I'm a weirdo. Enjoy.

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How are you supposed to love somebody when you don’t love yourself?

Inspiration from Liza’s Breakup

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Peter teaching Thor what Yeet means and Thor proceeding to shout YEET every time he throws his hammer

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😂😂

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Damn headaches

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SAME RIGHT NOW!

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who’s my master???????????? what am I supposed to say, Jesus?????????”

- Starlord

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things I loved about avengers: infinity war in random order

spoilers obviously

oh god here we go

- “we have a hulk” YES BITCH THE WHOLE CINEMA SCREAMED

- “I’ll do you one better, who is gamora?” “I’ll do YOU one better, WHY is gamora?” skmandnsjabdbdbdjde oh my god

- girls don’t want boys. girls want titan-killing, long term booty-calls.

- “this is my friend, tree” “I am Groot” “I am Steve rogers” I literally could not breathe

- “bruce, you’re embarrassing me in front of the wizards”

- “who’s my master???????????? what am I supposed to say, Jesus?????????”

- yes, my babygirl wanda, off to destroy the evil grape

-OK but honestly let’s appreciate SHE STOPPED THANOS WHILE HE STILL HAD THE GAUNTLET AND REMOVED VISIONS STONE AT THE SAME THATS MY GIRL

- “you’ll die alone” “she’s not alone” YASSSSS THE TRIO WE DESERVE

- hulk refusing to come out god knows why

- Bruce like “what is UP hulk like seriously step the FUCK UP HULK”

- sorry I had to

- the overall humor!!!!!!!!! it was so well balanced

- “technically its your fault that I’m here” *cue the bitch face* “okay, I take that back”

- heimdall asking one last time for magic to get Thor and hulk to safety. yes.

- “WHY WAS SHE UP THERE ALL THIS TIME?” I KNOWWWWW WANDA STEP UP

- “its okay. I’m sure you did your best” DRAG HIM SWEETIE

- “I have a lot to lose. personally, I have a lot to lose” it made me so emotional someone please protect him

- rocket thinking that the captains duty was to comfort Thor made me smile so hard

- rhodey ignoring his orders and going to court Marshall because he was so shook with the people in front of him,,,,, ok but me

- “maybe a starbucks” akmabeamjebajeiendnskamsene I can’t even

- “you could never hurt me. all I feel is you. I love you” goodbyeeee my lover, goooodbyeee my friend, you have been the one (1), you have been the one for meeee

- that surprise appearance of red skull tho,,,,, oh my god I yelled so loudly

- overall I’m shook. 12/10 would never watch again because I value my emotional sanity

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God thank you for this

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It’s crazy how things pop out of my head I just write them down as I do right now. It’s so relieving.

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I realized it’s been a while since I was active on Tumblr and now that I’ve wrote a post, I’m very happy about that so I’ll keep on doing that

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Fucked up

I’ve watched IW today (don’t worry no spoilers) and I’m just so messed up. I’ve had the most amazing time because I had people that understood my mental health situation at that specific time and cared for me. Even though I’m fucked up because of marvel I feel okay. Because I’m surrounded by so much love. In the last few days I’ve been working on Uni and my applications and I’ve been so stressed out (omg don’t get me started) and I saw, at the end of that tunnel, the time to go watch this movie today with my friends. I feel genuinely happy right now and appreciated. Also I’m meeting new people, wich makes me even more happier. I’m excited for life and just happy.

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I realize all the time everything sounds better in English.. that’s why it’s hard for me to think of that in german. Help.

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Weird and scared

I’m listening to one of my playlists right now and I feel weirdly good. I don’t know what is wrong with me, but I feel good. It’s because I was productive today and didn’t eat so much shit. Maybe I’m proud of myself. I just hope I don’t mess up tomorrow.

I just want someone. So. Bad. And I know that specific someone, but he doesn’t say anything. My friends told me to make a move and I know I have to someday. But I’m just scared. Scared of everything. Scared of what my face looks like, my body or that I’m just so weird. I actually love me and my body and my weird stuff, but when it comes to guys I’m questioning everything. What it’s wrong with me?

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New

Remember, when I said I’ve changed into another person? That’s the way I felt a couple of days ago after I got my hair cut. Right now, I feel hot. Normally I would feel lonely and just desperate to have somebody to care for me. And by somebody I mean a boyfriend. And I have someone I like, but he doesn’t show me signs or something. Anyway, I feel good now but I want somebody to see me. To notice me. But I’m realizing, that I have to be alright. Before I find someone for me. And that thought is killing me right now.

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New me

Today, I’ve changed into another person. I was at the hairdresser today and I’ve got a completely different hairstyle. And I absolutely love it. I can’t believe, that I actually went for bangs! I feel like a totally different person. But so good. I wanted to cut my long hair for so long. Now, I feel like a new me. A better me. Confident and sexy. I love the new me.

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Leave

I just want to leave this stupid math class. So many fake people. I could throw up. Gosh nobody looks at me or talks to me. It’s like I don’t even exist. I’m gonna go talk with my mom

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Again.

Again. It’s that time again, where I feel like a piece of shit. I have to do some school work with a guy I find okay. But I think he thinks I’m stupid and he just doesn’t like me. I saw his face, I just know it. I FEEL SO SHITTY! He looked at me like I was not worth of the respect, like I was something that’s been thrown at his face and he had to deal with it.

After my nail appointment I don’t want to go back to school.. I’ll see. Hopefully my nails will end up perfectly. At least that’s gonna be something that’s okay.

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OMG

I can’t believe I’m gonna be 17 tomorrow!! Literally so excited and feeling excellent mentally!!! So excited for all the attention and I’m gonna look fantastic!😁😍😍😍

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I just realized that I have to get myself together before I can realize my dreams. I’m pretty messed up. But all I want is somebody to care for me. To tell me me every day that I’m beautiful and smart and just okay. I want someone to love me the way I am. And I want people to be honest with me. I’m tired of playing the nice innocent girl. That time is over. If I want something, I get it. I don’t follow rules, I make them. And if I need to, I break them. Thanks Veronica for that inspiration. You’ll see.

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Why?

I’m a weird girl with a confusion going around kiddos. But I know I have no mental problems, not like my stupid friends. I’m perfectly fine, just have to believe in that.