#WARFUL : PRIVATE AND SELECTIVE AU COMMANDER SHEPARD, OF MASS EFFECT. CONCEPT DRIVEN. LOW ACTIVITY. INFO. TRACKER.

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#WARFUL : PRIVATE AND SELECTIVE AU COMMANDER SHEPARD, OF MASS EFFECT. CONCEPT DRIVEN. LOW ACTIVITY. INFO. TRACKER.
❥ 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐕𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 , 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓 .
bitter / aggressive one - liners as taken from the website pinterest . tw adult themes . customize as you wish !
❛ fight because you don’t know how to die quietly . ❜ ❛ i’d rather die on my feet than live on my knees . ❜ ❛ i’ll get over it , i just gotta be dramatic first . ❜ ❛ you don’t get to be surprised that nobody gives a fuck about you after you’ve worked so hard to alienate the entire world . ❜ ❛ i wouldn’t be like this if i knew how to not be like this , okay ? ❜ ❛ i had to fight like hell and fighting like hell made me what i am . ❜ ❛ i will be brutal . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to be soft anymore . i want to be bloody knuckles and glass shards and i want people to be afraid of hurting me . ❜ ❛ bring them to their knees . head bowed and fists bleeding — make them repent . ❜ ❛ is this what i get for loving a god ? ❜ ❛ you’re a weapon ; and weapons don’t weep . ❜ ❛ i’ll survive . somehow i always do . ❜ ❛ the things that used to make me cry just make my hands shake and my eyes blank . ❜ ❛ i’ve begun to understand why god died . ❜ ❛ i speak violence . ❜ ❛ it’s not my fault i have my father’s eyes . ❜ ❛ judge if you want , we are all going to die . i intend to deserve it . ❜ ❛ i need to kill you . ❜ ❛ i will continue to watch you rot . ❜ ❛ i wasn’t born to be soft and quiet . i was born to make the world shatter and shake at my fingertips . ❜ ❛ you’re not a nice person , are you ? ❜ ❛ when i punched you . that was when i first felt something for you . ❜ ❛ if you don’t terrify people a little bit then what’s the point ? ❜ ❛ i could tear you apart if i wanted . ❜ ❛ do not tell me what i can and cannot do . ❜ ❛ i can and i will . watch me . ❜ ❛ no one made me . i made me . ❜ ❛ take a breath , spit out the blood in your mouth , and get back up on your feet . you still got a couple motherfuckers to prove wrong . ❜ ❛ here’s what i know ; i will die only by my own hand . ❜ ❛ i’m everything you can’t control . ❜ ❛ i am violent , and bitter , and ugly inside and out . ❜ ❛ i am being perfectly fucking civil . ❜ ❛ goddamn right , you should be scared of me . ❜ ❛ you are losing my interest , and that is very dangerous . ❜ ❛ if i can still breathe , i’m fine . ❜ ❛ i will do what it takes to survive . ❜ ❛ if karma doesn’t hit you , i fucking will . ❜ ❛ don’t be sorry . i trusted you , my fault not yours . ❜ ❛ i wonder if life smokes after it fucks me . ❜ ❛ i don’t have to prove shit to you . ❜ ❛ i’m not tearing down my walls for anyone again . you want to know what’s inside ? climb . ❜ ❛ i am mine . before i am ever anyone else’s . ❜
* @mysteriene … ❝ you haven’t changed. ❞
re : sentence meme / accepting.
there’s a release of breathe she didn’t realize she was holding, shoulders slowly sagging as tension bleeds out. not all of it, but enough that makes breathing a little bit easier. and for a few moments, she’s not caught up in the absolute cluster - fuck of the present. she’s back on the SR-1, surrounded by so many familiar faces; going into the unknown. it’s different now, being at the helm, instead of following. this time, it’s not her holding back john from making a potentially awful choice, or the one persuading him to go another route. this time everything is on her and who does she have to keep her in check?
❝ you think so, huh? ❞ and still v laughs, though it’s humorless, dry; lips of black lacquer press together, before she sighs, only a fraction of how tired she really is.
❝ … i don’t know if that’s a good thing or not. ❞
❝ I’LL RELINQUISH ONE BULLET. WHERE DO YOU WANT IT? ❞ [ cred. ]
❥ 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐫 .
credit to @sour-apple-studios . tw for mature topics .
❛ turning back isn’t an option . ❜ ❛ you must return home , even if it kills you . ❜ ❛ you left everything i promised you . ❜ ❛ your heart grows heavy . ❜ ❛ despite how dangerous your love is . ❜ ❛ i feel like you’re the only one who truly cares . ❜ ❛ let me do what is best for you . ❜ ❛ what am i doing ? ❜ ❛ this is not who i am . ❜ ❛ we have forgotten who we are . ❜ ❛ you found it in your heart not to fight . ❜ ❛ after everything i have done … ❜ ❛ i know you cannot forgive me . ❜ ❛ please do not forget me . ❜ ❛ promise me you will save us . ❜ ❛ promise me i won’t die here . ❜ ❛ you’re skin and bones ! ❜ ❛ sooo ! how does it taste ?! ❜ ❛ well , this is embarrassing … ❜ ❛ show them your sunny side ! ❜ ❛ i put a lot of sweat ‘n blood into this thing . ❜ ❛ your funeral . ❜ ❛ so what’ll it be ? ❜ ❛ what ? no . ❜ ❛ listen , bucko . as much as i admire you trying to get yourself killed , don’t . ❜ ❛ i just don’t have the heart to care for stupid questions . ❜ ❛ lucky for us , we have forever . ❜ ❛ i’d say your time here is limited . ❜ ❛ personally ? i kinda want them dead . ❜ ❛ someone’s gotta do it . ❜ ❛ what’s with that look ? ❜ ❛ aw , gotta family waiting for you ? ❜ ❛ that’s cute . ❜ ❛ you look pretty miserable . ❜ ❛ i told you not to get too close ! ❜
woke up to the thought of a type of control ending w/ v who is already bonded with reaper tech thanks to cerberus so she doesn’t completely lose herself when activating the catalyst --- but she absolutely lives up to the bible’s ideals of angels which are, despite popular depictions, eldritch in nature.
bi0tic·:
@warful· 💥 💥 💥
❛ 𝚂𝙾, 𝙷𝙾𝚆'𝚂 𝙸𝚃 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻 — ? ❜ crossed arms and chin raised: even her stance taunts confrontation. everything is a tug of war, with jack. ❛ … 𝙱𝙴𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙲𝙴𝙱𝙴𝚁𝚄𝚂’ 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽𝚈 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴 𝚃𝙾𝚈? ❜ she was unsurprised to hear cerberus and ‘fucked up’ were still in bed together. playing god was a difficult habit to kick — that much, jack understood. she might even sympathise with shepard, if she hadn’t just recruited her for a mission no-one planned on coming back from. ❛ 𝙸𝚃 𝙶𝙴𝚃𝚂 𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝙵𝙰𝚂𝚃, 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙴𝚅𝙴 𝙼𝙴. ❜
it’s still a sore spot, and probably always would be. what felt like yesterday for her, has been years. brain scrambled, reprogrammed and wires crossed, it feels she’s a ghost in a machine instead of a person. ❝ — LIKE SHIT. ❞
there’s always an itch to fight beneath the surface, biotics and aggression burning hot. makes her wonder if cerberus has a habit of fucking with people so bad all that’s left is rage. that, or maybe they’re just the lucky ones. alive, and pissed off because of it. when she smiles with teeth, it’s wolfish, and she circles the other woman much like one, too. looking for a vulnerable point, just in case she needs it.
❝ i’ve been over it since i first spoke to the asshole in charge. he’s just lucky i have bigger shit to worry about, for now. i wonder what he would have done if i was a florist, and not a soldier. be shit out of luck then. s’not to late to throw myself at a thresher maw, just outta spite. or, better yet, maybe sic one on the illusive man. think he’d enjoy the surprise? ❞
* @bi0tic … ❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞
re : sentence meme / accepting.
❝ you think i don’t know that? ❞ mouth pressed into a thin line as she growls, with clenched jaw and fists; she knows jack is just trying to warn her. after all, both of them are entangled in cerberus for far too many reasons, against their will. it’s a point of familiarity — and of tension.
❝ i don’t give a fuck about cerberus, and i’ll be first in line to get my hands on the illusive man. knock out all his teeth, . . . if i’m feeling generous. i know what they’re doing, but at least on the inside, i can take advantage right back. take down the collectors, and then, they’re next. trust me, jack, they haven’t stopped being on my shit list for one second. they’ll get what’s coming to them, from both of us. ❞
* @khrios … 𝚜𝚌 .
❝ — so, I GOTTA ASK. ❞
leaning against the wall, distance is kept, more out of her own comfort; never quite trusting herself, NOR ANYONE ELSE. a smiles but it’s rueful, and masks the pain from some of the cybernetics in her head. ❝ thinking back to that tower, i feel like you might not have gone in there assuming you’d be walking out . . . . . AM I WRONG? ❞
anotherdamnrpmemeblog:
things that are hard to hear.
**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!
❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞
❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞
❝ she’s not coming home. ❞
❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞
❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞
❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞
❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞
❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞
❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞
❝ you’re too late. ❞
❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞
❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞
❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞
❝ you failed me. ❞
❝ fuck you. ❞
❝ i can see right through you. ❞
❝ things are getting bad again. ❞
❝ are things getting bad again? ❞
❝ move on. ❞
❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞
❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞
❝ you haven’t changed. ❞
❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞
❝ i’m dying. ❞
❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞
❝ it’s always about you. ❞
❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞
❝ i don’t trust you. ❞
❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞
❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞
❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞
❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞
❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞
❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞
❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞
❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞
❝ i think we should see other people. ❞
❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞
❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞
❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞
❝ stop crying. ❞
❝ don’t come back. ❞
❝ i’m not coming back. ❞
❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞
❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞
❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞
❝ something happened today. ❞
❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞
❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞
❝ i’m sorry. ❞
❝ i’m not sorry. ❞
❝ you’re not sorry. ❞
szuddenly:
you think you want me to shut up? i have to listen to myself even when im not talking
* @cerberusofficer … 𝚜𝚌 .
❝ — y’anno, you’ve got a lot of fucking nerve to ask me for help after all the shit you pulled. guess i’m not an [ ᵁᴺᶠᴼᴿᵀᵁᴺᴬᵀᴱ ᴬᴸᵀᴱᴿᴺᴬᵀᴵⱽᴱ ] now that i’m useful, huh? ❞
please be sure you check out the google doc since v is quite au / canon divergent ♥ and if you have any questions please let me know.
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