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Vettel is lucky to get a gift from Ferrari on a circuit no one can overtake. How nice of Mattia to give the ‘lil poor boy a confidence boost. It’s like feeding scraps to dogs about to be put down. 🤣🤣
It’s Ferrari’s victory. And a 1-2. Can’t wait to see Charles Leclerc murder him for the rest of the season.
I’ve genuinely been racking my brain trying to figure out how in the name of all things holy could Ferrari ever think that doing something as patronizing as this could somehow help Vettel. Wouldn’t any sane person look at the situation and feel humiliated by the notion of being publicly gifted an unearned victory after having been out-qualified and out-raced yet again by Charles? And with nothing on the line to justify it either? No championship in sight, all done purely to artificially buoy his ego.
Your younger brother is beating you yet again at chess and your mom comes in and rearranges the pieces so you win… and you’re happy? Satisfied? Proud?
At least in Canada Lewis had the decency to act more subdued and pull Vettel onto the top step etc even though Canada was his win through and though.
But celebrating this as though it was a genuine victory? How can anyone think this will in any way silence the criticism rather than actually amplify it?
And then I thought about this bit from Mark’s book about the 2010 season:
“In the end, Christian Horner took me aside and told me that he had given Marko the opportunity to tell Sebastian that he had a cracked chassis - which he didn’t - to help him rationalise the fact that he had just been well and truly beaten, for the second race in a row, by the old Aussie in the other car.
It seems it had been affecting his confidence, and to Seb that’s everything. It seemed beyond his comprehension that I could beat him fair and square; for him there had to be another reason why.”
Now here’s the crazy thing - it worked.
Vettel’s confidence was restored and it didn’t matter that it was all fake.
I’ve always thought that his greatest weakness - especially these past few years - was his denial of reality. Refusing to admit he drove into Lewis at Baku, saying the Hockenheim crash and all the other mistakes were just tiny itty bitty errors and not symptomatic of anything bigger, switching the numbers in Canada and putting up a flag in Maranello as though he’d genuinely won a race… I kept thinking, well how is he ever going to get over his issues if he can’t accept that they’re even there? How can you ever improve without being brutally honest with yourself about yourself? Or maybe even just honest?
But maybe this is Ferrari genuinely demonstrating that they do know him and do know how to manage him.
It means that have to stick with it completely though, there’s no going back from this. Charles won’t ever trust them again, the way Mark didn’t trust Red Bull, and the difference here is that Charles is unquestionably the faster driver. Mark didn’t know how to manage the situation politically, and he was at a disadvantage anyway because he was out-qualified so consistently that it made Red Bull’s decision to prioritize Vettel seem reasonable.
But Charles… Charles knows exactly what he’s doing. He knows how to play the crowd and play the media and I’m not sure Ferrari realize they’ve handed him a megaton PR bomb here.
Daniel Ricciardo on Anthoine Hubert's death: 'It's an anger it's happened again
Last Saturday, Daniel Ricciardo went through what might best be described as a long, dark night of the soul.
Following the death of Formula 2 driver Anthoine Hubert at the Belgian Grand Prix, the Renault driver went back to his hotel and questioned whether it was all worth it. The answer did not come easily, but in the end the Australian raced at Spa on Sunday.
Four days on, he sits down with BBC Sport at the start of the Italian Grand Prix weekend, and delves deep into what it takes for a racing driver to confront his fears and race on in such difficult circumstances.
“I certainly questioned it,” the 30-year-old Australian says. “The reality is, weirdly, I do love it too much. Racing did feel right in the end. Even though I didn’t really want to, once I did it, it was like, OK, this actually feels right and normal.”
For a long time over last weekend, though, it felt anything but normal.
“When you’re a kid and you see it on TV, and you’re not present or not part of it,” Ricciardo says, “it still seems like there is some form of distance, or a disconnection to what’s happened.
"But when you’re there and it happens to one of your colleagues, or it’s in the same race, it seems more real, and it’s like: ‘OK, this actually can happen to anyone, and it’s here, it’s present right now.’
"The realisation of us not being invincible does set in. I know my parents stress enough for me already - you know, watching me race and travel the world and being on a plane every few days. You just question it: is it really worth putting not only myself but family under the same amount of stress?”
The aftermath of the accident
The night of the accident, Ricciardo says, he “didn’t get much sleep, and for sure you’re asking yourself questions, probably just fighting a little bit with some anger and some frustration of 'why,’ you know?
"And then also fighting with a few of the emotions of should I actually get up and race tomorrow? Is it the right thing to do morally? Is it the right thing to do for me?
"And I kind of did also think: 'Let’s see how I feel by lunchtime, and if I’m still having some doubts then maybe the safest thing for me is not to race.’
"I kind of wanted to play it by ear. Just running through all these scenarios: 'What if I feel like this? What if that?’
"By Sunday morning, I had a bit more clarity. I did manage to sleep a little bit and wake up preparing myself for race day. But it still felt cold and weird. It didn’t feel right to be excited to race, just to be happy to be there. It felt like, tick off the minutes and get the job done.
"The lead-up to the race, I’d probably just describe it as not very fun in terms of just it was tough to try and go through the motions and go through a routine when that has happened less than 24 hours ago. And, you know, drivers’ parade and all that, you’re waving to fans, but you don’t feel right smiling or being happy, I guess.
"It was difficult, just trying to get into the zone, just trying to find any form of rhythm.
"Getting in the car on Sunday was not easy, but it was more of a sadness than a fear and I think it was important I established that. If I had been getting in the car with a pure level of fear, then it wouldn’t have been smart for me to race. I did understand that it was just a sadness.”
'Just go as fast as possible’
“Once we kind of got going, it actually felt like pretty good release. It felt like a de-stress, just racing and competing. Just going at those speeds, it was like flushing out the system and that felt good.
"After the race, for sure I was still glad it was done but I did feel better than I did two hours before that.
"I’ll be honest, the race was fun. It was good to be out there. And as much as I was looking forward to seeing the chequered flag, I did enjoy a pure race on Sunday.”
The race, he says, acted as a form of catharsis.
“When something happens, you’ve just go to dive back into it, and that’s the best way of overcoming it. And I think that’s what the race was for us. I told myself little things as well: 'Just go fast as soon as possible. Leave the pits and just go, and try to get into that mode already. Don’t tip-toe around. Don’t over-think certain places on the track.’
"I remember I got out of the pits, drifted out, and forced myself to get into that mindset straight away.”
This is a reference to his thoughts about going through Raidillon, where Hubert had his crash. It is part of the infamous Eau Rouge swerves, a left-hander over the brow of a hill taken flat out at more than 180mph.
“I told myself: 'Go full throttle, and just don’t over-think this corner, don’t over-think any of it.’ Out of the pits… held it full. That was a relief but it felt good to get out there and do that. And that also told me that I was ready to go.
"I think if I was, big lift and scared, then that would be a sign that maybe I shouldn’t be on the track right now. I guess I wanted to do that to test myself and then it all felt right.”
Did he talk to the other drivers about it?
“I got to speak to a few. I only met Anthoine this year. The Renault Academy boys obviously spent a lot of time with him and I saw them Sunday morning. I spoke to a couple of them Saturday night as well, just over text.
"They had done training camps together. They’re a little family. They’re younger as well. That’s where I felt I could try and be a little bit of, in some ways, a father figure to them and comfort them. I was feeling it, but they were more so. We basically gave each other all a hug on Sunday morning. We tried to chat over it a little bit.
"And then with the other drivers, I spoke to a few of them, but before the race you could see everyone kind of wanted to be on their own.
"Waiting for the driver parade, we were all just standing there. There were a few handshakes or hugs but you could kind of tell everyone was just trying to prepare for the race and it was a tough one. After the race, I spoke to mainly the French drivers, who I knew were closest to Anthoine.”
The Bianchi factor
Hubert is not the first driver Ricciardo has known who has been killed. The last F1 driver to lose his life was the Frenchman Jules Bianchi, who suffered fatal head injuries in a crash at the 2014 Japanese Grand Prix. Ricciardo had come up through the ranks with Bianchi and they were close friends.
“Jules’ [death] hit me very hard,” Ricciardo says. “In a way, not disrespecting it, I was quite surprised how hard it hit me. I didn’t expect it to hit me so hard and for it to last so long - the sadness and the hurt from that extended over some period.
"With last weekend, you think time kind of cures everything, and it was like, OK, nothing’s happened for a while and with good reason. The sport’s got safer and we’re in a good place. And then it happens. And it’s a shock.
"It’s an anger that it has happened again. We thought we’d moved on from all this. It’s when it’s refreshed in your mind again and it’s there in front of you, it’s hard not to take it with difficulty.”
Has it changed his perspective on racing?
“Initially, it did change. Time does cure it. Those intense initial emotions did slowly fizzle out.
"With the Jules one, I felt like my purpose and intent after that was, 'OK, if we are going to strap ourselves into these cars, and if we’re all aware of the risk, it doesn’t make sense to go in half-heartedly. If we’re going to do it, go all in, and make it worthwhile.’
"I felt like Jules’ passing kind of made me embrace the racer even more so. And to be honest this will probably end up having the same effect.
"I didn’t have that kind of fear in the race. And until that fear steps in, I’ll just use it as a form of motivation. However many years I do it, at least I can say I did it right.”
'I surprised myself’ or how do drivers do it?
It can be hard to comprehend how a racing driver can compartmentalise their fears in this way, or the uniqueness of the sort of character required to do a job that they know can kill them, but to go ahead and do it anyway because they love it so much that they can’t stop.
Can Ricciardo explain what makes F1 drivers able to live with that contradiction?
He pauses for a few seconds.
“Actually I get goosebumps,” he says, “because I don’t actually know why or how.
"On Saturday night, I felt in no place to drive a race car on the same track the next day. But then even getting out of the pits and going through Raidillon and all that, it was weird how normal and natural it felt. And I can’t explain that.
"It’s probably just when you have a deep passion and love for something, that’s the result. To be honest, I surprised myself. And we probably all did on Sunday.
"I didn’t expect to enjoy any part of the race, no matter where I finished. But I did enjoy being back out there, and that rush of racing. Yes, it was still in your mind, of course. But how we’re able to put it to one side for a moment, I can’t explain why or how. It does surprise me.”
The approach to mortality
Ricciardo is known for his gung-ho style, and his attacking victories, often made possible by on-the-edge overtaking moves in which he throws the car down the inside of an opponent from an impossible distance back. How does he rationalise the risks, carry on knowing that an injury is always a possibility?
“You’ve got to always control the controllables,” he says. “In my case, I guess never get reckless.
"After the race or at times you may see me give a driver the finger or show my kind of anger. But I’ve always tried to teach myself to not let the emotion take over the driver in the race and get reckless, basically.
"Yes, I’ve tried some late overtakes in my time and I’ve done some moves that might seem risky, but there’s always a level of control and calculation in that and it’s never done purely on emotion.
"So I’ll not let myself get reckless or put myself in a position I don’t need to be in. Yes, I want to take risks and be on that fine line. But be sensible enough not to over-step it and I think I am able to do that.
"From that point of view, I am comfortable hopping in the car. There’s obviously the thing of failures and technical stuff that can go wrong. That’s an uncontrollable from my side. Can’t really think about those actually. And even if you know they’re there and present at times, once you put the helmet on and get going, you don’t think about it.
"It’s one of those things that if it happens in the wrong place or the wrong corner, then what do you do? You’ve got to put that rationale in your head that it could have happened on the way to the circuit, it could have happened on the road.”
It’s rare for racing drivers to discuss danger and the risk of death so openly.
Safety is discussed every weekend in F1, but it’s normally on an abstract level - what can we do about this gravel trap, or that barrier?
Hubert’s death has brought it front and centre. Is it hard is it to talk about it?
“Of course it is tough to address something that’s real and has happened,” Ricciardo says, “but it does help to talk about it. Having the comfort of everyone else last weekend and being on the grid together, and talking to some of the other drivers… yeah, it’s not fun talking about it, but it also helps relieve any feelings or emotions.
"I think just knowing that you’re in the same boat with someone else, knowing that you’re not alone feeling the way you do, that helps.
"So being part of a group or a community. That was where you realise, there are rivalries or whatever, but a rivalry on track doesn’t express how much we all have in common and how much we do actually care and feel for each other.
"It’s tough but it does feel nice to get some of it off your chest.” (X)
Such a great interview/podcast with Daniel and Nico. It’s nice to see them in a more relaxed environment, and it’s really nice to see how really positive is Daniel. He said really inspiring words while always being down to heart and just humorous in general.
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“I can’t wait to hear the French and Monegasque anthems next year.”
daniel ricciardo & lewis hamilton
Liberty Media want to cut races in length. Introduce a Saturday sprint race AND cut practice sessions. All because they can’t understand the viewing figures going down. The sport is under a pay wall you fruitcakes! That’s why!
They’re also saying under 30s are not watching. Reblog If you’re under 30 and watch F1 in the format it’s in now.
He’s thinking about Max’s birthday already 😍🎈
DANIEL: DOWN THE HOME STRAIGHT
Daniel Ricciardo talks victories, belly-flops and that decision. 2018, he says, has been weird.
15 down, six to go. There’s a definite sense we’re into the home straight of 2018 and, for Daniel Ricciardo, also the sense that we’re fast approaching the end of an era. Heading off to pastures new at the end of the year, we caught up with Daniel to discuss the season so far. It’s been a strange one for our Aussie superstar with a couple of career defining performances, a Monaco monkey most definitely removed from the back and “that” announcement, all of which have combined to create what Daniel describes as ‘the weirdest season I’ve had in racing.’ That’s probably a good place to start…
AMRBR: Daniel, some very high points this year but a few lows as well. What’s it been like from inside the cockpit?
DR: It’s been the weirdest season I’ve had in racing! Winning two of the first six races is probably the strongest start I’ve ever had to an F1 season. After Monaco, I was thinking that the season looked very promising, and that we might even be in with an outside chance of fighting for the title. I still feel I’m driving well and applying myself properly but for all sorts of reasons it hasn’t really worked out since then. My confidence has never dipped – but my motivation and love for the sport has been a bit up and down – though I tend to bounce back from that pretty quickly.
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ATTENTION TUMBLR!!
So me and my parents just made a bet that, if this post gets 750,000 notes, I can have a pet bird!
We’ll pay for all the expenses!
All I need is for this particular post to get 750,000 notes, and a bird will be all mine!
My local petstore sells these GORGEOUS blue budgies, and I’m dying to have one
When I say ‘blue budgie’, I mean one like this:
(I got this image off of google, but it is extremely similar to the bird I want!)
Please, please, PLEASE let me have him!!
Like and RB anywhere you can!
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is lando named after the star wars character? because right now stoffel is han, lando is lando and mclaren is darth vader. that also means that chewbacca is fernando because he’ll be sad about stoffel being basically killed also he has glorious hair
someone asked on reddit what happened with dan and one of the replies was ‘smashed a thousand mirrors whilst walking by a group of black cats under a ladder’ lmao sounds about right
Ok everybody game faces on let’s show the media we ain’t fucking around:
…nailed it💯
