cool pics, sad poems

PNW, nature lover, hopeless romantic, just someones weird mom

[washedupmillennialwitch]

*Any minor upset in my life*

Me: I could really go for a cigarette

[washedupmillennialwitch]

Fighting for my life over here.

(not being the first to break no contact)

[paper-wounds]

via

[mournfulroses]

Anna Akhmatova, from a poem titled "White Flock," featured in An Anthology of Contemporary Russian Women Poets

[washedupmillennialwitch]

Lavender Farm, Oregon

[washedupmillennialwitch]

And you're 9 years old again

Tears staining your face under the covers late at night

And you wonder if this pain lasts forever

But you're 29 now

And you know it never goes away

Tears run down your face again

Neither the alcohol or superficial distractions could keep at bay

The endless ache of a single longing

To feel loved

[washedupmillennialwitch]

[washedupmillennialwitch]

We come from the same earth as the wildflowers and the sparrows

[wedarkacademia]

[washedupmillennialwitch]

And tonight when I was sobbing in the bathroom mirror, towel around my breasts and tears dripping down onto my chest I asked myself the age old question

What's the point?

But tonight I looked into my own swollen eyes in the mirror and replied

I am

I'm the fucking point.

People will leave and lie and treat you like a second option

Second best

But I'm not second to anyone

Not when I've worked this fucking hard

To be better

To be present

To be here

I am here

Even if you are not here for me, I am here for myself

I wanted to give up over and over

You told me you were here

I had you

Until now

Until you gave up on me

And I was reminded what my place was in everyone else's life but my own

How could I let myself be fooled again

I was never your first choice

And you never should have been mine

[washedupmillennialwitch]

Latourell Falls

[washedupmillennialwitch]

Marion berries in oregon

[washedupmillennialwitch]

im so back

[washedupmillennialwitch]

The scariest part

[kristensnotebook]

Sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.

Lewis Carroll (via kristensnotebook)

[brianjonesy]

ringo did that

[ps1]