If I could change you, I would make you love me forever ౨ৎ
꒰ tata, she/they, twenty, black, dead dove | mdni ꒱ 🎹
꒰ trigger warning ꒱ this is a dead dove blog and the following will be posted: incest, noncon, dubcon, grooming, piss play, age play, ddlg, etc. if you don't like it ? don't read it 🫂
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thinking about frank fucking you and talking to you like you're a dog again 😵💫 sighhhh not even calling you by your name, not giving you any title or petname just calling you girl..... "there you go girl, you got it girl" while he's deep in your cunt <33333 doesn't listen to you or stop when your legs start shaking and you're crying going "s too big! I can't I can't" over and over again and he's going "you can't? you wanna stop? what do you want?" but not listening because of course you don't know what you want !!!!!!!! stupid puppy you can't think for yourself duh !!!! so he's just drilling in your cunt until he's breeding you <3333333 sighhhhhh being frankies controversially young gf but he just treats you like a mutt 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫
꒰ tata's note ꒱ I'm sorry this one doesn't include + mention mikey much I just had the thought of mean big brother gee and my head was running in circles so I had to let it be free to the world !!!!!!! also I thought honeybee (🐝) was cute for an anon name so I hope you like that and this !!! lmk if you want to change of coursies <3
It would be an absolute disservice to mikey if gerard ever touched you !!! It would go against all sibling honor codes to even think about it !!!!!! so of course when he finally does give in to you it catches you totally off guard !!!! mikey had been at work and he was staying during the night shift and at first you were so sad about it, you had been feeling needy all day and now your favorite big brother wasn't coming until late night so you'd have to be with gerard who didn't seem to like you at all and you didn't understand why !!!!!!!!!!! laying in mikey's bed... legs spread while your fingers disappeared in and out of your cunt, holding onto his favorite shirt to smell him..... looking very pitiful :( you don't even notice that gee comes in the room, standing at the door watching you cry out and sniffling when you get so so close and lose it the second you try to get more :( see, that's what gerard doesn't like about you. you're greedy. you never settle for what you can get at the moment and you're quite frankly a whore. you give it up so easily, even if it's wrong, even though you don't have to. you're a pretty girl, he always thought you were pretty but you're so fucking stupid and it bothers him. It takes until he's standing at the foot of the bed, arms crossed and head tilted watching you chase after that same high for the maybe tenth time.
"does your brain even work?" and his voice is rough and condescending :( jumping up, so shocked, so embarrassed like he hadn't seen you like that before :( stumbling over your words when you tell him you didn't mean to be so loud, you just was thinking about mikey, how you didn't want him to be mad at you :( how you love him so much !!!!!!! hate when gerard is mad at you but he just goes "does it?" and you're confused because what !! what does he mean but he doesn't even give you a second to connect the dots before he's tugging at his belt, unbuckling his pants “this is all you're good for? you that slow?” wanting to go back against him but you really can't think.... not when he's palming himself over his boxers... not when this is the only time he's ever really spoke to you!!!!!! just nodding along to whatever he says, spreading your legs again, presenting yourself like it would tempt him into doing something but he's shaking his head "thinking with anything besides your pussy just too hard for you?" you don't understand why he's being so mean to you :( don't understand why it makes you more eager, begging your big brother to do anything to you, to make the ache go away and gee knows you're already too far gone so why not have any fun?
gerard who sees fucking your cunt as incest, as the one true thing that would cross the line into dangerous territory so he fucks your ass instead !!!! It doesn't count <3 having you bent over, crying into mikey's duvet because it hurts so much and he didn't prep you :(((( hes so much bigger than mikey.. so much rougher too :( skin slapping everytime his hips connect to your ass and spanks you whenever you get too loud because "you don't look sexy when you're crying" and because you're annoying him...... sigh gee fucking loads and loads of cum into you, scissoring it into your pussy when it drips down and it makes you feel closer to him <3 makes you love him even more because even mikey doesn't cum inside <3 he's too scared but gee? no no he's the best big brother ever. this is the only way you want to bond with him if not your belly getting big and swollen in a couple months <333
hi doll!!! could we PUHLEASEEEE get some daddy ray content <3 i miss him so much, maybe something about him being away on a business trip and how desperate we get for him while hes gone
꒰ trigger warning ꒱ incest, mutual masturbation, ray is so sweet and you act like a brat, phone sex ❤︎
ray hated being away from you just as much as you did :( his heart would always break when he has to tell his baby goodbye because you'd get all teary eyed and pouty and all he wanted to do was kiss it away !!! I mean no dad wants their kid to be sad !!!!! but he makes sure to call you everyday and sends voice notes throughout the day! well except for today :( had got a good morning message from him and he told you he would be super busy, couldn't keep using his daughter needed him as an excuse anymore when his coworkers know you aren't a little kid. It made you so angry at first, thinking about him having a good day and not thinking about you when all you could do was think about him :( the anger turning into sadness into desperation when he calls you, apologizing profusely for being such a bad dad, saying how much he missed you and even got you some things because he knew how you got after not talking for a day :(
sighhhh refusing to talk to ray at first, just listening to him go on and on about his day and how frustrating it was but the longer you vow to keep silent the more and more hyper aware you become of how deep and groggy his voice sounds.... something about thinking about your dear old dad in bed and he's so tired but staying up just for you <3 mind starting to wander off to thinking about him with his legs spread, in just his sweats and a tshirt and how it must cling to him... always loved seeing ray in his plain black tshirts, too small for him so they always ride up and show his happy trail and it makes you dizzy..... his big biceps... thinking about his happy trail to thinking about the hair there and how similar it is to his hair to thinking about his beard and how it always leaves little scratches when he kisses you on the mouth and it alllll leading back to how he sounds on the phone :(
pressing your thighs together to soothe the ache between your legs from thinking about him and he notices because your breathing changes like you're touching yourself... going "what's my honeybee thinking about?" and you whimper, still refusing to talk but it doesn't seem to bother him, he's always had to deal with these tantrums of yours!!! going "come on, know you wanna talk to me? tell dad what you're feeling?" and he always speaks so softly so sweet to you and it makes you feel bad when you respond so mean to him :( telling him its none of his business and how terrible he is for not paying attention to him, refusing to listen to reason until he's tutting across the line saying how you need to "fix that mouth" before he hangs up and you plead and beg him to stay on the line.... breaking down and finally admitting how icky you are between your legs :( how you haven't touched because daddy always said how only he's supposed to feel you down there and you miss him so much, want him touching you, want your dad to be home soooooo bad :( of course ray gives into you in within a couple seconds, you're his babydoll :(
ray not knowing how to facetime so you have to imagine him stroking his fat heavy dick... listening to him grunt, wet sounds coming from him fisting himself while talking you through how he wants you to touch :( going "be a good girl for me yeah? gonna fuck that cunt like daddy would?" and you feel sooooo dizzy !!!!!! fingers not enough, not reaching in deep enough like your dads :( sniffling crying saying how you can't do it but rays still so sweet, so patient !!!!! listening to you struggle and telling you where to touch for him :( making you beg him to keep touching, makes you record videos to send of you cumming undone, how desperate your fingers move and your eyes daze.... sighhhh ray sending you pictures of cum all over his hand :( saying how much he misses having his baby daughter around to keep him from getting too messy <3
your recent post is so true, i roll my eyes so hard when i see people with their superiority complexes abt what other people are writing… like when i don’t like something i just scroll past its literally not hard at all
completely off topic but i loooove ur work smmm <3 xoxo
literally !!!!! I don't know why people feel the need to comment on spaces they don't like... just scroll 😭😭😭 It takes so much effort to hate than to just block sighhhhhh but people will be people !!!!!!!!
butttttt you're so so sweet thank you so much honey <3
I usually try to avoid fem reader fics but I love your writing it's all so good!!! you seem like a sweet girl <3
-🍇 (if you don't already have a grape anon <3)
oh em geeeee !!!!!! first of all welcome welcome baby <3 so so happy to have you here 🫂 and I'm so happy you like my stuff :( it really means so so much to hear !!!! and omg I seem like a sweet girl u are the sweetest ever T___T can't wait to hear from you again !!!
i have never thought of frank and patrick together but your post blasted my minds eye open and now i can’t stop thinking about dp with them too. beards and tummies and sweat UGHHHHHH WHEN WILL IT BE ME.
꒰ tata's note ꒱ THIS IS THE AMERICAN DREAM!!!!!!!!!! frank and patrick are such an unusual pair which I think is so perfect in my little head >__< psa this is all the words and thoughts in my head spilled out I'm sorryyyy 🫂🫂🫂
It's like a little gear turns in my head when I think about them together and it is definitely because all I can think about is just how overpowering they would be.... I mean this literally and mentally !!! frank is vile, gross and mean to you. he doesn't wanna listen to what you have to say if it isn't you begging or crying from how much he's making your cunny ache :( while patrick is the complete opposite!!!!!! he's sweet and doting <3 likes taking care of you... going so slow like he'd break you if he went too fast because he knows how unintentionally rough he can be and the last thing he wants to do is hurt you :( really gets me going thinking about them clashing heads when they both are taking advantage of you <3 something about being stuck in between them and it's all consuming because the switch is always constant and two minutes in and you already get so overwhelmed because you're being thrown and stretched and pulled and they're a little too rough but you're so breathless you can't advocate for yourself :(
sighhhh them arguing about whether or not they should prep you for double penetrating because ofc patrick wants to and frank doesn't :( sitting between them already so ravished and they're going back and forth and back and forth before patricks tilting your head up to look at him and theres noooo way you're thinking when he's talking to you so sweetly asking what you wanna do and all you can do is bat your eyes at him innocently, whimpering like a puppy when frank says something like "poor girl's head doesn't even work and you're asking her these difficult questions" and you wanna talk back but your head is allllll mush so you're just nodding along to franks words when he asks if you're too stupid to think, if you need him to decide everything for you :(( pat hates how easily you get manipulated into doing things that'll hurt you :( so you end up on your back anyways, his tongue thrusting into your sweet cunt..... beard all wet and covered in spit from the way he keeps sucking your clit into his mouth and shaking his head, letting you gush and gush into his mouth over and over again while frankie used your mouth <3 starting with kissing you so sweetly and you think it'll last until his tongue slips in your mouth and you can't understand two mouths on you, inside you at the same time..... frankie tongue kissing you and it turning into him fucking his fingers into your mouth and making you gag... spit spilling but he just scoops it up and pushed it back inside your mouth <3
hmmmm something about patrick and anal <3 so contrasting from how sweet he wants to treat you when you realize he's guiding you down onto his fat dick and it's the wrong hole !!!!!! panicking until he's pressing his hand over your mouth and forcing you down :( mumbling about how he's so sorry and he knows it hurts but you feel soooo good <3 not even having to adjust to pat stretching you out before franks pressing your back against his chest, burying himself in your cunny <3 ohhh your head feels like it's spinning and your body feels like it's burning all over :( pat waits before he fucks you but frankie doesn't !!!!! pistoning into your bruised cunt, big hands digging into your thighs when he lifts them to hit deeper inside you, everytime his hips pull away he can see pat deep in you and it just makes him wanna ruin you more <3 and when pat starts thrusting you almost come undone, high pitched moans leaving your mouth while their paces synchronized and you don't get a second to breathe...... pressed between them so tightly, skin slapping and you don't think you've ever felt soooo full... belly bulging and both frank and patrick are pressing on your tummy asking if you can feel it :( frank pressing the bulge in and rubbing your clit like you already aren't squirting 💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭
just for a second stay with me stay with me stay with me the concept of kissing both of them.... at the same time... wishful thinking but sighhhhhh feeling their beards clashing and rough on your skin and the spit..... so much spit :( kissing like animals in heat the way there would be so much spit everywhere <3
giggling thinking about this <3 you and mikey had always been so uncomfortably close !!!!! even though you're years younger than him as soon as you got "old enough to make your own decisions" you started ignoring what all your friends and family were saying about your big brothers <3 they've never been mean to you ever!! what do they mean they aren't good influences :( sure mikeys did some questionable things to you when you were younger but you were both young and curious and you love him anyways !!!!!!!! something about kinda moving in with them and your relationship just starts blurring the lines between platonic sibling love to real true love <3 thinking you're in love with your older brother because it's all you know and you don't care if its wrong !!!! mikey getting sexual with you..... bending you over around the house, fucking you every night and you know gerard has to hear you begging mikey to get you pregnant every night but he never says anything... never does anything.....
sighhhh gee never actually touching you because even though you're his and mikey's little sister he sees you more as his little brothers girlfriend !!!!!! someone soooo off limits as if the whole relationship isn't morally sick 💭💭 and gerard knows it bothers you that he won't make a move because you're always purposely putting yourself in situations that would usually set mikey off to hook up with you to him but he never falls for it :((( so when he walks in on mikey fucking you on his bed he knows it was your idea and why would he give you the pleasure of a reaction?
mikey's thrusts slowing and he's pushing in so deep hitting that mushy spot that has you seeing stars and gees sitting right in front of you, none of his clothes off, just stone faced watching you like you don't even meet his standards..... thinking your big brother is playing hard to get and reaching for him while mikey's rearranging your tummy and he just shakes his head no and you don't even get to process the rejection because mikeys pulling your head back and kissing you slow and messy..... putting on a show while you're basically falling apart on his dick thinking about gerard right there <3
THIS IS MIKEY WAY!!!!!!!!!!! IS MY MIC ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS MIKEY WAY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HEAR ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
꒰ trigger warning ꒱ big brother!mikey, incest, noncon, drugging implied, mention of videos + pictures, cervix fucking ofc <3
thinking a lot about mikey trying soooo hard to normalize doing gross things with your siblings and passing it off as love.... something about him getting you so vulnerable you can't fight or deny him when he starts kissing and feeling on you !!! saying this is what big brothers are supposed to do but its so confusing bcs gee doesn't treat you this way... never kissed gee on the mouth before and never really even seeing him so it doesn't make sense how mikey keeps telling you these things :( so hard to say no when you never really remember..... mikey never tells you anything :( thinking a lot about mikey recording you when he slips his hand beneath your panties and fingers you for the first time <3 first boy to ever touch you being your big brother :( in the video crying and trying to force his hand away but ending up cumming alllll over his fingers n he makes you clean them up by sticking them in your mouth !!!!!!! grainy low quality videos of mikey pushing his tip inside your pink puffy cunny when you're unconscious.... pictures of his hands in your hair while he fuckd your mouth full and your eyes are so big and wet but you're not moving at all and hmmmm mikey sending these videos and pictures to his friends and covers your face up with a little emoji like they wouldn't notice how they're all in his baby sisters room..... especially sending them to gee and acting clueless when he mentions how you have the same pair of panties and asking if mikey is just into weird shit but not questioning it because he's just as bad getting off to the videos !!!!!!!! thinking about "making love" with your big brother for the first time while you're awake and it's so confusing and everything is happening too fast... kissing turning into groping turning into mikey holding you down while he bullies your cunt <3 crying begging your big brother to stop going "no no mikey— mikey please stop "mikey stop it— it hurts" "hurtin me mikey..." but why would he listen to you anyways !!!!!!!! pounding into your cervix, leaving you feeling completely and utterly violated but you should be grateful your big brother and you have such a good relationship like this !!! other girls would be soooooo jealous
ray isn't rough when he grabs your jaw, he's so sweet and presses kisses all over your face and on your pouty lips and praises you for being so good, for looking so pretty, for letting him have you like this !!!!!
gerard cups your face. he's either super sweet or super gross !!! kissing you and whining into your mouth how good you're making him feel, how you were made just for him <3 or he's actively leaving messy wet kisses all over.... licking your face like a dog but it's okay because you like it and even if you didn't he does and thats all that matters !!!!!!!!!
frank grabs your jaw to make you look at him directly when he's fucking into your cervix, nodding when you moan and the way your eyes falter trying to stay focused knowing he'll stop it you don't <3
mikey doesn't grab your jaw because he's so sloppy and uncoordinated it doesn't even cross his mind !! he just wants to french kiss with you, grabbing your jaw just when he wants to hold you still so he can tongue fuck your mouth 💭💭💭