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@wandering-person
Contrary to popular stereotypes associated with fanfiction, I have never written a sex scene, but I did once write a scene in which Voldemort went on a blind date with someone he met on the internet, but it turned out to be Harry Potter catfishing him, so I’m not sure what’s worse
Riven
Sona
Miss Fortune
5 years from now you and your girlfriend/wife decide to go on a road trip, the skies change, the mountains start to arise, and just when you think everything cant get more beautiful you look over and see her smiling because you know there is no place you both would rather be
miss-em-kate
May 07. 2013
I am feeling more and more attached. I have less than two months of normality. Two months of this routine that I've been use to and adjusted to. Everything seems to come so fast And yet so slow at the same time. In the past few weeks I've noticed that I have become this person who just wants to stay.
Stay in your arms. To never let go. A place I said feels so welcoming. You already know this, and probably have noticed.
Please.
Sometimes I just care too much, give too much, and love too much. I cannot find balance in myself. This hurts me too much. I get taken advantage of. I get abandoned. I lose, while the others gain. I'm not able to overcome this. WHY.
You play my emotions as well as you play your games. I am tired, but I do not want to give up. Closer and closer to the edge...but I slowly back away before I fall into what I do not want to resort to. You truly play my emotions as well as you play your games.
How could you tell me
"Don't cry..."
That's all I've been doing in the past few weeks. I've been crying and I know you don't know that, but how can you expect me not to cry. How...As I write this I'm crying. We just ended a 6 minute call and when you said "Goodnight...love you" all I replied was "Goodnight." As I write this tears are going down my eyes. Why couldn't you just do what I wanted you to do. Why couldn't you just tell me over the phone. I don't want to hear about your past in person... I feel like that'll just tear me apart. Please, why did you do that? Why...in one 6 minute call my heart started chipping away. Why am I doing this to myself? Oh that's right, I cant bring myself to hate you. I never have and I don't think I'll ever be able to. You said earlier in the night
"True love is accepting everything of that person some of my personality will never change and neither will yours"
Does that indicate what you feel for me? OR is that what you wrote cause that's what you want me to hear? I cant trust writing anymore. I need to hear these words said out loud. The only writing I'l ever trust is my own, cause I know I'm not writing to please anyone not even myself.
I need to stop. I'll sleep, most likely not go tomorrow. And if you come over tomorrow I will use every ounce of willpower I have to not hug and strangle the life out of you. I'm just a big mess right now. I'm sorry.
"Happy Halloween"
It's Halloween night. The day started crappy and eventually became one of the funnest days. Then went down a smidge... It was just a roller coaster day.
I practically spent the majority of my day with Matt. And I'm glad... it's just... tonight, ending the night I told you that Jazmyn use to like you. You started to think and you had a smile on your face... and you said "So is that why she was trying to be so close to us in the beginning?..." And you told me that it was such a contradiction...Because YOU also liked her...cause she was the first one you saw.
But when you saw me for the first time your train of thought went towards me and away from her. I'm glad about that... but just the way you reacted to it... I don't know I'm just overthinking things again. I mean what matters is the now, not the past. But you know... the way you tell me you miss her and such throughout this year it's making me think.
Are you sure your feelings are truly gone for her? I mean... you always say you miss her and how it would make the section "brighter" but now that I know you use to like her too... I'm just insecure. I get jealous. I'm a girl who's been hurt by so many people that are so close to her. I'm that girl that found happiness in you and the small things you do everyday affect me a great deal. I'm a girl who doesn't want to worry about this... I need reassurance and I want our dreams of the future realized... I know that if you hurt me, I'll be broken forever. I won't be truly whole. I'm just a girl. One that hides myself and you see it come out. I'm just a girl.
Today I got to wear one of his shirts. Some girls wouldn't care about getting something from their guy unless it was a physical thing. I love being able wear his clothes, cause then if we are far from each other the smell of him on his clothes makes it seem like he's hugging me. And that's all I need. I don't care about getting anything else, as long as I get to enjoy the warm feeling of his hugs...or a piece of his clothing-which is close enough- is enough for me. <3
I'm a girl. I get jealous everytime you mention having more time to spend with another girl.
EVERYTHING LOVE..
I guess I’m a little disappointed… I know you’re sleeping earlier and earlier but… I wish that you at least kept the call open… I liked when we Skype and you kept it open even though I was asleep. I liked waking up and seeing your face. I mean it really did kinda hurt that you closed the call, I just… I don’t know… I know we’re not slipping far away from each other-at least I hope not…it’s just I’m so use to seeing your face still there, even if you were asleep I wouldn’t have minded… I just wanted to be able to see your face after waking up. Like we use to during the beginning of summer. /: it was just a bit of a let down, I know you want to sleep earlier and all…but I don’t know.., it is your choice. I just… It’s more that I missed those calls we had… We haven’t had that type of call since the beginning of June, and July is almost at its end. I just can’t wait til I get to see your face every morning when I wake up. I’ll feel much better.
I know it's wrong...
I know that looking through your ex-girlfriend's archive is wrong...I feel so guilty and unclean after doing it, but I couldn't help it. Sometimes I feel that you have all these secrets that you have yet to tell me and I've pretty much poured everything out to you. Such a heavy feeling. I know it is very wrong...but then I find that reply you gave her; it was the day before you asked me out...and I don't know but I just felt so insecure. So many insecurities are floating through my mind and it hurts. I'm sorry that I get this jealous, yet I don't tell you of my jealousy. I'm hurt and you cant do anything to help me. I'm sorry, you're going to know I'm suffering but not why.
I'm truly sorry. I love you, and am really sorry that I'll just add to your stress...I'm sorry<3
You.
You are a person I don't want to loose. You make me smile in person, over text, or over Skype, heck even if I'm not talking to you, you are able to make me smile. No matter where you are you make me smile.
You have this power over me where at times you are all I can think about. With the smallest of things my mind will turn over to you if I just look at an object. You make me smile even if you're telling me bad news. You say you want to stick by me and will never leave, and I know from how you have acted that you wouldn't break that promise. You are willing to do a lot just to be with me. I'm glad that you would.
I'm really lucky to have you. I'll never forget that. There is honestly no other person I would love to be with, than you.
I love you, for eternity, til the ends of time, and someday "til death do us apart"
It's a bit scary...
It's scary how boring life seems to me at times. Not the usual boring-ness people complain about, but the boring-ness that makes me feel like I've done this all before. Not much interests me anymore. I have yet to find something that really holds my interest. It's almost to much like life is boring to me. Like living is a hassle. I mean sure, I've thought about dying and how it would be like, but I want to know what happens beyond that. Is there something beyond death? I mean of course there's the religious views that there are 2 places beyond life and they are Heaven and Hell. But I mean a place that's been proven...something that says that "yes, there's a life beyond death." It's scary how my mind works sometimes. How my thoughts wander from place to place. It's a bit unnerving how I process some things. Then there are times where it seems like there's a void in my mind, or there isn't a mind at all. Like it's just a black hole, a black hole that will spit out the information I need at the times I need it. There's so much I still don't understand about myself. And I find it scary. I find myself to be scary sometimes. I mean, what am I suppose to be? I mean sure, I know I'm a human being...but then there are times that I don't feel human. And then the times I don't feel, at all.
