Saige

🤍sw: 183 🤍cw: 142 🤍gw: 115 🤍ugw:105

[weightless-sinners]

when youtube workouts were a trend ed tumblr was popping off, now we’re whats left

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she started losing weight

she started losing hair

she started losing her period

she started losing consciousness

She started losing control.

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got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday and have been put on a no solid food diet,,, blessing in disguise

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I had planned to do a 24 hour fast but now I’m on 34 hours because I am genuinely scared of eating 😗✌️ very chill

[dumbaccountidontcareabout-blog]

Reblog the pumpkin king and you’ll lose 5 pounds this week

(just do it)

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I need constant male validation, even though I don’t like MEN

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anorexics will be like “My body is a temple not a trash can 😌🌸” and then eat 7 rice cakes and call it a day

it is me, I am anorexics

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you call it anorexia, I call it strategically eating

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Don’t comment on people’s safe foods!

seriously. These are the foods keeping people alive, you don’t have any right to tell them it’s unhealthy or too high calorie for you. I get this is a competitive illness but it doesn’t make you better to tear other people down and make them feel like they need to try harder to starve themselves. Stop being assholes and let people eat what they feel comfortable with.

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my boyfriend knows about my ed and was like “well we could work out together if that would help”

now I’m between telling him that is NOT how that works or just saying fuck it and getting him to support my bad habits

[waiting2b-weightless]

People with actual eating disorders: I’m not valid enough to have a problem, I’m not skinny enough, I don’t need help

People who skip one (1) meal: Oh my god I’m like literally anorexic

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scrolling through your feed and seeing your own post reblogged is so weird

I was like hmmmmmmm that looks familiar

anyways rip my old account 😔✊

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relapsing because I miss almost fainting when standing up, is that weird?

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oopsies I’m back on my bullshit again

family talking about weight loss triggered me so much,,, little did my mom know that the journal she just gifted me would be used for calorie counting

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people will fatshame you when you’re a healthy weight and then defend themselves by saying they’re trying to save your health🤡

ok sir, starving myself will make me much more healthy, thank you

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Things People Don’t Tell You About Recovery

(this is in no way an attempt to deter people from recovery, just some things that aren’t talked about that I wish I had known)

You can’t just start eating again- while you may have convinced yourself you are in control, recovering and getting back to a normal eating schedule is so hard and mentally draining

You will continue to count calories- the little calculator that is consistently counting and tracking will not instantly disappear, even if you’re aiming for a higher calorie intake you’re still counting and it takes a lot of time and effort to break out of this harmful routine

You will have bloating- since your stomach isn’t used to having food in it constantly, when you start eating again you will be very bloated in your stomach/ face, this can be hard to deal with especially with body image issues but your weight will begin redistributing properly the longer you are in recovery

You will be inclined to binge- when you start eating you might develop an “all or nothing” attitude towards food and start bingeing, this is not healthy, it will be hard to resist especially if friends/ family know about your recovery because they will be encouraging you to eat more

You will relapse- OR at the very least have the urge too, recovery isn’t linear and success comes with preserving even when you relapse and want nothing more than to fall into old habits that seem more comforting

Please try to recover if you can, you don’t deserve this life. Recovery is the best choice for your mental and physical health, stay safe xoxo

[weightless-sinners]

oops I’m relapsing again

guess who’s going to have .*+ content +*.