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Sahasrara or more commonly known as the Crown Chakra 👑 The

7th chakra connecting our being physically and metaphysically to the ethereal dimensions. Bestowing us with the innate ability to experience Self Realization on copious levels of consciousness. The energy that helps us come terms with the fulfillment of our true potential in this dimension and the next. Opening up this particular Chakra allows for our sense of identity to be unleashed. Unifying thoughts ideas and energies within ourselves giving us the tools to transcend and understand the infinite in which our souls are derived from. Although we experience Self realization we also experience what it feels to be unified with kindred souls alike and unlike ourselves knowing that we are all drops of the giant ocean of consciousness that we come and will go back to once we pass and lose our physical bodies. The color described that this particular chakra unleashes when unblocked and open is comparable to white or ultraviolet.

Organs connected to this chakra

✨Head ✨Brain ✨Ears ✨Eyes ✨Pineal Gland ✨Skeletal and Muscular systems ✨Epidermis

After writing this small bit of knowledge in my journal about our Sahasrara I had a really interesting dream. I encountered a women I believe to be my higher self. Currently I’m in the last stages of my third trimester and my dreams tend to be really intense. In my dream I walked down the hallway where I’m currently residing that leads to our front door. She was standing there and I felt as if she was about to go somewhere. I felt as if I had just awoken and very self consciously thought I had something on my face (smeared lipstick) I greeted her and gave her a hug but upon seeing how radiant she was I complimented her and proceeded to run to the bathroom to fix what was wrong I came back and she laughed and said “it’s okay you are alright there isn’t anything there”

I asked her if she was nervous about her surgery and she smiled at me reassuringly but never answered. My first pregnancy I had a c section and I will probably have another one this time around which I’m nervous about. She looked at peace and so calm. She didn't seem afraid which is why i think i was speaking to my higher self and why i believe it was a message of self realization and to trust that everything will be okay 💓

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Regarded highly in the eyes of many individuals since antiquity. Around the world this shell has provided susitenaence to not only nourish the body, but heal the soul. Abalone belongs to Marine Gastropod molluscs in the family of Haliotidae. More commonly referred to as Sea 🐌 snails.

The metaphysical properties this shell holds are powerful in cleansing your space and self of negative energies. Native Americans used Albalone in rituals as a smudging tool feeling very strongly about the energies combined with the smoke from the sage their messages safely traveled to the ether world. When I first learned about this practice I was completely astonished because I naturally felt the need to burn my herbs in the albalone that I acquired a few years ago without any knowledge of the shell itself.

 When wielded albalone releases a barrier of protection and tranquility. Transmuting emotions from this dimension to another. Other names commonly associated with this shell are: Ear shells and Sea Ears. It acquired these nicknames from its structure. There are many types of albalone that vary in structure but a majority have whorls which are 360 degree turns in the spiral growth. The last whorl (body whorl) is auriform meaning it resembles an ear. You will also hear this shell referred to as Muttonfish and Muttonshells in Australia, Ormerin in Great Britain, Perlemoen in South Africa, and Paua in New Zealand. The holes you see in the shell are respiratory pores and they also serve in sanitation. The inside is composed of nacre (Mother of Pearl) which is iridescent and appealing cultures around the world. Popularly used for decorative purposes even today in modern times.

In Apache culture this shell was worn on the forehead of young women in a disc shape during a special ceremony called “The sunrise ceremony” symbolic to making the transition into womenhood.

This shell is connected with Sahasrara, Anahata, and Ajna or more commonly referred to as the Crown chakra Heart chakra Third eye chakra

Helping balance out blocked energies within ourselves.

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You’re a mirage visible by day disappearing at night and non-existent like clouds in front of the sun or water on the highway on one of the hottest days in summer.

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I use to walk around in a haze a psych ward maze thinking i was in a coma. Before my eyes it didn’t seem to be that i was experiencing reality. I thought maybe i had died and reached the after life or i was experiencing the last seven minutes of my brains activity. I was numb that even if you pinched me it wouldn’t have made much of a difference. I looked for you everywhere and to my surprise you were buried fifteen minutes away six feet under for nine years when i discovered. They told me that you were induced into a coma and you never awoke. Then i realized that what i had thought for these past few years was your reality. Psychically i picked up on it somehow or another and was living through it vicariously.

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2012 or 2013 not sure when exactly this was taken pay attention to the doorway. I’ve always been connected to otherworldly energy and spirits since I was a young child I'd not only found extreme fascination, but I had seen and experienced amazingly terrifying things some of which I cant remember that my grandmother who raised me could. This particular year id been dabbling in magic and trying to connect more than ever before. I was on the brink of the Afterlife myself. Having strong suicidal tendencies and generally not making the best choices. This photo was snapped with a camera when I was trying to invoke something I cant remember my genuine intention. The next day cookie our oldest dog at the time went on to her next life. I'm not sure it was related or not, but you can see shrouded figure that had risen and was dressed in robes with eyes surrounding souls some would even argue. I’ve been discredited saying the photos I captured were doctored faked and over all I was dismissed but I know how I felt each time I experienced the paranormal. To me it is my normal and I've always felt at home with other beings. I wouldn't waste my time if I wasn't passionate about the work I use to conduct. I’m not a seer by any means that's why taking photos was my portal into their world and also documentation to remember because I have an awful memory. 

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Pulp sci-fi illustration by Italian artist, Aldo Di Gennaro (b. 1938).

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Extraterrestrial street tacos

What an interesting time we are experiencing today although time is but an illusion and this has probably occurred more times than we can count on our human flesh prison finger things. Of course the so called “Men in Black” who are very real have wiped our memories of the events that truly lift the veil of what the unknown pertains to. The Area 51 ambush plan currently unfolding is a blessing and a curse. Most individuals think that this plan that is suppose to occur in the following months is, but a joke, and for a few reasons I will list below:

 Naruto run has been mentioned

The site is very large and vast in desert terrain which means that it poses difficulties that only a skilled expert could generally surpass. Therefore, why risk our flesh prisons?

Food trucks have been noted and other ways to create revenue from said flesh prisons

and overall the plan that has been presented to the public is unrealistic and not ideal.

Those are just a few reasons to why most are not willing to take it seriously, but even the joke is elevating minds and bringing attention to the simple fact that we are not alone never really have been. Causing simpletons and the asleep to open one eye and say hey they might be on to something. That's the blessing in my perspective extraterrestrials and the dark government oh what a subject to be trending at this time. The curse is the fact that everyone feels as if they have to stomp upon this land in Nevada to have the true experience and awakening of other entities that are not technical what we like to refer to as a human. Extraterrestrials are everywhere and if you keep a close eye on the sky or in your surrounding area especially natural forest areas or vast land with little to no traffic you might encounter and stumble upon the disclosure right in your backyard. Be wary when you do experience the profoundness of contact because you will be met with someone or something that will go to the ends of this Earth rock to keep you quiet. For instance one of the most chilling and evident cases of contact with extraterrestrials that occurred in the early 2000s the individual Stan Romanek was very open with his experiences they framed him and to this day he sits confined in prison not able to use technology without surveillance. I’ m largely skeptical of anything even though I have a very open mind and I do believe his footage, testimonies, and overall experiences were true especially being that they happened in such a time where fabrication was difficult. What beckons me is who wanted him to shut his mouth and why? They cant make us all quiet though because it would be to evident. To all the Area 51ers I salute you but understand they might just be right outside your window or cloaked with advanced technology... right beside you.

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This is giving up

Didn’t it leave a terrible taste in that careless mouth of yours? The bitter difficult to swallow sharp as nails cutting through when you finally digest it medicine that you received that you have given to me so effortlessly. How did it feel to be treated like you treat me the one person that was a vessel to bring life into this dimension alongside you not once, but twice, how did it feel to be ignored reading the “read” notification over and over again as I had for all the times you were upset, but it was much more important to answer to everyone else than to put energy into mending our broken love. You didn’t even last a day under the conditions I'd fought through for almost a decade. I’m not perfect I've made mistakes I've said so many words I wish I could erase from existence. You could never doubt my devotion though I would have happily died on the OR table twice if it meant that our seeds were able to grow. Now I sit here with young children alone I sit here wonder how I'll provide shelter aid them in every way in the future utterly and irrevocably alone. While you continue on in your life painting me as a villain.

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I haven’t found a way to forgive myself. For the way I became so accessible. For the way I jumped at the first chance to meet with him. For the way my heart jumped when he said ‘I’ll take the long way so we can talk more’. For the way I still run to him when he’s available.

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Hexing

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Dimensional depression

Connected to my flesh prison discovering what lies in and beyond this dimension