Wandering Warrior Gypsy

Those of use with restless hearts rather make the journey our home

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

He will always be my biggest regret and my most beautiful choice

Thorne

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

It's terrifying when you realize your heart and sense of home is no longer in your control - when he's away, where you live is no longer home, and every moment your heart is reminding you it's most precious love is missing from you

Thorne

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

You know you're lost when you think about that one person subconsciously all the time - making a salad and thinking of him because he once loved the way you smiled when describing tomatoes as crunchy

Thorn

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

Something that terrifies me is the knowledge that one day I will be sitting by myself, eyes closed, mind far away, ignoring the sun and sounds - trying so hard just to remember the way you felt in my arms, your hair between my fingertips, your lips on mine - just a faint memory of the way you smelt and a murmur of the voice i loved so incredibly much - and what scares me too is that this moment might be years and years from happening... or now...

Thorne

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

You know what is sad? Feeling so incredibly lonely in a relationship that it feels like a special treat when your partner treats you right

Thorne

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

Tired of fighting for something that is never meant to be

Thorne

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

Butterflies and stars turn to dust and fears in reality

Thorne

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

I have no doubt that love exists, but not everyone is made to handle the love that burns some - he thought he could hold the inferno of my adoration in his hands, but too soon he longed for colder things and placed me back in the wilderness to sing out my heart to the vast expanses of loneliness

me

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

Sometimes we fall in love with the dream we have and hold of love and not the person

me

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

every morning i tell myself to end this, but every night i need you to kiss me goodnight, even from a hundred miles away

me

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

I saw you, I wanted you,  waited for you, I never expected you to want me back

me

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

I'm tired - i've gone beyond missing and needing and aching for you - now, i am just exhausted

me

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

It is sad how some people ruin us for our true forevers - so when we reach them, we are bitter and broken and nothing good can grow in mistrust and jealousy

me

[wanderingwarriorgypsy]

10 days of glorious love - 10 days of passion and desire, burning souls and branding hands - 10 days of smiles and love bites. But all things end and with the night's arrival, so does my sadness - he is so far away - my heart and my home no longer in reach

me