his silence was diligent, followed by the nodding of his head in a rhythmic manner; almost appearing as if he was doing it absent-mindedly, as if he paid no mind to it, almost as if he were there only physically, thoughts taking him on a journey elsewhere — a place either real, or completely made up and thus having swallowed him. somewhere in a faraway land; surrounded by six older brothers, surrounded by cheerfulness and something happening at every moment. the crampedness of environment, the lack of personal space, the eventual parting of siblings as they outstretch their wings and leave the home he’s known all his life, leaving him alone —
junha grimaced; in truth, towards the thoughts that came to be a grim cloud over his mind. like this, it appeared as if he had a gripe with the food before him.
“for me, it’s been really — boring, i guess. i had a pet, did sports, studied, an endless loop like that. i wanted to be a veterinarian, actually, but then,” he cut himself off, hand promptly covering his mouth. what was he to say? but then i found out i can do magic and threw everything away. he realized just how foolish he would seem — “but i found out i can do magic, too. i mean, i’m still young, i have the time. but i want to learn more about this, too? my parents would be so disappointed.”
he sighed then, as if a stone had fallen off of his heart.
“six brothers, though, sounds… it’s like from a movie. are you all close?” he placed the chopsticks down upon the bowl’s rest holes — instead, he leaned against his hands, eyes looking directly at hers, wide with curiosity. “did they protect you? you know, the big brother type of protectiveness — beating bullies up — are you going to eat that?"
Hayun was impressed. “I thought I wanted to be a surgeon. Thankfully, not a lot of math involved. Or history.” She grimaced. She was good at neither. “I have a degree in biology I have never used. My dad was fine with it. My mom thinks it was a waste. Though, she might have thought differently if she had chosen a less violent field. Her mother had always wanted a ‘normal’ daughter. Though, to her mother’s credit, she had defended Hayun whenever her grandmother criticized her.
Hayun shook her head, leaving thoughts of annoying relatives behind. She smiled at the mention of her brothers. They were a lot, but she couldn’t imagine life without them. In fact, her apartment was too quiet without them. Even if she did like having her own bathroom. Maybe she needed a dog. “Yeah, we’re close. They come down whenever they can. I think they just like being away from our parents. It is a lot easier to get into trouble without them around,” she half-joked.
“My brothers are all younger than me, but we all look out for each other,” she said. “I remember they once started a rumor about me at school. Even though my brother was several grades below me, he came over to deck them.” They didn’t need to. Hayun could look after herself. But it was nice to have someone understand that she did, in fact, have feelings. And they were hurt.
Hayun shook her head, passing the tomatoes to Junha. “They are my least favorite fruit by far.” She sighed. “Maybe next time we should have a good old-fashioned family meal at a restaurant.”