fly away

trigger warning as always, I'm sorry its not some happy exciting blog, my ask is always open and I answer relatively fast so feel free to use it.

[weightless-disapperance]

I love you, I hate you. Don't talk to me the sky is dark.

[weightless-disapperance]

It's 824 pm and I'm drunk.

[weightless-disapperance]

Today my 3 yr old sister was whining and close to tears because she doesn't have collar bones like mine..as she grabbed at them.

[weightless-disapperance]

I pretend I don't know why the migraines are back.

[weightless-disapperance]

I sat for hours last night debating wether I deserved to eat dinner last night after starving all day and I'm realizing I'm back were I started.

[weightless-disapperance]

REDUCE me to nothing REUSE me like a toy RECYCLE me like a piece of trash that has no more use to you

[sufferwell0]

This is Olivia Penpraze. You’ve probably heard of her. She commited suicide because of bullying. She thought she’s ugly and fat. Society made her think that way. She also thought she’s not worth living. Everybody is worth living. And so are you. Never let anyone tell you different

Smile, you are precious and flawless. You’re meant to live

[i-am-im-me-x]

You see liv on your dash? you fucking reblog.

[walls-of-incenserity]

I reblog because I want to, not because you fucking told me to.

[set-my-love-on-fire]

RIP Liv, you’re missed.

[d--epressive]

I miss you you Liv.

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

It a been a Long time since I have seen liv on my dash, always reblog an keep her story alive 💜

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I wonder what age I died inside.

[weightless-disapperance]

My friends keep complimenting the fact that I now have a butt but honestly j don't know wether to cry because I put on weight or embrace it. I think both.

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[Amanda Seyfried, photographer unknown]

[weightless-disapperance]

The fact that I put on weight and my first thoughts are eat less and purge more.

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I wonder what age I died inside.

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I think that some people forget that it is my body. Not yours, not his,not theirs, MINE.

[curveless-deactivated20140421]

[weightless-disapperance]

My problem isn’t eating the food it’s the regret and self hate that follows, it’s feeling like you are the biggest person around its feeling like everyone is staring at you and wanting to tear your self apart.

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I feel guilty because I wish for death while others pray for life.

[weightless-disapperance]

Relapse feels like the bitter sweet darkness wrapping around you and dragging you back to hell.