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hiii my name is poppy!
trying to be in ed recovery so possible tw, trying not to cry over this ;w;
she/her pronouns, lesbian
I miss my mental illness aesthetic but we ball!
I'll add more later ^^
we're not kids anymore.

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🌱 intro post 🌱
hiii my name is poppy!
trying to be in ed recovery so possible tw, trying not to cry over this ;w;
she/her pronouns, lesbian
I miss my mental illness aesthetic but we ball!
I'll add more later ^^
never kill yourself because even though the moments of absolute heart crushing hopeless distress may never go away, they do eventually get fewer and further between and what starts showing up in the new free space between them is so damn beautiful if you let it be that to you
i turned 21 today, all i can say is that it gets better
i should be having fun it's okay to have fun no one will kill me if i have fun it's actually legal and accepted to have fun i am normal to have fun there is nothing wrong with me to have fun i don't have to earn my share of fun to deserve it i can just have fun
God I hate all men so much I hate them I hate them I hate them 18 year old high school graduate harassing a 14 year old kid and no one says anything asking me if I’ve had sex before and all sorts of horrible things
Bomb that kills all men
kid at my school dating an 11 year old. is 15. CRYINGEHIUWUFJ i swear
Fuck “get your beach body ready for summer!” This summer we are RECOVERING!!! We are going out to get ICE CREAM and FRIES and MILKSHAKES and WE are gonna feel GOOD
DAILY REMINDER TO RESIST ED PROPOGANDA
Food is fuel we literally cannot function without it !continuing down a path of restriction will lead to declining health, feeling miserable all the time and an incomplete life. We NEED food not just to survive but to thrive
Eat it even if it’s “unhealthy” violate your food rules!! DO NOT FEED INTO THE PATRIARCHAL SYSTEM OF KEEPING HUMANS SMALL! BIG AND STRONG HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE MOTTO
You deserve love and all the necessities just as much as the next person! /pos
I'm not perfect but I'm learning
It doesn't matter if i feel/look stupid bc I'm learning
It takes time
I will get better
I've already come a long way
WE CAN DO HARD THINGS
WE CAN RECOVER
WE CAN EAT BIG MEALS
WE CAN BE SATISFIED
Daily ED affirmations
Notes game bc I need to be more responsible in life. And recovery fucking sucks
1 note: a sip of water; repeatable (tuesdays are usually my pass-out day bc I haven’t drank water all week)
10 notes: Eat a lil bit more per meal
50 notes: finish one meal; repeatable (ED recovery program makes me eat at least a lil but I’m struggling)
100: I do a homework assignment; repeatable
150: train for lifeguard certification; repeatable (muscle atrophy has got me FUCKED)
300: I finish my NHS application
500: I finish art piece (I don’t usually let myself rest and have fun)
800: I eep for eight hours a night (I get 2-5 on average)
1000: I quit caffeine entirely (most likely have POTS so it gives me heart issues and dizzy)
1500: I eep for 9-10 hours a night + 24 ounces of water a day
2000: ask my mom for trauma therapy (all my therapists have quit bc i have too much trauma)
5000: GET MY RAPIST OUT OF MY LIFE
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I GOT THE SCARY NUT BUTTER PACKET 😁
I ATED IT 😁
acai bowl from yesterday :3
Since my post about recovering despite being underweight seemed to relate to people, here’s some other little reminders!!
-you don’t need to be hospitalised to recover
-you can be overweight and still deserve recovery
-if you never restricted “that much” uou deserve recovery
-if you had little to no physical side effects, you deserve recovery
-if you didn’t loose your period, you deserve recovery
-if you still ate everyday, you deserve recovery
-if your calorie limit was never “that low”, you deserve recovery
-if people around you never noticed, you deserve recovery
-if you still ate “bad foods”, you deserve recovery
There is no point waiting to reach a target your eating disorder has given you to recover. It will only move the targets further and further. You will never feel sick enough. You will either spend a life in misery with an eating disorder or die. Recovery is the only way out, you’re only going to make it harder for yourself. Staying stuck in your disorder will not make you “sick enough”, it jsut makes you miss out on life.
-someone who never felt sick enough
DAILY REMINDER TO RESIST ED PROPOGANDA
Food is fuel we literally cannot function without it !continuing down a path of restriction will lead to declining health, feeling miserable all the time and an incomplete life. We NEED food not just to survive but to thrive
Eat it even if it’s “unhealthy” violate your food rules!! DO NOT FEED INTO THE PATRIARCHAL SYSTEM OF KEEPING HUMANS SMALL! BIG AND STRONG HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE MOTTO
You deserve love and all the necessities just as much as the next person! /pos
if ur considering recovery/harm reducing for your eating disorder its so so worth it you can do it i love you
I GOT THE SCARY NUT BUTTER PACKET 😁