hasi comes back.]

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Personality Alignment Meme

See how stupid/horny/feral/clown/cursed/baby-like your muse is!

Repost please, don’t reblog!

Tagging: whoever tbh, I just wanted to contribute to the meme pool

[J’hasi confirmed as a literal feral baby, although the horny bit makes me wonder lmao]

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Personality Alignment Meme

See how stupid/horny/feral/clown/cursed/baby-like your muse is!

Repost please, don’t reblog!

Tagging: whoever tbh, I just wanted to contribute to the meme pool

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boarchasers replied to your post : boarchasers replied to your post : 18. Has being a...

((I am a member of the Grammar Police. I have a reputation to uphold. I have brought dishonour upon my family.))

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boarchasers replied to your post : 18. Has being a werebeast generally effected your...

((I didn’t notice the grammar mistake until now. Shame on me! Shame!))

[IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT LMAO IT’S WHOEVER MADE UP THE MEME!

Also like........I never noticed until I was proofreading the last time through, so you’re not alone lmao]

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18. Has being a werebeast generally effected your moral system in any way?

“Not…really? I’ve been eating people long before I was bit, just…not so often and not nearly so much. I only scavenge off those that are already dead in a pinch, and usually I get my fill from bandits and what have you on the roads. With the war going on…it’s nearly impossible for m-…my wolf to go hungry.” He fiddled with the edges of his bandages.

“Other stuff…I don’t know. I’ve been a werewolf for so long, I’ve spent more of my life as one than…normal. I don’t go around starting fights without cause, and largely I stay out of trouble with the law. But I’ve always been like that. Eh…” J’hasi rubbed the back of his head.

“Well, I was more…vocal…back then. But at the time it felt necessary. I was a hotheaded kid who grew up in bad situations. Took me a while before I mellowed out.”

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14. How you deal with the side-effects of your beast side (sensitivity to silver, herbs, insomnia, etc.)?

“…avoid them?” J’hasi sighed, rubbing at his jaw.

“I’ve got an alchemist in Skyrim working on something to help me with the sleep thing, and I’m careful around wolfsbane. It’s more painful than deadly if you’re just touching it, I more worry about it getting in my eyes or my mouth or something. I’m not too keen on finding out what it does to my insides, after reading up on it…it doesn’t sound pretty. But…it’s also poisonous to people, so I usually don’t have a problem with it unless it’s used in potions or I run into a patch while traveling or hunting.” He shrugged.

“It’s sort of the same with silver, at least for me. I’ve known some weres that just touching silver burns them, while for me, it has to touch the inside of a wound or cause one before it burns. Handling it doesn’t usually make me nervous…unless it’s sharp.”

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2. How do you feel after a transformation?

The Khajiit rubbed the back of his neck, looking away with a mildly-uncomfortable look on his face.

“It…kinda depends on why I’m shifting. If it’s to protect myself, I’m usually trying to not outright panic and lose control. It hurts like hell to shift, and that feeling doesn’t really go away for the first few moments after you completely shift. It hurts way worse when you’re still new to shifting, but it never really gets comfortable enough to consider it not painful.” J’hasi rubbed at his ribcage as if the ache was present even now.

“When it’s for hunting or long-distance travel through empty wilderness… Well, it still hurts.” He made a face, ears flicking back.

“But I don’t have to worry so much about losing control. It’s just me and the ‘wolf, running, hunting… Neither of us is really fighting the other. It’s probably the only time we aren’t at odds.” The Khajiit grimaced a bit more.

“That…sounds really weird to say, but…it’s the best I can describe it.” He sighed.

“Full moon shifts are…always like shifting for the first time. Painful, often bloody, and when the ‘wolf drags you under…you have no idea what you’ll come back to.” He swallowed.

“That fear…that never goes away…”

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3. If you could jump back through time to save a loved one’s life, would you? Despite what it might to do the timeline? To everyone else? Do you believe it is their fate to die regardless?

“If he’d change the timeline, it would only be for the better.” he snapped. The Khajiit’s muzzle was wrinkled, ears flicked back and his tail swishing sharply behind him. Yet if one looked past that, they’d see the pain lingering deep in his eyes, contrasting with the sharpness of his voice.

“He didn’t deserve to die like that, and the idea of ‘fate’ is just something people take comfort in when they’re complacent with their lives, or an excuse for shoving a burden onto someone else. We’re in charge of our own lives, anyone who says different is selling something.” J’hasi was trembling slightly, his hands flexing out of the curl he’d taken unconsciously, his breathing slowly...slowly...returning to normal. His voice went quiet.

“I would save him in a heartbeat. He was a good kid, a good friend... He at least deserved the chance to go back home to his family.”

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32. If you could choose to remove certain feelings such as anger, confusion, sadness, would you remove them?

J’hasi’s ears flicked back, his mouth a firm line as he debated the question uncomfortably for a few moments. He sighed, rubbing his jaw before his hand slid to the back of his neck instead.

“Confusion…maybe? I’m not sure feeling nothing at points that I would normally feel confused would be that much better. I’d…have to know what I would feel instead for that one. Sadness, I guess the same? Like being sad about small things doesn’t bother me, it’s…it’s the bottomless sad that I get that I’d like to be rid of. It sucks everything out of me and what’s left…isn’t what I’m too fond of…” The Khajiit shook his head as if to dismiss the thought quickly before moving to the next.

“I wouldn’t get rid of anger. There’s a lot in this world that anger is a justified response, and in times it’s saved my life, so no. I wouldn’t.”