[softgloom]

surprise! I feel awful and no one cares anymore!

[darling-im-starving-blog]

current weight: “wouldn’t hurt if you didnt eat today”

[suspiriarum]

sometimes i feel so stable that i purposely trigger myself with dark content to prove that im still traumatized and mentally ill

[nevereatingagain]

LMAOOO SAME

[caffeinatedopossum]

Hi uhh unfortunate reminder that malnutrition literally changes how you think and act and also *causes* depression

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

if my 13 year old self could see me now she’s be like i can’t believe you’re still alive

[vomitrexi]

feeling very much cold diet coke, cold baths, "skip dinner wake up thinner", "nothing tastes better than being skinny" type th!nps0

[w-ana-bethin]

I'll be way more active from now on bc i recently stopped therapy after two years of going and im feeling ~unstable~

[w-ana-bethin]

oh hi thanks for checking in I'm still a piece of garbage

[ksamgb]

Of course 😏

[w-ana-bethin]

tw// ab*sive relationships, self worth

the last few months I've been talking to my therapist about my abusive relationship and that shit has triggered me so freaking much. it just brings back that horrible feeling of never being good enough or pretty enough to be loved. I hate this feeling so much I'm so tired of my own body nothing feels nice anymore

[w-ana-bethin]

me logging back to my ed tumblr after trying to recover for months, gaining weight and hating myself

[w-ana-bethin]

I had a skype meeting with my therapist and she said it looks like I've dropped a ton of weight but I feel like I've actually gained. she said my arms look tiny and my shoulders look pointy I don't believe her I'm still so huge.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

to myself,

i am trying to love you more

[ninathinthings]

[poisonedsequin]

christian cowan fall 2019 rtw

[wintergxrl]

[skinnyteapot]