WHO IS IN CONTROL?

[warful]

#WARFUL  :   PRIVATE  AND SELECTIVE  AU COMMANDER SHEPARD, OF MASS EFFECT.  CONCEPT DRIVEN.  LOW ACTIVITY.  INFO.   TRACKER.

[amourmemes]

❥     𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄  𝐕𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓  ,  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒  𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌  𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓  .

bitter  /  aggressive  one  -  liners  as  taken  from  the  website  pinterest  . tw  adult  themes  .     customize  as  you  wish  !

❛  fight  because  you  don’t  know  how  to  die  quietly  .  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  die  on  my  feet  than  live  on  my  knees  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  get  over  it  ,  i  just  gotta  be  dramatic  first  .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  get  to  be  surprised  that  nobody  gives  a  fuck  about  you  after  you’ve  worked  so  hard  to  alienate  the  entire  world  .  ❜ ❛  i  wouldn’t  be  like  this  if  i  knew  how  to  not  be  like  this  ,  okay  ?  ❜ ❛  i  had  to  fight  like  hell  and  fighting  like  hell  made  me  what  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  i  will  be  brutal  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  be  soft  anymore  .  i  want  to  be  bloody  knuckles  and  glass  shards  and  i  want  people  to  be  afraid  of  hurting  me  .  ❜ ❛  bring  them  to  their  knees  .  head  bowed  and  fists  bleeding  —  make  them  repent  .  ❜ ❛  is  this  what  i  get  for  loving  a  god  ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  a  weapon  ;  and  weapons  don’t  weep  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  survive  .  somehow  i  always  do  .  ❜ ❛  the  things  that   used   to  make  me  cry  just  make   my  hands  shake  and  my  eyes  blank  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  begun  to  understand  why  god  died  .  ❜ ❛  i  speak  violence  .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  my  fault  i  have  my  father’s  eyes  .  ❜ ❛  judge  if  you  want  ,  we  are  all  going  to  die  .  i  intend  to  deserve  it  .  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  kill  you  .  ❜ ❛  i  will  continue  to  watch  you  rot  .  ❜ ❛  i  wasn’t  born  to  be  soft  and  quiet  .  i  was  born  to  make  the  world  shatter  and  shake  at  my  fingertips  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  a  nice  person  ,  are  you  ?  ❜ ❛  when  i  punched  you  .  that  was  when  i  first  felt  something  for  you  .  ❜ ❛  if  you  don’t  terrify  people  a  little  bit  then  what’s  the  point  ?  ❜ ❛  i  could  tear  you  apart  if  i  wanted  .  ❜ ❛  do  not  tell  me  what  i  can  and  cannot  do  .  ❜ ❛  i  can  and  i  will  .  watch  me  .  ❜ ❛  no  one  made  me  .  i  made  me  .  ❜ ❛  take  a  breath  ,  spit  out  the  blood  in  your  mouth  ,  and  get  back  up  on  your  feet  .  you  still  got  a  couple  motherfuckers  to  prove  wrong  .  ❜ ❛  here’s  what  i  know  ;  i  will  die  only  by  my  own  hand  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  everything  you  can’t  control  .  ❜ ❛  i  am  violent  ,  and  bitter  ,  and  ugly  inside  and  out  .  ❜ ❛  i  am  being  perfectly  fucking  civil  .  ❜ ❛  goddamn  right  ,  you  should  be  scared  of  me  .  ❜ ❛  you  are  losing  my  interest  ,  and  that  is  very  dangerous  .  ❜ ❛  if  i  can  still  breathe  ,  i’m  fine  .  ❜ ❛  i  will  do  what  it  takes  to  survive  .  ❜ ❛  if  karma  doesn’t  hit  you  ,  i  fucking  will  .  ❜ ❛  don’t  be  sorry  .  i  trusted  you  ,  my  fault  not  yours  .  ❜ ❛  i  wonder  if  life  smokes  after  it  fucks  me  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  have  to  prove  shit  to  you  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  tearing  down  my  walls  for  anyone  again  .  you  want  to  know  what’s  inside  ?  climb  .  ❜ ❛  i  am  mine  .  before  i  am  ever  anyone  else’s  .  ❜

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            *     @mysteriene​     …       ❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

                    re   :    sentence meme    /   accepting.

                  there’s  a  release  of  breathe  she  didn’t  realize  she  was  holding,    shoulders  slowly  sagging   as  tension  bleeds  out.     not  all  of  it,  but  enough    that  makes  breathing  a  little  bit  easier.      and  for  a  few  moments,    she’s  not  caught  up  in  the  absolute  cluster  -  fuck  of  the  present.    she’s  back  on  the  SR-1,  surrounded  by  so  many  familiar  faces;    going  into  the  unknown.       it’s  different  now,  being  at  the  helm,  instead  of  following.    this  time,  it’s  not  her  holding  back  john  from  making  a  potentially  awful  choice,  or  the  one  persuading  him  to  go  another  route.    this  time  everything  is  on  her  and  who  does  she  have  to  keep  her  in  check?

          ❝            you  think  so,  huh?          ❞            and  still  v  laughs,    though  it’s  humorless,  dry;    lips  of  black  lacquer  press  together,  before  she  sighs,  only  a  fraction  of  how  tired  she  really  is.            

              ❝         …    i  don’t  know  if  that’s  a  good  thing  or  not.        ❞

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 ❝     I’LL RELINQUISH ONE BULLET.  WHERE DO YOU WANT IT?   ❞       [  cred.  ]

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[amourmemes]

❥   𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬  𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐫  .

credit  to  @sour-apple-studios  .  tw  for  mature  topics  .

❛  turning  back  isn’t  an  option  .  ❜ ❛  you  must  return  home  ,  even  if  it  kills  you  .  ❜ ❛  you  left  everything  i  promised  you  .  ❜ ❛  your  heart  grows  heavy  .  ❜ ❛  despite  how  dangerous  your  love  is  .  ❜ ❛  i  feel  like  you’re  the  only  one  who  truly  cares  .  ❜ ❛  let  me  do  what  is  best  for  you  .  ❜ ❛  what  am  i  doing  ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  not  who  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  we  have  forgotten  who  we  are .  ❜ ❛  you  found  it  in  your  heart  not  to  fight  .  ❜ ❛  after  everything  i  have  done … ❜ ❛  i  know  you  cannot  forgive  me  .  ❜ ❛  please  do  not  forget  me  .  ❜ ❛  promise  me  you  will  save  us  .  ❜ ❛  promise  me  i  won’t  die  here  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  skin  and  bones  !  ❜ ❛  sooo !  how  does  it  taste  ?!  ❜ ❛  well  ,  this  is  embarrassing  …  ❜ ❛  show  them  your  sunny  side  ! ❜ ❛  i  put  a  lot  of  sweat  ‘n  blood  into  this  thing  .  ❜ ❛  your  funeral  .  ❜ ❛  so  what’ll  it  be  ?  ❜ ❛  what  ?  no  .  ❜ ❛  listen  ,  bucko  .  as  much  as  i  admire  you  trying  to  get  yourself  killed  ,  don’t  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  don’t  have  the  heart  to  care  for  stupid  questions  .  ❜ ❛  lucky  for  us  ,  we  have  forever  .  ❜ ❛  i’d  say  your  time  here  is  limited  .  ❜ ❛  personally  ?   i  kinda  want  them  dead  .  ❜ ❛  someone’s  gotta  do  it  .  ❜ ❛  what’s  with  that  look  ?  ❜ ❛  aw  ,  gotta  family  waiting  for  you  ?  ❜ ❛  that’s  cute  .  ❜ ❛  you  look  pretty  miserable  .  ❜ ❛  i  told  you  not  to  get  too  close  ! ❜

[warful]

woke up to the thought of a type of control ending w/ v  who is already bonded with reaper tech thanks to cerberus so she doesn’t completely lose herself when activating the catalyst  ---   but she absolutely lives up to the bible’s ideals of angels which are, despite popular depictions, eldritch in nature.

[warful]

bi0tic·:

@warful·  💥 💥 💥

❛  𝚂𝙾, 𝙷𝙾𝚆'𝚂 𝙸𝚃 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻 — ?  ❜   crossed arms and chin raised:  even her stance taunts confrontation.   everything is a tug of war, with jack.   ❛  … 𝙱𝙴𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙲𝙴𝙱𝙴𝚁𝚄𝚂’ 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽𝚈 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴 𝚃𝙾𝚈?  ❜   she was unsurprised to hear cerberus and ‘fucked up’ were still in bed together.   playing god was a difficult habit to kick —  that much, jack understood.   she might even sympathise with shepard, if she hadn’t just recruited her for a mission no-one planned on coming back from.   ❛  𝙸𝚃 𝙶𝙴𝚃𝚂 𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝙵𝙰𝚂𝚃, 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙴𝚅𝙴 𝙼𝙴.  ❜

                                 it’s   still   a   sore   spot,   and   probably   always   would   be.      what   felt   like   yesterday   for   her,      has   been   years.      brain   scrambled,   reprogrammed   and   wires   crossed,      it   feels   she’s   a   ghost   in   a   machine   instead   of   a   person.                                  ❝        —        LIKE SHIT.     ❞    

             there’s   always   an   itch   to   fight   beneath   the   surface,      biotics   and   aggression   burning   hot.      makes   her   wonder   if   cerberus   has   a   habit   of   fucking   with   people   so   bad   all   that’s   left   is   rage.      that,      or   maybe   they’re   just   the   lucky   ones.         alive,      and   pissed   off   because   of   it.            when   she   smiles   with   teeth,      it’s   wolfish,      and   she   circles   the   other   woman   much   like   one,   too.         looking   for   a   vulnerable   point,      just   in   case   she   needs   it.         

       ❝        i’ve   been   over   it   since   i   first   spoke   to   the   asshole   in   charge.      he’s   just   lucky   i   have   bigger   shit   to   worry   about,   for   now.         i   wonder   what   he   would   have   done   if   i   was   a   florist,      and   not   a   soldier.      be   shit   out   of   luck   then.         s’not   to   late   to   throw   myself   at   a   thresher   maw,      just   outta   spite.         or,      better   yet,      maybe   sic   one   on   the   illusive   man.      think   he’d   enjoy   the   surprise?      ❞

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             *      @bi0tic​​       …       ❝ you’re being taken advantage of!  ❞ 

                     re   :    sentence meme    /   accepting.

           ❝               you think i don’t know that?      ❞       mouth   pressed   into   a   thin   line   as   she   growls,   with   clenched   jaw   and   fists; she   knows   jack   is   just   trying   to   warn   her.      after   all,   both   of   them   are   entangled   in   cerberus   for   far   too   many   reasons,   against   their   will.      it’s   a   point   of   familiarity            —            and   of   tension.

      ❝          i   don’t   give   a   fuck   about   cerberus,   and   i’ll   be   first   in   line   to   get   my   hands   on   the   illusive   man.    knock   out   all   his   teeth,     .   .   .     if   i’m   feeling   generous.      i   know   what   they’re   doing,      but   at   least   on   the   inside,   i   can   take   advantage   right   back.         take   down   the   collectors,      and   then,   they’re   next.         trust   me,      jack,      they   haven’t   stopped   being   on   my   shit   list   for   one   second.      they’ll   get   what’s   coming   to   them,      from   both   of   us.           ❞            

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[warful]

*      @khrios​​        …          𝚜𝚌 .

                                       ❝        —      so,    I  GOTTA  ASK.      ❞    

leaning      against      the      wall,      distance      is      kept,       more      out      of   her   own      comfort;      never      quite      trusting      herself,      NOR      ANYONE      ELSE.        a      smiles      but      it’s      rueful,         and      masks      the      pain      from      some      of      the      cybernetics      in      her      head.         ❝       thinking     back      to      that      tower,      i      feel      like      you      might      not      have      gone      in      there      assuming      you’d      be      walking      out .                                           . . . .    AM   I    WRONG?           ❞

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anotherdamnrpmemeblog​:

things that are hard to hear.

**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!

❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞

❝ she’s not coming home. ❞

❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞

❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞

❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞

❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞

❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞

❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞

❝ you’re too late. ❞

❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞

❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞

❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞

❝ you failed me. ❞

❝ fuck you. ❞

❝ i can see right through you. ❞

❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

❝ move on. ❞

❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞

❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞

❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞

❝ i’m dying. ❞

❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞

❝ it’s always about you. ❞

❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞

❝ i don’t trust you. ❞

❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞

❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞

❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞

❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞

❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞

❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞

❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞

❝ i think we should see other people. ❞

❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞

❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞

❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞

❝ stop crying. ❞

❝ don’t come back. ❞

❝ i’m not coming back. ❞

❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞

❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞

❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞

❝ something happened today. ❞

❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞

❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i’m not sorry. ❞

❝ you’re not sorry. ❞

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szuddenly​:

you think you want me to shut up? i have to listen to myself even when im not talking

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*      @cerberusofficer​​​         …          𝚜𝚌 .

❝              —        y’anno,    you’ve  got  a  lot  of   fucking  nerve  to  ask  me  for  help  after  all  the  shit  you  pulled.        guess  i’m  not  an           [     ᵁᴺᶠᴼᴿᵀᵁᴺᴬᵀᴱ   ᴬᴸᵀᴱᴿᴺᴬᵀᴵⱽᴱ      ]      now  that  i’m  useful,    huh?                  ❞

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please be sure you check out the google doc since v is quite au / canon divergent  ♥  and if you have any questions please let me know.

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 A STARTER CALL TO GET THINGS GOING?