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[[you thought i was dead? well, i got better]]

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[[you thought i was dead? well, i got better]]

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[ update on me: i’m not dead, just... really tired. my dog of 10+ years was put down last week after a sudden sickness. i’m drowning in stress from college, while still trying to grapple with my depression. never thought i’d be one to have suicidal thoughts but... anyway. i’ll be fine, eventually. i didn’t mean for this blog’s hiatus to be so long, i really didn’t. i’m sorry. ]

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[ loaned tablet to dad, have first doodle with surface book. drawing on screen is weird ]

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[ grandpa dropped the bombshell, while i went to his house to do laundry, that my grandmother w/ mesothelioma isn’t expected to make it another week- and he tells me this the day before i leave for college when i’m already close to a nervous breakdown since i’ve so much to do. i could use some kind words if you have any, but for now expect this blog to be put on hiatus. ]

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[ she’s gone. ]

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[ grandpa dropped the bombshell, while i went to his house to do laundry, that my grandmother w/ mesothelioma isn’t expected to make it another week- and he tells me this the day before i leave for college when i’m already close to a nervous breakdown since i’ve so much to do. i could use some kind words if you have any, but for now expect this blog to be put on hiatus. ]

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Video Game Challenge:  Videogames Fallout New Vegas

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[ just little eva things: owyn lyons becoming like a father/kind grandpa to her in the time period between the end of the game&her leaving the capitol. also little eva things: her (ten years later) physically punching a commonwealth BoS soldier when she hears him badmouthing the previous elder ]

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[ so i’ve been playing with a mod that adds the Storyteller (from Shoddycast) as a companion to fallout 4- i started a new save yesterday as Eva and put my name as ‘courier six’. apparently this is a little hidden trigger, cos it changed his recruitment dialogue- he flipped his shit to ‘IT’S YOU! THE COURIER!!!’ and i just. eva didn’t expect to be recognized, let alone as the courier (rather than the LW.) ]

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[ Eva is now accepting applications for Dads ™ - preferably not dead of radiation poisoning. Actually, just not dead at all. ]

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⋚ ,,,, 5'2,,,, :'v

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[ WHO LET THIS CHILD BE UNATTENDED ON THE STRIP ,,, val is such a smol baby i love it ] 

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“was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”

    "Yeah, a lil’ bit... word of advice hun, try harder not to be- selfishness in this city is a one-way street to getting shot.”   The courier played with the poker chip around her neck idly as she spoke. "Though, being generous is a thankless task in the apocalypse, so take it with a grain of salt."

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⋚ 5'10"!

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[ she has a singular inch in her favor. dominance has been Asserted. ] 

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“words can be like knives. they can cut you open”

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       “Yeah- rusty ones at that, so you end up with emotional tetanus.” The wanderer paused from her tinkering, looking up at the other- “I never pegged you as a philosopher, Deacon… you feelin’ okay?” 

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                                                           this is your story                                                         these are your scars                                                         don’t you ever forget                                                               who you are