Archive Blog, Reboot and All-Around Update
{So. How do I begin? Hi? I bet you didn’t expect to see me back, after I’ve been pretty much off for a whole year, save some special occasions. I didn’t really know if I’d come back, either. This might get long, I’m sorry (but no, not really sorry). I would put this under a read more, but ha. It’s good as is.
Some of you might know (I suspect most of you do not, because I have a tendency to try and keep most of my private life off of tumblr rping) but this was my last year of Bachelor. I’m done with my exams and, in a month or so, I’ll actually have a degree to prove it. This is part of the reason I’ve been off. I really needed to focus on my studies, especially since I want to keep going into Masters (and I will, if I get the grades expected for my degree). Even just writing this, it makes me realize how very little I’ll be able to be on tumblr and roleplay.
Other issues came along, and I won’t explain them all here (first because they could potentially be triggering, second because I don’t want to put this kind of negativity on the dash, third because a lot of my close friends and a good part of my family don’t know about this so it would be disrespectful and uncomfortable for me to disclose it online), but the bottom-line is that my perfectionist tendencies were buzzing throughout the whole year and, as I came to find out, being on Emma turned out to be very triggering when it came to this for various reasons that I again won’t go into details here (though if we’ve talked privately before, I could expand privately on that ‘tumblr’ side) which had me question if I even should come back to Emma at all (I will have zero time for her, and it will most likely still be a period of my life in which being on Emma might be triggering to me) or if I should just leave it be.
I’ve decided to come back. I don’t know how long it’ll last, I don’t know how much I’ll be able to get online and write, but I know that I deeply love the character and have met some of the most amazing writers I know on here, and I don’t want to loose that, so I’ll give it another try.
And by “giving it another try”, I mean giving it a proper other try.
I’m going to set up a new blog, with a tagging system that will be at least more decent than the non-existent one I have on now but with the same about and a slightly amended rules page and more than likely with the same minimalist (code for “bad at coding and graphics and themes”) theme. I am going to drop all of my current threads, no matter how much it pains me, unless you remember them and message me to ask if we can keep them up. Basically, I’m going to seriously try to make this work.
When the new blog is set up, this one will become an archive, and I’ll post a link to the new blog (a link. No shiny promos. I’m bad with those anyways) on here.
Hopefully, some of you guys will decide to follow me on there and hopefully this new start will help me cope better with what made me feel bad.
Tl;dr: A new blog is being se up. The link will be posted shortly. }