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In Memorium: Lilysa Liao
“Sweet is the memory of distant friends! Like the mellow rays of the departing sun, it falls tenderly, yet sadly, on the heart.” - Washington Irving
It has been a rough night for me and for a lot of you who heard the news last night. I was contacted by Lily’s cousin and with a heavy heart, he has informed me that our beloved Lily passed away on July 7, 2016. Lily’s player was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in June and while she and her family had great hopes, she unfortunately lost the battle. Lily’s player was a very private person when it came to her real life, so for that reason, this is all the information I will provide about what happened, but through the power of writing and ideas, we got to know Lily’s spirit, and for that I am sure we are grateful.
We can all remember logging into Tumblr in the morning and seeing her coffee posts praising the always-needed liquid gold she adored. In fact, many of us bonded over her love of coffee and boy did she choose some tasty looking memes. We also remember her positive perspective when it came to life. From what I gathered, she had found a comfortable position in her life and she believed in positive thoughts and vibes. Those of us who have her on Skype can recall her message: Be excellent to each other, from Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure, reminding us that we are all in this together. And that was Lily. She was always trying to bring out the good and positive in us. She was as fierce as the character was, and I’m pretty sure that the image of the tiger was not Lily alone, but her player as well, for I know she was protective and caring, like the gentle tiger. She would tell me about how she cared for her family and I know that many times, she would rise up and stand up for us if we needed that support. No one messed with her friends and family, and she made sure of that. Her writings were beautiful poetics and she knew how to weave a picture with words. The Asian inspirations of peace and serenity show us this zen that not only Lily wielded, but her player as well.
I can speak for myself when I say I’m heartbroken. I remember the Tiny Assassin, walking into the sewers to poke at the Rat King, only to have this woman do the impossible with a man who had given up on love. In real life, she would tell me that our friendship had helped her let go and open up, realizing that a friend can be there and not just disappear, like many of us have experienced before. I promised her I wasn’t going anywhere. Ratty wasn’t going anywhere. We would be here waiting for her. Ingame, she helped me achieve great lengths and I was so grateful for that. In RP, she helped me develop a character I love with a character who was simply amazing. In real life, she was online every single day, moment, second I was in the hospital. She stood beside me and I’m sure that if she was here, she would have held my hand through the entire ordeal. That’s the type of person she was. She bettered me and I cannot forget the moments we spent with each other. It was close to two years that I had known her and that we had rp’d and talked about life. When a person impacts you that strongly in that short amount of time, there’s something special about them and Lily was beyond special. She was a shining star in a world of darkness.
I feared this news so much. I sent her messages over and over since June and it aches my heart to think that she never saw them. Like many of you, I never got the chance to say goodbye and that hurts so much, but life carries on and Lily would not have wanted us to sit around and mourn, but rather celebrate those moments we shared with her. Her cousin said, “She did pass at peace and wouldn’t want you to grieve for the loss, but rejoice in the good times,” and that’s absolutely correct. We didn’t lose Lily’s player. We have her memories and her writing, and with that, she lives forever.
Do not forget her, the good, the bad, the beautiful, the ugly. She was an amazing woman, writer, roleplayer, and above all, an incredible human being with a beautiful creative spirit. May she rest in peace and in our hearts.
@lilysaliao
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We are deeply saddened to hear of the passing of such a bright light in this community. We were blessed to have seen Lily's character grow and develop and We have ever been a fan of her beautiful storytelling and personality both in the game and here on Tumblr. If We can be of assiatance with organizing her memorial, please don't hesitate to reach out to Us. If there is anything We can do otherwise, We are here for support. You and the others who loved her have Our sincerest condolences. @hmratking
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everyone: you fucked up a perfectly good priest is what you did. look at it. it's got anxiety
Space it’s the place
Yet again he found himself waking up in one of the cots within the Shielded Mind. This was becoming a habit for him, but at the very least that familiar presence always lingered nearby. Before he could even open his eyes, his hand reached out to touch Meryn’s shoulder, a gesture that seemed to comfort them both.
He couldn’t recall what had happened.
The past couple hours of his life seemingly missing from his memory aside from a few little blips of bewildering scenes he assumed to be made up within his mind. He was standing above Talonoa’s body, speaking some kind and hopefully comforting words as he readied the man for his cremation. The Doctor was not in a good place; his body was still beaten down from the events of the weekend, his blindness was beyond frustrating, Meryn was still injured and in a great deal of pain, he hadn’t seen Vhaelen for awhile and his mind was still torn over what he had done to his friend. Now here he was, standing over the Argent’s broken body, something he had done to the man, while a couple of those that held him dear stared not in judgement, but it sure felt that way.
It was then that the overwhelming warmth encompassed his body and the next thing he knew, he was back in the city laying near a comatose Talonoa. It took awhile to process what the others had told him, what Meryn had shown him of what had just happened. What he had thought to be some fantastical dream was actually a reality, and somehow the Argent was brought back from death.
The Doctor cracked his eyes open to the blinding light, squinting and shielding his sight until objects started to come into a fuzzy focus.
His sight. He could see again.
The once purple-tinted hues now returned to their original jade with flecks of bright gold extending outwards from the pupils; a parting gift from the visitor beyond the veil that had granted him the sight of witnessing the ethereal beauty once she had crafted the man back together using the Doctor’s body. It took no stretch of the mind to realize the identity of this angelic being, even from beyond the grave they still protected one another.
The emotions were overwhelming and the Doctor couldn’t even begin to comprehend what he was feeling. It was at that moment he quickly closed the gap between Meryn and himself and brought the man into a lingering, passionate kiss with no care of the eyes that may be on them. After all the pain and suffering they had all gone through, it was finally a moment of pure contentment and he was going to enjoy it for all that it was worth.
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Seconds were years, days were lifetimes, every breath lived out all at once yet stretched on for an eternity. It was not his first touch of Death’s embrace, but in his mind, it was his final encounter. Far too long had Death and man courted, while man sought, Death ignored his plea, when Death knocked, man turned to flee.
Death was not as man expected it to be. It was everything all at once, it was a vast nothingness. An omnipresent sensation of all that was, all that is, all that will be or could have been. Lives lived blurred at the seams, where awe and bewilderment should be, only otherworldly understanding stood.
Yet it was not to be.
Time had ceased to be at that moment. Standing on the edge of a cliff, a comforting presence beside him. A singular being of no palpable form, possessed of all whom had been lost; His mother, his father, his wife and children, his brethren in battle, his stolen loves. Their chorus rang out in unison, yet the choice was his own:
“Not yet. You will know peace at the end of your days, but this day will not mark your end, Talonoa Dal’shula.”
Not many were offered a second chance, an opportunity that would not be squandered. A single step of faith into the unknown, a freefall of beaming lights, of radiant energy and unwavering conviction.
Then, a single breath of life.
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OOC: Faceless Event aftermath
That was a blast. I got to do something I’ve always wanted: explore Illapa’s villainous potential. And wow, does he have it in spades.
See, I didn’t want Illapa to be brainwashed or subjugated. I wanted him to be accountable for everything that happened to him and everything he did.
While Illapa initially got involved with the intention of gathering information on and subverting the Faceless – and despite that the Faceless have had Their eyes on Illapa for a long, long time, so the deck was unknowingly stacked against him – there was always opportunity for him to turn away. Instead, he let himself get deeper and deeper; and by the time he accepted the Mark, he was primed for indoctrination. Primed to fulfill his role as one of Their avatars.
So what do you think? Is he a misguided hero with noble intentions? Or is he the worst kind of villain – the one who thought he was doing the right thing?
The event might be over, but he’s got a lot more development to come to as he faces the consequences of everything that happened. I welcome anyone, Collective or Resistance, to come seek him out and see what’s become of the former Avatar.
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Commentary (X.End)
I never did meet Theodora.
She and I aren’t meant to exist in the same timeline, after all. It is too hard - too contradictory, and it could cause a tear or a rupture or any number of fantastically bad things. So I didn’t look for her before I packed up my things to go.
It was just a satchel in Silvermoon with some personal ornaments. A few books, a few quills, one or two little trinkets for combat. A battered armor fragment from when I watched my sister die. The controls to Tolkien (though by now, he is more sentient than creation). Not much else - and why would there be? I travel alone.
It is bittersweet leaving this Silvermoon. The people I’ve met, however briefly, and the things I’ve seen. Both the good, such as the valor and courageousness so many have shown, and the bad; the temptation to succumb, the inability to be one’s own self. It is a city of contradictions but I guess that’s what Silvermoon would have been for me too, if all had gone well.
The threat has gone back to sleep.
They’ll come back - they always do. They are the shadows of the world, and they cannot exist without us, nor us without them. So we might as well accept them; not into our hearts, but into our understanding. Into our lives in a way that makes us live better, be stronger, and transcend this curse of flesh they inflicted upon all of us.
And along the way, if you need a hand? Just close your eyes and take a breath.
Help will always come to those who ask.
[ @we-the-faceless @mourne ]
Reprise
“We have witnessed you. You of tender intentions. We thank you for being her shield from all, even Them. Thank you, Alto.” – The Children of the Unseen
In death, there is nothing. There had always been nothing. Somehow, he knew that somewhere in the back of his mind. He felt like he had done this before. Like he had been here before. That weightless feeling that surrounded him. There was no pain, no pleasure, no hope, no despair. There was simply darkness and nothingness. There was only the endless abyss.
Yes, this always happens.
You die. You forget. You start over.
There was an acceptance to it. Death, after all, was a natural thing. He was not bitter. Should he have been?
In death, you forget.
The living no longer matter.
In death you are nothing.
In days, he would lose the connection to the living world. In days, the memories of the flesh would leave him and he would be remolded into another being. Another creature of the Void. This was what happened. This had always been.
This is how Death has always been for you.
I understand.
He floated in nothingness. There was no consciousness, no wants or needs. There was just endless and infinite patience. Time had to pass but there was no concept of that. It could have been years already. Centuries.
How changed will the world be?
The tug to his being had come unexpectedly. A harsh tug of ethereal forces, of hands beyond the Void. He had still had enough sense then to know.
Two many hands.
Two pairs of hands.
It is too soon.
The thoughts had gone through his mind but already he questioned it.
Too soon for what?
He was being pulled away from that nothingness, forcibly removed by a grip so hard it stole his breath. But that was a mortal thought. He was not mortal. He needed no breath.
“We come together to retrieve what has been taken.”
The unison of voices, one male, one female, filtered through him. He did not know them, should he? There should not have been consciousness.
“We knew you before we were, tender Alto.”
“We return to you what was taken.”
The sudden slam of his soul back into his body had hurt. The sensations of mortality once more filtering through him. Pain. Consciousness. Fear. And Them.
Wide eyed, he had stared back at the two, gaze flickering between the male and the female. Young adults they seemed but he knew better. There was a child-like quality to them both. An innocence that had nothing to do this world but with the simplicity of the Other. His mind tried to make sense of it but his heart knew.
“Who?” He had asked dumbly, hearing his voice again. So strange to hear it again in his ears.
“I am Velionda Veloce and this is my brother, Asriel. We are the Children of the Unseen as we are the children of our Mother and Father. We know you, Alto, and we welcome you back into the fold.”
Theron had studied the two, his eyes still unbelieving but his mind registered the likenesses. While he had never met Zaladrissa’s husband, he remembered her. Her likeness was represented there even if his mind still tried to make sense of it. In the man-child’s hair and in the woman-child’s face. These were her children but not.
Curiously they had watched as Ciaran came to him and Theron did the only thing that he could and pulled the woman he loved into his arms. Confusion still had swirled in his mind. It would take him a bit to piece it back together.
He had died.
“I thank you.” He had finally managed when his heart was no longer at his throat and the sensation of having his body and soul be laced back together had settled a little. “I owe you much.” He had looked to Ciaran. “I owe you my life and so much more Thank you.”
So inquisitively they had looked upon him and Ciaran before going to the other broken that were in the room. They had tended to the Façade and to the woman, Nia. With such child-like intensity, they had performed what they could and left as mysteriously as they had come.
In silence, he had held Ciaran but his thoughts were racing at the mystery of the two.
~I am forever in your debt.~ He thought and he had no doubt that They heard.
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[ For those that mourned … :P ]
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World on Fire
[Music]
Five Days Earlier
“We’re waiting at the lighthouse.”
Miriam arrived but no one was there. It held no warmth as lighthouses often did for her, but it held an eerie chill. A foreboding shiver ran down her spine. Something wasn’t right. Haleth had lied to get her away from her home when she asked why they spoke of meeting in Westfall.
The smoke she saw in the distance answered her question. “No!” she yelled to the empty coastline. Digging her heels into the ground, Miriam sprinted toward the smoke, toward the fire. She sprinted for home. She sprinted for the souls that had, after everything, still placed trust in her. Still placed faith in her to have a home, a place of safety.
“No! Stop!” she shouted as she ran past the fountain and came across the gathered party. Hazel eyes were wide in horror as she saw Haleth’s abyssal crash through the roof. She could hear the screams of terror, the wails of pain from the inside.
Miriam fought against the mark and tried to use her running momentum to tackle Haleth to the ground. When she had made up her mind about her intent, They stopped her. The mark forced her to stop. Her momentum was already spinning and she begun to crash towards him.
Tendrils of shadow, tentacles summoned by an Avatar of Them, of the Faceless, slithered and wrapped around her, holding her in place. “Please!” she cried out, unable to struggle. “Please, stop!” They kept her will Their own. They kept her from being able to fight. They made her powerless to do anything but watch as Tumbleweeds went up in a blaze. All she could do was sob, beg for them to stop, and watch as they burned and shot and slaughtered anyone who tried to escape from the building. She witnessed an act of terrorism. She witnessed manslaughter in the worst of ways. …And they were hoping she took some, if not all, of the blame for letting something like this happen.
Now
Miriam stood in the center of what was once Tumbleweeds. Of what had once been her home. She stood in the remains of those mercilessly and needlessly slaughtered She stood in the remains of a dream burned to the ground. Her children now had nowhere to return to. No home to come back to after everything that transpired.
Maybe Flynn’s ways were the right way. It only solidified her belief that what he did was right, just. It wasn’t her own methods, nor ones she would have sought to use in the past… But perhaps.. Maybe. Maybe something had to be done to keep things like this from happening.
Miriam had picked herself back up… But one question remained for her to figure out.
What now?
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The rumors had managed to reach her, as much as she didn’t want to hear about what was happening in the city, she needed to know that he was safe. So when the names of those who had lost their lives in the bombing were released, she could feel her heart shatter into a million pieces.
Not again.
Despite the warnings, she ripped open a portal as fast as she could to the city. All the bulletins and fliers littering the city made it easy enough to find out where everyone was gathering and soon she found herself by the bombed building where hundreds of people had been gathering for what appeared to be some type of memorial service. Flowers and cards were spread upon the stairs in memory of those lost although it didn’t really hit her until Kiro’s name was mentioned by one of the speakers.
She froze in place at the back of the crowd before slowly sinking down to her knees as trembling hands reached up to cup her face. Warm tears stung her eyes and streamed down her cheeks as she silently sobbed to herself, doing her best not to make a scene. She vaguely recalled Red’s presence next to her suddenly, pulling her up to her feet and guiding her through the city towards her apartment. He left her alone and perhaps slightly sedated which was probably for the best.
It wasn’t until she awoke hours later that she spotted the vase filled with lilies sitting on the table in front of her with a small note that read:
Shhhh
Immediately her expression changed from absolute despair to confusion and then quickly to anger as she shot up to her feet and grabbed the vase, chucking it across the room to shatter against the opposite wall.
“DAMMIT KIRO, YOU GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK!!” Not that he could hear her, but it felt nice to break something and scream after the heartache he had just dragged her through. She wiped the lingering tears away, trying to collect herself before going to clean up the mess she had made and put the flowers in a new vase.
They were so going on vacation after this.
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Introspection
(Music)
The days had been hard, the nights even harder over the past month. Kirollis found himself in a fit of introspection. So much had happened over such a short time span, even so they had changed his views on quite a number of things.
He thought himself fearless…
He was proven wrong when his daughter was mentioned by an Avatar of the Old Ones. Fear had burrowed its way into him and it was there to stay. Once again with the plague and all those who had lost their lives to it. Then there was the sheer terror that came by the name of The Juggernaut. And finally, of his own demise. It had never scared him more than now, the pain he had brought those close to him. They suffered because of him, because he was gone. It hung heavily on his heart. Knowing full well with the lifestyle he lived that his loved ones must have coped with this long ago, and yet he never cared until he saw it. It scared him that he could be so cavalier with his life knowing it would impact theirs.
He thought himself a hero…
But he could never stop, it was engraved into his soul, it was who he was down to his very core. Always the first to sign up to play the hero regardless of the consequences of such. What it really meant to be a hero, it was warped in his head. It was something he had to prove to what he felt was everyone, but most importantly to himself. Prove that he wasn’t what they had made him out to be, that his will was his own, that he would use his talents to do what he thought was right. But even then there was a selfishness about it, maybe it wasn’t as just a reason as he made it out to be. As he lied to himself, peppering pretty words onto ideals he thought back to his parents. Perhaps he only played the hero to spite them.
He thought himself stronger…
Confidence would be his downfall. When this had all started, he was ready to face what was coming head on. By himself if need be. And that was the plan for all intents and purposes. He had fought with Their gods, the Avatars of the Unseen. Any notion of going it alone was thrown out the window that day. He realized that he needed allies, and allies needed him. He was not strong enough to go it alone, so instead he threw his stock in with a Resistance. With his friends, his family, brothers in arms both of blood and of fire. They had been enough, but was he enough for them? His brother was able to easily pick up the pieces he left in his wake. Proving to be a much more competent leader then the older of the two. Maybe he was who they needed from the start.
He thought his will was his own…
But nothing prepared him for the long game of chess that the Old Ones had perfected. Everyone was a pawn, and them the king. It did not matter, not even for a second. From the cultists to the Avatars, they were all pawns. Even he was in his own way. Those who had accepted the Mark, they did so for fair reasons. Ones he wouldn’t shy away from if it were a being of Pure Light offering him salvation. Perhaps that’s what it was for The Cultists, it was all in the perspective. Perhaps he was villain in the shadows sent to stop paradise by Tyrants masquerading as Titans.
What did it even matter…
In an eternal war between two sides whose intentions were unclear, what were mortals? This fight started long before him, and would continue long after him. His trials, his struggles, they ultimately meant nothing. Perhaps it was entertainment for cosmic beings who have eternities to wait, for their patience was unrivaled. One day there would be none like the brave souls who gave their lives for the cause. Maybe that’s what this was, just a play. Designed to pass the time until that day came when there would be none like him.
But he would keep fighting…
He would always keep fighting. It was all he could do, all he knew how to do. In the end it was all he could offer, his life in exchange for a better tomorrow. For his daughter, and her children to be. For his brother and sister, so they didn’t have to. For his love, because her soul deserved a world not warped by sadness. Nobody deserved a world warped by sadness, by loss, by uncertainty. He fought because it was the only way he could live, it’s what pressed him forward, what made him keep going. Naive notions that what he could do for this world would make a difference. But he clung to it tightly, it was the only way he knew how.
Creeping back into his apartment he would move quietly to his bedroom. The dark haired beauty lay sleeping, undoubtedly waiting for his return. Gracefully he would sit at the edge of the bed, careful not to disturb her. He couldn’t handle it, he wouldn’t be able to. He would never be able to explain his reasons or why he did what he did, nor did he expect her to understand. Yet sorrow still struck, “I’m sorry…” He started, but found himself pausing as he searched for the words. “I’m sorry that I put you through this.” Giving the woman a soft kiss on her forehead. “I can’t come home yet.” Hoping that she would somehow hear him and understand. That she would tell him it was alright, and that she loved him for all aspects. Even the ones that had him constantly leaving her behind to go fight another’s war. He would sit at the edge of that bed for a few moments longer.
There was one more stop he had to make. Slowly he opened the door to his daughters room, doing much the same as he had done before with Gabby. Sitting at the edge of the bed before paying the young woman a fond look. It wasn’t his ideal situation to reconnect with her only to leave her behind when danger came. She had lived most of her life without him, and now it felt that she was better off not knowing him. He had put her in harm’s way just by knowing of her existence. But neither him nor her would have it any other way. Once more he repeated his actions, leaning down to kiss the top of her head, “I’m sorry baby girl. There are still monsters that I need to slay.” He said making his way to the door.
A voice stopped him however. Froze him right in his tracks, “Dad…” He heard the sleepy voice of Soriya, though there was no questions. “You make sure you come back.” She said with a hint of worry, mixed with confidence that he would indeed make it back.
Kirollis gave a small nod of his head, “I will.” He said with that same uncertain confidence in his tone. Closing the door behind him as he took in a deep breath. He wasn’t expecting that one. On his way to the exit, he would stop. Spying a picture on the counter of Gabby, Soriya, and himself he would take it by the frame. Looking at it for a long moment before he undid the clips on the back. Pulling the photo he would fold it in half before sticking it into one of his front pockets.
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Maelstrom of the Mind
He stood in the eye of the maelstrom that had been his mind.
The storm raged around him, a vortex of imagery: thoughts, memories, knowledge. Shreds of identity torn and scattered by the storm.
And all around him, the teeth of the gale: the unspeakable knowledge which the Faceless had poured into Their Avatar. Now trapped inside a mind that was no longer made to contain it, that forbidden wisdom threatened to flay him from within.
So Illapa Greybane stood at the eye of the storm, watching the fragments of himself whirl in endless spirals, and tried to piece himself back together.
In the prison, he lay motionless, vacant eyes staring at the ceiling. He had been in such a state from the moment he’d been returned to Silvermoon by his friends and captors, unresponsive save for the most basic reflexes.
Days had passed since then. Most of the prisoners had been examined by Confessors and released – either to freedom, or to await sentencing for their willing role in the events of the last few weeks.
A few had tried entering the catatonic Lord Greybane’s mind. After three Confessors had been reduced to gibbering terror and near-madness by what they had seen, they stopped sending them.
And still he lay, dead-eyed and vacant. He needed care: he had to be fed, bathed, his body tended to for its every need. The prison was not equipped to deal with that kind of attention, and so Lord Greybane was quietly relocated to private holding at an undisclosed location until such time as he was able to face questioning.
And still he lay, a prisoner in his own shattered mind.
@we-the-faceless @the-handmaidens-collective
So Goes the Story...
{ Music }
“Someone I once loved told me that… people are placed in your life to grow with you. Some stay… stay forever and others are only there to help you through your darkest times.”
The Heroes were always supposed to win. That’s how all the stories went. Heroes always came out victorious, and Victory was supposed to be a glorious moment. It was supposed to come with pride and dignity for the cause, with happiness for the outcome and welcome respite for a battle hard won. It was supposed to feel good.
“Maybe you’ve outgrown me, Cael. Maybe I’ve… outgrown everyone else. They’re all gone… Naralinthe, Izlynn, Illyrias. My family is gone and I am… I remain.”
For the con artist, it was a reflection of his character. The overwhelming feeling of guilt didn’t strike him at first, hidden beneath the aftermath of confusion and discord among the masses. There was a lot to be done in these hours of clean up, of reconnecting loved ones with the wayward souls who’d been whispered false promises by destructive Gods. It wasn’t until Cael’rus had to witness the despair of a dying friend, who’d lost more than most in such a short amount of time that he was forced to come to terms with what he’d done.
“I will go happily to my end if it means they can all have a chance to experience true warmth, true familial ties.“
A woman who’d wanted nothing more than to experience the bonds of family. He’d wondered in the past, what the ties between her and Lukel had been like, of what kind of family they shared. Was the bond close, or far? Was that what she had been promised, a family? And if so, how could he truly blame her? In the end, it left Cael’rus confused, a willing participant in assisted suicide. He wanted to tell Lukel, but he was too weak to admit his hand in everything. Heroes saved everyone, that was the point, right? Somehow, he’d failed. Had failed the moment he’d apologized to Izlynn with his mind set and determined. Sacrifice one for the whole. These hard calls had to be made lest the world fall into despair. She was guilty of many things, that’s what Cael wanted to say, to justify what he’d done but in truth, she was just as innocent as the rest who’d been tricked into the foul hands of deceptive beings.
"Tell them, won’t you? When this is over, tell them how I loved them all.”
The Hero was always regaled, and he was always worshiped for his great deeds, but no one ever talked about how the Hero felt. They never talked about what he had to deal with in the years to come, of all the terrible things he had to do to ensure the safeties of others. Of the lives that he ruined, of the pain that he inflicted with the people attached to those he pursued. No good deed goes unpunished, Cael had heard the phrase before and it never rang more true than now. His conscience was heavy, and he could tell that he wasn’t the only one. The sadness that permeated the air was still present in the over worked faces and sunken eyes of people who’d had to see or commit horrible atrocities. Many came back whole of body, but it was clear that everyone had lost a part of themselves in the journey.
“I will rejoice until death…and even beyond if it means the nightmare will end.”
He wanted to understand, to know what had gone through her head in those final moments, if only to torture himself more fully. Or perhaps it was better this way. To not know, to never truly understand what it must have felt to have walked into a death showed to her as premonition. It was a choice, perhaps, if you didn’t look too closely. Cael’rus knew when he’d shown her, when she’d spoken those final words, that she’d chosen but choice had really been but an illusion. He could have saved her, if only he’d worked a little faster, looked a little longer, if he hadn’t given up and made that final call. There was always another way, he knew better. Murder. Willingly, and knowingly. There was no justice in that.
“I never wanted to do any of the evil things They made. I only wanted peace.. I wanted to keep people safe.. I.. I failed and I’m sorry.”
He’d received many apologies in the days following, from people who’d not been in their right minds, who’d had the voices of many others within their heads urging evil and treacherous things. But how did one apologize for the acts that they’d committed of their own free will? How did you atone for terrible things done in the name of righteousness and good? How was it justified, and how was it any better in the end? The feeling of victory never came, no. He should have known that it’d never be the case when fighting against an enemy you’d lived next to your whole life. When you came face to face with friends, families, loved ones, siblings…
He should have known that you didn’t win a war like this.
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Sinking.. Sinking.. Sinking..
All the way into the depths of the bottomless pool where darkness seemed to gather. It was beyond freezing and to the point it sent her body into shock. Between the rapid cooling of her flesh, the gasp she made out of instinct only to have her lungs become tainted by the icy liquid- it was a personal hell that never in her life she thought would come her way.
Each and every time her hand reached for the surface, it only met with a layer of ice. Ruby nails desperately dug into the cold to the point that they eventually bent back, snapping in pain and only made matters worse. Crimson fluid swirled around her body, mixed with the fabric of coral robes and it was quite possibly the first time she questioned if she would meet with Death this very night.
Hallucinations.
Children, all she saw was children standing atop of the ice when she looked and waved their small delicate hands as if beckoning the mage to become free. To surface, to fight and to not give up. However it was useless. The flower of oleander she had taken to battle with her, tucked behind her ear, had soon drifted from her being and started to slip to the bottomless pit below.
Heels slipped from her slender feet with each painstakingly kick she could give to force herself not to sink and even though it pained her to do so, her hands worked one last time upon the ice with a futile blow. The skin upon the ends of her fingers began to peel back from each claw, nails just barely hanging onto their homes and it was then a new source of pain blossomed throughout her entire being.
Malachite eyes shot opened the very moment her last breath was taken, her lungs began to fill with water and she could feel the burn of the tips from the darts that lingered in her abdomen. She could even feel her flesh burn with the removal of her mark and though she screamed, while the air was robbed of her lungs, it couldn’t be heard. Palms wrapped about her throat and that’s when three illusions of herself were made, each pounded away at the ice and at times found themselves pulling the temptress away from the deep water.
A crack formed on the top of the ice and suddenly shattered, while three pairs of hands clawed themselves out from the water. Behind them it was the body of their true form, Zaberisk, pulled out from the icy hell and placed upon the surface. Onto her side she rested, coughing, choking really- while water left her mouth in waves. Between her abdomen having been punctured thrice and her body in a state of shock from the cold, lips of light blue muttered something while she rested pathetically right where she lingered.
Conversation was exchanged with those around her, from the marked to the resistance, back and forth. She was a terrible mess, the apparent fire-witch. Fabric clung to her body with a beautiful burn, hair frozen in ringlets while droplets of water turned to ice and clung to her thick lashes. Good thing about it though, all her open wounds were sealed for the given moment if she didn’t move too much. Apparently there was some benefit to her torture.
Though just when the battle had ended, when everything appeared to be in good light- the Knight that fought on their side refused to let anyone leave. Maybe the poor woman was confused, maybe she wasn’t even on their side the entire time, but enough was enough. It was Zaberisk that stayed behind so that the others could find safety and tend to their wounds.
The drug that flooded her system provided by the lovely Nia forced her to see everyone as children. Small boys and girls, fighting for no cause, arguing but it was the Knight that appeared to be the only adult in her blurry vision. One that threatened the very creation in life she wasn’t allowed to have and that didn’t settle to well with the mage.
Somehow, someway, slender arms found themselves around the Knight’s body and pressed the tips of her fingers against her chest. Flames were shed, even a beautiful glow began to shine and though the two women had fallen to the ground in a heap- Zaberisk rested atop of the other, just barely holding onto life itself.
There are so many things..
A dazzling, radiant wave of heat enveloped the two females and neither one seemed to object. It simply had to be this way, there was no other choice.
.. I still have to say.
It was in that moment a blinding light appeared and the life that they held would be snuffed from them in a split second. The cavern rumbled, rocks fell and beneath the rubble the fiery temptress was put to rest. Time held no meaning but a certain man made way back into the cave the moment he heard the event and stumbled upon the scene. Rock by rock, he threw aside up until he saw a limb.
With strength and determination, he exposed the body of the deceased Rose and scooped her up, despite his own pain. He too was suffering beyond his limits yet held the heart of a beautiful warrior, only to make sure he could be of some use to rhe body he held. – He made sure of it.
How ironic it was to be greeted by Death and saved by it at the very same time.
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It was becoming a more and more difficult burden to bear. Talon and he had become close friends over the past year and although he was really left with no choice in the matter, it still didn’t make it any easier. The Doctor kept telling himself it’s what Talon would have wanted, that this man wasn’t even Talon any longer and just a puppet to the Avatar. He would have expected the man to do the same if they tables had been turned, but killing your friend no matter what they’ve done is no easy task.
The Argent had helped them all so much already. He had been the one that warned the Resistance about the bomb with enough time to put a plan into action. Everyone spat criticisms about the Resistance to the Doctor’s face following the bombing, about how they should have been prepared for this, about how there should have been more guards, more wards, more everything. The list went on and on and Xanelen, along with a few others more involved, sat there and took it all.
They knew the truth.
The Resistance was full of brilliant minds, no one ever gave them enough credit and that is exactly what he had hoped for. It needed to look believable so upset and angry minds would be quick to jump into action. The ‘dead’ had their escape to do important work behind the scenes without question and the facade rallied the entire city behind the Resistance. The truth was going to seriously piss a lot of people off, but that was something for those who had died to deal with when all of this was over. He simply played his part, and he played it damn well at that.
That wasn’t the only time Talon had saved him. Before his life could be taken away by the Eyes, the man had come barreling through Meryn’s front door and slammed the Avatar back into the opposite wall allowing for their escape. Xanelen knew after that Talon’s mind would be completely taken from him and there was nothing he could do.
It wasn’t fair, he didn’t have to die. At least now he was free from Them. Free from Him.
His body was to be cremated within the next couple of days and there he would pay his last respects to this great man. Hopefully now he had found his peace.
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Hunch (2)
Once again, it comes down to a hunch.
Across Azeroth, he knows, the Resistance and those known as the Marked have gone forth to wage war with each other, Silvermoon City being nearly emptied of defenders connected to the Shielded Mind as the last day of the war drew to a close. At her family estate, he knows, Favrielle Emberdusk has gone to stand by her family, along with Dagorath Lightshield and Maedrys Dawnringer. He knows that he should either be somewhere in Silvermoon City, defending the helpless, or at one of the major battlefields, fighting against the Marked in final battle.
But Arryk Stormbane has a hunch.
The Company of the Deathless is assembled on the road outside of Silvermoon City, a mile from the Shepard’s Gate, nineteen strong, armed and armored, each astride their deathchargers. Sedestra and Zahen are at his side, Zahen again holding the banner of the Ebon Blade. They almost look, Arryk thinks, like they’re awaiting inspection. If he is wrong, he thinks, smiling beneath his newly forged helm, they’re going to look awfully stupid in the morning, but Arryk suspects that won’t be the case.
He hasn’t placed all his eggs in this one basket. Farstriders are scouting the area to the south, east, and west, each of them in comm contact with a Farstrider commander that is checking in every ten minutes to Arryk. A single warning can send the Deathless to any hotspot that erupts, but Arryk has his hunch.
His hunch is that the enemy he is expecting will approach the city from the cover of the Dead Scar.
Not entering the city that way; there are far too many rangers stationed near the walls of the city, and the guard has been doubled. The Shepard’s Gate, though, that is a more public entrance, one meant for open traffic amongst the citizens of Quel’thalas. An enemy who punches through there would run riot in the Royal Exchange and down the Walk of Elders.
So Arryk waits, his hands on the grips of his swords, hoping he’s got this right. Hoping the preparations he made when he visited his workshop at his home at Dawnstar Village on Quel’danas, preparations that had been meant to be the preliminary phase of his plans before time ran out on him, would be enough. Hoping he’s gotten this right.
It is just after the ninth bell, which he hears ringing in the distance, when Arryk is proven right.
Shadows begin to creep out of the distance, hooded forms, misshapen, their faces hidden by hoods. They make no pretense of stealth as they move towards the city out of the shadow of the Dead Scar, coming to within one hundred feet of the Deathless before stopping to assemble. Arryk stops counting them when the number reaches three dozen. How many covens, how many cults of the Old Gods, he thinks, have assembled here? How many of them have viewed the war between the Shielded Mind and the Collective and the Faceless, aligned with neither, yet waiting, waiting for the right moment to rise up against Silvermoon when the defenses were at their lowest ebb? At the center of the mob, Arryk sees a shadowy form, standing perhaps ten feet tall, wrapped in a cloak and hood that seems almost a parody of the ones around it, and he hears Sedestra utter a low whistle. “A genuine Faceless One,” she whispers. “I hope you have a plan for that, because I wasn’t expecting it.”
“We’ll see. Remain here. I’m going to talk to them. Maybe I can make them see sense.”
“Old God cultists,” Zahen remarks, “aren’t much known for their sense.”
“True enough.” Arryk nudges Xaxil ahead with his heels, moving the crimson deathcharger into a trot that carries him to the assembled cultists. He comes to a halt and regards them as the Faceless One steps forward. “I figured it out,” Arryk says, without a hint of preamble. “You see, at first, I thought it was just Dawnforge that was operating on his own. Sleeper agent for the Old Gods who took it upon himself to support the Collective. The second attack, the firebombing, the snipers-they certainly looked right. Attacked just after the bombing on the Shielded Mind, mentioned the Handmaiden…they almost convinced me.” The Faceless One did not speak, just looked down on Arryk, its fierce and depthless intelligence almost a force in the air. “But.” Arryk raised a finger. “The suicide bomber. He shouted something just before he died. ‘Rejoice, for They rise!’ That was Dawnforge’s saying. And I suspect that means that they weren’t part of the Collective either. I suspect that them…that all of them…serve you. Am I right?”
The Faceless One is silent for a long moment, then speaks, its audible voice a guttural roar of consonants, but whispering in Arryk’s mind. “They served me, yes. They have long heard my whispers in the darkness, my voice as I lay in deathless slumber, beneath the waves. Even as I slept, I planned, I calculated, I watched. We are patient and eternal.”
“But now you’re awake.”
“Yes. When the children awakened the Tree, when they came to the Master’s Glaive to honor and venerate Them, I was awakened, in my cavern beneath the waves. Such attention, such focus, on this city, it brought me here. I assembled my children over the past weeks, my Court, even as my will forced those already in hiding in your city into action. Our time has come, little death knight. While the children play across this world, we come to bring madness and death to your city. We come to share the gift of Old Night to your people. We will deny you victory. We are the Court of Night Unending, and we will not be stopped.”
Arryk lets his hands fall again to his swords. “I said, when I came here, that I would not let this happen to my city. I thought I merely spoke of the Collective and the Faceless. But that goes to jumped up opportunists who think they can just crash into the middle of this story like you. I am Scourgelord Arryk Stormbane of the Knights of the Ebon Blade, and you will not enter my city.”
“Little death knight,” the Faceless One chuckled. “Your bravado will fall before our numbers. We will tear you apart and spike your undead skulls on the walls of Silvermoon to watch as it falls to us.”
“That,” Arryk says, “is an impressive threat. Or, you know, it would be if I didn’t have a plan.”
“What plan could you have that would overcome this?”
Arryk grins ferally behind his helm as he triggers his comm. “Whenever you’re ready, Indizzle.”
For one brief, horrible moment, nothing happens, and Arryk thinks that this will be a terrible way to die. Then a bright flash of light erupts in the sky overhead as a circle of pure white light slices through the skin of reality, a wormhole appearing, and through it flies the bipedal form of a goblin shredder, the arms replaced with weaponry mounted and wired to the body, weld marks still visible. From inside the cockpit, the familiar voice of Indizzle Sparkvolt-goblin rogue, inventor, engineer, and one of Arryk’s closest friends, who arrived two days ago and helped Arryk rebuild the shredder into a war machine-crackles across the comm. “Ready ta rock, big guy.”
“Light them up,” Arryk calls, even as he spurs Xixal away, towards the Company of the Deathless.
And the world behind him lit up with explosions and screams.
Arryk and others in the Resistance had been given plans-remarkably clever plans-that had been meant for anti-Faceless weaponry, powered by a combination of arcane and Titan power cores. Arryk had particularly been struck by a design that converted goblin shredders into remote controlled weapons systems. He and Indizzle had been tinkering with a shredder that they had captured from Blackfuse mercenaries during the Siege of Orgrimmar, and Arryk had called Indizzle to come from Draenor to rebuild it as a prototype for the remote controlled weapon. Time had simply run out for them, and the modified shredder-with a wormhole generator Arryk had built, attuning it to his comm frequency, built into it- was all they had.
From the sound of it, it was working wonders.
A beam of bright light erupted from the left arm, the power of the Light and Titan energy fused into one, and Indizzle flew the shredder across the assembled enemy as it stabbed downward, shearing off one of the Faceless One’s tentacles and ploughing a furrow in the ground as its energy tore apart anything in its path for the few seconds that it could fire. Indizzle banked neatly in the air and raised the other arm, opening fire with the belt-fed gun that they’d installed there. The design had called for titan-power infused elementium bullets, but the few titan cores Arryk had available had gone into powering the shredder and the beam weapon.
It had been tricky in the time allotted to manage-and the shredder only had the one two hundred round belt-and had caused him to deplete his supply of the metal he’d brought back from Northrend, but titansteel rounds, the propellant supercharged to deliver high kinetic energy, worked as a decent substitute. Indizzle made two passes over the group before the belt ran out, blasting bodies into pieces and scattering the enemy, and he called Arryk. “Weapons out, big guy. Got about half of ‘em. All yours.”
“Go to high cover and keep an eye out for runners.” Arryk drew both of his blades and turned to the Company. “Company of the Deathless! WE KILL FOR THE LIVING!”
The Company echoed the battlecry and charged into the fray, their blades glowing with necromantic light as they began to reap a terrible toll, running down the hooded forms, revealing them to be hybrids such as Dawnforge had been. The Company had not yet been unleashed in full battle yet, and certainly not in a cavalry charge against foes that had no weapons to deal with it-no pikes, no spears, not even firearms. Clearly they had expected to plunder an undefended city, but the Deathless have other ideas.
Arryk sees the Faceless One, its cloak and hood gone, one tentacled arm a stump from the beam weapon, trying to limp back into the darkness. Oh no you don’t, he thinks, frost erupting from his body as he spurred Xixal into a gallop. On reflex his blades slashed out, decapitating two of the cultists as he passes them, and then he is on the Faceless One, bounding from Xixal’s back even as he dismisses the deathcharger back to the netherworld it came from. He brings down both blades into the Faceless One’s back, and the howl of pain and anger in his head nearly disorientates him. He lands, the Path of Frost fueling him, the cold certainty of winter, and he slashes out horizontally with both blades, aiming for the knees of the creature. Hamstrung, even an eldritch horror finds it hard to run, and the Faceless One crashes to the ground, tentacles flailing. Arryk roars and his blades remove the other arm at the shoulder, the foul ichor of its blood staining the grass beneath it. The Deathless have dismounted now, working in groups as they slaughter their way through the hybrids. The battle will eventually claim two of them, their bodies torn apart to such an extent even necromancy cannot repair them. As the battle continues, as Arryk stands over the Faceless One, there comes a moment when, for one second, the forces of the Court pause as something-some force-passes through them, something even the death knights feel.
“The mark,” the Faceless One whispers. “The Marked. Their power is broken. We are broken. It is over.”
To Arryk’s dismay, the Faceless One dissolves into wisps of shadow that pass into the ground. His blades stab into the ground, finding nothing. “Bastard,” he growls, turning towards the battle, which, in truth, is now more mopping up. He has a feeling that he will meet this Faceless One again.
None of the Court of Night Undending escape. The last few stragglers that manage to fight free of the battle are cut down by Indizzle, the beam weapon having had enough time to recharge for one last shot. The Deathless work throughout the night, collecting the bodies and putting them on wagons to be driven to the Plaguelands and burned there, far from the sight of Silvermoon City. Zahen leads them away, the Company of the Deathless departing in secret with the dawn, taking with them as well the two fallen knights. In the end, only Sedestra and Arryk remain, standing beside of the now-powerless shredder, Indizzle tinkering with it. Only a few burns and craters from the weapons of the shredder, along with bloodstains, even hint that the battle took place. “Not interested in glory, I take it?” Sedestra asks.
“Let it be rumour,” Arryk says. “Let any cultists who even heard of this wonder how we won. Who was here. How many fought. Let it be a rumor of the power of Silvermoon. A reminder that this city refuses to fall, no matter what.” Arryk pulls off his helm, still acutely aware of the missing part of his left ear. ‘We won. Let others have the glory. That’s all that matters. I just want to go home.” He regards Sedestra for a moment. “The Deathless are yours, now.”
“Until we need you again, Arryk. And you know we will.”
Sadly, Arryk realizes, they will. But that, he muses, will be another day.
((And so, Arryk’s part in this closes. As it turns out, he actually wasn’t IN the Collective story, his was actually something else running parallel to it. I’d like to send a shout out to…ack, I am not entirely sure I linked the right person before since it autofilled based on a guess, my bad-but at any rate, the person who sent me the amazing ideas for anti-Faceless weaponry that, much like Arryk, I simply didn’t have time to utilize, and that my prototype version of which simply didn’t do justice to. Those ideas rocked.))
@the-handmaidens-collective @we-the-faceless @the-shieldedmind @chorusofcontention (for mentions, really, as Arryk kind of went off on his own tangent inspired by all of this. Event was awesome, guys!)