I feel really upset rn so Iâm just gonna rant my feelings about the whole situation going on
you guys will literally drive ppl to fucking suicide and then turn ur back saying that they never deserved that shit like you werenât a damn asshole too.
Iâm gonna be blunt because Iâm not the type to hide my feelings and right now theyâre really fucking ugly. Yes Iâm talking about internetsavior or wtv but this also goes for everything else.
Iâm so sick of you people becoming bullies and then doubling down on words because they had impact. You need to be fucking kind. You all are accountable if you actively went out on your way to hate on internetsavior. That being said, stop acting like you liked them if you didnât. That shit is fucking fake. If you didnât support them, then why the hell are you acting like you did? Itâs more disgusting and frustrating to turn to the majority just because you âfeel badâ. You can acknowledge that someoneâs death didnât need to happen while still not supporting them. Itâs pissing me off on how you guys turn on yourself just because someone kills themselves.
Another thing Iâm genuinely hurt about is how you guys are acting like this shit is a trend??? A fucking HOLIDAY? Are you actually serious? You guys are genuinely so baffling. Why did this now have to happen? Because someone âcontroversialâ died? Because someone who was in the public eye decided to get your attention??? Iâm gonna man up with you right now: Iâm really upset that you guys are acting like this. Like, in tears upset. There are people dying on here too. Will they not matter? Will they just be a rest in peace and then you forget about them???
A friend of mine is gone. Dead. Fucking in heaven. Kiki is gone and sheâs not coming back. I may have not known her well, but I had irls who knew her. Had irls who were sobbing to me that their friend was dead today. I didnât know how to feel so I didnât say anything, but Iâm labeling this shit for you right now: Kiki (rxttenpurrs) shot herself. Iâm not running around the bush. Irls of mine knew her. SOMEONE ON HERE IS A IRL OF KIKI. Yet none of you sent your condolences, did you? Because you didnât even know they fucking existed. Most of you probably knew but didnât remember to give a shit. I knew that irl. She was distraught, she felt like a monster. I had to hold her in school today as my gf, our friends, and I had to comfort her. She sobbed into my arms because she knew her friend wasnât going to be there anymore. We wouldnât get to hear her stories about Kiki anymore. Not anything. She was dead forever. That hurt my heart and hurt even more to not tell you all, but Iâm fucking done. It hurts me too yâknow? It hurts everyone but apparently the majority who didnât even morn the girl because she wasnât relevant enough for you guys. A simple added @ to posts and that should be enough, right???
If any of you people even read that suicide note Kiki left to us: she was so scared to be forgotten. She was so nervous to be left behind and begged us not to. In all her time here, she reached out to all of you, cared for all of you, because she wanted to leave a mark. She did this shit so she could be remembered. She gave a mile just so you all could give her an inch. You donât know her, neither do you internetsavior, but somehow one holds more life, weight, and energy to care about??? That genuinely hurts my soul dude.
Iâm not saying internetsavior deserved death threats. Iâm not saying internetsavior needed death threats and shouldâve been told to kill themselves. Iâm not saying they shouldnât be remembered. Iâm just saying that this all feels like some viral social media shit that will be forgot in a year, and that leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Iâm saying that Kiki, someone who did everything so you people could love them despite all the disgusting things and disappointment theyâve received, was barely remembered. You canât just @ someone in a rest in peace post and expect it to have weight. Say Kikiâs name. Say everyoneâs name. Say all the names of those who died, not someone who catches your eye.
And the saddest thing is that probably Iâm gonna be seen as someone overdramatic doing too much, someone who wonât âlet others grieveâ. Well guess what? Iâm grieving too. Iâm angry. Iâm upset. I felt the firsthand tears and cries of those who are just as upset too, so fuck off. Put the same effort of caring about the most sweetest girl ever than you do about someone you all flamed a few days ago.