art gets what it wants & art gets what it deserves

kit/pup/it pronouns only

[werewade]

hi this is my sideblog to talk to my friends and also to myself bc im not allowed fun on my main blog anymore ever and i remembered i can do whatever i want. i vent here mostly but sometimes im really funny

-> names i use are richie or laika or wade or sparky but if you know me by any of my other names ive used then im fine with those too. like. sometimes i go by my middle name. for fun

-> my pronouns r like whatever i dont mind too bad but i prefer kit/pup and some other neopronouns. if you know me then you'll know what i like :)

-> i like lots and lots of things but mostly 80s horror, drawing weird gay furries, speedcore breakcore happy hardcore gabber etc mostly made by weird gay furries, car seat headrest, birds, werewolves, sparkledogs, pretending im living in 2012, violent video games, my boyfriend!!!<3 and my friends :0)

-> im otherkin and its a big part of my identity so im vocal about it. sooooooooo

[werewade]

notice how i havent really been posting since i started meds. crazy how that works right its almost like....... i was only posting about... being depressed or something.... idk.. thats weird....

[werewade]

just a Little hungover. 3 hours of sleep. anyone want to put me outta my misery <- thats a lie theres no misery today i just feel a little rough

[werewade]

concept of pets is weird. i bought a little baby thing and put it in my house because i liked it and then it grew up and now it does random bullshit every day

[werewade]

maybe if i open tumblr for a third time something will happen

[werewade]

honestly its fine i can pick up my meds tomorrow (!!!!) and i wont have to post really depressing shit anymore. well no i probably will for like two weeks until they actually make me feel better but idk im kinda excited to feel like a normal person again 🙂 im kinda excited to be alive one day 🙂

[werewade]

deltarune was cool im glad i finished it in three days so now i have nothing to keep me going and im not even getting up to sit at my desk im just in bed all day again

[werewade]

im not even out of castle town yet ive been playing since the second it dropped im just fucking around

[werewade]

things can be kinda cool when all your days and weeks and months merge into one its kinda like you have the power to speed up time lol thats kinda cool right ? its kinda cool?

[werewade]

im so tired i thought i was getting better but as always it only lasted a week

[werewade]

me and macy encountered a big cool bug who got angry when we tried to remove him from the building he was pretty sick. googled him and turns out he gets stinky

[werewade]

im funny im funny im funny im funny its okay. Its okay

[werewade]

wait devi was right there IS hope for someone else but not for us 🤔🤔

[werewade]

im fine

[werewade]

not fine if i was posting my drafts it would be really bad

[werewade]

im fine

[werewade]

i just want help i just want help everytime i try to get help it falls through or backfires what do i do i want help am i going to be like this forever ive been trying to get help for years and years and years what do i do anymore am i not trying hard enough

[werewade]

what 🙂 do 🙂 i 🙂 do 🙂

[werewade]

i just want help i just want help everytime i try to get help it falls through or backfires what do i do i want help am i going to be like this forever ive been trying to get help for years and years and years what do i do anymore am i not trying hard enough