I'll make you feel so blue

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[watchingthecredits]

I love jangle pop and I love you 🫵 ✿ full-time bethfluencer ✿

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[watchingthecredits]

sometimes a film isn‘t so much a film as it is a pit in your stomach and a pressure in your head and an itch you can‘t scratch and the closest thing you can get to any sort of relief from this inescapable sense of discomfort is to watch it again.

[vampybirdy]

i must be saved, i must be saved before the end

[bbbunnygutsss]

*sighs dejectedly* okayyy you got me, I care *smashes head into nearest wall with such force my skull is crushed like a beer can*

[bish0ps]

Remember when you could look things up online. Do you remember how we used to search

[miyunnnaise]

[ozempicofficial]

[dykeselfcest]

I was scared to direct the sex scenes in the movie because I had never directed them before. My perspective on sex, especially before transition, was that I had deeply buried stuff that I was scared to show people or even myself, and so I just avoided it. I wanted to apologise for having a sexuality. It came to a point when I realized that I’m inviting these actors to perform this, and I felt that impulse of ‘this is ugly’ and ‘this is manipulative’. I’m gonna just let them lead.  I went out to dinner with my partner, and I was talking about this anxiety. She was like, ‘The film is talking about dissociation during sex, and you are dissociating from directing your sex scenes.’ I realized that this is literally my job: to look this directly in the eye, instead of through my fingers. I’m proud of the way I grew as an artist in this movie. The sex scenes themselves are the emotional core of the film.

Jane Schoenbrun for i-D

[watchingthecredits]

bugs when you lift up a rock

[2201]

its giving a two page spread in a queer coffee table book focused on specifically gay people being photographed in their homes that was published in the 00s

[gigglybumbug]

randomly getting intensely interested in some bullshit like

[frogsinlogs]

no matter how bad things are there will always be music no matter how bad things are there will always be music no matter how bad things are there will always be music no matter how bad things are there will always be music no matter how bad things are there will always be music

[watchingthecredits]

THEYRE EATING US :(

NO NO NOO!!!!!!!!

[mclennonyaoi]

you ever know someone and you think “god i love you. i wish we could’ve known eachother when we were carefree and 11. i wish we could’ve played together as kids”

[mclennonyaoi]

a friend of mine walked me through their childhood diaries and god i wish i could’ve given them a hug. i wish we could’ve played with stuffed animals together

[watchingthecredits]

there‘s nothing like the way you loiter in my heart

[teddypng]

Joan Baez performing It Ain't Me Babe in Stockholm, Sweden in 1966

[hempkitty]

can someone please be proud of me like fuck I’m trying

[gremlin-pattie]

reblog to let prev know you’re proud of them