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第六の前兆であり単なる操り人形である私でさえ、耐え難い痛み、恐怖、悲しみ、楽しみ、嫌悪感、さらには自分の母親からずっと切望していた感情さえも感じることができます-. 〰︎ᝰ﹏__

....Those words almost make you sound

Like a friend who actually cares.

╚my moots and anons

彼女は自分の創作物を完全に無視しており、さらに追い打ちをかけるように、私の運命に「介入する気になれなかった」からだと言っていました...

...Are you worried about me?

╚ side-blog

If we didn't have such a history,

I'd almost think that ╚ masterlist

qualifies me to be your friend.

Haha, you sound like you're concerned about me.

╚about me!

私の力は装身具から来るものではありません。

私という存在は決して贈り物ではありません。

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Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔

I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊

Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑

I'm so sorry to hear how you've lost your home and job due to the unfortunate conditions, as much as I'd like to help, I can't donate to your campaign, but I will continue to share to spread the word and help you with your campaign.

You can donate using this website!

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Hi, Raze! How are you? Are you doing well and taking care of yourself? 🥺

I have a request for you since I saw you had it open, but take your time with it, no need to rush 🫂

Can I get one 🍮 with some 💧 for Xiao and a reader who is just feeling insecure about themselves in general (it's one of those days)? You can choose the flavour for whatever is comfortable with you 🤗

Thank you, and just know that you're doing amazing and I'm proud of you for always doing your best <3

Mistakes

Genre: angst, comfort┆pairing: Xiao x reader┆warnings: reader degrading herself, readers mother keeps degrading reader towards everything they do. Crying (if there's more please let me know🙏💕)┆

notes: I had an idea for this a long time ago but I didn't know how to do it properly😭 so here I am, a few months late doing this😖😖. I got carried away and I didn't read your ask properly😭😭 it's supposed to be readers own thought not someone else making reader insecure, so sorry lost I got your request wrong, just ask me again if you want me to redo it, did the first part at like midnight and I was already halfway when I looked back on it 💔💔

Summary:being at one of your family gatherings alone was always sormthing you never looked forward to, even if you did miss your siblings, being the center of attention at the dinning table once all of your relatives took their seat, had tears in your eyes, always saying something about your body, how no man wanted you, how you would never satisfy your boyfriend with how ugly your body looked.

'You look horrendous in those types of clothes ___, did you really think your 'boyfriend' would feel satisfied by your body, I mean you can't even dress properly and act submissive now and you expect him to love you?'.

Those words said by your own mother ringing in your ears on your way home, had tears brimming in your eyes.

They had asked you if you had a boyfriend, you nodded slowly expecting them to berate you, surprisingly they had bakced off and wished you well with xiao. Sitting at the dinner table had more tension then ever before,

"well.. ____, since you have a boyfriend now, when will you introduce him to us" your grandmother started the conversation,

"um, well, maybe in the near future but not now, since hes very busy and his work is very demanding.. " you had kept your gaze on your plate before hearing a bang on the table and the food om your plate lightly lifting off the table

"____! Where are your manners?! Your grandmother is talking to you! Can't you look her in the eyes and show some respect! " your mother screamed at you as your other relatives just kept quiet or looked at you with concern since this was the first time they saw your mother act this way towards you.

Seing that you were visibly shaken, your grandmother interrupts your mother from speaking any further and put her hand over yours.

"____ dear, I think it's time for you to go home and rest, you look like you have been tired, if you want you can call your boyfriend and pick you up? " your grandmother had spoken to you with her gentle voice that comforted you everytime your mother had .

You nodded to your grandmother, before your mother had uttured out a single word, you grabbed your bag and walked out of the house.

Before you went out the door, you heard muffled shouts in the dinner room, you had made out what they were talking about.

"Why did you say that to your child!? Are you out of your mind!" That was the last thing you heard before you walked away from the house you called home.

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Now you're back in your shared home, laying on your bed trying to hold back your tears. You spot your mirror in the corner of your room, walking towards the reflective surface with you in the middle of it. Lifting up your shirt, you look at your stomach, you hated the way it made you look bloated in tight shirts.

You stare at yourself with disgust and frustration, coming closer to the mirror, inspecting every inch of your face seeing the flaws your mother pointed out throughout your entire life.

Your vision becomes blurry from the tears pooling your eyes, wiping your tears away but they kept coming back. You lost your balance and fell down on the floor, sitting on the floor for a few minutes trying to calm your self down. You took deep breaths as you fiddled with your fingers, you looked around the room spotting the clock, the time almost midnight so you wiped your tears for the last time and stood up with shaky breathing and walked to your bedside table, picking up the glass of water and drinking it before you layed down ok your bed, covering your self with the blanket.

You closed your eyes trying to fall asleep yet failing, your mind wanders back to the reunion, thinking about what your mother said and how none of your other relatives defended you from her, only your grandmother had defended you from the person who swore to love you until the end of her life when she gave birth to you.

Hiccups and sobs could be heared throughout your shared bedroom as xiao opened your front door, he was expecting you to come up to him and greet him like always. Xiao walked further into the living to see if you had fallen asleep, seeing as you weren't in the living room, he walked towards your bedroom to hear mumbled sobs.

Xiao had gently opened the door to avoid waking you up if you had fallen asleep, instead he was greeted with the sight of you hugging a pillow while shaking, he had froze in front of the door, not knowing what to do, he walked towards you and sat down by the edge of the bed.

Feeling the bed sink by your feet, you looked towards the edge of the bed to see Xiao sitting down not facing you and looking at the floor.

"Oh.. Xiao your back, how are you? And why are you sitting at the edge of the bed?" You had reached out for him, grabbing his forearm and pulling it towards you softly, making Xiao lean towards you, flinching at his hand reaching to your face, specifically your eyes, had xiao becoming concerned, as they were surrounded by a red hue looking as if you had finished crying.

"____, did...Something happen at your family reunion? " Xiao held your hand, his gaze towards you had soften and trying to tone down his voice..

" no, nothing went –*hic* went wrong at the reunion" you towards your bedside table with a red and puffy eyes. '' you're lying because your eyes say a different story....if you don't mind, do you want to talk about it with me? I know I might not know what to do, but maybe...you'll feel better if you talk about it to me?" Xiao placed his hand on top of yours, trying to comfort you the best he can.

You didn't respond for a good few seconds, contemplating if you should or shouldn't say to him what your mother had said to you at the reunion,eventually, you agreed to talk to xiao about what happened at the reunion.

A few tears were shed by you as you recalled what had happened at the reunion, as much as xiao wasn't much on the comforting side, he was great at the listening side even if he couldn't comfort the best way, but his way of comforting was your best way of comforting and you wouldn't want to replace it with others.

Towards the end of your story, xiao looked a little angry or frustrated, maybe both. "What's wrong Xiao? " your voice was above a whisper, an eerie silence filled the room as Xiao still haven't replied to you, instead he held your hand and rubbed the back of your palm.

"... If you have anymore of those events you call 'family reunion', make sure to call me. I will accompany you so your mother won't be able to say such words to you. " Xiao raised your hand close to his lips, kissing the Beck of your palm, you just stared at him while your mind was formulating a response to his words he directed towards you.

Sobs left your lips as you hung your head low, your tears falling onto the blanket covering your lap. You didn't know what to say, so you nodded your head signaling that you agreed to let him come with you to any family related events.

After you calmed down, you though about what Xiao said earlier when you were crying, specifically the last part. 'I will accompany you so your mother won't be able to say such words to you' you know that Xiao dislikes crowds and events with lots of people he doesn't quite know. "... Are you sure you want to come to every family event? I know how much you hate crowds and such, I don't want you to come and feel uncomfortable" you close your eyes for a few seconds, feeling them become sore because of your tears.

"I do not mind being uncomfortable but I also don't want you to hear words that make you think thoughts that make you dislike parts of your body" Xiao placed his hand on your cheek—showing the side that only you can see once in a while—he gently caresses your eye, wiping the tears left over from you crying.

He gently pulls you closer, patting your hair as if he was lulling you to sleep and since you just finished crying and all the events that happened, you fell asleep almost immediately.

Once xiao felt that you were asleep, he layed you down on the bed and covered you with the blanket. Xiao just sat next to you, looking at you while you sleep, he abruptly stood up thinking that he was creepy for staring at you when you were sleeping, he walked inside the bathroom and washed up since his body was splattered with dry blood.

After he washed up, he sat on the opposite side of you on the bed. Xiao layed down next to you and admired you when you suddenly opened your eyes to look at Xiao in front of you. "I thought you had fallen asleep?" Xiao was taken aback and giggles left your lips when you saw xiao's reaction. "How should I fall asleep when someone so handsome keeps looking at me while I sleep? " you tease Xiao while you come closer, putting your hand on his red hued cheeks, meanwhile, xiao just closes his eyes tightly and grumbles that you should just fall asleep. "Alright, alright. I'll sleep now, just promise me, when I'll wake up you'll be next to me. " you take your hand away from his cheeks and lay on your back, facing that ceiling closing your eyes, trying to fall asleep. "I promise, even when you're awake, I'll be here next to you" xiao takes your hand in his and places a tender kiss.

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[nishimuraazr1zzkiii]

So sorry if I haven't posted smth in a while. Got sick for a few days and I wasn't allowed my phone(🧍‍♀️) so I haven't been posting but I will post something later on the main blog😋

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a xiao x reader lost requested a few months ago💀 I'm so sorry lost 🙇‍♀️

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NO dw abt it pooks 🙏🙏 who do you main in gi?

My main man xiao😝😝

I got c2 xiao on his rerun a few months ago but I wasn't that happy since I was saving up for wanderer. I was wishing for shits and giggles 🧍‍♀️

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Yr bio is js full of Japanese that's all. I'm japanese so I was js wondering

Oh. I totally forgot I had Japanese in my bio💔 I used Google search for my navi also I'm sorry if I got some of the words wrong🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

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Hi genuine question are u japanese?

Hey anon! You can see my nationality on my 'about me' page, and to answer your question no. I'm not Japanese, I'm from the Philippines (stop cuz how do you get the though that I'm Japanese😭)

[strawberrystepmom]

found a fun little personality test!

i am open tagging as always bc i wanna see everyone’s results!!!!!!

[bungalowbear-deactivated2024111]

@storiesoflilies i think you’d like this! it was so cute and fun!! 💗

[storiesoflilies-archived]

ahhh you’re so right jess my darling!!

tagging: @dollsuguru and anyone else who would like to join <3

[dollsuguru]

TY FOR THE TAG LILY!!!!! <3 this being you -> ;3 is too real

i love mine! love being cupid i think the traits are so accurate!

tagging: @neptuneblue @teddybeartoji @mossmurdock @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat @mikichko @connorsui

[connorsui]

OOOO THANK YOU FOR THE GAMES MY LUV 🩷🩷🩷😭 THESE ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL ....✨️special✨️

No pressure for my luvs! I love you all: @aemonds-holy-milk @aemonds-fire @aemondtargaryenonlyfans @themotherofhorses @towriteloveontheirarms @nyrasproblm @bucknastysbabe @damnatiomemoriae13 @seireiteihellbutterfly @littlemochabunni @lovelykhaleesiii

[uninterestedseductress]

this was so much fun!

No pressure : @lees-chaotic-brain @actuallysaiyan @starsinmylatte @dreaming-about-seireitei

@whatshernameis @hellkaiserinphoenix @beneathstarryskies @kenpachisbrat @j-u-u-z-o

[actuallysaiyan]

Thanks for the tag!

No pressure tags: @beneathstarryskies @loki-love @yeowangies @dreadsuitsamus @sacredwarrior88 @mallgothprompto @witchofcustom @kenpachisbrat @benkeibear @tsukimefuku @kentocalls @rahuratna @g-kleran @jadedjane @redlikerozez @starsinmylatte @whatshernameis @sparklynightm4re and anyone else who wants to join!

[whatshernameis]

Well now, ain't it accurate?

No pressure tag: @half-baked-biscuit @kryptoniteforsale @tiny-woooden-robot @foolishk @konohamaru-sensei @kissmekakashi @ricflairdrip20

[kryptoniteforsale]

Ok, I am frightened now… 👀

Hey! We’re a team @whatshernameis 🙌

No pressure: @whitefoxfiction @tiny-woooden-robot @kingofanemptyworld @j-u-u-z-o @muzansfangs

[bjorkshire-pudding]

Thanks for the tag @kryptoniteforsale and @whatshernameis!

No pressure tag: @pamakali @chrissie2003 @shimadalluvia @ludivineikewolf @sh0jun @dragonmaiden79 @aquagirl1978 and anyone else who wants to

[ludivineikewolf]

Oooh thanks for the tag Val

Tagging @sanajeh1909 @floydsteeth @bakersgrief @daimaoryu @bubblexly @ignisomniac @oda-princess @kissmetwicekissmedeadly and all those who wanna join

[kissmetwicekissmedeadly]

THAANK YOUUU LUDI AND @sh0jun FOR THE TAG! ANOTHER CUPID HERE!! im a Lynette kin for realsies (iykyk)

Tagging: @queengiuliettafirstlady @scummy-writes @leonscape @venulus @natimiles @chandeliermichel @judejazza @mimi-mimir @foreverxdaydreaming @hqissodelicate

[hqissodelicate]

OOOH ty for the tag mo!! <3

hmm ig?? if anything pink is pretty on-brand for me 😌

tagging!! @smartass-hoot @akaikami-cherryblossom @mxddyhero @ashipiko @taruruchi and anyone else who wants to join in <3

[akaikami-cherryblossom]

THAMK U SARA

Uh. Whoops.

Tags! @lady-hestia-rose @hibyehan @soliioquising @romijuli @killjoy-prince @sakublossoms @piedpiperlikesthings @slemonlake @gompereatsall and anyone who’d like to join!!!

[gompereatsall]

thanks for the tag!!

Seems fairly accurate, lol

Tagging: @cinnamon-bunni, @winterswhite, @mintytrifecta, @thelost-in-time, @tomb-bloom-noctem, @pearlythemc, and anyone else who wants to participate!

[thelost-in-time]

Thanks for the tag! This was fun!

Sounds about right actually.

Tagging: @nethercomfies @lily-ofthevalley1 @yingloveskuni @wanderers-archive and everyone else who wants to participate!

[wanderers-archive]

Thanks for the tag!!

Lol this described me so accurately especially the "this is so boring part" and too much energy😭😭

Tagging: @flwrstqr @stariekis @genshinparty and anyone else who wants to join🙋‍♀️

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hanako, alive!mitsuba, teru with a reader who has a hard time cutting off toxic friends.

order from @under-the-cherrytree: reader who has a hard time cutting toxic friends

orders:chocolate(hc) pudding(comfort) water(gn reader)

(not proofread)

____________Hanako-kun____________

hanako would immediately find your friends talking behind your back and revealing your secrets

obviously hanako being a ghost he didn't need to hide behind the wall.

when hanako heard them talking behind your back he immediately went to inform you about them

you didn't believe him at first but as days passed they started to ask you to do their homework and ask for things and never give them back

hanako would see this and say about how they treat you

you would answer 'oh? what are you talking about? they're treating me well'

The only reason hanako would ask that is because he would want to hear on what you will say as a cover up on what their doing

next he asked yashiro and kou to follow your friends and change places, as they both still have classes

when yashiro and kou both have classes he would try

key word: TRY

teru would find hanako sneaking around the students while he was patrolling

so teru tried to exorcist him but hanako would explain first that yashiro and kou were the ones supposed to follow them around and find something on them that's super crappy

teru would inch his sword almost touching his chest but before he could exocist him he explained faster '' lookimnotdoinganythingbadbutthey'rebadfriends-''

(translation if you can't read that:look i'm not doing anything bad but they're bad friends)

teru would be skeptical but let him go knowing that those who hanako are following your 'friends' (teru would help him a little only because of you)

now with other useful knowledge totally not from teru or anything he would make their lives at school as living hell as if school isn't hell already

he would purposely make them trip, etc(can't think of anything else)

he would torture them(not physically but mentally) until they transfer school.

_________Sousuke Mitsuba_________

mituba would slowly notice you would have toxic friends when you were quiet while talking to him

normally you would tell him about what had happened to your day and mitsuba would reply back with snarky remarks about your day

now you just sit there and and quietly reply to him

as we all know mitsuba is a loner but he will say to people about how great of a person you are

mitsuba would try to ask your friends about you,

they would answer with " they're a good friend but they're annoying" "we're just using them for homework" etc.

when mitsuba heard this he was furious but kept his cool and said that he needs to do something

The next day which was a saturday , he did some digging and found some secrets and he sent a screenshot and sent it to them anonymously

your 'friends' replied back saying 'what!? who are you' or 'how did you find that'

so he sent a message saying ' i will reveal to the whole school about your secret if you don't apologize to [name] and admit what you did wrong'

The next two days pass and as soon as you sit down someone bursts open the door and goes to you and bows saying all their wrong doing

this is when people are arriving at school so people see them bowing

when you bought up about them bowing and saying sorry while admitting on what they did wrong

mitsuba replying to this is acting shock and quite happy

now mitsuba would say that you shouldn't mind them

They are bad friends anyways.

________Teru minamoto________

teru would be thinking you had toxic friends when you would ask if you were a great [s/o]

he questioned you for more information on them and you would answer positively unlike what hes heard from other people

he would have doubts about your friends being good friends.

so teru confronted your friends, obviously they lied saying that they were taking good care of you.

so he asked akane (teru being busy with the council work and exorcising) to follow your "friends"

so when akane reported back to teru saying that they were using you and talking behind your back teru immediately took action and went to their locker and wrote a note saying 'i will reveal to the whole school about your secret if you don't apologize to [name] and admit on what you did wrong' yes i copy pasted it from mistuba and hanako

he put this in every one of your friends lockers unless you only have one friend

now the next day came and your now ex friends apologized to you and admitted all their wrong doings.

of course you were shocked and confused

because they weren't the ones to openly admit they did something wrong,

so you questioned teru if he had anything to do with them apologizing

he would say no and say that they were bad friends and that you shouldn't worry yourself with them and let them be.

Extra note from baker: i only added the drinks a few weeks ago for this specific post, and hope you enjoyed this cherry and anyone else reading this_________________END________________

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Almost 200 notes🙊

[inosukijiro]

𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ! ᝰ 𝐆𝐈𝐘𝐔𝐔 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐎𝐊𝐀

ᯓ☆ 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 : no bc i am making this man a pathetic simp for you idc. im writing these with myself in mind so yk, i have to pour out my feelings. and also i need to get all this giyuu writing off my chest, its actually a problem the fixation i have on this man but no fics tickle my brain just right so i have to write them myself

btw thank you so much for all the love and support on my last two posts. literally you all are so incredibly sweet !! ♡♡ i just graduated college so i might have a bit more time to write but no promises!

! 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 ¡ : none. giyuu might be a little ooc. and most, if not all of my readers will be referenced from the modern era because i really enjoy that concept. i rewrote this a few times so pls be nice 🤧

Giyuu actually doesn’t know how this occurred. No, actually that was a lie. He knew how this happened, but didn’t at the same time. And honestly speaking, the man does not care at all. You were so nice and sweet to Giyuu it made his head spin. Like it makes him ill in the best way imaginable. He doesn’t understand why you want to be around him so much, why you want to be his friend – not that he minds – but he just can’t get past his own indiscretions about himself. That was until you told him to his face.

You tell him that you thought he was cute – I'm sorry? – and you liked how calm he was – really? His brain can’t compute anything that you say. He doesn’t know if you need any medical assistance or he’s just dreaming. But it makes you laugh. The cute, dumb look on his face as he stands there, gaping at you like a fish.

It wasn’t like it was new information. You did enjoy his company the most. He was very quiet and by no means were you either, but you have this habit of matching the energy of people you were with. So, it was almost relaxing and refreshing spending time with Giyuu. Though Giyuu is silent most of the time, he does in fact talk. At first it's about a mission he was on recently, if and most likely when he gets more comfortable with you, he’s talking a little more in depth about random things that are on his brain. It's endearing really. Or sometimes he’s just talking about things that he thinks you might like to know, random facts, and so on.

But sometimes you do the talking and he likes that too. You could talk for hours and he could listen to every word you have to say. He would soak it up like a sponge as you focus your eyes on the crochet hooks weaving in front of you. Your voice is quiet and nice, soft and warm sounding.

This typically happens when you visit his estate. And you visit his estate a lot. Maybe Giyuu was a little disappointed that you weren’t staying with him, but he knows that he shouldn’t bite the hand that feeds. He’s lucky enough to see you this much, as much as he's lucky to see you at all. He can’t be too mad though. Mitsuri has jumped you the first moment she got when the Master had brought up your living arrangements. You had nowhere to go. And honestly, Giyuu may have been a little relieved that Mitsuri of all people had gotten to you first.

He really wouldn’t have minded if it had been Rengoku or Gyomei. For obvious reasons, Rengoku would be happy to have him stopped by and probably Gyomei too, because it seems like they don’t have a bone to pick with him. Honestly speaking, he wouldn’t have minded Muichiro either, though the boy would have probably forgotten your existence within the day. But any of the others, the thought made his skin crawl for plenty of reasons. Maybe it was because it would have become a hassle, or he would be harassed every time he went to visit you. Yes, it does seem on par with him that might just avoid you so you don’t get verbally assaulted like he does if you were to associate with him. But he was a lonely, pathetic man who was enamored with you at first glance the minute you showed up out of nowhere and he couldn’t help but thank the heavens that the stars had aligned so nicely for him – even if he felt he didn’t deserve it.

His only issue with the arrangement was Obanai. The man had almost butchered him on numerous occasions just for showing up to the Love estate. Even if he wasn’t there for Mitsuri, the Serpent Hashira didn’t seem to care. Maybe it was funny the first few times – it actually wasn’t – but you really couldn’t keep your mouth shut anymore. Obanai was wearing you thin with his commentary. Everytime Giyuu was around, it was like the others just couldn’t help themselves by making a comment insulting the man. Maybe it was because you didn’t want to disrespect a Hashira, especially if four of them were in the room with you, but Giyuu was here to see you, and it was almost like insulting Giyuu was an insult to you for wanting to spend time with him.

Mitsuri was okay with Giyuu coming to visit you, she actually encouraged it. So watching Mitsuri stand behind you while you gave Iguro a piece of your mind was something Giyuu didn’t know he needed to see until then. And maybe he did allow himself to feel a little selfish and smile mentally. He still remembers how Iguro had this look of disdain on his face, simultaneously looking like a scolded child and embarrassed because this was happening in front of Mitsuri.

Giyuu wondered if you caught the look that Obanai and Kaburamaru were giving you – if looks could kill and all that – but that was stupid. You most certainly did and just didn’t care enough. And Giyuu also wonders just what kind of sorcery you have, because he did hear you mention Sanemi by name at some point and now he's not bothering him as much, especially when you are around.

It wasn’t like he could do anything about it, not like he had ever done anything about it in the past. He never really had the heart to correct anyone in their assumptions of him, he never really thought he had to. Though, that mainly was because he thought he deserved such mistreatment. Regardless, it didn’t matter how he felt about it and himself. If you enjoyed his company that much to defend him, he was going to provide as much of it as you wanted. But there was something about it that made his heart swell a little bit bigger and flooded him with enough warmth that you could have mistaken it as him having a fever.

Now here the two of you were, sitting outside the Water Estate. You both had taken your places by the koi pond Giyuu has. It's so calm and cool. The soft moving of water could be heard every time the wind blew just enough, as well as the sharp sound of water splashing because some fish got too close to the surface.

Giyuu isn’t losing himself as he stares at the pond, watching the fish move around. He finds himself mesmerized though, as you talk. It’s nice, as usual. He likes how you talk and the way you talk. He could listen to you for hours and never get tired of hearing you. And he knows that if he glances at you now, even briefly, he wouldn’t be able to look away. You just look so… wonderful. It makes him dizzy. But he has such a weak will to do so, and now he's staring at you. Eyes soft and relaxed. He has never felt so content.

Giyuu doesn’t know if he realizes what kind of situation he is in. Or maybe he does. Maybe he’s finally realizing just how much of an effect you have on him. He likes you. He likes you beyond anything in the world. He loves you and everything about you.

You don't notice him staring. You’re too busy weaving the crochet hook in and out of your craft. You make it look so effortless. So enjoyable. And you seem so happy crocheting away as you speak. The way you talk and do it at the same time, you're so smart. You have to be. And Giyuu can’t help but hope you don’t look up. You’re as mesmerized with your work as he is with you. He would die though, if you caught him. The thought makes him sweat almost, being so close to you like this. His hands are clammy, and he's never been this nervous.

Yeah, he definitely has it bad for you. And for the first time in a while, even despite his nerves, he found the corners of his lips curling upwards, in a soft and timid smile. He averts his eyes, almost to gather his bearings, but that isn't enough. The subtle flush creeping onto his cheeks betrayed him. But he couldn’t be more delighted.

thank you for reading !! ૮₍˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶₎ა

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STOP THIS FEELS LIKE HOW GIYUU WOULD ACT IF HE WOULD BE INLOVE (with me only🤗). HOW HE WOULD SMILE SECRETLY. PLS SOMEONE, SEND AN ASK TO MY INBOX ABT GIYUU, I MISS WRITING FOR HIM

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Finally finished with everything for my pinned on this blog 👏👏 literally took me hours, but I'll start on my pinned on my side blog sometime next month🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

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Personal library ✎ᝰ.📓🗒 ˎˊ-

Categories:

–Anime˚⊱🪷⊰˚

Toilet bound hanako kun*ੈ♡⸝⸝🪐༘⋆

*comforting mistuba after he experienced a nightmare

*amane with a supernatural s/O (specifically an angel)

Blue lock

×unfortunately, there's nothing in this section :(

The disastrous life of saiki k

×unfortunately, there's nothing in this section :(

Demon slayer (kny)

×unfortunately, there's nothing in this section:(

My hero academia

×unfortunately, theres nothing in this section :(

Assasination Classroom

×unfortunately, there's nothing in this section :(

–Games🎮⋆⭒˚｡⋆

Genshin Impact🏯

*comforting kazuha from his nightmare

*what kind of boyfriend is dainsleif

*Xiao with a s/o that stuttures and gets nervous easily

*gorou dating itto's sister

Project sekai

×unfortunately, there's nothing in this section :(

Danganronpa

×unfortunately, there's nothing in this section :(

Where would you like to go next?

–go back to my navi?– –about me!– –my side-blog–

–my moots and anons!–

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🫧𓇼𓏲*ੈ✩‧₊˚🎐Interesting facts about the library owner,

And warnings

About me!

Hello! My name is raze. I'm a 09 liner, my birthday is on November 12.

I'm an ISTP and Filipino🇵🇭(👏)

I like the subject science, would love to become a scientist!

I play project Sekai(both jp and global server) , genshin impact(Asia and America) , valorant, and rhythm hive!

Favorite characters are scaramouche/wanderer (genshin impact) , ena shinonome, toya Aoyama (project Sekai) , both itoshi brothers (blue lock) , saiki, airi, and aren (saiki K)

I'm an outgoing person to people I'm close with! My opinions can be easily influenced with what I see on social media :(.

Warning and dni!

I don't have any age limit on my blog, just remember that I am a minor.

Any racist, anti's about my favorite or anything mentioned in my navi or (side-) blog.

No discrimination, nor forcing me to give you my other socials.

Send an ask asking about other things if you're confused!

Where would you like to go next?

– go back to my navi? – –my moots and anon!–

–my personal library! – –my side-blog–

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My appreciation post about my mooties and anons!

@threepointseven– my most beloved, first moots on tumblr. I miss you so much slo :(

@thelost-in-time– the famous lost👏👏 someone I admired before becoming their moots, someone I go to for advice for my writings and anything, can talk to her abt anything, love you lost💞💞

@flwrstqr– nini! My moot who I never thought I would become moots with, even though we aren't close since I don't talk with you a lot, with how many moots that say such good things abt you, you're such a cool and amazing person! All your works are so good they keep me up at night giggling and kicking my feet so does your theme(new theme looks amazing too) ;)

@stariekis – MY MOTHER! omggg I love my mother sm, you're works are so amazing too! and we literally have the same vibes, even if we don't talk sm like before since you are on hiatus, I still like to check you blog to see if you posted something if I missed it, or posted a new chapter for your smau(I'm still waiting mother👏) I'm glad you're resting, it must be so hard for you to do your blog while studying hard and doing you're social life :( but whenever you're ready to post on your blog, I'll be patiently waiting for you mother uri :D

Anon(s) !

×no anons yet :( send an ask in my inbox to become an anon ;)

Where would you like to go next?

–go back to my navi?– –about me and dni!–

–my side-blog– –my personal library–

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Redoing my pinned, masterlist and adding other things

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Hello you very lovely person who I am blessed to have as my friend and would fight to defend you if I have to.

How are you? 🥺

Hi lost🙋, I'm also someone who is very blessed to be friends with you💞.

I'm doing well lately! I got into the honor list! Been doing so much school work to get on high honor so I havent been posting on both blogs but all my drafts have been almost finished with everything 👏👏.

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hi^^

Strawberry pudding with water, please?

(w Kazuha and reverse comfort because reverse comfort is my everything)

Thank you!

┆Genre: angst with comfort┆pairing: kazuha x reader ┆warning(s): the Shogun is mentioned, death, mentions of blood(many times)

ིྀ•˚I'll always be here waiting for you˙•ིྀ

As Blood dripped on the cemented floor, vibrant scarlet eyes were wide eye as he watched his own s/o get impaled in frint of his own eyes.

He ran towards you as lighting had striked constantly, one after the other.

Before the Raiden had the chance to touch you with her spear, kazuha and picked you and left the scene as blood had dripped down his arm.

After running for minutes, maybe even hours, he had looked around to see if people were here, confirming no one was around you two, he had put you down under a small tent to catch shade from the rain, as the lighting hadn't hit near the area,

"[Name]! Goodness, it's going to be okay!" Kazuha had pulled out a bandage from his pocket and was about to touch your wound on your chest, but he quickly retreaded his hand as electricity came in contact with his hand.

"Oh dear, kazuha did you get hurt?" You opened your eyes to see kazuha clutching his hand close to his chest as you hear him hiss loudly.

Kazuha looked at you through with his dripping hair from the rain with an expression you could deciper as lighting had struck far behind him, making shadows on his face.

You took his hand from his chest and pulled it closer to your face to see if there was anything injuries, as lighting struck again, you hear hiccups and soft sobs from kazuha.

" 'hic' w-why are you s-so concerned about m-me, my love you were just i-impaled and your worrying about me?!. Why do you k-keep worrying about other people before yourself. " you stared at kazuha through his dripping wet hair from the rain as tears left his eyes and dropped down, dripping to this thighs before hitting the ground.

You shifted in your seat against the pole you leaned on to get closer to kazuha. "____!? W-what are you doing! Stop moving your wound is g-going to keep ble-bleeding! " kazuha had managed to stop you from getting closer to him as blood kept gushing out of your abdomen, his quick hands acting quickly, he wrapped the bandage he was holding around your wound. You embraced kazuha gently as the rain kept soaking the both of you, especially the bandage.

"...wake up! "

You let go of kazuha and held his hand as blood kept dripping on the wet grass " *hic* _____, you're going to be okay, you won't leave me ... Right? " his voice trailling off, as he gripped your hand tighter, "....im feeling tired kazu, I just want to lay down and sleep" your voice barely heard if you weren't so close to kazuha. Your breathing becoming more shallow as time passes, kazuha pulling you closer to him as you closed your eyes as your body runs cold.

Kazuha held your limp body leaning on his body, his cries getting louder as the rain drowns out his cries for you.

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"Zuha wake up!"

"Kazuha, dear wake up!" [Name] raised her voice to wake kazuha up, as they were getting quite worried as they see kazuha slightly trembling in his sleep, he sat up quickly and looked towards you, pushing himself to hug you "uh.... What's wrong kazu, you aren't normally like this " you expressed "...i..had a nightmare" kazuha whispered "would you like to take a walk to get your mind off? " you suggested "that would be nice" kazuha replied.

┆ritou┆

"If you don't mind, would you like to say what the nightmare was about I may be able to help" [name] insisted, as you said kazuha started to explain his nightmare and how you were attacked by the shogun, how she had killed you almost the same way just like his friend, except you both had fled away from her and how you had died in his arms, as he explained, he started to cry, you reassured him, the raiden shogun had no more intentions of killing more vision holder, especially since the traveller had convinced the Shogun to not kildd anymore people.

"the traveller changed the shoguns mind about us vision holder right? there's no need to worry about that honey, let's enjoy your stay here before going back to liyue, alright honey?" You had intertwined both of your hands on his, grabbing his hands and bringing it to your lips as the cold air travels through the both of you.

Kazuha'ss gaze never left your eyes even when you had closed them to kiss the back of his hand, taking small steps to come closer to you, wrapping his free hand on your waist and bring in you closer to him. Dropping his hand slowly, you had wrapped you arms around his back, lightly tracing random shapes or anything on his back. The cold wind bringing kazuha back from his own mind, going closer towards your ear.

"sweetheart, let's go back?" You had whispered in his ear while caressing his hair gently, almost as if you were coaxing him to sleep.

Kazuha had pulled away from the Hug and nodded his head, seeing as his eyes were slightly hooded from sleepyness you let out a giggle, kazuha had looked at you and tilted his head, like he was asking why you were giggling.

"It's nothing dear, you look adorable when your sleepy, let's hurry back so we can get some shut eye" you had intertwined your hand with his and guided him back to you cabin.

As the cold nights wind softly hitted your cabins window, knowing kazuha wouldn't fall asleep quickly if you weren't next to him, cuddling him to sleep as the remnants of the nightmare in his mind disappeared, he had his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to him as if you both weren't close enough, feeling his breathing became even, you relax knowing that kazuha had now fallen asleep more quick then you had anticipated, knowing your presence made him more comfortable, you closed your eyes feeling a sense of excitement of what the day will be like with kazuha once you wake up.

Permanent Taglist: @thelost-in-time

Heart divider by @/enchanthings on tumblr

Notes: I'm not that satisfied with the ending but I had to rush this since this was request so long ago💔

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Finally posted something after a few months😭also requests are always open💞