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when you mess with spanish AND black music 💃🏾💃🏾

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Us at the club 😂 @creamynut

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Bangs with them both

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Barbara Brennan - Chakras, “Hands of Light: A Guide to Healing Through the Human Energy Field”, 1988. When the Chakras function well, the front and back parts are well-balanced, the Chakras have the right funnel-shaped form, they turn to the right and have the right size. When this is not the case, the Chakra in question will cause problems in the field for which it is responsible. To give an example: if the first Chakra does not work well, it may be that someone gets physical ailments, but it may also result in his losing his self-confidence. For such a person, it is important to start playing sports and do visualization exercises that stimulate his first Chakra.

Chakras can be impaired in various ways: they may be torn, they may too small, too open, or have a wrong shape. When this is the case, a healer will try to find problems that cause this unpleasant situation. Why does the Chakra suffer from spasms? What lifelong problem may be the cause of it? Many people have warped convictions or feelings that impair the Chakras. A conviction like “I am not good enough” will impair a person’s confidence and with that, the first Chakra is affected. Another example: if a person thinks he is not creative, his sixth Chakra will be weak.

bob-belcher

side effects of being numb due to mental illness:

not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about

not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely

instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything

not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out

losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say

word vomiting

mind “static”

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Pushing People Away

Do you ever get that thing, where you’re happy, but that makes you depressed. Because you know you don’t deserve to be happy and you haven’t been happy in forever so being happy is weird and you have to find every negative thing - even if it takes up all the energy you’ve got - you somehow stumble upon that one negative thing and you become obsessed. Obsessed that your situation that you thought was perfect, isn’t actually perfect. Then you get even more annoyed at yourself because before you let yourself down and looked for the bad thing, you were happy. So in a relationship, it’s all been going good for a few months, but then you get that urge to find a bad thing, it’s like your brain telling you to ruin it, that you don’t deserve it, that the other person doesn’t deserve it. So you push them away, even though they beg and beg to stay, you stick to your reason and push them away even further, until they give up and they’re gone forever. When they’re gone, you realise how much you screwed up. You miss them like crazy. Everything about them, even seeing their name is painful. You want nothing else except to be able to go back to how it was before but you know that you can’t because you’re a fucked up person and that this will happen again because it goes in a cycle. You can’t be happy, you’re not allowed to be happy… Does anyone get like that?