Jun 3
#omg
he b****d for h**d. didn’t want to. i also don’t know how to say no. I was planning on #onlyteasing. After a while I really didn’t want to, I got an almost gross bleh feeling. I was asked why when I said no. I asked if I needed a reason for my no and he said no, it was just hard to because I’m always happy to and I do a good job at it. I think it was supposed to be a compliment, also a way to justify why it was being pushed. I eventually gave in and put his th**b in my m***h. He asked if I was sure. I reassured one time and was told that it wouldn’t feel good anymore. I reassured again and was told to p***e it. I kept suppressing any feelings about it. I don’t think I can anymore. I feel yucky.
