20.

you are beautiful

[anessa-vs]

After they stop talking to you, they start talking about you.

[thepowerwithin]

“Don’t fight for someone who isn’t willing to fight just as hard for you in return. You are not a slave, but a gift. Only surround yourself with others to treat you as such.”

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

[langblrwhy]

[thefuckingdairyqueen]

Bipolar disorder is fucking horrible it’s not just “oh I’m happy one minute I’m angry the next!” it’s literally hell let me tell you some shit:

Bipolar is getting excited and going on manic shopping sprees only to then regret everything you’ve purchased, and now you’ve lost interest in everything you’ve bought

Bipolar is suddenly crying for no reason, and when people ask you what’s wrong, your lack of understanding only makes things worse

Bipolar is suddenly becoming very passionate about a project, idea, or even person and then spending a long period of time obsessing over it only to suddenly lose interest

Bipolar is a messy bedroom cluttered unfinished projects and guilt

Bipolar is accidentally becoming too emotional around friends or loved ones and scaring them, pushing them away when all you wanted was to bring them closer

Bipolar is not having any set group of close friends, due to the paranoia of them talking behind your back about your episodes

Bipolar is lying on the cold bathroom floor in a friend’s house or unfamiliar place trying to calm down because you’re too afraid to have an episode in front of other people

Bipolar is being afraid to show your emotions because you know if you open up to someone, you might start crying or panicking

Bipolar is making too many promises during your manic states that can’t be delivered when you’re down and depressed, leaving many to think you’re “flaky”

Bipolar is not knowing if you’re reacting appropriately or overreacting to a situation because you’ve never had a “normal” emotional scale

Bipolar is having no one taking your disorder seriously, including your parents, who may or may not still think you’re just experiencing mood swings

[selflovewarrior]

[acethehappyanon]

All good things take time.

[kindnotestoself]

{ you can’t rush recovery, and that is okay }

[yeehawlw]

we don’t talk enough about how hard la la land slapped

[yeehawlw]

[shadeofyellowww]

“It’s okay to miss people even if you know you shouldn’t. Sometimes you miss someone not because you desire them to come back into your life, but rather you miss a time when you found comfort in the feeling that they were always going to be there .”

— something I learned after having to say goodbye too many times.

[my-writemind]

“You know what? Don’t you dare. Don’t you fucking dare try and pin this shit on me. You left me right when I needed you the most and you know it. Yet you have the audacity to say that you didn’t back out? That you didn’t do the same thing countless others have in the past, that you’re still here for me? Fuck that. It’s bullshit and we both know it.”

—

[sanelirams]

Be with someone who actually gives a fuck about your bad days

[vanish-cherry-deactivated202509]

new socks insta: idiotcactus

[mikeyjamesk]

me: guys… don’t worry, i’ll handle this

me: *ruins everything*

[thepersonalquotes]

[maternalscars]

[cwote]

you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay. you will be okay.

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

i can’t believe i haven’t killed myself

[bearablebutch]

U ever just get like wildly manic and ur brain is going a million miles an hour and others seem to be finding u very entertaining but ur just waiting the a severe crash like:

[thefuckingdairyqueen]

Bipolar disorder is fucking horrible it’s not just “oh I’m happy one minute I’m angry the next!” it’s literally hell let me tell you some shit:

Bipolar is getting excited and going on manic shopping sprees only to then regret everything you’ve purchased, and now you’ve lost interest in everything you’ve bought

Bipolar is suddenly crying for no reason, and when people ask you what’s wrong, your lack of understanding only makes things worse

Bipolar is suddenly becoming very passionate about a project, idea, or even person and then spending a long period of time obsessing over it only to suddenly lose interest

Bipolar is a messy bedroom cluttered unfinished projects and guilt

Bipolar is accidentally becoming too emotional around friends or loved ones and scaring them, pushing them away when all you wanted was to bring them closer

Bipolar is not having any set group of close friends, due to the paranoia of them talking behind your back about your episodes

Bipolar is lying on the cold bathroom floor in a friend’s house or unfamiliar place trying to calm down because you’re too afraid to have an episode in front of other people

Bipolar is being afraid to show your emotions because you know if you open up to someone, you might start crying or panicking

Bipolar is making too many promises during your manic states that can’t be delivered when you’re down and depressed, leaving many to think you’re “flaky”

Bipolar is not knowing if you’re reacting appropriately or overreacting to a situation because you’ve never had a “normal” emotional scale

Bipolar is having no one taking your disorder seriously, including your parents, who may or may not still think you’re just experiencing mood swings