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If anyone cares Iām making a new Tumblr bc for some reason I canāt verify my account
New account is autistic-multiple
If anyone cares I'm making a new Tumblr bc for some reason I can't verify my account
[gaining a new alter]
Expectation: a sensible, well-rounded person, whoās got their shit together
Reality:
This is important.
Itās not a āloopholeā itās explicit within the text of the amendment
āLoopholeā lmfao like itās a fucking accident, like it wasnāt purposefully structured to reclaim and expand a source of free labor
We never outlawed slavery in America. We simply transferred ownership of slaves from individual landowners to the government and large corporations.
Other fun facts about prison labor corporations:
-Federal and state-run prisons usually pay their slaves minimum wage; some states, however, like Colorado, pay $2/hour.
-Private prisons pay $.17-.50/hour. The highest paying private prison is in Tennessee, which pays $.50/hour for āhighly-skilled labor.ā
-You think that hasnāt affected wages in the US? You think that hasnāt removed manufacturing jobs from the economy?
-Companies that contract with private prisons for their slave labor include: IBM, Boeing, Motorola, Microsoft, AT&T, Wireless, Texas Instrument, Dell, Compaq, Honeywell, Hewlett-Packard, Nortel, Lucent Technologies, 3Com, Intel, Northern Telecom, TWA, Nordstromās, Revlon, Macyās, Pierre Cardin, Target Stores. Many, many products that say āMade in USAā were made in prison.
-Private prisons often have quotas with the states, wherein the states contractually guarantee that they will provide a certain number of prisoners to fill the beds of a private prison, and if they donāt then they owe the private prison millions of dollars. Iām not making this up. It happened in Colorado after they legalized weed.
-States have a financial incentive to lock up their citizens.
-All of the above corporations have a financial incentive to see citizens get locked up.
-This is why Jeff Sessions is going after weed. The prison industrial complex needs slaves.
-To the shock of absolutely no one, private prisons have even more disparate racial demographics than federal/state prisons.
-Where do you think they send undocumented immigrants who have been rounded up? Thatās right, private prisons. Thatās why so many of them are in the South. So they take immigrants who are earning some kind of comparable wage and paying income tax to the government, and put them in prison where the wages are absurdly depressed and the prison pays virtually nothing in taxes.
-Oh yeah: private prisons pay virtually nothing in taxes. Because they technically manage real estate (prison as housing), they get all sorts of tax breaks and subsidies.
Tl;dr the prison industrial complex removes jobs from the economy, depresses wages, cheats the tax system, and ENSLAVES PEOPLE, usually people of color.
Sources:
http://www.globalresearch.ca/the-prison-industry-in-the-united-states-big-business-or-a-new-form-of-slavery/8289
http://www.motherjones.com/mojo/2013/09/private-prisons-occupancy-quota-cca-crime
http://mfgtalkradio.com/s7-e15-manufacturing-jobs-lost-prison-slave-labor/
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/09/19/private-prison-quotas_n_3953483.html?1379606057
http://www.npr.org/sections/codeswitch/2014/03/13/289000532/why-for-profit-prisons-house-more-inmates-of-color
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2017/02/27/immi-f27.html
https://www.finance.senate.gov/ranking-members-news/wyden-introduces-bill-to-stop-private-prisons-from-exploiting-tax-incentives-for-profit
Pretty much just watch the 13th
And read The New Jim Crow by Michelle Alexander!
The subversive meaning behind ājob creationā.
See also todayās Twitter thread from Samuel Sinyangwe about prisoners in Baton Rouge working on the capitol grounds and in the governorās mansion:
Hereās the nola.com article he references.
Tw everything, sex, relationships
I've realized that I determine my value based on sex. If I'm desirable then I feel good about myself, at least fleetingly.
If I'm not sexually desirable then my self esteem disappears, I hate myself, I become bitter and angry, resentment builds. Inside of a relationship its probably toxic, surprise, I can be more than one type of monster.
It doesn't seem to matter the situation.
One on one with my fiance, if he loses interest after previously saying he wanted to have sex, I feel rejected, angry, resentful, I react like he told me he hated me, or some other terrible thing. Obviously this isn't his fault -consent can be revoked at any time, and he definitely isn't obligated to continue sexual relations because of my feelings <(universal truth)-
In swinger situations, I don't feel this because hes engaging sexually with another person. I feel this way when everyone is all involved together, except me. I'm not going to dictate how these things naturally unfold, but when it happens two or three times a session, where suddenly I'm sitting on the side of the bed by myself, feeling hurt and like a 4th wheel and the terrible voice says "it's because no one likes you. They'd have a better time if they didn't have to pity you."
God, it is not dissimilar to gym class, not only being picked last, but not picked at all, for a game you were excited for. It's like this existential gut punch: "Everything I thought I was good for is a lie, therefore I am not good for anything." and you feel no need for any other conclusions, because it feels so accurate. If the shoe fits, and all.
And for me this feeling is painfully familiar- worthlessness. And every time it hits, it feels almost cumulative.
I'm so fucking depressed right now. I feel so worthless, I just want to sleep, everything is just so much, so much to do and remember and say in just the right ways so no one ever suspects anything wrong because it feels manipulative and abusive to even have noticable symptoms. I'm trying really hard not to hate myself, or at least not take it out on anyone else.
Iāve seen a post somewhere that said getting a HRT prescription takes a couple month and doesnāt cost that much and is generally great and easy and like⦠what magical land do you live in???
For me (I live in Poland) getting my testosterone required:
-8 psychiatrist/sexologist visits
-10 psychotherapist visits
-kariotype reading
-brain MRI
-EEG
-ultrasound of abdominal organs and reproductive organs
-eight months of waiting
-a blood test that required three viles of blood
-an endocrinologist visit (obviously)
-like thirty phone calls to find at least one pharmacy in the entire country that sells T gel
-a trip to another city
Together all of this before actually buying the testosterone cost more than a thousand (1000) dollars. The actual testosterone, with the price of traveling to another city, cost 100$ for a one month worth of doses. And I was lucky. I got good doctors who only asked for necessary tests and didnāt extend the 6 months observational period to two years or something.
This is NOT easy. If you arenāt trans, donāt tell us it is easy. It is a long process that requires a lot of time and money. Donāt be an asshole to pre-HRT or non-HRT people.
Just donāt.Ā
I've been trying to verify my email for fucking ever.
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Low self-esteem
I remember in when I was in high school, I figured out a way to describe how I felt about myself, and honestly, it still feels true.
"I feel like an apple that's been at the store too long. It looks fine until you look too close and realize that it's rotten, and you make a face and put it back. No one wants a rotten apple."
I'm a firm believer that the simplest explanation is usually right- and that is that there is something inherently Wrong with me and my existence and my worth. I'm going to be honest and say I've internalized this since I was a young child.
I ignore most of the time but loneliness really just activates it and I become convinced that it I were worth talking to then someone out there would talk to me. I feel like I'm screaming and no one can hear me.
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Okay but hereās to the gods who are not reincarnations of the old and mighty pantheons
Hereās to the gods with names unknown and forgotten, with names in strange tongues we can no longer pronounce
Hereās to the gods born from the death of an old one, born like a star and their divinity just as bright
Hereās to the gods with realms long gone and to the gods whose realms never were
Hereās to the gods that admit they cannot claim the world, but have found their own realm in the corners and streets of their hometown
Hereās to the gods whose divinity is raw and new, to the modern gods caught in young bodies
Life is wild, some people have multiple healthy relationships and I can't even message people that I really like ššššš
Please Help
hey Tumblr its tomi lol! i have 7 (seven) cents To My Name right now. I am not in a good place. I was in a mental hospital for over a week and missed a shitton of work. Ive since returned but I now have to spend money that i dont have in order to work and survive. I have a job but missed over 2 weeks because of severe mania and psychotic behavior. it took weeks to recuperate and readjust to new medication. i have Not had a good time. please help me, I havenāt had a check in 3 weeks and donations have been my sole income. Please help, Iām desperate and prone enough to ask for this. I am not happy or proud to do this. if you can donate anything to keep me afloat until im working normally, i would be happy. Im black, im mentally ill and Iām attempting to get government assistance as well as counselling. Im also looking for a better job, and trying to move out of my momās house and in with my significant other. this is humiliating and Iām ok with asking for help, but the dehumanization associated with asking for help is taxing. Please, if you can help I have donation links below, and you can inquire about art commissions.
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inquire about commissions! name your own price. check out my at /tagged/tomiart.
please spread this! if youāre sick of me asking for help or hate seeing donation posts, save yourself the embarrassment and me, the energy and SCROLL PAST THIS. please dont waste either of our time.
thank you.
Hey I desperately need money to be able to pay for the medication I need to hopefully start healing my body from a four month long infection thatās deteriorated the skin and whatnot in my lower pelvic area to the point where Iām bleeding when I donāt have a uterus or anything because they were removed
The medication is not covered by either insurances I have and it is $60.00. So I am offering pendulum readings ($1 for every 10 minutes Iām working with the pendulum, $1 minimum because I,, literally just canāt go lower than that). I can currently do the following quite well:
ā¢Basic yes/no questions
ā¢Past life information and recovery (please bear in mind this requires personal information and communication on your end throughout doing so and does take quite a bit longer than just basic questions. It takes a lot more of my energy and time to do this!)
ā¢Clearing your aura or energy field to a certain degree (I am only comfortable doing this if you are willing to skype or some other form of video chat with me even if you do not show me your face, because it can get tricky and sometimes uncomfortable for the person being cleared, and I physically just can not know if I need to immediately stop what I am doing if I can not hear your voice at the very least. This also takes a little bit of time, usually 10-30 minutes depending on how extensive it gets).
I can do the following averagely well but am still learning:
ā¢Reading auras
If you arenāt interested or can not afford to do this please simply boost it with a reblog, I really do need this medication (itās a localized cream) because itās to the point where I can not currently go walking because itās too painful to move my legs that way.
If you are interested send me a message. I absolutely hate having to do this because I usually offer free readings but Iām in a very tight spot right now with this.
Jesus fuck I just realized my stupid hellbrain flipped the number and I put $60.00, itās actually $90.00.
Update
Another Update
Okay so I got the first refill of it and wonāt need another for like three weeks but she said itās going to be a few month long thing at least and Iām like yeah ok swell great but uh money is a thing that exists so??
Another update!: I had another surgery today and there was an unexpected $20.00 co-pay for something that they had told me was covered by insurance but wasnāt!
TW: ED
I'm kinda struggling with this ED right now and I kinda want to reach out... But 1) I'm not ready to stop and 2) I don't want to trigger anyone