elena gilbert.

i'm scared that if i let myself be happy for one minute, that my world's going to come crashing down and i don't know if i'll be able to survive that.

[rebelsalvatore]

Damn. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

I think about you even when I don't want to think about you. 

[rebelsalvatore]

…Really? 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Months. 

[rebelsalvatore]

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

You've had me for a while. 

[rebelsalvatore]

Why not? 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

[rebelsalvatore]

He’s a big boy. He can handle it. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

We shouldn't.

[rebelsalvatore]

Don’t play this game, Elena. We both know who you’re talking about. And there’s nothing wrong about it if that’s how you feel. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

I don't want to hurt him anymore than I have... I don't...

[rebelsalvatore]

Of course you care about him, It’d be hard to forget how much his brooding made you smile but that doesn’t mean you can’t move on from that. Especially when I’m right here. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

--What? 

[rebelsalvatore]

It’s not wrong when you’ve already broken up with him. Especially when he already knows you were thinking about someone else. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

But I still care about him. Very much.. and that's why I can't say anything. 

[rebelsalvatore]

What’s to sort out? I’m sure he’d be

very happy to know you were thinking about him.

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

It feels wrong. It's only been a few days.

[rebelsalvatore]

Sure. Here. 

Are you planning on letting this someone else know?

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

I don't know... probably not the best idea right now. I just need to sort things out.

[rebelsalvatore]

Really? That’s…interesting.

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Pour me another? 

[rebelsalvatore]

How bad can it be? Just tell me…

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Someone else slipped inside my head. 

[rebelsalvatore]

That look says it is. So tell me. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Damon...

[rebelsalvatore]

He wasn’t overly chatty about it, so no. Why don’t you tell me? 

You’re welcome. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

It's... not important. 

[rebelsalvatore]

He told me you ended it. 

I said a drink, didn’t I? Here you go. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Did he mention why? 

... Thanks.

[rebelsalvatore]

Why not? You can’t expect me to be unhappy about the break up. 

And? One drink won’t put you over the limit. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Did he tell you what happened? 

One. That's it. 

[rebelsalvatore]

Don’t trust yourself?

Be my guest. And since you’re sticking around we might as well have a drink. 

[warriorelenagilbert-blog]

Don't do that, Damon. Not today.

I drove.