I hope I made you smile; that's all I ever wanted.

My name's Charlotte and I'm not nearly as serious as this blog makes me look

[my-writemind]

You make me laugh so hard I can hardly breathe; here's to a lifetime of being too happy to finish our sentences.

[my-writemind]

He only calls me love

when he decides he has time

He'll rip my heart out of my chest

without reason or rhyme

Each day's a gamble on which him

I get to wake up to

I don't know what to do

He tells me that he wants me

When we're all alone

But I saw her contact name

Has two hearts in his phone

I don't know whether to blame him

Or my naïve thinking

But this ship is sinking

How long until I

Leave you crying again

I want the happy ending

You promised back then

I gave you my whole heart

What happened to caution?

Wonder how it feels to be more

Than your second best option

- c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

I hate that the only time I feel like myself is when I'm grasping for you.

[my-writemind]

okay but like mcu characters as taylor swift songs....go

[my-writemind]

You're hell bent on casting me as the villain in your story, and you know what sweetheart? I'm starting to think that shade looks good on me.

I'll Give You a Villain // c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

Where does all that love go when it drains out of us? When the sparks have dulled and adoring declarations have fled from our throats? What small corner of the world has my previous affection snuck off to?

On Falling Out of Love // c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

Some days it takes extra energy

To pull myself from bed and register

The sunlight on my skin

Sometimes it takes all I am

To crawl my way to the couch

And stare a wall for eight hours

Only to sleep for another twelve, exhausted

From the effort it takes to be alive

Sometimes eating an apple

Feels more like survival than a snack

Even if it's the only thing I choke down all day

But you know what? That's okay

Because there will come days

Where I'm once again grateful to be alive

In spite of my current battle

To live

- Depression on Sunny Days // -c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

A younger me pictured love as all of the world's extremes in one. I craved blazing passion and near-insurmountable highs, and that moment right when the roller coaster begins to barrel back down to Earth. I never considered that it could be defined as a sleepy Sunday on the couch, my head on your shoulder and our hands intertwined. Surely, love can often be an adventure; yet it is also a place to rest.

[my-writemind]

A younger me pictured love as all of the world's extremes in one. I craved blazing passion and near-insurmountable highs, and that moment right when the roller coaster begins to barrel back down to Earth. I never considered that it could be defined as a sleepy Sunday on the couch, my head on your shoulder and our hands intertwined. Surely, love can often be an adventure; yet it is also a place to rest.

[my-writemind]

I stayed by your side to no avail

Through bad and worse days

While the time and joy you stole from me

Became a forgotten haze

You abused my kindness

My soft and forgiving heart

And trampled it so cruelly,

Spitting on a work of art

Pieces of myself went missing

Until I was an empty shell

But despite this I was rooted in place

Which you knew all too well

To this day I wait at your side

A blanching gardenia

Praying for change whilst going mad

Your eternal Ophelia

- c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

I woke up this morning with a hole in my chest; funny, because since you were never mine, I guess nothing is missing.

c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

might fuck around and write a novel this summer

[my-writemind]

Being in love with you was my most exhausting endeavor.

[my-writemind]

I deleted our pictures from my profiles And your number from my phone But still can't erase you From my mind When it's late and I'm alone.

c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

Just because you don’t like yourself doesn’t mean you should tolerate other people who don’t. Surround yourself with the kindness you deserve, regardless of whether you deem yourself worthy.

c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

“We’d been drinking vodka on the couch all night when you suddenly looked over and asked the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. How in the world was I supposed to give the honest answer of falling for you?”

— Stupid, Stupid Girl // c.r.w.

[my-writemind]

We’d been drinking vodka on the couch all night when you suddenly looked over and asked the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. How in the world was I supposed to give the honest answer of falling for you?

Stupid, Stupid Girl // c.r.w.