[wantedtokeepu2]

I have a personality that only a detailed 3rd person narrative could teach you to love

[wantedtokeepu2]

When I'm at my best, quick to respond always with a comment,

I'm annoying.

Loud and opinionated makes for a good speech. Incessant and always prying makes for an exhausting friend.

[wantedtokeepu2]

It needs to be people who have the privilege of safety who start the movements that disturb our general sense of peace, so everyone who doesn't have that safety can follow suit

[wantedtokeepu2]

I guess I was hoping that, after 14 years, you knew me. You could tell when I needed help or when I was sad and you'd offer to talk it out because you know I love to complain.

That you didn’t believe me when I said it was "whatever" because you knew me better than that. That you'd bring me some left overs when you could because you know I hate cooking and I said I didn't have anything for lunch yesterday.

I didn't need something grand. Just small things maybe once or twice a year. Even just asking me about something specific like once a month. Not "how have you been?" But "I know stuff hasn't been great with your mom how's that?"

Just something specific? Something you know I can talk about for a long time.

[sadhoc]

“i’m in kind of a weird mental place right now” i say, as if there are times when i am not in a weird mental place

[wantedtokeepu2]

If souls exist beyond death I hope you never forgive me for all I took from you and I hope you hate me for how much I could use your help right now

[wantedtokeepu2]

No more day dreams of someone finding me, knowing at first glance, and helping. No one's looking, no one knows to look

[wantedtokeepu2]

nobody told me dismissing your own feelings all the time leads to everyone around you doing the same. even when you've always been there for them :(

[wantedtokeepu2]

I quote this scene in adventure time a lot and it really is always werewolf queen... for literally everything

[wantedtokeepu2]

Nothing better than listening to an old ass song everyone thought was cringe and its still really good

[iamtheweirdomister]

[wantedtokeepu2]

There was a time in my life where I really really wanted to die. Everything was my fault and if I had just made a different face or kept my mouth shut then you would be nice to me.

But that very quickly changed when I realized how many things would change if you died instead. How much better I would be.

[acornsandcarnelian]

I know the "disabled villain" trope isn't good representation but y'know. I DO kind of get it. Sometimes my whole body hurts so bad that I could probably make an evil death laser. Sometimes things claim to be wheelchair accessible and are so incredibly inaccessible that I consider world domination just to fuckin fix it. I can see the appeal of becoming Evil And Scary to stop the stares. I am tired of being Polite and (ironically) Accommodating, answering "what's wrong with you?" over and over. Having minions would also be quite helpful.

[wantedtokeepu2]

*me taking the sorting hat quiz for the 19th time*

Please tell me who i am

[wantedtokeepu2]

No matter how hard I try not to, the closer I look the more everyone looks just like me.

[wantedtokeepu2]

When I was maybe 10 years old I used to hold my own hand tightly, and I would tell myself, "Dont worry, I'm here for you. You can lean on me."

[wantedtokeepu2]

All I do is explain myself.

No you dont understand! I feel sad because of this thing and here's why that would make anyone sad plus I've been feeling sick so-