Lost x Found

JP | 24 | PH Forever Hiatus | Comes back sometimes to spill my guts and not implode | I sink my teeth into my fingers. Blood forms branches across the water.

[wantedbestfriendx]

hey. i've been looking forward to today because I thought we'll be spending more time together.

time passed and reality hit hard that i'm not the center of everything, your everything.

i tried to keep myself occupied. i really did. i coudn't.

bah. i'm overthinking things again. i just miss you. you know. i would jump ship right now if possible.

maybe it's the midnight blues.

maybe it's the lingering sadness.

maybe... just maybe,

ha-have you ever loved anybody, you start becoming afraid of losing them?

[wantedbestfriendx]

ok. breathe in. and out.

check the time. note the date.

bubble it.

take a photo.

make a playlist.

write a fucking poem.

anything, just anything

to concretize the feeling; transubstantiate the abstract; to cling; to hug; to never let go

before the tides take their toll. follow gods' whim and take back what was lent

that way. when the songs don't make sense anymore, when the colors are no longer in rose hue

you'll remember - what it felt.

[profanities and other things better left unsaid (042721)]

[wantedbestfriendx]

I don't know where to put this in but I know I have to let it out.

Love songs do make sense, kapag kinikilig ka.

Stay still, my heart. You've waited so long to pounce so quickly.

[wantedbestfriendx]

I'm back after a long while.

[pemprika]

for crx!!! these kids go thru a lot but they’re so strong when together;;

[coltre]

[wantedbestfriendx]

It's been too long since I touched Tumblr. But so far, here it goes.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Dads take really long bathroom breaks because that is the only time no one can bother them.

[you-are-always-alone]

[s-t-y-l-e-t-s]

[wnq-writers]

2017; you taught me more than I could handle. I learned love, loss, everything in between.

caracactus  (via wnq-writers)

[c-ptsdofficial]

“boys don’t cry”? im a boy and im always crying. im crying right now. boo hoo motherfuckers

[spaceface124-deactivated2018120]

Lemony Snicket ghostwrote this

[wantedbestfriendx]

business email glossary

thanks in advance: get this done by the time i press "send"

thanks for your interest: why'd you have to bring this up

would you be so kind: fucking do it

best: i have never physically met you

all best: this conversation is over

all my best: i wish you would die

happy to help: this is the easiest thing in my inbox

i hope this helps: i've done all i'm willing to do

i did a bit of research: i googled it, because you're too lazy to

sorry to chase: answer my email

so sorry to chase: answer my FUCKING email

i am really sorry for being a pest but: i am LIVID that you are ignoring me

please contact my colleague: this isn't my problem

i'm copying in my colleague: this isn't my problem and i am thrilled about it

i'll check and get back to you: i might forget to

i'll let you know when i hear anything: i will forget to

can you check back with me in a week?: i'm hoping you will forget to

per our earlier conversation: i just yelled at you on the phone

great to chat just now: you just yelled at me on the phone

thanks!: i'm not mad at you

thanks!!: please don't be mad at me

thanks!!!: i'm crying at my desk

please advise: this might be your fault

kindly advise: this is entirely your fault

mind if i swing by?: i'm already in the elevator

can you confirm for me: you told me before and i deleted the email

sorry if that was unclear: i think you're an idiot

let me know if you need anything else: please never contact me again

Reblogging to add a direct quote that I used today -

Please respect my work process: just do it the way I told you to and stop arguing with me, I don't care what you think

[wantedbestfriendx]

ang sakit

[love-personal]

[catomidiare]

[thenatsdorf]

[cheasethings]

The poise… the balance… the PRESENCE