I feel really upset rn so I’m just gonna rant my feelings about the whole situation going on
you guys will literally drive ppl to fucking suicide and then turn ur back saying that they never deserved that shit like you weren’t a damn asshole too.
I’m gonna be blunt because I’m not the type to hide my feelings and right now they’re really fucking ugly. Yes I’m talking about internetsavior or wtv but this also goes for everything else.
I’m so sick of you people becoming bullies and then doubling down on words because they had impact. You need to be fucking kind. You all are accountable if you actively went out on your way to hate on internetsavior. That being said, stop acting like you liked them if you didn’t. That shit is fucking fake. If you didn’t support them, then why the hell are you acting like you did? It’s more disgusting and frustrating to turn to the majority just because you “feel bad”. You can acknowledge that someone’s death didn’t need to happen while still not supporting them. It’s pissing me off on how you guys turn on yourself just because someone kills themselves.
Another thing I’m genuinely hurt about is how you guys are acting like this shit is a trend??? A fucking HOLIDAY? Are you actually serious? You guys are genuinely so baffling. Why did this now have to happen? Because someone “controversial” died? Because someone who was in the public eye decided to get your attention??? I’m gonna man up with you right now: I’m really upset that you guys are acting like this. Like, in tears upset. There are people dying on here too. Will they not matter? Will they just be a rest in peace and then you forget about them???
A friend of mine is gone. Dead. Fucking in heaven. Kiki is gone and she’s not coming back. I may have not known her well, but I had irls who knew her. Had irls who were sobbing to me that their friend was dead today. I didn’t know how to feel so I didn’t say anything, but I’m labeling this shit for you right now: Kiki (rxttenpurrs) shot herself. I’m not running around the bush. Irls of mine knew her. SOMEONE ON HERE IS A IRL OF KIKI. Yet none of you sent your condolences, did you? Because you didn’t even know they fucking existed. Most of you probably knew but didn’t remember to give a shit. I knew that irl. She was distraught, she felt like a monster. I had to hold her in school today as my gf, our friends, and I had to comfort her. She sobbed into my arms because she knew her friend wasn’t going to be there anymore. We wouldn’t get to hear her stories about Kiki anymore. Not anything. She was dead forever. That hurt my heart and hurt even more to not tell you all, but I’m fucking done. It hurts me too y’know? It hurts everyone but apparently the majority who didn’t even morn the girl because she wasn’t relevant enough for you guys. A simple added @ to posts and that should be enough, right???
If any of you people even read that suicide note Kiki left to us: she was so scared to be forgotten. She was so nervous to be left behind and begged us not to. In all her time here, she reached out to all of you, cared for all of you, because she wanted to leave a mark. She did this shit so she could be remembered. She gave a mile just so you all could give her an inch. You don’t know her, neither do you internetsavior, but somehow one holds more life, weight, and energy to care about??? That genuinely hurts my soul dude.
I’m not saying internetsavior deserved death threats. I’m not saying internetsavior needed death threats and should’ve been told to kill themselves. I’m not saying they shouldn’t be remembered. I’m just saying that this all feels like some viral social media shit that will be forgot in a year, and that leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I’m saying that Kiki, someone who did everything so you people could love them despite all the disgusting things and disappointment they’ve received, was barely remembered. You can’t just @ someone in a rest in peace post and expect it to have weight. Say Kiki’s name. Say everyone’s name. Say all the names of those who died, not someone who catches your eye.
And the saddest thing is that probably I’m gonna be seen as someone overdramatic doing too much, someone who won’t “let others grieve”. Well guess what? I’m grieving too. I’m angry. I’m upset. I felt the firsthand tears and cries of those who are just as upset too, so fuck off. Put the same effort of caring about the most sweetest girl ever than you do about someone you all flamed a few days ago.